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nvrheard24
Member Since: 12/15/2006 5:10:48 PM
Last Seen: 11/17/2008 9:14:42 PM

About Me
i'm a pretty chill person... i love to be insanely silly :)
Age: 15
Gender: F
Location: just north of the north pole
religion:: don't wanna think about it right now...
Happiest when:: with my besties :3
weakness:: chocolate? mmmm chocolate *goes to get some chocolate*
ahhh motherland!: don't ask...OMG i forgot about this one!!
people i hate:: jg, jn, ac, dj nd such
scared of:: snakes!!! spiders!!! insects!!! scary movies
Fave Authors:: louise rennison nd whoever writes a-list novels
Ppl i can fully trust (err tht i KNOW!): Luv, rb, rc
hobbies:: singing nd softball nd my doggie :3
Fave books:: the city of ember;Angus, Thongs, and full frontal snogging through Startled by his furry shorts (series) and Speak, and Catalyst. and ttyl
my actual TRUE frends:: luv, rb, rc, kelsd, kated, ed, cb, gd, jaem
my favorite youtube videos:: end of ze world, charlieissocoollike nd the like
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Posted 11/16/2008 9:59:05 PM
Hey, I just wanted to let you (you know who...) that I still check your page and that I do still care. It sucks to see that you are cutting again and it's been pretty shitty lately. But maybe to give you a little bit of good, I still care like I promised I always would. Oh, quick question. Does ashleigh know about ur newblog? oh, oh other quick question (haha) Can you believe we've already made it this far? First semester is already almost over!
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Posted 8/25/2008 5:44:42 PM
well, basically my i guess now former bff basically said that we haven't really been bff's since last year cus ashleigh and her have more in common and she can tell more to ashleigh and she understands better and she also brings out the fun part of her... so basically we had 2-3 years of our lives wasted on each other? she never really trusted me? she thought i was boring? fine. if that's the way she's thinking. it's ok. i'll get over it someday, i will. or i'll try. but basically i just got dumped by my best friend... time to find a new one... but it's not that easy!! i want so bad for it not to end like this, but it seems inevitable right now. our inside jokes turn to dust at the back of the closet, and the notes we wrote end up in the trash, meaning nothing, the memories of vacation shoved in a box and stored in the basement. it's like it never exsisted. everything is lost at the bottom of the ocean, our friendship, the stories, the love... all gone...
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Posted 8/25/2008 5:28:23 PM
maybe i hold people back. maybe that is why they don't seem to stay?
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Posted 6/23/2008 11:26:17 AM
so i wrote this article at the beginning and it has what my guy friends mean to me and stuff and i almost bust out laughing because it's sooo different than my view today lol XD it's under "boys" so if u want go read that then come read the new version lol it's quite different... JaeM: one of 2 of my bgf's. he can make me laugh at any time and we get along really well...(wouldn't go out with him tho) JakM:ughhh soooo annoying...this kid has issues and i don't like what he's turning into...he just needs to get his life straight *he REEKS drama* RO:he's really adorable :3 and he's pretty funny nd stuff :3 but i wouldn't ever go out with him... JP:according to popular belief i would go out with him...but nooooooo i wouldn't! ever! *sry if that sounds mean* it's just i don't have a crush on him or anything and hmmmm it's a long story maybe write about it later... GD:the other of my bgf's hahahahaha in that one article i put that he was really annoying! XD soo not true! he's really funny and it's fun to do random stuff with him nd jaeM XD it passes the school day... JL:he moved... but we were still ok friends i guess he really liked one of my good friends NR... and they were like really close and stuff like brother and sister practically... well i will really miss him cause now i won't have any good guy friends to talk to in select choir
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Posted 6/23/2008 11:12:42 AM
yeah...idk y i really have a newblog... i don't have hardly any drama in my life and u know... that's what people post on here... all the drama and stuff that's going on in their lives... my friends r pretty chill and we just laugh and have a good time... it's serious every once in a while... but not often... it's nice not having to worry about a ton of drama... ohh and other things people post are like... their crushes and such...yeah i don't really have any serious crushes or anything cause i'm SUPER picky about guys...i think i've had 3 crushes in my life. yep. 3. i really hate it when girls go around saying omg that guy is sooo hot or talking about how they want to make out with this guy and this guy and this guy...it gets annoying. OHH and another one is when girls have a boyfriend or crush or whatever and ALL THEY CAN TALK ABOUT IS HIM!! ugh it can drive someone absolutely insane! so even if u hardly ever get to hang out with a friend and u just want to hang out and catch up it's ALL about this guy!!! and it's like... oh u should see the ring he gave me for my birthday or he's soooooo sweet or omg he called me last night and we talked for 2 hours!! *giggle* UGH!!! sooo annoying and they just go on and on about this guy just like i'm going on and on about how aggravating it is... sooo yeah... anyways... later!
