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KISHA RAY Posted 7/30/2007 2:16:25 PM WILD WORLD, WILD TIMES.. THIS KID? SHE'S MINE. DADDY'S GONE, LEFT ALONE ON THE STREETS WITH NO HOME. ONLY DREAMS FOREVER MORE, KISHA RAY? SHE'S ONLY FOUR. DADDY'S GONE WITH HIS WIFE, LEFT ALONE WITH NO LIFE. NO MONEY, NO JOB. ONLY LOTS OF TIME TO SOB. (1) Comments

THE NEED TO CRY Posted 7/30/2007 2:04:42 PM I TRAVEL AROUND FROM PLACE TO PLACE AND I TRY TO FIND GOD'S DEAR GRACE. I TRY TO FIND THE LOVE I LOST AMONGST THE COLD AND BITTER FROST. I SEARCH SO HARD TO FIND A TEAR, HE HAS BEEN GONE FOR ALMOST A YEAR. I CANNOT CRY, IT IS NOT THERE. I CANNOT TREMBLE WHEN THERE IS NO FEAR. I NEED TO LEAVE WELL ENOUGH ALONE, AND TRY MY BEST NOT TO PICK UP THE PHONE. REMOVE THE VERY THOUGHT OF HIM FROM MY MIND AND JUST STOP THE SEARCH, TRY NOT TO FIND THE MAN THAT COMPLETES MY BROKEN EDGE. HERE I STAND UPON THE LEDGE, I SCREAM AT GOD, I RANT AND RAVE FOR THE ANSWERS I DO CRAVE!! I SIT AND I THINK AS I WATCH THE SKY AND BEG FOR ONE SORROWFUL CRY. (0) Comments

FOR CASSEY AND AVIN Posted 7/30/2007 1:38:19 PM TREMBLING SHADOWS IN THE NIGHT, DREAMS OF LIGHT TO WIN THE FIGHT. THE WINTER'S COLD IS DEATH ALONE WHEN THE WARMTH OF THE SUN IS ALL THAT IS KNOWN. A SPIRIT AWAKENS THE LIFE OF A CHILD, AROUND THE WORLD LOVE GROWS WILD. LIKE THE BOY AND THE GIRL THAT KNOW TOUCHES UNTOLD. NOT YET AWARE OF THE TREASURE THEY HOLD. THEY STAND IN THE NIGHT WITH BAGS IN THEIR HAND, NOT UNDERSTANDING THE LIFE THEY CANT STAND. TRAVELING TOGETHER FROM PLACE TO PLACE, WITHOUT EVEN THE ESTEEM TO BE LOOKED IN THE FACE. THE WOMAN WAS FOUND ON HER BELLY ALONE, A SLIT IN THE THROAT THE VILLAN UNKNOWN. THE MAN IS FOUND LATER WITH NEEDLE IN HAND NEVER AGAIN TO WALK THIS GREAT LAND. (0) Comments

I MISS YOU MOM/ MAY 05 Posted 7/30/2007 1:11:02 PM WITH EVERY SUN THAT PAINTS THE SKY, WITH EVERY MOON THAT FLOATS SLOWLY BY. WITH EVERY WIND THAT CARRESSES MY MY SKIN, I WILL REMEMBER THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU DEEP WITHIN. MY TOTUM STANDS TALL IN MY LIFE FULL OF PAIN, WITH YOU AT THE TOP AND NO ONE TO BLAME. YOU WERE CALLED BY THE MAN THAT GUARDS THE FRONT GATE, BEFORE YOU COULD RETURN TWAS ALREADY TOO LATE. YOU ARE NOW FILLED WITH HAPPINESS THERE, AND I'LL BE OK SO LONG AS THAT I'M AWARE. I'LL ADD YOU TO THE TO LIST OF ANGELS THAT STAND BEFORE ME BEHIND ME AND TO MY RIGHT HAND, AND IF EVEIL SHOULD EVERY PASS MY WAY, I KNOW BY MY SIDE YOUR SPIRIT WILL STAY. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER MY WHITE BUFFALO. UPON THE TOP OF MY TOTUM YOUR SPIRIT WILL GLOW. FROM A DISTANCE YOU WILL WATCH OVER YOUR COYOTE CUB, YOUR LIONESS, YOUR SCORPIO AND ALL YOUR LITTLE DOVES. I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN IN THE SKIP IN THE SKY, 'TIL THEN YOU'LL BE IN EVERY CLOUD PASSING BY. YOU WILL VISIT ME IN MY VISIONARY DREAMS, AND YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS. MY WHITE BUFFALO HAS LEFT FOR A WHILE, WITH KNOWLEDGE OF HER EXISTANCE I'LL FACE LIFE WITH A SMILE. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER MY MOTHER, MY FRIEND, MY HERO- MY ANGEL... MY QUEEN 'TIL THE END. (0) Comments

