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if standing at the edge of a cliff and swaying precariously can help me wake up and face this world properly, i would rather sit down there and watch the sun set every day; appreciate the beauty of living in my dreams without waking up
Age: 20
Gender: F
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is this all there is to men ?
Posted 10/14/2006 2:20:44 PM
just found out that this guy i liked , he goes to geylang .
okay . so . simply say 'geylang' when you come to singapore and people will stare at you . cuz it's famous for good food . and loads of prostitutes . it's where men go to eat, drink and fuck . S$40 per fuck . which is about .. US$25 ? is that considered cheap ?
i don't know . it kinda stings to know that the guy you like actually does that . i mean . i would rather find out that my guy friends have one night stands than to know that they fuck prostitutes . it just seems so .. wrong .
yeah nothin wrong with men going there when both parties are willing , one is willing to pay and the other is willing to take . but i knew the women there because i worked at a budget hotel front desk there . they were nice normal girls who for a wide variety of reasons had to resort to that for a living . that's fine with me .
the thing is . i've never trusted men ever since i worked there . not even after i've left . and this only makes it worse . i just wanna get over it . and quick
this sucks
Posted 10/14/2006 2:20:44 PM
just found out that this guy i liked , he goes to geylang .
okay . so . simply say 'geylang' when you come to singapore and people will stare at you . cuz it's famous for good food . and loads of prostitutes . it's where men go to eat, drink and fuck . S$40 per fuck . which is about .. US$25 ? is that considered cheap ?
i don't know . it kinda stings to know that the guy you like actually does that . i mean . i would rather find out that my guy friends have one night stands than to know that they fuck prostitutes . it just seems so .. wrong .
yeah nothin wrong with men going there when both parties are willing , one is willing to pay and the other is willing to take . but i knew the women there because i worked at a budget hotel front desk there . they were nice normal girls who for a wide variety of reasons had to resort to that for a living . that's fine with me .
the thing is . i've never trusted men ever since i worked there . not even after i've left . and this only makes it worse . i just wanna get over it . and quick
this sucks
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Posted 10/4/2006 12:42:53 PM
see what civilisation has done ?
there are days when even peacocks come to snatch your food
Posted 10/4/2006 12:42:53 PM
see what civilisation has done ?
there are days when even peacocks come to snatch your food
i'm better off talking to inanimate objects . or animals . maybe plants
Posted 10/3/2006 10:48:00 AM
i just realized that i have seven weeks worth of attachment to the office and not six , as we all thought . dono whatever gave us that idea .
thw working world sucks balls . big time
maybe it's because i dont behave like an adult should and i curse a lot in an environment where no one does and girls cursing is considered disgusting and sinful and attracts stares . but ever since i started working , i've realized that adults rarely listen to teenagers . or kids . take my previous job for example . was a budget hotel receptionist . or front desk staff . new staff came during my fourth month there and i had to teach them , show them the ropes , etc . but not one of them respected me as they would an experienced adult . experienced kid does not equate to experienced adult . no no . the tone they use when talking to me .. it's like .. 'you stupid kid you're only half my age dont try to act like you've cleverer than me .' and their facial expression would be 'urgh why on earth did they arrange for a kid to teach me ?'
they dont take what i say seriously and they dont thank me when i teach them something new AND they dont apologize when i correct them after they keep insisting that they're correct (when they're wrong). no gratitude even when i help them out of a situation they're stuck in . why ? cant you accept the fact that you are new at this workplace and that you have to learn from someone less than half your age ?
why cant they listen to me ?
even my family and friends dont listen to me . one of these days im gonna start talking to my pillow or the resident stray cat down at the void deck .
Posted 10/3/2006 10:48:00 AM
i just realized that i have seven weeks worth of attachment to the office and not six , as we all thought . dono whatever gave us that idea .
thw working world sucks balls . big time
maybe it's because i dont behave like an adult should and i curse a lot in an environment where no one does and girls cursing is considered disgusting and sinful and attracts stares . but ever since i started working , i've realized that adults rarely listen to teenagers . or kids . take my previous job for example . was a budget hotel receptionist . or front desk staff . new staff came during my fourth month there and i had to teach them , show them the ropes , etc . but not one of them respected me as they would an experienced adult . experienced kid does not equate to experienced adult . no no . the tone they use when talking to me .. it's like .. 'you stupid kid you're only half my age dont try to act like you've cleverer than me .' and their facial expression would be 'urgh why on earth did they arrange for a kid to teach me ?'
they dont take what i say seriously and they dont thank me when i teach them something new AND they dont apologize when i correct them after they keep insisting that they're correct (when they're wrong). no gratitude even when i help them out of a situation they're stuck in . why ? cant you accept the fact that you are new at this workplace and that you have to learn from someone less than half your age ?
why cant they listen to me ?
even my family and friends dont listen to me . one of these days im gonna start talking to my pillow or the resident stray cat down at the void deck .