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Posted 6/18/2008 2:25:43 PM
ok so i wrote this whole long thing about my life now and my friends, but apparently it was too big or something and now i don't have time to write it again, so i'll write it later... grrrr >:(
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Posted 6/15/2007 12:47:27 PM
ok soooo my parents are looking at new house to move into. There are good things about this and bad... sooo i'll give u the bad things first... 1)I would b moving away from two really fabulous neighbors (one i babysit for and the other one of my best friends lives in) 2)the house is out of my current school district 3)i would have to set up my dog's underground fence again-lot's o labor- lol but it's worth it. GOOOOOD things 1)my parents would not move unless there was some way to keep me in my school district 2)it's a large flat (i think flats are really cool) 3)it's near one of my dad's closest friend's houses that we have a barbeque at every year (also where i got my cell) hee hee hee ok well that's kind of a current update! c u l8r!
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Posted 3/8/2007 10:00:01 PM
well am got really mad at me for not knowing one of her secrets... tht's y its a SECRET no one is supposed to know... so yea she is pissed...o well... nd she also got mad at me nd luv coz we didn't stik up for as... well so as came up to me nd wuz like... "y didn't u stik up 4 me??" nd i wuz like "coz u nd am don't stik up 4 me u tok about me instead" nd she got all quiet nd she sed she understood but idk ... nd she also sed tht her reasoning 4 tokin bout me wuz b/c she thinks she is more mature thn the rest of us... well i counted the most important "secrets" i have nd i have a 'top 4' amount... i really do hate secrets... they leave ppl out of the loop... nd wen it's u it sux... o ya nd i got mad at jg (a new girl/frendish type person) nd bm b/c they wont stop copying me in s.s. class even after i told them to stop like a million times... nd then they just started hitting me on the head nd stuff... nd luv nd i hv promoted jl to b our 'bgf' best guy frend... he rocks!! lol but he really is my best guy frend... he is really funny... well i think tht's all 4 now...
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Posted 3/6/2007 5:33:08 PM
well, i have decided that on saturday i'm gna start a diet, idk wut i'm gna go on but i wna start one, my parents keep saying tht they want me to "get in shape" ... so i keep thinking tht they think i'm fat... wich givs ME the idea tht i'm fat... sooooo... idk...i wish tht i could be happier around stuff... the only yime i'm truly happy these days seems to be wen i'm with luv, edw, or my sweetie puppy mocha... i always end up wishing my life away... i wanna stop tht too... nd... i'm js in a really confusing stage right now... i would really love advice... thx u guys!!!!
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Posted 3/5/2007 8:59:47 PM
i've been thinking... i have a really great life... and i don't like it. i mean sometimes i wish i DID have big probs with the fam, nd well idk but i js wnna no wat REAL LIFE is like! nd really i hv 2 major ppl i look up to, luv nd my other frend EDW... they both have fam probs nd still liv their life, luv is always gettting yelled at nd grounded nd accused of stuff tht she didn't do, nd she is always babysitting nd cleaning nd wen she isn't idk but she's an inspiration, nd my other frend EDW she was bulemic (err however u spel it) for a year nd she tried to stop i think but now i think she is doing it agen nd she is really pretty nd hyper nd sooo fun! nd her mom gets really mad at her (or so she ses but y would she lie??) nd sometimes she gets ... hurt i guess, nd wow her sister has MAJOR anger management probs nd she is a ... nt gna say... well she is so happy go lucky about everything nd u no she is an inspiration too, i js wish i could live an exciting life or idk maybe i was really excellent at something! i do a lot of stuff but i'm always only moderate, not excellent, i'm moderate at almost everything, sports, school...etc. i want to be really really good at something! like writing like luv or sports like EDW etc. nd well let's see i'm moderately the right weight i'm moderately fun i'm just moderate at EVERYTHING! UGH!!!! I HATE IT!!! nd well... i wanna b really really skinny nd pretty nd stuff... but i'm not... nd i wanted to bcome anorexic... but after a few days of saying "i'm not hungry right now" my dad got suspicious soo... tht didn't work... but idk wut to do! o nd here is another thing i'm OK at- designing/drawing... i'm just not great at nething!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm driving myself mad!!!! god nd here is another thing i've been thinking about... idk if i like guys... i mean i'm not saying i like girls... but idk wut i like! noting attracts me!!!!! idk but... i think i might like both... guys nd girls... i'm so confused!! please give advice! HELP!!!!
