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Nickname: mental_escape
Bio: well lets see here i am on a journey in life but i dont know what for. i know that sounds stupid but its not im really easy going i like to skateboard long board snow board anything with wheels............
Age: 20
Gender: M
Location: utah
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| my biggest fear |
| My biggest fear is dying before i acomplish what i came for nothing less nothing more not knowing why i am here is the hardest part where do i go? what do i do? where do i start? These are the questions that fog this mind and these blue eyes. all of these questions buzz around like flies on the top of my mind trying to squash them with the answer avoiding making this mess like a cancer when right becomes left and left becomes right it is the difference between fight or flight |
| Posted: 1/9/2008 6:40:58 PM |
| random thoughts |
| Weigh the consequences instead of the substances yes the herb always burned but the tables have turned |
| Posted: 1/9/2008 6:30:44 PM |
| my own battle |
| All of these contradictions my thoughts opposite of one another as opposite as son and mother so much alike but not quite the same now you can see the pain i am still here i will fight im not fighting anyone just my selfish thoughts my mind as splotchy as ink blots as i search for the right answer i fight this shit like cancer the only problem this fight is a stale mate don't say you understand because you cant relate. |
| Posted: 1/9/2008 6:29:22 PM |
| jibber jabber jaw at his best in building blocks |
| rolling rocks and building blocks build and destroy the ticks of our clocks here i stand with this knife in my hand ready to cut every string of every strand that holds this reality together through the sun and stormy weather through the day through the night i will fight i will fight til my blood is spilled and dried there is no right no wrong no side |
| Posted: 8/12/2007 5:45:14 PM |
| the ocean |
| as i smash into the rocks head first my stomach quenches for this thirst of the ocean i know im dead for sure my heart and my soul are pure where will this end where will i start will the ocean waves rip me apart will the salt water burn my sun cracked lips will i bleed from the ragged rock tips looking down staring at the bottom of the cliff hands are sweaty neck stiff this is it. |
| Posted: 8/12/2007 5:12:57 PM |
| babe |
| babe i love you its true my heart beats for you un tangeling knots is hard removing from my heart that glass shard healing wounds stitching time scabs heal im more then just fine i love you and its easy to say it flys off my tongue like a lovely blue jay hold my hand and hold me tight i will love you more then just today tommorrow and tonight. |
| Posted: 8/6/2007 1:29:52 PM |
| fan blades |
| your shadows are afraid of me. with my eyes closed i can still see. they look at me in fear. they hate that your heart beats when im near. my energy is to strong for them to grasp. this is the the last time they will make you gasp. the more i realize the more they retaliate. so no more staying up late. i have your back right here and miles away i know its hard and you want me to stay. but this is your battle you need to finish. otherwise your soul they will diminish. lets light these candels and blow this smoke. because for now this is no joke. |
| Posted: 8/5/2007 1:36:00 PM |
| YOU |
| they say when it rains it pours promise not to break my heart and i wont yours. Its hard to let my fire burn. for this my heart does yearn. as many have said distance makes the heart grow fonder. when I think about you my mind does wander. |
| Posted: 7/28/2007 3:08:05 PM |
| smoke in the distance? |
| break it up line it up smoke it up. liquids powders and pills keep it up. this green grass of mary grows. in the reflection of the stickyness happiness shows. a flame and a puff away,a line and a straw. addiction asphyciation our only flaw. drink this it will kill the drips. layers of your nose it strips. with force of course the only thing to do is stop. any high will leave you dry at a false top. flee while you can save your soul. because once this is over you wont be whole. |
| Posted: 7/16/2007 5:04:32 PM |
| truth lies |
| As i smoke this cigarette to the camel. I am fed up with all the bull shit you babbel Your mouth is moving but nothing is coming out. My ears are stuck on mute it doesnt matter how loud you shout. How come you never listen? the darkness shows when your eyes glisten. I said I would stand by your side. Im sorry but truth has lied. |
| Posted: 7/16/2007 4:58:31 PM |
| a story in the distance |
| with such grace thre is sadness upon your face i can tell you are going through a hard time emphatuated by a love crime beauty and betrayal all tell the sad tale i know it hurts it will be better when the blood squirts now everything feels right all i wanted to do is melt in your arms tonight |
| Posted: 6/25/2007 6:36:43 PM |
| As the days bleed together |
You want to see the death of man kind. our bones you want to grind into dust because were youre failure for our madness death is the only cure destruction destitution prostitution pollution. Death is the only solution to this math problem equall to the world we have been born as the problem. and now the weeks smudge into nothingness |
| Posted: 6/19/2007 2:39:49 PM |
| the 3 legged tabled |
| why go to war with minimal health i get it everythings about wealth oil wells run dry diamond cashes vanish and here he sits living super lavish the solution cut the cable its hard eating dinner on a 3 legged table |
| Posted: 6/18/2007 3:47:02 PM |
| my journey |
| the hardest part of today is tomorrow on my journey all i have found is sadness and sorrow finding love is harder then it seems its hard distinguishing reality from dreams walking this broken bridge one step at a time writing this line by line rhyme by rhyme hoping not to fall away this is my journey step by step day by day |
| Posted: 6/18/2007 3:19:54 PM |
| switch blade beauty |
| hold my hand stand by me kiss my lips and hold me tight we both know this is right this is where one story ends and another starts together we mend our broken hearts thoughts are over whelming my heart pounding oh how lovely this is all sounding |
| Posted: 6/18/2007 3:04:01 PM |
| words to live by |
| a paralyzed heart,a pocket full of hate all you can do is realize and relate to each situation and learn and hope next time you make the right turn |
| Posted: 6/17/2007 8:22:28 PM |
| a note for the obvious |
| i cant handle your games and stupid tricks your fucked up mentality cannot be fixed striving for the upper hand drowning people in your thoughtless sand manipulation and mind fucking you enjoy the most so to you i raise my glass for a toast because i better myself with each mistake you make my energy is the hardest for you to take spit out your needles and shit out your soul your hatred for me burns like a hot coal unlike everyone else i get you your consciuos died long ago its true if you ever even had one here is a razor cut deep til your done |
| Posted: 6/17/2007 8:11:14 PM |
| life |
| in hailing life exhailing pain the thoughts in my head are not sane reality masks itself in the darkness of the night staying on path towards what is right isnt as easy as it seems life isnt much different from dreams falling away from life one word at time hoping someone will drop the dime |
| Posted: 6/17/2007 7:45:49 PM |
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shadowcloaker
7/31/2007 4:43:59 PM
YEA, BY THE WAY.. IF YOU CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW YOU ARE RELATED TO THE POEM WITH YOUR NAME ON IT.. IN THE WORD'S OF PIPPI.. I AINT GONNA TELL YA!! LOL
7/31/2007 4:43:59 PM
YEA, BY THE WAY.. IF YOU CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW YOU ARE RELATED TO THE POEM WITH YOUR NAME ON IT.. IN THE WORD'S OF PIPPI.. I AINT GONNA TELL YA!! LOL
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