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Ello...my name is Kyle. I'm a writer, poet, and a photographer. OH I'm also just a random person lol. Just forewarning you. There really isn't much to say about me, other than I'm just Kyle. I hope to join the USMC after high school, and become a writer.
Age: 17
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Poetry of '08: Changing For You
Posted 5/2/2008 11:24:44 PM
Hey everyone it's been a really long time since I've been on here, or even written anything. So quick question....HOW HAS YOU ALL BEEN!? Ok but this is my newest poem, I wrote this for one of my friends that I care about so much. I also have realized when I was going though all my poems I have never written anything like this.
It's about a person who hasn't had a life so well before that (it really doesn't say that in the poem, but) what they find is someone who has changed it for them. They fall in love with that person, but they can't be with them because they fill guilty about their past. So in the end they want to change just so that they can feel the way they feel with this one person.
I hope you all enjoy reading this.
--Kyle
----The Crimson Poet
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Changing For You
As we walk...I smile.
As I look into your eyes I cry.
I touch your skin and smirk happily.
How do I know what to do from here?
You seem to understand me.
You seem to relate to me easily.
I don't know what to say.
I just want to stare at you forever.
Stare into your eyes, smile at your smile.
Everytime I touch you, I feel safe.
I want to be so much more.
I want to see so much more.
Can I change how I am for you?
Is it really possible?
If I change will I be able to keep staring?
If I change will I be able to keep smiling?
Please tell me...please help me.
So that I can stare and smile forever.
Posted 5/2/2008 11:24:44 PM
Hey everyone it's been a really long time since I've been on here, or even written anything. So quick question....HOW HAS YOU ALL BEEN!? Ok but this is my newest poem, I wrote this for one of my friends that I care about so much. I also have realized when I was going though all my poems I have never written anything like this.
It's about a person who hasn't had a life so well before that (it really doesn't say that in the poem, but) what they find is someone who has changed it for them. They fall in love with that person, but they can't be with them because they fill guilty about their past. So in the end they want to change just so that they can feel the way they feel with this one person.
I hope you all enjoy reading this.
--Kyle
----The Crimson Poet
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Changing For You
As we walk...I smile.
As I look into your eyes I cry.
I touch your skin and smirk happily.
How do I know what to do from here?
You seem to understand me.
You seem to relate to me easily.
I don't know what to say.
I just want to stare at you forever.
Stare into your eyes, smile at your smile.
Everytime I touch you, I feel safe.
I want to be so much more.
I want to see so much more.
Can I change how I am for you?
Is it really possible?
If I change will I be able to keep staring?
If I change will I be able to keep smiling?
Please tell me...please help me.
So that I can stare and smile forever.
Poetry of '08: 10 Years of Rushing Poetry! (Seriously)
Posted 4/13/2008 2:39:09 AM
Oh yes I have been writing poetry for 10 years now, under the name of Rushing Poetry now. I know that it's kinda weird because I've been on NewBlog for about three years now. I hope you all enjoy find this out. I will have new material coming soon! I promise! Well anyway I shall let you all get back to what you were doing. Peace Out
Kyle
Posted 4/13/2008 2:39:09 AM
Oh yes I have been writing poetry for 10 years now, under the name of Rushing Poetry now. I know that it's kinda weird because I've been on NewBlog for about three years now. I hope you all enjoy find this out. I will have new material coming soon! I promise! Well anyway I shall let you all get back to what you were doing. Peace Out
Kyle
Randomish: Randomish 4 April Fools
Posted 4/1/2008 8:07:49 PM
Ello everyone! I just wanted to get on here today and be random hehe :). So hmmm what should I do? What should I be random about? Now there is a good question lol. Ok I think I've got something here....no I used that last time (about I don't know how long ago). OH I know what I can use! It's called the April fool! Ok let me start with Bill (#_#) <--that's bill. #_# went to the super market ([^])<---that's the super market. Once inside the [^] he noticed that he was all alone. #_# didn't like being alone, he absoultely hated it. Now #_# thinks about someone that he enjoyed, he thought about Sally (&-&) <---that's Sally. and all of sudden &-& appeared. ok wait wait here I think i've lost you in this fool's joke. Ok let me just see if you've got then first: this is bill-->#_#, this is the supermarket-->[^], and this Sally-->&-&. are you still with me? ok...wait your shaking your head. i've lost you haven't i?! alright forget it, you...yeah you reading this have ruined my joke. DAMN YOU! lol Just Kidding Happy April Fools whoever you are reading this. HAHA i know your even more confused, but that's the joke lol.