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Posted 2/23/2007 5:13:50 PM
let's just say that luv will tell all wen she can get on, but for now i am going to say js a little something. Her bf, ri, he has VERY LARGE AND GROSS ISSUES and, well, u'll find out later... sry 2 leave u hanging but this really is something tht needs to b told by luv
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Posted 1/11/2007 6:21:41 PM
ok so this girl who was my bff in 5 grade, hated me in 6 and 7 grade and who is now trying really hard to be my bff again in 8 grade (dn't wry luv, u KNOW FOR A FACT tht she can't win me ovr nd u no why!) well she has this bf and i have A LOT of classes with him and one of the classes we have together is yearbook and he is always sitting next to me and talking to me and just mesing around and stuff but idk but it REALLY seems lyk he is flirting and it's kinda creepy... and the so called "crush" i had on the guy below is GONE i guess i really like all of my guy frends but i don't see them as boyfriends but idk wut to do to u no stop this guy from flirting or if i should just tell the frend-ish type person who was a total beeeyotch to me for 2 years tht her bf is flirting with me, 0 yea she has MAJOR jealously issues so if she found tht out she would try really hard to do stuff idk wut but just stuff! hmmm o yea nd last year she was always complaining about me behind my back and she always thot i was "copying" her, b/c she had some metallic pens tht she had had for almost a year well i was looking at a store for some 2-tip sharpies and i found these cool metallic ones, so i got them, SHE THOT I WAS COPYING HER!!!!!!! UGH!!!!! she also thot tht i was copying her wen i FOUND a green space maker after luv's bf broke my other one!!!!!! she js thot i was sooooooo jealous of her and her stuff!!! wel u no wut she is the real copyer coz i write fictional stories and i was doing really well on one and she read it, u no wut? she "decided" to take some of my ideas for her own!!!!!!(i kinda sound lyk a hypocrite b/c i really lyked one of luv's stories and kinda started one but i quit after a day sooooooo...." neways yesterday i wear a layered look (u no long shirt under short shirt) she decided to wear a layered look 2day after me, i start to write a different story(yesterday), 2day, guess wat!!?? she had started to write a story too!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!UGH!! PLZ help me figure out wat to do!!!!!!!!!
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Posted 1/8/2007 4:23:47 PM
well a while ago luv posted tht she had a crush on this guy, jl, and well she sed she was ovr him and now i am getting to think tht i am getting a crush on him!!!!! i mean he is funny, and his family is nice, and he is a really good person and he is just plain hilarious!!!! well idk wut to do coz he is really nice to me and we will b walking down the halls and i'll see him coming my way and we will pass each other and he'll b lyk "heellloooo" in a really high-pitched funny voice and he'll b waving his arm frantically. It is soooooo hilarious!!!!! then of course i do the same bak!! lol and we always talk to each other and we r really nice to each other and idk but i have a total weakness for l.o.v.e. idk y!!!!!! nd it kinda drives me crazy!!!!
p.s. luv, jp and jm r just frends fo sho, coz jp i mean i lyk him and stuff i js dk if i would go out with him, and jm is H.I.S.T.O.R.Y., come on he actually TRIES to get jp to ask me out, so yea totally done for with him!!!!!! lol (i think!! ugh!! jr.high is confuzing!!! (o boy js wait 4 high school...)
