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lovelylittleme
Member Since: 9/11/2006 11:05:57 AM
Last Seen: 7/2/2007 11:45:17 AM

About Me
hello im nicole. im 13 years old. and right now i sound so offical. im not trust me. lmao. im fun and outgoing. but at the same time shy. im amazing! ha..yeaa right. acctauly im a pretty cool person to talk to. :p well for more info ask me!! :]
Age: 15
Gender: F
Location: michigan
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Posted 12/4/2006 8:07:55 PM
well, my friend is going to be home alone for the weekend how exciting! i thought that was pretty bitchen dont you? lol well yea thats about it except that its snowing :[ its sad... i kno :[
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Posted 11/29/2006 3:55:01 PM
hey, been forever, im doing okay, to be honest, alot lot better, but like always theres always, something that comes up, i guess thats life, and im dealing with it.
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Posted 10/18/2006 5:55:45 PM
this scared the shit outta me. - a mother whose teenage daughter nearly died from an infection caused by a navel piercing was convicted tuesday of endangering the girls life by failling to seek medical attention until she was gravely ill. - deborah robinson, 39, could spend up to 5 years in prison. -the girl developed and infection after piercing her own navel and inserting a ring. okay anyways i dont feel like typing the rest so i'll just summerize it... okay so like when the medicates came to the appartmeant the girl was wearing nothing but a t-shirrt and a adult dieper....and like her belly or just below it was oozing out nasty stuff. and like for a week the doctors weren't sher if she would make it and such...but after like lots of surgery and weeks of rehabilitation she recoverd. this turley wscared me soo bad. becuase like i've peirced soo many things and some of them got infected and like yea...and recently i peirced my lip again. i thought it was fine but like it turned out it was really badly infected and like it was no big deal to me . but i saw this and i was like "holy fuck". please people think about what you do. please!!
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Posted 10/11/2006 6:19:06 PM
things are a little better. old problems fadded. but new have occured. my friend and i were talking abourt my boobs. hahah like i was saying my boobs are too big and such. im not a whore or anything i just like dont like them i wantr a reduction. heehee okay back to the story. so he goes. "if ou like lost some weirght your boobs will shrink and they will get perkier" he wasnt trying to be mean but still. i just wow i dont kno. im active and shit. now i dont kno. i mean. like. what im saying is. hmmm i wouldnt say im going anerexcic. but like i wouldnt say im eating normal. i dont kno. its all very confusing. but oh well. i went to this place on monday and like yea. so i decided that maybe getting thearaly and such isnt enough. like i've been in and out of the hosiptal 6 times. i sound like a horrible child. shit! i mean wow. and like it just hasnt helped you kno. i feel so weird saying this. but me and my mom talked about something called residental. its like a home where like you live and its kinda like a hospital but like more normal not a restricked. like you go to school and such. people are going to think im a physco fucking nut case but i dont give a damn. im not and i kno it so fuck them. at least i can addmite that i need help. did you kno suiced is the number 3 killer in the US? isnt sad to kno so many people die that way and never get help. possibly becuase they are scared of what epople will think? i feel honestly so bad. i mean. wow. its just a horrible feeling thinking about what if the pills wored. you would be one of them you could have been differnt went on to help people. its just really bad. but anyways. i bitch alot dont I? i hope that one day things will be better. right now im sher if that will happen all i can do is pray. but i dont kno if gods listening. i dont kno if he hates me. i've done some pretty bad shit. a couple days ago i peirced my lip. which of course the only time i staralize it it gets infected. its blullshit. well i think im going to leave it where its at. thanks all for listening and caring. i appricieate it soo much. bye
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Posted 10/7/2006 10:54:31 AM
im at the libray one of the only places with a computer. lots of people are pulling me through this i really want them all to kno i really do care and take what you say to heart. i love you and i want to say thanks. i would have been long gone without you. well now that i said that i should go get ready my best freinds wedding is today!!!! congrats tara!!!!!
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Posted 10/5/2006 4:49:11 PM
of course i chickened out. well not chicked out but im just gonna wait till i have a place to go and some money. so i walked around a while then went home. i figured if i ran then the cops would have cought me. sience i had no car. hmm yea im pretty i dont kno. im just ready to leave and not look back . start a life that i want. not this crazy fucked up overdoseing cop filled life. i need a place to start over. i'll get out soon. just not now.
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Posted 10/4/2006 3:09:47 PM
i want out. i want to leave my house my city everything just run away. not tell anyone. just pick up and go. of course thou i have no where to go. no one to pickl me up and take me anywhere...i wish i could have someone who drove and let me stay with them.....my lifes been hell. i dont even kno hwy i did it...and if you must kno i overdoesed twice....not trying to kill myslef...and i got arrested....twice....in the same fucking day!. i feel like shit...i need someone right now and i have no one...i see every bodies life fucking normal. i just i cant take it. i feel alone and worried. hmmm yall probaly dont want to hear me botch but i honestly dont care.. im going to leave some day....some day soon....i dont kno when...maybe after i leave the libray....i'll leave today...i leave at 4:30...i'll walk away from the hell.i'll esacpe...form here from everything....this is one of the last times you'll here from me....good bye.
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Posted 9/20/2006 5:36:36 PM
yea this is my nameless post....welll school sucks kindas but not really i cant run in gym damnit stupis heart...but whatever i do my best.. but yea um right now im chewing in my head phone cord...well not chewy but kinda i dont kno and hmm drinking juice...nummy yea soo im bored comment i guess
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Posted 9/12/2006 6:59:49 PM
"you and me baby aint nothing but mamals so lets do it like they do on the discovery channel" hahahha i love that song....its called discovery channel by the bloodhound gang...just in case you wanna check it out....its soo funny. but very sexual...anyways.......im bored. but today at school was okay...i found out im moving up from the extra help math class and going to the normal math.=D. which i think is pretty cool. um what else. oh oh i had to pay my friend back supposlibly i "owed" him he wanted a bj or i had to tell his brother who i happen to like that i liekd him so i did. hahahah botch what now...jk hmmmmmm well today i got to see my crush from last year. who i havnt seen sience last year.. becuase he goes to my old school.. i only got to see him for a second but it was nice....he smailed and i fliiped him off...well not him the kid next to him....lmao. what else...not much....."sweat baby sweat baby sex is a texas drop me." haha i think thats what he saying......he goes really fast at that part..anyways...thats it.... bye
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Posted 9/11/2006 11:14:09 AM
hello. im new. nice to met you all. well a little about me i guess is.. i love the colors red pink and black. i dont have a boyfriend.. my pic is almost 2 years old so i dont look much like that anymore. i have dark hair im about 5'1 with greyish green eyes. yupp. well i made this becuase im bored and home sick=[ damn cramps. right now im watching mr. and mrs. smith have you ever noticed that there is tree differnt mrs. but only one mr. you kno what i mean. well anyways. im done. bye bye
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