love ya
Kyle
Posted 4/1/2008 8:07:49 PM
Ello everyone! I just wanted to get on here today and be random hehe :). So hmmm what should I do? What should I be random about? Now there is a good question lol. Ok I think I've got something here....no I used that last time (about I don't know how long ago). OH I know what I can use! It's called the April fool! Ok let me start with Bill (#_#) <--that's bill. #_# went to the super market ([^])<---that's the super market. Once inside the [^] he noticed that he was all alone. #_# didn't like being alone, he absoultely hated it. Now #_# thinks about someone that he enjoyed, he thought about Sally (&-&) <---that's Sally. and all of sudden &-& appeared. ok wait wait here I think i've lost you in this fool's joke. Ok let me just see if you've got then first: this is bill-->#_#, this is the supermarket-->[^], and this Sally-->&-&. are you still with me? ok...wait your shaking your head. i've lost you haven't i?! alright forget it, you...yeah you reading this have ruined my joke. DAMN YOU! lol Just Kidding Happy April Fools whoever you are reading this. HAHA i know your even more confused, but that's the joke lol.
love ya
Kyle
Poetry of '08: The End
Posted 4/1/2008 2:38:28 AM
Hey everyone! Kyle here again lol. It's been awhile since I've written something like this. I know, I know it's not a happy poem but sometimes we need sadness. I wrote this about how I use to feel in my life, how I once was. I'm not like this anymore I can assure you that, I finally got help thanks to some really great friends and thanks to my wonderful parents :D. But anyway I know that some of you aren't going to like this, but I hope you enjoy reading something fresh and new from me. Hope to write more soon!
Love Ya
Kyle
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The End
Why can't I speak?
Why can't I move?
I feel like I'm sufficating.
I need to breathe.
This can't be the end for me.
I don't know how I got here.
No! I must not let this end.
I try and move, but nothing.
I try and breathe, but nothing.
I keep trying, but nothing still.
I think it's finally ended.
I think it's finally done.
I don't know what happened.
Wasn't this perfect?
Wasn't this what I wanted?
I guess not.
So since I'm laying here dead.
I'm going to leave you all behind.
I didn't mean for this to happen.
I tried moving.
I tried breathing.
Nothing seemed to work out.
I'm sorry, but this was the end.
Posted 4/1/2008 2:38:28 AM
Hey everyone! Kyle here again lol. It's been awhile since I've written something like this. I know, I know it's not a happy poem but sometimes we need sadness. I wrote this about how I use to feel in my life, how I once was. I'm not like this anymore I can assure you that, I finally got help thanks to some really great friends and thanks to my wonderful parents :D. But anyway I know that some of you aren't going to like this, but I hope you enjoy reading something fresh and new from me. Hope to write more soon!
Love Ya
Kyle
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The End
Why can't I speak?
Why can't I move?
I feel like I'm sufficating.
I need to breathe.
This can't be the end for me.
I don't know how I got here.
No! I must not let this end.
I try and move, but nothing.
I try and breathe, but nothing.
I keep trying, but nothing still.
I think it's finally ended.
I think it's finally done.
I don't know what happened.
Wasn't this perfect?
Wasn't this what I wanted?
I guess not.
So since I'm laying here dead.
I'm going to leave you all behind.
I didn't mean for this to happen.
I tried moving.
I tried breathing.
Nothing seemed to work out.
I'm sorry, but this was the end.
Life: This is what I would like in my life.
Posted 3/29/2008 8:22:27 PM
Sigh...
i used to really want to be just an average person, making an average living...
...marry a regular girl who's not super pretty or super ugly have two kids, a girl and then a boy...
retire when my daughter got married and my son successfully became a business man...
...and then just spend the rest of my days relaxing, a carefree and leisurely retirement...