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Posted 1/1/2007 9:50:50 PM
the new years party at riley's house was totaly awesomeage dudage! (hahahahahahha luv) first we played battle of the sexes and luv nd i won!! woooo! lol but i think it's because luv went through some of the answers tht day... lol then we played life and this kid who NEVER comes to lyk anything we invite him to got WAAAAAAAAAYY to excited wen he got money, it was quite hilarious, then we just decided to watch "anchor man" which is a VERRY VERRY HORRIBLE movie, probably one of my least favorite movies, and during the movie i would look over at luv and rio and they were sitting really close and it was really cute! lol and it was really hard to tell if they were holding hands or not...and at about 3 mins to new years we changed the channel and watched the count down and we had this apple cider stuff tht looked like wine and we had it in wine glasses-it was pretty cool... and fun, we definitely need to have more parties!!!
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Posted 1/1/2007 9:39:55 PM
well i have some good news, he is BARELY diabetic, and it is type 2, but idk wut tht means, but anyways if he just cuts back on the sweets and lowers his portions then he will be fine!!! i am happy but sad...
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Posted 12/27/2006 12:56:40 PM
This is really sad, i just found out that if my dad doesn't lose weight then he will become a diabetic, which would really scare me. I am really really really really worried about him, we just got a new treadmill though so i am going to make sure he works out every day instead of sitting around watching football. I only want Luv and all my other frends on here to know, so err... luv could u plz not tell lyk am or as pls? idk but this whole thing is just really scaring me and i feel like i am going to cry. I would really do anything to make sure my dad doesn't get sick or anything coz i no some people who never even knew their dad and most people take advantage of theirs and i think that i have taken advantage of mine so i am going to become better about that, and if you guys could really be supportive it would really help and luv u r my bestest frend-ee-frend in the whole wide world.
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Posted 12/23/2006 11:14:18 AM
err... i was getting sick the last 2 days of school and i HAD to go to school so i could finish my finals well yesterday i got REALLY bad and my throat was like on fire! it was hurting sooo bad! and now it's the day b4 christmas eve and i am STILL sick! i am really mad now! lol errr well tht's all! and sry if i don't post for a while i AM sick u no and my family is coming over 2moro! 0o o yea and we are geting a treadmill, i will use it lyk every day i swear! i LOVE treadmills... lol well byes for a while! p.s. to luv-- i have ur prezzie! (duuuhhh u new tht!) but when r we gonna giv them 2 each other??
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Posted 12/21/2006 4:44:39 PM
we had a few finals come up the last 2 days but lukily i only had 3... well here is wat i no i got-- i must say i am quite pleased with myself English: vocab:90% grammar:80%-- i did not study 4 this subject-- so average out 2 b an 85%- nd i have a 92% in this class Math:-one of my best subjects- a 96% on the final-final grade in this class:92%-again Science:idk wut i got on the final but i hope i did good!
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Posted 12/21/2006 4:40:22 PM
something happened at school 2day tht was o so verry verry interesting but i will not tell u coz it's really up to luv! i will let her write it down if she feels lyk it, but i must say wat a perfect way to end the day! especially on the last day of the semester!
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Posted 12/19/2006 4:50:02 PM
argh luv nd my's "frend" AM would NOT stop calling us morons today! she is just joking around but it is starting to get really annoying! i mean just randomly she would come up and say "What's up MORONS????" it was really really really annoying! i wish she would stop!!- and i know what ur gonna say:just talk to her and tell her tht u don't lyk it wen she calls u morons-well i am waaaaaaay to shy to say tht to them coz tht's js how i am--nd 2day on the bus she was complaing (for the one millionth time) about how she was on the first row during our vocal concert and it got on my nerves-- well she sed tht her mom took a pic nd the first row went 'short,short,taaaaaaaaaaaalll, short,short,' and so forth well i was standing next to her during the concert and she has CONSTANTLY been bugging me about my height and saying tht she is lyk a foot taller thn everyone else wen realy she is only 2 inches taller thn me! nd so i sed "hey i'm not THAT short, ur only 2 inches taller thn me!" and then she sed "ugh"(lyk i was the most annoying retard in the world) then she sed "god, i was exaggerating!! duhh!! u moron" yea there is that moron word again! well... once more i LOVEEEEE everyone's advice!
