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relacvarin
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Posted 12/22/2008 1:58:59 AM
Ok, it's Saturday, finally.I had to get up early as fuck this morning to go to Quiz Bowl, just to get knocked out in the first round. Yeah, I just knew something like that would happen. Anyway, I left at about 11:00 and went to the car shop to drop my grandmother off to pick up her car. After that I went to the mall.Ah, sweet, sweet mall arcade. Yes, we finally got Pump It Up PREX 3 back and I'm one of the only white boys that plays it decently. I know. That doesn't mix. White boy + Dancing game = White boy dancing well. It's supposed to be: White boy + Dancing game = Busted ass and jollies. I just refer to when a guy said, "Dude, you have rhythm. You're a white boy and you have rhythm. Meme. . What happened here?" and I told him that "I shot a black guy and stole his rhythm." Everyone still laughs at that. I also played some Initial D. Yes, I now have an aura on my RX-7 type R, mainly because I was level 10 and I beat a guy that was level 21. I think that helped just a bit. I then beat a guy that was level 14, twice. I have a blue aura, but the one level 21 dude, IZZYY, has a green aura, so I had to just utter "Oh, fuckbunnies." I also started taking bets as to how bad IZZYY would beat me. I've been pretty silent for the past week. . Jin, the guy that works there, said "Ok, we have the odds at 5...nevermind 25:1." referring to me. Today's geek giggle. . When I won, I said one of the funniest things. "Ladies and Gentlemen, hell has just frozen over." It's true too, since no one was having any good chances at beating the guy. Oh, well, a blind squirrel finds a nut once in a while. As retribution, IZZYY owned me badly, after I got my aura, by taking me to Happogahara (one of my best tracks) and beating me by about 400 meters. Yeah, that sucked really badly.Anyway, I'm going to play some PlanetSide in a bit and kinda relax, since I've got cramps in my leg from playing Pump It Up for too damn long. I know, I know, it's my own damn fault, but it was just too fun.Oh, yeah, another note. I got my BeBop back! I was going through some major withdrawals and I wanted to see it so badly, so I got it back. Yay!Until next time, support your favorite anime distributor..
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Posted 12/17/2008 5:59:03 PM
Yeah, Denis Leary was right. Its BACK!. today's the day I die. . . Life's gonna suck when you grow up.You know, it seems right now that everything that I thought was good is just kinda falling apart. Oh well, everyone eventually leaves me anyway.I just feel like adding this random thought. You never know people as well as you think you do. Not with your enemies and especially not with people you consider your friends. You might consider someone to be your friend, but you always need to think on the flipside, since the feelings might not always be mutual, even though you expect them to be. Oh, well, the world's full of shit. I'm getting used to being this pessimistic ass that I wasn't about 2 years ago. Frankly, who gives a damn? Give me a show of hands. *None come up* Exactly...Another thought: Illogical people need to be drug out into the nearest highway and shot. I really hate illogical people, since they don't know when they are illogical, but everyone else does. Illogical people are also the people that do the most damage to people that they used to be friends with or people that they still are friends with. Anyway, to sum it up, if you can't think of one illogical friend in your group, you're the bastard that everyone wants to drag into the street and shoot. However, you might be one of the exceptions and be in a group that doesn't have an illogical person.
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Posted 12/15/2008 11:45:36 AM
You know what? It's really sad when most of your friends are people that you meet while doing online gaming. Either my social skills are that bad, or people just don't want to be around my face. I'm starting to think it's the second one...The reasons for this is that whenever some of my "friends" have a get-together, I only know after the fact. When approaching someone about this, they make a comment of "Oh, no one told you? I thought so-and-so was supposed to tell you. Oh, well, you didn't miss much." Yeah, that's great and all, but it's the principle of inviting someone who will throw a bash for people at a heartbeat's notice. I'm a very nice and friendly guy, as I've been told, but I guess that doesn't matter in the real world, since "nice guys finish last". I just feel that there is no place for a person like me who has so much to offer people, if they would only accept it. I'm starting to think that a quote from Neon Genesis Evangelion is starting to apply to me.Ritsuko Akagi: I guess he's just not very adept. (referring to Shinji Ikari)Misato Katsuragi: Adept at what?Ritsuko Akagi: Living...See, I told you that I'm an anime fanatic. I think I'm starting on borderline Otaku, but who gives a damn, it's about me. See, I use anime to get away from the pain of the real world and the crap that life deals me. I use anime to keep a resemblance of what sanity I have left. Everytime that I watch anime, or read a manga, I'm happy. For those moments, I don't care what goes on and I'm in my world of fun. As soon as anime is gone, I return to being this empty shell of a person that scrapes by, day after day. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I need someone that can take away this empty feeling. I just feel like curling up in a ball and sitting in solitude for a week, but I can't do that. I have to put on this facade that tells people I care and put this sign on me that says "WELCOME" since I seem to be everyone's doormat. You know, I resolved two years ago that I would stop being a doormat and letting everyone walk all over me. It worked, for 6 months. I just couldn't deal with some stuff and I still can't deal with things, so I just hold it inside and let it eat me alive, until I blow up and do something stupid to someone that I love. Which brings me to this point. I don't know if I ever said this, but Jill, I'm sorry for everything that I did. I couldn't bring myself to talk to you after we broke up, but it's been eating me up to do something.With that, I would like to leave you with a quote I made a night ago: "Life is learning how to deal with your problems without creating more for everyone else. That's why life sucks."Damn, I am so fucked up...
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Posted 12/10/2008 8:12:55 AM
Yeah, I'm guessing that I'll start posting here. My previous weblog was at http://www.upsaid.com/kyoinitiald/ , so if you want to check that out, feel free to.You want background information? Go to hell to find it. *Insert a sign that reads: "Welcome to Hell"* Oh, you're here. I'm 17 and live in NC. I'm your normal teenager that has more interests that are foreign then ones that are from this country. Yeah... I guess this is the reason that I don't have a lot of friends. This is also probably why I don't have what people call a significant other. I guess that I really don't care since I've learned to deal with that empty feeling in the pit of my stomach. Anyway, enough of my self-pity...Anyone want to not run from me like 95 of the population, just post a comment.Later.-Kentaro
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