...dying of old age before my wife...
that's the life i wanted...
and yet i ended up exerting myself
...so unlike me...
even though i wanted to reach the end of my life like a regular guy...
... i had to go and get myself into this tiresome situation...
Posted 3/29/2008 8:22:27 PM
Sigh...
i used to really want to be just an average person, making an average living...
...marry a regular girl who's not super pretty or super ugly have two kids, a girl and then a boy...
retire when my daughter got married and my son successfully became a business man...
...and then just spend the rest of my days relaxing, a carefree and leisurely retirement...
...dying of old age before my wife...
that's the life i wanted...
and yet i ended up exerting myself
...so unlike me...
even though i wanted to reach the end of my life like a regular guy...
... i had to go and get myself into this tiresome situation...
Life: Pray [As My Witness]
Posted 3/29/2008 8:21:54 PM
Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed by thy name.
Thy kingdom come,
thy will be done on Earth--
as it is in heaven.
The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down
in green pastures.
Yea, though I walk through the valley
of the shadows of the death...
I will fear no evil...
for thou art with me.
Posted 3/29/2008 8:21:54 PM
Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed by thy name.
Thy kingdom come,
thy will be done on Earth--
as it is in heaven.
The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down
in green pastures.
Yea, though I walk through the valley
of the shadows of the death...
I will fear no evil...
for thou art with me.
Poetry of '08: I love you, I love you, I love you
Posted 3/27/2008 8:45:37 PM
What should I call this?
How should I name such a thing?
I can't really put this into words.
Hmm let me think here now.
Oh I know now!
I want to say I love you.
Just for you being you.
Being the thing that I care about.
Now to think about this I couldn't go wrong.
You and me doesn't happen to often.
It's hard to find someone like you.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
That's all I wanted to tell you.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
You are here in my heart,
and that will never change.
So I say...
I love you, I love you...I love you.
Don't change. Don't doubt. Just be.
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Hey everyone! Kyle here, it's been awhile since I've written anything like this I know. My life has changed a lot, no matter how you slice it. I'm seventeen and still living life to the fullest.
To the main point of this poem though, I wrote this for my gf Samantha. We will offically be going out 6 months on April 12th. I wrote this for her, and I'm hopeing she'll love it.
I hope you all love reading this one, as much as I did writing it.
-Kyle
Posted 3/27/2008 8:45:37 PM
What should I call this?
How should I name such a thing?
I can't really put this into words.
Hmm let me think here now.
Oh I know now!
I want to say I love you.
Just for you being you.
Being the thing that I care about.
Now to think about this I couldn't go wrong.
You and me doesn't happen to often.
It's hard to find someone like you.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
That's all I wanted to tell you.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
You are here in my heart,
and that will never change.
So I say...
I love you, I love you...I love you.
Don't change. Don't doubt. Just be.
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Hey everyone! Kyle here, it's been awhile since I've written anything like this I know. My life has changed a lot, no matter how you slice it. I'm seventeen and still living life to the fullest.
To the main point of this poem though, I wrote this for my gf Samantha. We will offically be going out 6 months on April 12th. I wrote this for her, and I'm hopeing she'll love it.
I hope you all love reading this one, as much as I did writing it.
-Kyle
Poetry of '08: Tell Me
Posted 3/13/2008 5:31:32 PM
It's been quite awhile since we last talked.
So many things have happened.
Some good, some bad.
How do I put this into words you'll understand?
How do I say I'm sorry for all the things I've done?
I'm not really sure how to say this.
I don't think I ever will.
I made a mistake, I know that.
I'll never know if I can ever go back on it.
Why won't you reply back?
Why aren't you telling me it's fine forget about it?
Everytime I come to this place I always ask that.
I think to myself that if I would've been more careful this wouldn't be.
I wouldn't be standing at your grave blaming myself.
I should have listened.
I know this now, but I wish I could go back.
So please just this once reply back to me.
I need to hear your voice.
Tell me it's fine, tell me it will be alright.
Posted 3/13/2008 5:31:32 PM
It's been quite awhile since we last talked.
So many things have happened.
Some good, some bad.
How do I put this into words you'll understand?
