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A Story Posted 3/14/2006 10:33:09 AM Boy: baby we need to talk Girl: kyle, wat do u mean? Boy: sumthin has come up... Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad? Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much Boy: baby are you there?? Girl: yea im here wut is so important?? Boy: im not sure if i should say Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: im leaving.... Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here. Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away. Girl: i cant believe this. [FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)] Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go Boy: would you run away with me? Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !! Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess.. Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now. Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min [They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.] Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go. Girl: *tear* (begins to cry) Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go Girl: ok (begins to walk away) [They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her] It says..... Erika, U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye - Kyle [ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ] ....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call.... Friend: how are u feeling? Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me. Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something... Girl: ummm ok [She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...] Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words... Hate = Love Never = Alwayz Bitch = Baby Will not= will ........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me... -Kyle] Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!! Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !! ...... Erika turns tha T.V. on...... [Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says. [ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ] ....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye! Ok.....so the moral of this story is....if you love someone...show them. Don't take them for granted because tomm. may never come. (1) Comments

Life Posted 2/19/2006 2:14:46 PM So we all have our ups and downs, our ins and outs, our highs and lows, and sometimes the in betweens. But when will we ever know when its real, or its fate, or destiny, or in a religious sense-God's will? What really makes one situation differ from the next? Why couldn't life just be more simple and there just be a button to push to get of the answers to our questions? I guess if that were the case, humans would never have become so complex. Would that really be a bad thing if we weren't so complex? I sometimes wish I knew what the meaning of life was. Like why some people are so well off and yet there are others who struggle just to make it one more day. I wish I knew what we had to go through so much heartache and so much pain. I suppose if you could miss out on all the pain in life, you would never really understand the really great stuff in life. How you ever found yourself in what seems to be an impossible situation? You just sit there and wonder why you have to endure it, and you just question if there is any real point of going through it as well? Could you honestly and truthfully die for someone? Why does everyone say they would, but when it comes right down to it, if there was the choice of them dying or you to, chances are it's in your favor 99.9f the time. So why even say it if you don't really truly mean it? What about love Can you honestly and completely say you have truly been in love? Not just that I care for you so therefore I love you kind of love. I mean the kind of love that you would go through hell for the person. The kind of love that makes you completely speechless at the sight or thought of them. The kind that makes you completely numb all over. Have you ever had a kiss so powerful that you long for it when you are apart? Have you ever really dreamt of someone's embrace? If you close your eye's could you smell their smell or taste their taste? Have you ever had someone that his or her very presence was like the oxygen you need to survive? What about that tiny little birthmark they have right about their left eyebrow It's so tiny that no one ever notices except for them, but have you ever really noticed it yourself? So tell me what makes one thing worth giving your all and going out on a limb for? Especially if it seems hopeless to begin with. What makes one situation worth risking everything for, even when you know very well you could lose it all in the end. How do you know if trying to make a relationship work is worth getting your heart broken? (2) Comments

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General Comments sazziegrl22 Posted 3/14/2006 10:32:26 AM You are right..thanks. Jazzallnight Posted 3/10/2006 7:42:30 PM don't look for love it will find you, never die for anyone live is too short and nobody is worth dieing for. you will love at least five more men before you finanally decide this a cycle . who's turn is it now and how long will it last ? just enjoy the mo Please login to post a comment.