MY WHITE BUFFALO/MAY 05/TRANSFORMATION Posted 7/30/2007 12:22:10 PM MY WHITE BUFFALO IS A POWERFUL SOUL, SHE IS WILD AND FREE AND HAS NOW REACHED HER GOAL. HER GOAL WAS TO CHANGE TO AN EAGLE IN FLIGHT, TO FLY ABOVE THE MOUNTAINS AND TO THE HIGHEST OF HIGHTHS. SHE IS NOW WITH MY FATHER AND MY FATHER ABOVE. SHE NOW HAS NO DOUBTS OF THEIR PRCIOUS LOVE. (0) Comments

HIS FATHER'S FLOCK Posted 7/30/2007 12:11:24 PM AS I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF CHANGE MY FEAR GATHERS SLOWLY BUT GREATLY WITHIN MY MIND. I BEGIN TO MINDLY CARRESS THE VERY THOUGHT OF FAILURE. I QUESTION MY STRENGTHS AND ABILITIES TO STAND ON MY OWN FEET AND NOT FALL UNPON MY KNEES AND SHATTER LIKE A CRYSTAL BENEATH A STEEL BALL. MORE OFTEN THAN NOT I NEED TO BARE IN MIND- ALTHOUGH DIFFICULT- IS FALLING ON MY KNEES NEEDED AND AS A CONSTANT, WELCOMED. NOT SHATTERING LIKE A FRAGILE CRYSTAL BUT POSSIBLY QUAKING BEFORE HIS GREATNESS. NOT BARGANING, BUT PLEADING FOR FORGIVENESS AND REPENTING FOR THE WORLDLY WAY I HAVE GROWN TO KNOW AND REGRETABLY FOLLOWED. YET, ONLY ONE PATH LEADS IN THE DIRECTION OF HIS GREATNESS, IT IS WITHIN MY KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE THAT THIS PATH'S GUIDE IS THE SHEPARD JESUS CHRIST. HE FOREVER AWAITS HIS FATHER'S FLOCK. HE FOREVER WAITS TO LEAD ME HOME. (0) Comments

THE POWER WITHIN ME/ DEC. 2006 Posted 7/30/2007 11:59:28 AM THE JOURNEY TO A SACRED PLACE IS BOTH THE FEAR AND THE ENERGY THAT RESIDES WITHIN ME. IT COMPELS ME TO BE THE PERSON I HIDE DEEP WITHIN, IT EARGES ME TO OPEN THE BOX IN MY MIND AND SOUL. ALTHOUGH, TO OPEN MY MINDS EYE WOULD MEAN TO FACE THE BEAST THAT HOVERS OVER ME. TO FACE THE FEARS AND THE SILENT NOISE THAT HAVE HAUNTED DREAMS. I KNOW UNTIL I DO I WILL NEVER BE WHOLE. I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO COMPLETELY TRUST, AND I WILL NEVER BE STRONG ENOUGH TO BE THE POWER I KNOW I AM DEEP INSIDE. THANKS DILLON LOVE!! :) (1) Comments

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN Posted 7/30/2007 10:33:01 AM I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY I FOUND SOMEONE STRONG ENOUGH TO STAY. I STILL PONDER ON MY PAST, WHEN LOVE WAS NO ENOUGH TO LAST. WHEN I FOUND YOU, I KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE WHO'D BE STRONG ENOUGH TO NEVER RUN. YOU HAVE STAYED BY MY SIDE THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BAD, YOU HAVE HELD MY HAND THROUGH THE HAPPY AND SAD. I CAN HONESTLY SAY YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND AND YOU WILL BE MY BEST FRIEND UNTIL THE END. (HERE'S HOPEING) (0) Comments