How do I say I'm sorry for all the things I've done?
I'm not really sure how to say this.
I don't think I ever will.
I made a mistake, I know that.
I'll never know if I can ever go back on it.
Why won't you reply back?
Why aren't you telling me it's fine forget about it?
Everytime I come to this place I always ask that.
I think to myself that if I would've been more careful this wouldn't be.
I wouldn't be standing at your grave blaming myself.
I should have listened.
I know this now, but I wish I could go back.
So please just this once reply back to me.
I need to hear your voice.
Tell me it's fine, tell me it will be alright.
Poetry of '08: The Other Road
Posted 2/29/2008 12:10:28 AM
I sit here at two paths
One leads to my future
One leads to my past
I can't seem to choose which one to follow
If I choose my future,
I'll be going down the unknown.
If I pick my past,
I'll be going back to pain and sorrow.
Which should I choose?
Where should I go?
I can't seem to decide.
I don't want to go down the same road as my past,
but at the same time,
I don't want to see those images once again.
But wait...it might be different.
I might see happiness in my future.
I could see the warm smiles of people.
I would be able to feel love once again.
But taking chances isn't always right.
Taking chances could make things worse.
If I don't take this chance though,
I might never know what to do.
So I say this...
I'm gonna take another road.
Just to see where this might take me.
If it's good, then praise it.
If it's bad, then I will live with it.
This is the other road of life.
Posted 2/29/2008 12:10:28 AM
I sit here at two paths
One leads to my future
One leads to my past
I can't seem to choose which one to follow
If I choose my future,
I'll be going down the unknown.
If I pick my past,
I'll be going back to pain and sorrow.
Which should I choose?
Where should I go?
I can't seem to decide.
I don't want to go down the same road as my past,
but at the same time,
I don't want to see those images once again.
But wait...it might be different.
I might see happiness in my future.
I could see the warm smiles of people.
I would be able to feel love once again.
But taking chances isn't always right.
Taking chances could make things worse.
If I don't take this chance though,
I might never know what to do.
So I say this...
I'm gonna take another road.
Just to see where this might take me.
If it's good, then praise it.
If it's bad, then I will live with it.
This is the other road of life.
Poetry of '08: What did I do?!
Posted 2/25/2008 9:27:45 PM
I keep lookin back...I'm not sure why.
Can you tell me why?
Can you tell me how?
I shouldn't think like this.
I just seem confused.
Did I do this to myself? Or...to you?
Why can't I move?
Why can't I breathe?
I try so hard...but can't do anything right.
Should it be like this?
I have so many damn questions.
But they just keep turning on me.
I just can't seem to do anything right.
Why? Why? Why is it like this?
Was it me? Or...was it you?
Can't you speak?
Can't you tell me what I did wrong?
Tell me DAMN IT!
What did I do?!
Posted 2/25/2008 9:27:45 PM
I keep lookin back...I'm not sure why.
Can you tell me why?
Can you tell me how?
I shouldn't think like this.
I just seem confused.
Did I do this to myself? Or...to you?
Why can't I move?
Why can't I breathe?
I try so hard...but can't do anything right.
Should it be like this?
I have so many damn questions.
But they just keep turning on me.
I just can't seem to do anything right.
Why? Why? Why is it like this?
Was it me? Or...was it you?
Can't you speak?
Can't you tell me what I did wrong?
Tell me DAMN IT!
What did I do?!
Poetry of '08: The Failure
Posted 1/27/2008 8:23:08 PM
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I can't say sorry to all the people that I've hurt.
So many lives have been broken.
I punished myself for all the things I've done to you.
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I don't know what to say from here on out.
I mean there really isn't anything I can do about it now.
If I could go back I would change so many things.
I would've told that girl how I really felt to her face.
I would've lived with my best friends dating.
I wouldn't have protected all the people that I did.
But since I've already failed you.
I guess I have to live my life as the failure.
Posted 1/27/2008 8:23:08 PM
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I can't say sorry to all the people that I've hurt.
So many lives have been broken.
I punished myself for all the things I've done to you.
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I don't know what to say from here on out.
I mean there really isn't anything I can do about it now.
If I could go back I would change so many things.
