better to be alone than to be unappreciated?

a question that plauges both man and womankind for ages. I'm beginning to feel unappreciated from my so called significant other. Or at least I feel a bros before hoes action in effect. I do belive this may be the beginning of the end as it isn't really worth my statying in a realtionship where I'm not as important as i demand myself to be. etc. (0) Comments

Posted: 2/23/2008 5:10:14 AM

I really do rule all....

No. Really. If not for me.....lots of things would never be. Do I get any thanks? nope *shakes his fist in the air* basterds and so on. I'm sick...it sucks..my head feels like it's going to go kabloom and then and there and that is all there is to say about that..... today..is in my way.....and so on and so on and shooby doobie doo dooooooooooooo People everyday! (0) Comments

Posted: 12/20/2007 1:09:09 AM

I love the indy 500...

Oh yes..I do. nuff said as to where abouts and why. Because I do... Pbth :D (0) Comments

Posted: 5/27/2007 6:34:13 PM

I walk alone

I walk alone. and my shadow is the only one who walks beside me. (green day) (0) Comments

Posted: 4/17/2007 1:59:18 PM

just ratning..or typing...

what's up with people these days..I mean really. I think I'm getting sick..my throat is a bit sore and feels like it's closing on me. why are females so...insane? why do my knees hurt all the time how many licks does it take...based on the national average..to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop and more importantly do I even care? all of that...is the kind of things that doesn't really plauge me at all..I just felt like acting like i had something to say :-D save me. (0) Comments

Posted: 3/24/2007 1:59:32 AM

words words words

But do they really mean anything. I have a friend. Really she's much more than a friend. I love her to death. She loves me as well. However...I don't belive our love is quite shared as one and the same. I want to be with her more than anything in the world. She wants to...be with me maybe...if it seems like it really is meant to be..but until that time she's not worried about it. People aren't all the same. I accept that fact. Also some people have alot more options than others. On the other place that I write (since the cat is out of the proverbial bag...that would be myspace..differnt name though) I have covered this to death. On here only one person so far knows who I am. I'm not sure if I want to keep it that way or not...but since mostly no one is still reading..well it doesn't quite matter does it? Back to the point at hand. I never want or expect to settle for less. However i'd like to have those options. That may make me sound as if I'm latching onto the one good thing that is there for me. BUT the thing is that..she's not always good for me. We have ups and downs...but at the end of the ...whatever...we still love each other. I just wish I could see, feel, and know that it was a mutual thing. If there's any ladies out there that would like to distract me from the love of my life that I can't quite have yet.... hit me up ;-) could be seen as an asshole thing to say BUT...At least I'm honest. That probably will be my downfall and continue to cause me to blow opporutnitys.. BUT I don't want anyone else (aside from superfical lusting or infatuations)....I can't have who I want. I will make myself miserable over it....except and but not quite. The dillema is...what if i meet someone else. Do I deny my feelings and lie to myself and the poor girl/woman/female. Or do I expose my heart and lay out the truth? It's not a traight that suits men well. We aren't supposed to be such creatures of love. As per one of my favorite things to 'say' when I know I've gone on to long and lost my own point.....blah blah blah a wiseman once said...... well plenty of things :-) and a wise me says. Better to embrace the love you know you have in your heart and to share that love...than to keep it privatte and in your own heart..withouth having ever let it been known. Okay so that's pretty close to what alot of wisemen have said. I used to keep that kind of thing to myself..but now i know..better to lay it all out there on the line...and get it over and done with....rather than keep it bottled up and perhaps lose that person for eternity. nothign worse than someone dying on you and them having not known that you loved them...or them having let you know they love you. I shall shut up now....im hardly awake..so if anyone manages to follow any of this; other than the person who isn't reading em anyway....well congrats to you. On a randomer note....everyone should watch 300....fantastic shit there. yep. (0) Comments

Posted: 3/12/2007 4:56:33 AM

people = silly.

Oh yeah. that's right. I said it. people are silly. I could explain fully why but than my fun might be dashed. So todays hypodermical question is. Do people choose to give a blind eye to something that should be obvious..? ORRRRRR Do people really not realize what's right in front of their face...or make the obvious connections and pay attention when the light bulb goes off in their head? I ask this because i have a friend. Who is on here. And on something else. They haven't seemed to caught on that I know they are on here...or rather that I am who i am. I don't know what that says about them or our relationship. It could be wonderful BUT it could also be terrible BUT hey considering just like the other place no one seems to read my thoughts anyway...maybe that could have something to do with it eh? It's up to you to find me though dear people. I pimp myself out to no one... for I am the one 336 baby yeaaaah. (0) Comments

Posted: 3/10/2007 1:05:30 AM

So i have this friend..and I love her...BUT.