ALONE Posted 7/30/2007 10:28:53 AM SCREAMS FROM THE TOP FLOOR BURNS IN MY EARS, THERE'S A STENCH OF ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND YEARS. THE VILLAN IS GONE LIKE A HUMMER IN FLIGHT, THE FLAMES THE REIGN HIGH IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT. BEATEN AND RAPED AND ALL ALONE, WITHOUT EVEN THE STRENTH TO PICK UP THE PHONE. SHE WATCHES THE FLAMES RISE AS SHE LIES IN HER BED, SHE FEELS THE HEAT SUFFICATING HER HEAD. SHE TAKES A DEEP BREATH AND CLOSES HER EYES. ALONE IN HER BED, SHE FINALLY DIES. FOR MEAGAN, GOD SPEED MY FRIEND. (0) Comments

waking up Posted 7/29/2007 2:08:36 PM TEMPTATIONS OF TRANSFORMATIONS TICKLED MY THOUGHTS, DREAMING OF DREAMS THAT CAN NEVER BE CAUGHT. LIVING A LIFE THAT LED ME ASTRAY; NO MORE REGRETS.. NO MORE DISGRACE. I WALKED THROUGH THE WATERS THAT COVERED MY MIND, TRANSFORMING FROM LIGHT TO A DARKNESS THAT BINDS. WAKING FROM DREAMS THAT FOR NOT I HAD DREAMT. FOR WITHIN MY HEART AND MY SOUL I WAS NEVER CONTENT. I WALKED THROUGH MY LIFE WITH MY PAINTED ON SMILE, HOPEING TO FIND WHAT I HOLD ALL AWHILE. I OPEN MY MIND AND FINNALY FIND, THE PEACE AND LOVE OF A FAR DIFFRENT KIND. THE PEACE AND LOVE I NEEDED I COULD NOT FIND IN ANOTHER, I FOUND IN MYSELF, AND IN MY HEAVENLY MOTHER. (0) Comments

where are you? Posted 7/29/2007 2:08:29 PM I have seen so many days that I have been led astray by the dream I call love. I have been awakened and dismayed; I have been distracted and disarrayed. I have been pushed I have been hurt I have been bottled and have been jerked, I need the love that is longing, I need the love that is true, and I need the Love that makes Not only me but it also makes you. I need the love that is unselfish; I need the love that is so kind. I need the love that doesn’t judge me for being forever on my mind. I need the love that is understanding, I need the love that is everlasting, I need the love that Makes me for you. Together we are forever in an great understanding. I need to feel the colors Swirl above, when love is making of me and you. I need the tears that drop from my eyes; I need to Feel my spirit rise when love is in the making, me and you. I need to burn in my soul; I need to know we share the goal, of love in the making, me and you. I need to feel the sense of peace; I need to know there is no release, When love is in the making, me and you. I want to feel your warm embrace; I need feel your hand on my face, I need to see the love in your eyes, when love is making me and you. I want to feel our souls collide, I need to know you’re on my side, when love is in the making; me and you. I know that love has built a soul that is strong and wont let go, I know that love has found it’s place in the a secure and peaceful place, but it seems that love is hidden there; and has hidden you from me somewhere. My goal is not to find perfection, But to find a sweet resurrection of the love I have put away until I come across the day, the horizons open for me and you. Where are you? (0) Comments

sandy beaches of time Posted 7/29/2007 2:07:55 PM AS I WALK THROUGH THE SANDY BEACHES OF TIME I SEE YOU IN A VISION IN MY MIND, I SEE ALL MY LIFE ALL MY WRONGS AND MY RIGHTS, I SEE ALL MY MINUTES, ALL MY DAYS AND MY NIGHTS. YOU STAND BY THE MAN WHO GUARDS THE FRONT GATES, YOU SMILE AND YOU ASK ME NOT TO BE LATE, WHEN I REACH YOU, YOU HOLD ME CLOSE AND SAY I AM THERE DUE TO THE CHOICES I CHOSE. YOU WHISPER THAT THERE IS A BATTLE TO FIGHT, BETWEEN THE DARKNESS AND THE LIGHT. YOU SAY THAT I AM TO STAND THE FRONT LINE. MY REWARD FOR THIS? ETERNAL LIFE DEVINE. (0) Comments