I would've told that girl how I really felt to her face.
I would've lived with my best friends dating.
I wouldn't have protected all the people that I did.
But since I've already failed you.
I guess I have to live my life as the failure.
Poetry of '08: Home (Far Away) [sry to make you wait]
Posted 1/16/2008 9:01:16 PM
Hey everyone, it's been awhile. I haven't been on for awhile or since I wrote that last poem. I'm reading though my comments and Nusaiba left me comments saying that I haven't been posting. Well sorry haven't had anytime, I've been in school most of the time so I haven't had time. Sorry. But I finally got a sec to put this one on here. So I hope you like it. Peace.
Kyle
P.S.
Thanks Nusaiba for commenting me though. I apprciate it.
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Home (Far Away)
Looking up at these stars.
I don't care what I'm looking at,
because it just doesn't bring me back to you.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be.
Please tell me why I've traveled so far?
Tell me how I keep getting farther away.
Going back there would be so sweet.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
People just aren't the same.
Take me there...back to the place,
where everything is just right.
Oh I want to be home.
Back to the place where I lived.
But I'm just to far away.
I want to run back to the place,
where I once walked down.
Back to the place where smiles are warm.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
But I'm going home.
Back to...home.
Posted 1/16/2008 9:01:16 PM
Hey everyone, it's been awhile. I haven't been on for awhile or since I wrote that last poem. I'm reading though my comments and Nusaiba left me comments saying that I haven't been posting. Well sorry haven't had anytime, I've been in school most of the time so I haven't had time. Sorry. But I finally got a sec to put this one on here. So I hope you like it. Peace.
Kyle
P.S.
Thanks Nusaiba for commenting me though. I apprciate it.
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Home (Far Away)
Looking up at these stars.
I don't care what I'm looking at,
because it just doesn't bring me back to you.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be.
Please tell me why I've traveled so far?
Tell me how I keep getting farther away.
Going back there would be so sweet.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
People just aren't the same.
Take me there...back to the place,
where everything is just right.
Oh I want to be home.
Back to the place where I lived.
But I'm just to far away.
I want to run back to the place,
where I once walked down.
Back to the place where smiles are warm.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
But I'm going home.
Back to...home.
Poetry of '07: Forever [Last Poem of 2007]
Posted 12/28/2007 2:30:22 PM
Never again I guess.
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
One day I will be more than I am now.
I know that...that day is no time soon.
I love you with more than I'm use to.
The things that I've done,
the things that will happen.
Are just part of the long road.
Please don't get me wrong
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
So that this will last forever.
Please tell me what I can do better.
Tell me what I've done wrong.
Show me how to change my ways.
So that this can last forever.
So...
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
To make this last forever.
Posted 12/28/2007 2:30:22 PM
Never again I guess.
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
One day I will be more than I am now.
I know that...that day is no time soon.
I love you with more than I'm use to.
The things that I've done,
the things that will happen.
Are just part of the long road.
Please don't get me wrong
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
So that this will last forever.
Please tell me what I can do better.
Tell me what I've done wrong.
Show me how to change my ways.
So that this can last forever.
So...
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
To make this last forever.
Poetry of '07: Dreams
Posted 12/13/2007 8:06:04 PM
Why must these dreams haunt me?
They just want to hurt me.
I've done so many bad things in my life.
I know this, why must they keep reminding me?
I hate this.
It hurts just to write this.
This just gets to me and I show so much emotion.
I hurt the ones around me, and I don't want to.
I sit here with a pencil in one hand.
I sit here with a broken hand in the other.
I put myself so much pain because of these.
I shouldn't let it get to me.
Then why do I?
These dreams just want to make my life miserable.
There is nothing I can do about this.
I guess I'm giving up.
I'm letting these stupid things take me.
I'm going to let them swallow me up.
So I guess this is the end really.
Nothing more to say, but so long and farewell.
Don't haunt me anymore.
For I have nothing more to defend myself with.
Just go away...that's all I ask from you.
Posted 12/13/2007 8:06:04 PM
Why must these dreams haunt me?
They just want to hurt me.
I've done so many bad things in my life.
I know this, why must they keep reminding me?
