aA WONDERFULLY GRATEFUL DAY Posted 9/18/2006 2:39:39 PM Well today was great so far found my cousin in chi-town after 5 yrs. she is doing great and it made me smile had a wonderful weekend and am on top off the world right now wonder whats gonna fall on my head lol it always works that way thank you all for your wonderful comments and support its nice to feel so much love in one spot it warms my heart to the fullist hope everyone is having a grateful day smile for me ill get at you later k scott michael POLISH PRIDE BABY (0) Comments

the bottle is dusty but the wine is fine Posted 9/16/2006 11:02:30 PM well hello all scott michael again thought id get on here and say hello just to check in had a mysteriously wonderful day today went to a parade in the small town i reside in they have a soybean festival wich is actually nice had good food meet old friends and some new had time to heal mentally was a nice change it was nice to get out and feel like a part of the human race the only thing is im feeling alittle old today hence the saying for the title talked to a friend of mines sister he committed siucide 2 yrs. ago and she said she had rules no brothers friends and knowone three years older well it kinda hurt just asked for a nice casual dinner but i realize i need to respect her rules well i did then later she said it wouldnt hurt but it made me feel alittle old havent really had the time nor wanted to do that so im in a place less travelled by me so how do i overcome the feelings what to do ? well ill stop boring you all and take me to sleep goodnight all (2) Comments

todays not the day Posted 9/15/2006 11:44:40 AM well new at this but thought id give it a try my week has been painful to say the least monday the mother to my child wich we are seperated sent 2 uncontrollable maniacs to my house to put a hurtin on me wich never happened then recieved court papers in the mail hurtful stuff i realize times they are a changin but damn why so quick why so hard its as if someone reached in me and took a piece of my soulbut hey it gets worse before it gets better right wrong last saturday went out after a friends wedding reception and got jumped by five military mp's bounced my head off a parking block lol its all gravy they cant grind me down i plan on letting you all expierence alittle of my life over the next few months so hang with me and have a grateful day (1) Comments