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Posted 12/17/2006 1:06:30 PM
ugh i js had to get this out, i have these two "friends" who i no always say mean things about me behind my back, and i no tht it's wrong to tok about someone behind there back especially wen it's mean, but i can't stop toking about how much they tok about me and i really wanna stop but it's sooo easy and i wish they would js NOT talk about me soooo much and i no i don't wanna talk bad about them once AM's little sister (9yrs old) came up to me and sed "did u nd AM make a promise to tell each other everything u thot about each other?" i followed "no" she says a little hesitantly (i no this wuz really hard for her) "well, she says really mean things about u at home all the time and i didn't no if u new coz it's really mean and really bad" once again i said staring at her "yea i no SM, i no" then it wuz silence i will nvr forget tht i mean come on!!! i new she wuz mean to me behind my back but TO HER LITTLE SISTER!tht's REALLY LOW! nd AM and AS not only tok about ME behind my bak but they have even toked about my MOM they sed she wuz cheap nd lyk really annoying lyk me!!!!! tht really hurt, and once during softball practice we were toking while running around the field nd they js sed straight to my face "we are fed up with u" i went home and cried to sleep at school in the comp lab i wuz sitting next to AS nd she sed tht she nd AM had been toking nd they didn't want to b my frend nemore coz i wuz soooo annoying and everything i did wuz annoying and js me in general wuz being really annoying! i feel lyk crying rite now so tht's the end even tho there are more stories about them
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Posted 12/17/2006 12:36:33 PM
hahaha luv the title! lol well u no my doggy in the pic? well we are house training her and last night wuz her first full night inside and she slept on my bed with me and she did great! she has potential! lol well i am really happy now coz she really is half my life! idk wut i would do with out her! (the other half is my bff luv, she is full of advice and i think she is just about the only one tht i can trust, i haven't trusted neone in a really long time b/c of AM and AS)sry it got all serious all of the sudden!
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Posted 12/17/2006 11:36:48 AM
i no some ppl say tht u have only one life to live nd stuff and u should make the best of it, but wen u hv MAJOR family problems lyk my best frend or wen u hv pretty bad frend problems lyk me its really hard and i lyk to tell my bff everything but i feel lyk she holds bak which i understand coz i am crazy... but neway js mor stuff to get out of my system and this sounds really a lot lyk this one girl i no but i really do wunt a bf... but i guess i can wait... nd i guess i should js b happy 4 wut i hve but once again it is quite dificult... well if neone has advice i would really lyk it!
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Posted 12/16/2006 4:41:04 PM
ok i am going to label wat i think of my guy frends and i no label sounds really bad but i mean lyk "JS FRENDS" "more thn frends" nd lyk "realy nice" nd stuff lyk tht ok? well here is the list JaeM:hahahaha he is very funny but i js wanna b frnds JakM:my ex nd idk i js flip out over him but i don't think i would go out with him again if i think about it RO:my bff's bf, js frends, he is sooo very idk he is js really nice JP:apparently a gay dude, but we have been frends 4ever, i might go out with him if he ever turned out not to b gay! JL:The funniest guy i no, he is really funny, i might ever go out with him if u no he asked or nething but honestly, not likely! lol GD:very annoying... idk js some random info i wanted to share... coz it's all better wen u write it down i think
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Posted 12/16/2006 4:34:12 PM
well i js found out tht 2 of my frends think tht one of my guy frends who i've been frends with since 2nd grade think he is gay! and he is always nervous around me and he sent me a Christmas card last year i was getting all worked up for no reason thinking tht he likes me!!! nd now i no they never even agreed with tht and they js think he is gay! i have no problem with tht or nething, i lyk gay ppl it's js i really want someone to love... even tho i am a teenager i wanna have my first awesome kiss nd i js don't no wat to expect...
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Posted 12/15/2006 5:45:07 PM
life as a button: you can never sew it back on trust as a glass figure: takes forever to make--a second to break-- and a life time to mend
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Posted 12/15/2006 5:42:39 PM
trouble with the mind very confused will you listen? understand? knowing frightens many but yearn to know in the depths there lies the truth to uncover once more what you hated deep down forever resented forever will you listen? hear what i am saying?
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Posted 12/15/2006 5:38:53 PM
The shards that take away and are broken anyway sharp and tempting never ending rule you over take once more what you had before and sculpt you do not believe no one else does either in the dim light a figure stands the blood runs down scared the glass breaks the scream dies down NEVER HEARD again
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Posted 12/15/2006 5:27:42 PM
well ello there mates! me is new here nd my very bestest friend is luv69 and of course my doggy mocha (in the pic)lol welp me is gna ttyl 4 now! plz visit me nd add me! buh-bye! :)
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