i haven't touched my laptop in weeks
Posted 9/10/2006 12:07:31 PM
DAMNIT
that word best fits my life for what it has been after my econs paper
it's a confirmed , big , fat , looming 'F' for international fucken econs and finance . and maybe accounts too . just waiting for my results now . just waitin for the axe to fall and for my head to roll .
i had barely a day of rest and my attachment started . to the office of the toy shop i've been part-timing at all this while . and into the world of barcodes , cartons and dust . it's either being stuck at the damned computer the whole day keying in damned barcodes or sweating my ass off climbing damned ladders and moving cartons filled with damned toys in the warehouse .
and yes my knowledge of adverbs is very limited . limited only to the word 'damned' . damn it . do you call it adverbs even ? k my english sucks and im just rambling on now .
i made a big mistake at work because i was already working three hours overtime and i wanted to go home . when i realized the disastrous mistake yesterday i got so stressed out over how my bosses are going to kill me that i broke down . i don't know what happened actually . it was just the stress the day before , of fearing that i WILL make mistakes because it's the first time i've been assigned that kinda work .
and the stress after , of knowing that i DID make mistakes . huge catastrophic mistakes .
and the exhaustion of working every single day for two weeks straight without any off day . [yes i asked for it . stupid ain't i . all for the stupid money]
and the stress of not knowing when my lousy results are gonna come and disappoint my parents
and the stress of work politics .
gosh . i make it sound like i live in such a stressful world
sometimes
just sometimes
i think that dropping dead now would be good
any future unhappiness can be avoided
any growing up pains wont be experienced
but i would think of what you said
years ago
when you were still by my side
when you still said that you would feel sad if i died
when you still encouraged me
what you would say if you're still with me
and i would stop thinking too much
and just carry on with what i have
face what i have to face
for memories of you give me strength
and i realize . i havent said the childish phrase 'life sucks' in years . not ever since what you said that time .
'life sucks'
'dont say that'
'why not'
'simply cos' it doesnt'
Posted 9/10/2006 12:07:31 PM
DAMNIT
that word best fits my life for what it has been after my econs paper
it's a confirmed , big , fat , looming 'F' for international fucken econs and finance . and maybe accounts too . just waiting for my results now . just waitin for the axe to fall and for my head to roll .
i had barely a day of rest and my attachment started . to the office of the toy shop i've been part-timing at all this while . and into the world of barcodes , cartons and dust . it's either being stuck at the damned computer the whole day keying in damned barcodes or sweating my ass off climbing damned ladders and moving cartons filled with damned toys in the warehouse .
and yes my knowledge of adverbs is very limited . limited only to the word 'damned' . damn it . do you call it adverbs even ? k my english sucks and im just rambling on now .
i made a big mistake at work because i was already working three hours overtime and i wanted to go home . when i realized the disastrous mistake yesterday i got so stressed out over how my bosses are going to kill me that i broke down . i don't know what happened actually . it was just the stress the day before , of fearing that i WILL make mistakes because it's the first time i've been assigned that kinda work .
and the stress after , of knowing that i DID make mistakes . huge catastrophic mistakes .
and the exhaustion of working every single day for two weeks straight without any off day . [yes i asked for it . stupid ain't i . all for the stupid money]
and the stress of not knowing when my lousy results are gonna come and disappoint my parents
and the stress of work politics .
gosh . i make it sound like i live in such a stressful world
sometimes
just sometimes
i think that dropping dead now would be good
any future unhappiness can be avoided
any growing up pains wont be experienced
but i would think of what you said
years ago
when you were still by my side
when you still said that you would feel sad if i died
when you still encouraged me
what you would say if you're still with me
and i would stop thinking too much
and just carry on with what i have
face what i have to face
for memories of you give me strength
and i realize . i havent said the childish phrase 'life sucks' in years . not ever since what you said that time .
'life sucks'
'dont say that'
'why not'
'simply cos' it doesnt'
boo
Posted 8/23/2006 12:22:49 PM
having my international econs paper tmr and i haven't start studying and i don't feel like it . cheers . two more papers to freedom
ECONS SUCK
Posted 8/23/2006 12:22:49 PM
having my international econs paper tmr and i haven't start studying and i don't feel like it . cheers . two more papers to freedom
ECONS SUCK
tis the baby
Posted 8/17/2006 10:18:24 AM
i wanted a blog where nobody i know will chance upon . so that i can fuck anyone without anyone knowing . ho yeah
Posted 8/17/2006 10:18:24 AM
i wanted a blog where nobody i know will chance upon . so that i can fuck anyone without anyone knowing . ho yeah
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BrooklynFrank
10/8/2006 7:35:48 PM
greetings, greetings
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8/23/2006 12:36:04 PM
Hi. People here at New Blog are friendly and read each other's posts. Welcome
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8/19/2006 1:39:44 PM
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10/8/2006 7:35:48 PM
greetings, greetings
Glory
8/23/2006 12:36:04 PM
Hi. People here at New Blog are friendly and read each other's posts. Welcome
magicalmysterytour
8/19/2006 1:39:44 PM
http://redhotrabbit.modblog.com
and http://eastelmhurst.blogspot are my blgos. I like your groovy blue friends.
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