I hate this.
It hurts just to write this.
This just gets to me and I show so much emotion.
I hurt the ones around me, and I don't want to.
I sit here with a pencil in one hand.
I sit here with a broken hand in the other.
I put myself so much pain because of these.
I shouldn't let it get to me.
Then why do I?
These dreams just want to make my life miserable.
There is nothing I can do about this.
I guess I'm giving up.
I'm letting these stupid things take me.
I'm going to let them swallow me up.
So I guess this is the end really.
Nothing more to say, but so long and farewell.
Don't haunt me anymore.
For I have nothing more to defend myself with.
Just go away...that's all I ask from you.
Poetry of '07: Cry
Posted 12/9/2007 9:35:53 PM
We cry for so many reason.
Just that one little tear down our face.
Sometimes of joy, sometimes of sadness.
When it just happens to be sad.
It hurts like the first time over and over.
You feel like dying sometimes because of it.
You hold yourself back for so many reasons.
You ask yourself why!? Why it happened to you?
When it happens to be to joy it's wonderful.
You can cry for joy, just because your happy.
You cry for joy, because that one person made you smile.
Crying is a good and bad thing.
We do it to make us happy,
or to show other's were sad.
Why must we shed those tears?
Why is just the question we ask.
Posted 12/9/2007 9:35:53 PM
We cry for so many reason.
Just that one little tear down our face.
Sometimes of joy, sometimes of sadness.
When it just happens to be sad.
It hurts like the first time over and over.
You feel like dying sometimes because of it.
You hold yourself back for so many reasons.
You ask yourself why!? Why it happened to you?
When it happens to be to joy it's wonderful.
You can cry for joy, just because your happy.
You cry for joy, because that one person made you smile.
Crying is a good and bad thing.
We do it to make us happy,
or to show other's were sad.
Why must we shed those tears?
Why is just the question we ask.
Poetry of '07: Questions
Posted 11/24/2007 8:11:31 PM
So many hateful thought run though my head.
I thought you called me your friend?
You must be lying to me.
Why is it every time I stick up for you,
you turn your back on me?
Answer me these stupid little questions.
I know where this is going to lead me.
I know what road this is going down again.
This time I won't be on your side.
This time I won't protect you.
That's right I'm smiling.
I don't feel bad for these words.
I could care less if you never spoke to me again.
Because all I care about right now is
the truth from you.
So answer my questions...
Am I really your best friend?
Am I the person that I try to be for you?
Why don't you trust me?
These are my questions...
are you willing to answer them.
Posted 11/24/2007 8:11:31 PM
So many hateful thought run though my head.
I thought you called me your friend?
You must be lying to me.
Why is it every time I stick up for you,
you turn your back on me?
Answer me these stupid little questions.
I know where this is going to lead me.
I know what road this is going down again.
This time I won't be on your side.
This time I won't protect you.
That's right I'm smiling.
I don't feel bad for these words.
I could care less if you never spoke to me again.
Because all I care about right now is
the truth from you.
So answer my questions...
Am I really your best friend?
Am I the person that I try to be for you?
Why don't you trust me?
These are my questions...
are you willing to answer them.
Poetry of '07: Days & Nights
Posted 11/23/2007 9:11:12 PM
Look back at the days we once shared.
Weren't they so great?
So many days and nights go by.
So many years have pasted.
I don't want to forget,
all the memories that we shared.
As the wind touches my face.
I think about they times we shared.
So many hot summer days,
and cold winter nights,
that we shared as friend.
Things just can't be the way they once were.
I want to feel the way we once did.
But those days have gone.
As I look back on all the photos.
All those days and nights.
I wouldn't turn my back on any of them.
Because they hold a place to next to my heart.
As you still do, that will never change.
Posted 11/23/2007 9:11:12 PM
Look back at the days we once shared.
Weren't they so great?
So many days and nights go by.
So many years have pasted.
I don't want to forget,
all the memories that we shared.
As the wind touches my face.
I think about they times we shared.
So many hot summer days,
and cold winter nights,
that we shared as friend.
Things just can't be the way they once were.
I want to feel the way we once did.
But those days have gone.
As I look back on all the photos.