taking flight Posted 7/29/2007 2:06:42 PM I SIT ALONE AGAIN IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT, I WATCH THE WHITE OWL AS IT TAKES FLIGHT, HE SINGS TO ME A PERFECT SONG, AND MAKES ME FEEL THAT NOTHING IS WRONG. ONLY FOR A MERE MOMENT IN TIME, THE WIND SHE PLAYS, AND WHISPERS BEAUTIFUL RHYMES. THE STARS THEY GLOW AND PIERCE MY SOUL, I CLOSE MY EYES AND THINK OF ONLY MY GOAL. MY DREAMS THEY TAKE ME TO A SILENT PLACE, WHERE LOVE AND RESPECT MEET FACE TO FACE. I KNOW WHEN MY EYES OPEN ALL THAT WILL APPEAR, IS THE BITTER WORLD, VANITY AND FEAR. THE SUN HE RISES AT THE EAST, INSIDE MY MIND STARTS A WONDERFUL FEAST. THOUGHTS OF WARMTH AS HE GLAZES MY FACE, I LAY BACK AND ENJOY HIS AMAZING GRACE. (0) Comments

for my king Posted 7/29/2007 2:05:53 PM IN THE SUN'S LIGHT I AM MERE MORTAL, AS NIGHT FALLS I WALK THROUGH THE PORTAL. TRANSFORMING TO WHAT I AM DEEP INSIDE, A PIECE OF ME I CANNOT HIDE. IN THE DAY'S EYE I AM A MOTHER, A TEACHER, A FRIEND, A PREACHER, AND A LOVER... BUT AS THE DAY BEGINS TO FOLD AND I, MYSELF AM FEELING OLD, AGAIN MINE EYES BEGIN TO SEE THE BEAUTY I HOLD INSIDE OF ME. MY WINGS THEY SPREAD AND I TAKE FLIGHT, PASSING SWEET MOTHER MOON THROUGH HER BLANKET OF NIGHT. MY BATTLING ANGEL HAS TAUGHT ME TO STAND, AND NOW I FLY AND OFFER MY HAND. PROMPTING YOU TO EXTEND YOUR REACH, COME WITH ME; LEARN AND TEACH! I SHALL LIFT YOU FROM THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH, I WILL OPEN YOUR EYES AND GIVE YOU NEW BREATH... SHOWING YOU WHAT YOU KNEW ALL ALONG, THE PAIN YOU'VE ENDURED HAS MADE YOU STRONG. TRUST IN ME AND YOU WILL FIND A LOVE OF A FAR GREATER KIND. A LOVE THAT YOU HAVE NEVER KNOWN, AND YOU WILL SEE HOW YOU HAVE GROWN. COME TO MY KINGDOM IN THE SKY, TRUST IN MY HEART.. IT CANNOT LIE. I WILL BANDAGE YOUR WOUNDS AND IN TIME, YOUR WINGS WILL HEAL AND TOGETHER WE'LL FLY. HAND IN HAND MY KING AND I, FLYING TOGETHER FOREVER DOMINATING THE SKY. FOR MY KING (0) Comments

the ultimate reaction Posted 7/29/2007 2:05:02 PM ripples.. a continuation of energy sent around the room from one person to the next, the world is full of it.. throw a pebble in a pond. watch the ripples take shape. the eye of the ripples can be used to symbolize you being dropped into this harsh world. the ripples can be used as the energy you as one puts out to communicate with the world. drop two pebbles into a pond. the ripples of both will soon reach and either blend together or distorting the other's. this is the exact affect people have on one another. the universe is not kind, it is not prejudiced...and it will not hesitate to give you back what you dish out 10 fold. I had this conversation with my daughter...she understood right away, she replied "mom, it is like standing in the middle of 10 people and telling each one of them that you hate them. what would happen? all 10 would hate you right back. wise words from such a small girl. never underestimate the level of understanding that a child has and never be afraid to help them understand and reach that next level. (0) Comments

