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Posted 10/8/2008 3:06:10 AM
trying out something new, just wanted to get my thoughts out there. I am currently in a long distance relationship and have been for quite a while 5yrs off and on. I really do love him, just confused on the whole situation he has kids and since weve been off and on he had them in between I feel like I make excuses for him because he is so far away, but I love him so much he tells me the same thing, we've talked about marriage, but can't help but to wonder how sincere he is because he kept having babies by his baby mother (UGH) I think he is sincere, but who wants to continue to put their heart on the line, still praying and thinking on what to do,am I wasting my time. On another note I'm a full time student work full time and I'm exhausted I'm praying that everything works out in my favor and I will be graduating this time next year. I can work real hours and get off the got dangit nite shift. IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!! I can get back to having somewhat of a life. I have so many thoughts going through my head just don't know what to do with them so I decided to blog, I think I may like it putting my thoughts down. till tommorrow Holla
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