rather pretend Posted 2/23/2008 1:06:09 PM sometimes we hide what we feel. probably, to save ourselves from pain or pretend that we have not hurt..Isn't?..I admit that sometimes I am like the damn pretentious, but not to save my pride but to save others feeling..id rather take it alone and ask God for guidance than to make some people feel sad..this is not selfishness I believe..the thing is it hurts me more to see them down.. yet, I know this is not a strength either coz it sucks and makes me feel shit..sometimes... (0) Comments

i am a caregiver Posted 2/23/2008 12:59:59 PM The Stand of Caregiver (Makes me feel outstanding) Faith, Love and Commitment, radiant within sprinkled in every heart of a full-pledged peer-counselors. I believed. Virtues which a dreamgirl and an ambitious ordinary me mark and shines its step. My faith in Man Above pre-eminent me as He granted my whispered prayers. I remembered how I uttered my wishes: “ Ama, makasulod unta ko sa PC Club” (This was my most dream club simply because I love doing this idiosyncratic service.) and “ Hmm..someday Bro (Jesus) I’ll take the lead. I believe I can, in Your holy time syempre!” (Strong leadership spirit seems flare-up within that time.) When I had the opportunity fortunately, my most accomplished things (I consider) I’ve done were the Alay kay Ina and 1st Peer Counselors Friendship day (which also blessed wisdoms from God). Alay kay Ina (in honor to blessed Mary), “To extend a helping hand to the less fortunate, and to let them feel the essence of Christmas.”Was the objective which definitely an act of care. A caroling activity where Peer Counselors offer x-mas songs then gave some collected used clothes and food. PC Friendship Day obviously aimed to built comradeship and amity with other peer counselors. It is the FEELING, which unequivocally made me feel standout. To hear my peers’ story how happy they are and realize things positively. To see their saccharine smiles and feel their light-heartedness. And witness aura of exuberance from the donees and confreres. For a working student like me who at the same time a performer involved in dance and theater, things may run inept and gauche. But my love for this scutwork of a peer counselor thus hinders me not to be still, to my co-worker and co-performer. The pledged and the heart of a counselor remain. Faith and Love is equal to a husky and iron-willed commitment. Being a Peer Counselor gives me the chance to help my friends. Cede me the reason to continue walk forward. And Inspires me to pay back to those in need the goodness my mentor (Mrs. Jean Cabel) and my peers (holycrossians) had shared. Above all, it is from God and will be for Him… I am a peer counselor and always be a peer counselor. No matter where I may be and whom I am with, my care for them will still be here, in my heart. So still stand. (0) Comments

the unrecognized Posted 2/23/2008 12:58:09 PM every single thing happens to me definitely has purpose..i strongly believe..its a matter of how i choose to accept it, positively or not, i must take the package..before i graduated, i conditioned myself to have a better job and aimed to practice my chosen profession..so i decided to resigned from my previous work..practically, it was hard but i prefer to than to work just to be paid without the pleasure and satisfaction. i apply and apply.. interviewed here and there..yet, still unemployed.. i must admit that along my struggle i almost weakened my self-confident and my self-esteem seems to decline..the craziest thing I've thought was ive told God that i am unfortunate..that i feel hopeless to help my family.. God again reminds me of His unconditional love..thoughts refresh in my realization one by one..i remember the stories ive read of some successful individuals, my optimistic attitude awakes..the faces of my great mentors ,advisers and friends seem hope and believe that i can..and most of all God touches me through my beloved mama and my dearest alex, and of course my kindest step-father shows his care. they were all right as they reminded me that it was not yet for me, that God plans me to put in a place where i perfectly suit..so i realize the unrecognized purpose, in my entire life, i was too busy working with my world outside..i was so blessed to have this opportunity to bond with my brother and sister and happily teaching my nephew and niece in their assignments..i deal with lot of people, walk and grow with some other lives yet i unconsciously forget that some people inside my world need me too. God allows me to see the mess and give me the chance to iron it..God reminds me the significants of having these family He perfectly chose for me.. so let be your will my God..I trust YOU..i Love you..You never fails me though i have hurted you manytimes..O God how lucky i am to wake each morning with warmth love for whatever i have now..thank you so much God!!.. (0) Comments

the word TRUST Posted 2/23/2008 12:56:18 PM i wonder how some leery people mean when they say "trust no one". for a level-headed person like me, i could hardy understand it until i met it piece by piece. The so called trusted friends, to whom i bequeath myself and shared sheets of my life's paper, unfortunately, end me up like a scratched in a poor garbage can. People in my past, whom i run with inside our circle's cycle had punt me out roughly. I start to formulate the pain's equation i felt which lead me to a realization. The more we invest ourselves to whimsical individual, the greater lost we might errornously found to our account. I wrongly understand the magic behind the word TRUST (0) Comments

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