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Today I made a grown man cry. I didn't mean to and I told him I was sorry if I offended him. I think he was just looking for someone to co-sign his crap and it wasn't gonna be me. All he had were excuses. I guess the truth hurt.

angry

I am still angry about something that happened days ago. I am feeling very resentful and bitter and these are new feelings for me. I ususally don't have a problem just letting go and letting God, but for some reason, I just can't let go. She doesn't know me and my situation, how dare she tell me how I should feel. I know this will pass. I just have to remember to lean on God in all times, good and bad. I truely believe God is the answer and the only way to go, so I know this will pass.

Spent

I am just completely spent. Both physically and mentally. This DUI court program is very demanding. I just need a break. I'm tempted to tell them to just throw me in jail. At least I would get a break then. My brain is on overload.

CRASH

Well, I crashed my bike again. I just can't seem to comprehend the fact that in order to not fall, I have to catch myself. It's a little frustrateing that I can't put those two thoughts together. It's really weird, I see myself falling in slow motion and can't do anything about it. I find humor in the whole thing. I think I am suppose to have permanant road rash.

Selfish

Well, I guess my character defects are surfacing. I am finding myself, feeling sorry for myself because I am stuck on this house arrest for another month. My boyfriend isn't devoted to me enough. It seems like no one does dishes around here. All I do is dishes anymore. This is so wrong for me to be having these kinds of thoughts. I know it's all about God at all times and nothing else, but sometimes I just feel so blaah. I am such a sinner and so unworthy.

The Messenger

I watched this show last night for the first time and am totally not going to miss it anymore. Kent, the guy who was voted off last night, really made the biggest impression on me though. I can't wait to see the person who turned me on to this show today to share with her my views and insights on it.

Fired up

Today was an awesome day. I was totally fired up for God the entire day. No special reason really. I just love God so much that the Holy Spirit just over whelms me sometimes. I'm pretty certain that my aunt is going to die very soon and I am just trying to get people ready for it.

Prayer Warrior

Man...God had me up early today. I was on my knees at 4:30 a.m. Some things I didn't really think were that important really got some attention from me today. God even knows what's in the back of my mind. That is so cool.

House Arrest

This house arrest thing is really getting old. Everything has to be scheduled. I can still do almost anything I need to, but it has to be scheduled. Really inconvienent sometimes. But I guess it's better than being in jail, so I guess I have to count my blessings.

Junk Mail

I think it sucks how my email address gets passed all around and I get so much junk mail. My mail boxes get filled with junk,junk,junk. I am going to start doing what I do with snail mail junk mail. I am going to start returning to the sender.

Unreal

You'll never believe this. I was 37 minutes late for a DUI intervention class and they wouldn't allow me to attend. This class runs for 5 nights at 2 and 1/2 hour sessions each night. How much material could they have possible gotten over on the first night of the class in the first 37 minutes. I will be required to reschedule for another session of classes for 25 bucks. I find it hard to believe that they need that 25 dollars. I would have payed $25 for missing the first 37 minutes if they would have just let me enter the class.

Just another day in the life...

Today was just another day in the life of me. I went to church. Then onto a AA meeting where I chaired. It was one of the best meetings I have been to all week. The topic was humility. I think we all neee a lesson in that.

Stuck in the house

I am stuck in this friggin house for another day. Appointments just don't take as long as I wish they would. This house arrest is really starting to un-nerve me I think.

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I'm just a single,white, female who loves Barry Manilow music, God, and just life in general.

Age: 34

Gender: F

Location: Home of the Little League World Series

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magicalmysterytour
1/8/2008 10:34:10 AM
Happy birthday. WHy is it so hard to find a copy of "Oh Julie">?

fusionstar
1/8/2007 3:13:40 PM
Happy Birthday!

Noel
1/8/2007 4:01:07 AM
A Very Happy Birthday

wierderthanthou
8/13/2006 10:04:44 AM
say, did you hear about the guy sueing barry over getting his eardrums blown at the concert in paris?????

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