Make mine a Martini...Shaken, not stirred. Posted 12/22/2008 2:55:19 AM I have been doing a lot of thinking after this break up (which happened yesturday ). I always seem to pick the wrong kind of guys to date. At first they seem like the perfect guy and then they change. They either become too controling or too clingy or even both. Eric was both.All this thinking lead to what I really want in a companion. Truthfully, I just want someone who loves me for me. "playas they gonna play, and hatas they gonna hate". . I know it sounds so cliche, but it's true. I don't want to have to make changes to please someone else. I just want to be who I really am. Who I am comfortable being.I guess I strive for something I shall never have because love like that only happens in fairy tales. Ah well, We're all dreamers, right?. (0) Comments

Make mine a Martini...Shaken, not stirred. Posted 12/22/2008 2:54:57 AM I have been doing a lot of thinking after this break up (which happened yesturday ). I always seem to pick the wrong kind of guys to date. At first they seem like the perfect guy and then they change. They either become too controling or too clingy or even both. Eric was both.All this thinking lead to what I really want in a companion. Truthfully, I just want someone who loves me for me. "playas they gonna play, and hatas they gonna hate". . I know it sounds so cliche, but it's true. I don't want to have to make changes to please someone else. I just want to be who I really am. Who I am comfortable being.I guess I strive for something I shall never have because love like that only happens in fairy tales. Ah well, We're all dreamers, right?. (0) Comments

Make mine a Martini...Shaken, not stirred. Posted 12/22/2008 2:54:56 AM I have been doing a lot of thinking after this break up (which happened yesturday ). I always seem to pick the wrong kind of guys to date. At first they seem like the perfect guy and then they change. They either become too controling or too clingy or even both. Eric was both.All this thinking lead to what I really want in a companion. Truthfully, I just want someone who loves me for me. "playas they gonna play, and hatas they gonna hate". . I know it sounds so cliche, but it's true. I don't want to have to make changes to please someone else. I just want to be who I really am. Who I am comfortable being.I guess I strive for something I shall never have because love like that only happens in fairy tales. Ah well, We're all dreamers, right?. (0) Comments

*Screams loudly* Posted 12/17/2008 1:25:45 PM I am really sick and tired of my life the way it is. Seriously, I am. Let's see, ever since Eric got here, I find myself slipping back into old habits just to please him. And I am sick of it. I cry myself to sleep. I don't eat. I am continuously trying to better myself for him, because according to him I am worthless; I am not going to amount to anything in life so I might as well just give up.All of this is just making whatever I had, worse. WooHoo. . I have absolutly no energy. I have dark circles under my eyes from crying and from being exhusted. My entire life is going downhill.Eric Meacham is bad for my health....so why am I still with him? Simply because I haven't the heart to tell him anything. I try and convince myself that I love him. I used to...but those feelings have definatly faded. I seriously just don't know what to do.So that is the truth.. (0) Comments

*Screams loudly* Posted 12/15/2008 1:15:20 PM I am really sick and tired of my life the way it is. Seriously, I am. Let's see, ever since Eric got here, I find myself slipping back into old habits just to please him. And I am sick of it. I cry myself to sleep. I don't eat. I am continuously trying to better myself for him, because according to him I am worthless; I am not going to amount to anything in life so I might as well just give up.All of this is just making whatever I had, worse. I have absolutly no energy. I have dark circles under my eyes from crying and from being exhusted. My entire life is going downhill.Eric Meacham is bad for my health....so why am I still with him? Simply because I haven't the heart to tell him anything. I try and convince myself that I love him. I used to...but those feelings have definatly faded. I seriously just don't know what to do.So that is the truth. (0) Comments

*Screams loudly* Posted 12/10/2008 9:37:10 AM I am really sick and tired of my life the way it is. Seriously, I am. Let's see, ever since Eric got here, I find myself slipping back into old habits just to please him. And I am sick of it. I cry myself to sleep. I don't eat. I am continuously trying to better myself for him, because according to him I am worthless; I am not going to amount to anything in life so I might as well just give up.All of this is just making whatever I had, worse. I have absolutly no energy. I have dark circles under my eyes from crying and from being exhusted. My entire life is going downhill.Eric Meacham is bad for my health....so why am I still with him? Simply because I haven't the heart to tell him anything. I try and convince myself that I love him. I used to...but those feelings have definatly faded. I seriously just don't know what to do.So that is the truth. (0) Comments

*Screams loudly* Posted 12/10/2008 9:36:41 AM I am really sick and tired of my life the way it is. Seriously, I am. Let's see, ever since Eric got here, I find myself slipping back into old habits just to please him. And I am sick of it. I cry myself to sleep. I don't eat. I am continuously trying to better myself for him, because according to him I am worthless; I am not going to amount to anything in life so I might as well just give up.All of this is just making whatever I had, worse. I have absolutly no energy. I have dark circles under my eyes from crying and from being exhusted. My entire life is going downhill.Eric Meacham is bad for my health....so why am I still with him? Simply because I haven't the heart to tell him anything. I try and convince myself that I love him. I used to...but those feelings have definatly faded. I seriously just don't know what to do.So that is the truth. (0) Comments

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*Screams loudly* Posted 12/10/2008 9:34:30 AM I am really sick and tired of my life the way it is. Seriously, I am. Let's see, ever since Eric got here, I find myself slipping back into old habits just to please him. And I am sick of it. I cry myself to sleep. I don't eat. I am continuously trying to better myself for him, because according to him I am worthless; I am not going to amount to anything in life so I might as well just give up.All of this is just making whatever I had, worse. I have absolutly no energy. I have dark circles under my eyes from crying and from being exhusted. My entire life is going downhill.Eric Meacham is bad for my health....so why am I still with him? Simply because I haven't the heart to tell him anything. I try and convince myself that I love him. I used to...but those feelings have definatly faded. I seriously just don't know what to do.So that is the truth. (0) Comments

*Screams loudly* Posted 12/10/2008 9:34:07 AM I am really sick and tired of my life the way it is. Seriously, I am. Let's see, ever since Eric got here, I find myself slipping back into old habits just to please him. And I am sick of it. I cry myself to sleep. I don't eat. I am continuously trying to better myself for him, because according to him I am worthless; I am not going to amount to anything in life so I might as well just give up.All of this is just making whatever I had, worse. I have absolutly no energy. I have dark circles under my eyes from crying and from being exhusted. My entire life is going downhill.Eric Meacham is bad for my health....so why am I still with him? Simply because I haven't the heart to tell him anything. I try and convince myself that I love him. I used to...but those feelings have definatly faded. I seriously just don't know what to do.So that is the truth. (0) Comments

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