I'm not sure how to approach that subject. Do I just leave it alone and let my love be unknown or do I say something OR do I leave it alone pending her saying something first? As a man in this day and age STILL it's hard for us to say "i love you" to a female with out them thinking we are either trying to get into their pants or we have a romantic interest in them. As far as I know neither of the above are my goals. I mean..maybe I wouldn't mind getting into her pants...afterall I am a man and men always want sex BUT I'm not trying to get with her or anything. So what do I do about it or with it? Maybe I don't even really love her at all but I'm the kind of person who doesn't utter those words to just anyone. Gotta be pretty damned special to me, mean something alot more than other people to me, or..well say it first :-D Although I have said it first or non directly hinted at it to where I got the female in the equation to say it first. It's just not kosher of a man to go around admitting he loves anyone....unless of course that person he loves IS his lover. BUT even in that case. To be manly men aren't supposed to love at all. Theay are merely supposed to go out and practice procreation. It's tough to be a man sometimes; hell really ALL the time. Everyone is always suspicious with what your intentions are. Everyone assumes you are supposed to be one way not the other. Everyone expects you to be motivated to run out and start a family, buy a car, buy a house, buy a ranch, buy some land, get a job, blah blah blah. Me. I'm just trying to get through this life without wasting away into oblivion. yep sirs and woMams I am doing my best to be myself. but that still doesn't tell me how to deal with the issue of love I have for a female friend. any suggestions? (2) Comments

Posted: 3/7/2007 1:52:50 PM

friends that accuse friends of doing what they do themselves...

I have a friend..actually a few...who accuse me of falling to fast for someone. They talk alot of crap about me but than they turn around and do the very same thing they accuse me of. ironic dontcha think? (0) Comments

Posted: 3/4/2007 5:37:37 PM

I'll be your romeo....

I feel so stupid... everclear for that ass. heoroin girl my black girlfriend... we can live beside the ocean...and watch the world die. yep. Rock and roll \m/ \m/ least I forget and thus I'm adding... You make me feel like a whore!.. (0) Comments

Posted: 3/3/2007 2:25:03 AM

Just call me president Dead...

I am dead. Anyone else out there dead too? How does it feel to be one of the walking/waking/living dead? (0) Comments

Posted: 3/1/2007 11:37:29 PM

I know the woman I'm going to marry...now i just need to meet her....

And. She needs to give her heart to me. Sadly her heart belongs to another man. I should get over it however I can't. I love her more than I've ever loved anyone. I love her more than I will ever love anyone. I have loved her since before I even knew her. She is my heart, my soul, my being. without her my life is empty. with her my life is fantastic. through ups and downs my heart remains pure and dedicated to her. I do belive even death will not kill the love I have for her. She will be mine..oh yes..she will be mine :-D (1) Comments

Posted: 2/28/2007 2:41:47 AM

The comedic stylings of, who, well..uhm. Me.

Alot of people seem to like to tell me I'm funny. AND they are serious when they say it. The funny part about that is; well they don't find me funny when I'm trying to be. I simply just am. That annoys me. I'd rather everyone understood the black dark other type comedy that exists in my head. Sadly most people...well they don't seem to be smart enough to process the things I'm kicking around. My humor or rather perhaps I;; is an abstract hypotholey. Yes sirs and or madames. That is what I consists of the funny I serve. That term probably doesn't mean anything and I likely just made it up, BUTT, I do that kind of thing. I don't deny the creative genius that lies within. And perhaps one day...the right people or person will catch wind of me and I can whore myself out to the masses like so many comedic geniuses before me have. Afterall at the end of the day all people really want is money; although some claim they want security. Money gives us that. Simple fact of corporate greed and this land of the so called free we call america. Why look at that ^ I've gone and went off on a subject that has almost nothing to do with the subject header. I shall now be prosocuted for unilateral thinkers EVERYWHERE. Oh the dread...dreary dreary dread. This pile of rubbish brought to you by or at least in part to because of the comment on my previous "article" just remember kiddies...boyz and girlyies... Crazy makes the world go round ;-) (0) Comments

Posted: 2/25/2007 8:25:37 PM

why does it call blogs articles?

I'm so smart that I didn't know how to post a blog unless I went way back to the main main menu. Now I get it. Blogs are "articles". Isn't that like, uhm, parts of the constitution? If so. How many articles create or comprise "newblog" and why's it called new blog; once you've posted something it's no longer a "new blog" that's wackier than to squirrels on crack trying to escape from a monkey who thinks their nuts are is banannas. Let it simmer for a while; than you see how funny that really can be. Deex3 ;-) (1) Comments

Posted: 2/25/2007 2:31:58 PM

animation...it's what's for dinner.

I can't help the random shit that pops into my head at the oddesst times; and thusly here ya go. From here to the stars, With my candy bars, Rides a kid With a knack For inventions. A super-powered mind, A mechanical canine, He rescues the day From sure destruction. He's gotta save the world And get to school on time, So many things to do And not much time So off the ground, Up in the air, Out into the atmoshpere, Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! No matter where you are, You know he can't be far, Watching the world Through x-ray vision And whenever he's around, Where adventure can be found, You know that Jimmy Neutron's On a mission He's gotta save the world And get to school on time, So many things to do And not much time So off the ground, Up in the air, Out into the atmoshpere, Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! Who can we count on? Jimmy Neutron! Who can we count on? It's Jimmy Neutron! (0) Comments

Posted: 2/25/2007 3:05:15 AM