level of life Posted 7/29/2007 2:04:15 PM TAKING THE TIME TO BAFFLE THE MIND KEEPS THINGS IN PLACE IN LIFE'S POWERFUL RACE. WAKING THINE EYES FROM DAY TO DAY IS THE MERE START OF A CHANGING OF WAY. STRETCH THINE ARMS AND REACH EACH MORN FOR A BRAND NEW ADDICTION TO KEEP YOU FROM SCORN. THE ADDICTION IS NOT SMOKED NOR DRANK NOR BLOWN THE ADDICTION IS TEMPTING YOUR MIND TO GROW. EACH NEW DAY SHOULD POSE AS A CHALLENGE TO INCREASE THE MIND, AND TO LEARN A BALANCE. THE BALANCE- AN INCEASE OF LEVEL OF LIFE, THATS ALL WE HAVE LEFT AT THE END OF THE NIGHT. INCREASE THE BALANCE OF UNDERSTANDING AND GROWTH, TEACH WHAT YOU'VE LEARNED TO THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW. THIS IS THE SECRET OF THE REVOLVING OF SPACE. WE EARN WHAT WE LEARN AND WE TAKE PRIDE IN OUR GRACE, THE MINUTE WE STOP IS THE MINUTE WE DIE. WHEN WE DON'T SHARE OUR KNOWLEDGE WE ARE THIEVES AND WE LIE. (0) Comments

the secret to age Posted 7/29/2007 2:00:50 PM Age is merely a balance of time and emotion building in the body of one person. The more the emotion is harsh and troubled, the older the body seems to become. The trick is mind over matter. A person only uses 10% of their brains, if we were to learn to use all of it; it would be the destruction of us all. I can't help but wonder what would happen if we were to learn how to use 15% or 20. The best way to trick time is to learn to stay at a calm and refreshed state. Find your peace, find you tranquility no matter the weather. We all have the ability to slow time down, the rickashay of other's emotions is a builder, or push on rushing time if we allow the emotions in. If we learn to block what we don't need in our lives, and only take in the good, time will be confused. It will slow down to a crawl. The sayings: {You are only as old as you feel} and {When you point a finger, 10 more gets pointed back at you} are the most correct saying to be said. Like i overheard a saying a friend of mine said: {The univeres is not kind. It is not predictable, and it is not predigest. Anything you through into it will be given back to you 10 fold.} Wise, Wise words. There is a time and a place that everyone can find within themselves that will slow time down for them. Mine is to talk to the other side, It keeps me refreshed. It keeps me mindful of the time we do have and to make the best use of it as possible. (0) Comments

inside the mind Posted 7/29/2007 1:57:11 PM TANTALATIONS OF TRANFORMATIONS TICKLE MY THOUGHTS, FAR BLIND ARE THE ONES THAT DON'T LISTEN. THE WORLD SPEAKS TRUE THROUGH THE MOUTH OF THE WISE, AS I HEAR MY EYES SEEM TO GLISTEN. THE TWIRL OF THE WORLD ON IT'S PISTON IS THE ELITE OF IT'S CREATURES ABIDE. IMAGINATION, CREATION AND EXISTANCE IS THOUGHT UP BY YOUR OWN SIMPLE MIND. (0) Comments

in the mind of another Posted 7/29/2007 1:50:19 PM TRAVEL THROUGH THE WALL OF THE LIVING, SEE WHAT KIND OF WONDERS YOU FIND. THE PAST WILL REACT IF THEY'RE WILLING, CLOSE YOUR EYES AND FEEL THEM COLLIDE. THEY WILL TELL YOU THEIR STORY IF YOU LISTEN, THEY WILL SING THE SONG OF THEIR LIFE. LEARN FROM WHAT THEY CAN TELL YOU. IT WILL SAVE YOU HARDSHIP AND STRIFE. ASK THEM TO KINDLY ACKNOWLEDGE THE HARDSHIPS OF WHICH THEY HAVE LEARNED. THEY COME TO YOU FOR A REASON; LISTEN OBEY, BE CONCERNED. THE POWER IS WITHIN YOUR MINDS DOORWAY. THE ANSWERS ARE THERE IN YOUR WAKE. THEY COME AND THE TELL YOU THEIR STORIES, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS PARTAKE. (0) Comments

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General Comments mental_escape Posted 8/14/2007 5:13:52 PM your not very nice to your only friend you looser. lol anyways guess what? i got a fucking ticket for rolling through a stop sign in garland taking james and amanda to get money from mandas sister. so much for my good deed............... shadowcloaker Posted 8/7/2007 12:01:53 AM blah blah blah..blah blah blah blah... that's all I hear you saying!! mental_escape Posted 7/30/2007 12:17:26 PM hey what up G.... how come you sit so far away from me jerk? Please login to post a comment.