All those days and nights.
I wouldn't turn my back on any of them.
Because they hold a place to next to my heart.
As you still do, that will never change.
Poetry of '07: What Am I Saying?
Posted 11/11/2007 1:11:03 AM
So many times I want to say the right things.
I don't think I always do.
No matter how many times I try, I end up failing.
Wait does it matter to you?
You've given me this chance like no other.
I'm glad you have, because I don't know any other.
So here I am writing this down.
No cares in the world.
I don't know how to express how I feel about you,
I could just say it but I have no will to do so.
I want to tell you so bad.
Why can't I just say it!?
This is just a way to say,
well I really don't know what I'm saying.
Posted 11/11/2007 1:11:03 AM
So many times I want to say the right things.
I don't think I always do.
No matter how many times I try, I end up failing.
Wait does it matter to you?
You've given me this chance like no other.
I'm glad you have, because I don't know any other.
So here I am writing this down.
No cares in the world.
I don't know how to express how I feel about you,
I could just say it but I have no will to do so.
I want to tell you so bad.
Why can't I just say it!?
This is just a way to say,
well I really don't know what I'm saying.
Poetry of '07: My Farewell
Posted 11/6/2007 10:16:10 PM
I'm not wanted around here.
I tried protecting you, but I failed.
I was told, just to leave you alone,
but I chose not to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
It seems as though you don't want me here.
I tried helping you when you needed me,
but you just didn't want to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
So where do we go from here?
Do I just accept it?
If you want me to,
I guess I'm going to have to say my farewell.
Posted 11/6/2007 10:16:10 PM
I'm not wanted around here.
I tried protecting you, but I failed.
I was told, just to leave you alone,
but I chose not to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
It seems as though you don't want me here.
I tried helping you when you needed me,
but you just didn't want to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
So where do we go from here?
Do I just accept it?
If you want me to,
I guess I'm going to have to say my farewell.
Randomish: A Joke
Posted 10/28/2007 9:43:17 PM
So, you got a Green Beret, a Navy SEAL and a sister from Brooklyn. The General hands
each of them a gun and says, "Your spouse is seated next door in a room in a chair. In order to pass this test, you must go inside and kill them." Immediately the Green Beret says, "No sir, I could never kill my wife. I just can't do it." The General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes. Take your wife and go on home." Navy Seal then heads in. Five minutes later, comes out, tears strolling down his face. "I tried, I tried, I tried, I just can't do it, she looks so beautiful in the chair, I can't do it." General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes." Finally, sister from Brooklyn strolls in with a swagger. Shots rang out, there's banging, there's screaming, it's going crazy! Suddenly, everything goes silent. The General says, "Well, what the hell happened inside?" The sister from Brooklyn screams back, "The damn gun had blanks in it, so I had to beat him to death with my bare hands."
Posted 10/28/2007 9:43:17 PM
So, you got a Green Beret, a Navy SEAL and a sister from Brooklyn. The General hands
each of them a gun and says, "Your spouse is seated next door in a room in a chair. In order to pass this test, you must go inside and kill them." Immediately the Green Beret says, "No sir, I could never kill my wife. I just can't do it." The General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes. Take your wife and go on home." Navy Seal then heads in. Five minutes later, comes out, tears strolling down his face. "I tried, I tried, I tried, I just can't do it, she looks so beautiful in the chair, I can't do it." General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes." Finally, sister from Brooklyn strolls in with a swagger. Shots rang out, there's banging, there's screaming, it's going crazy! Suddenly, everything goes silent. The General says, "Well, what the hell happened inside?" The sister from Brooklyn screams back, "The damn gun had blanks in it, so I had to beat him to death with my bare hands."
Poetry of '07: Around The World
Posted 10/21/2007 8:35:06 PM
Around The World
I sit here laying in my bed thinking of you.
I think back on the past couple of days.
This is how it went...
Back on the first day I asked you out.
I never planned to do it,
but it's not like it mattered it wasn't a bad decision.
We had so much fun that night...
even though it wasn't all planned.
The next day I just kept thinking of you.
You told me something about you,
and it broke my heart because I understood.
When I tried to talk to you about it, that's when it went bad.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
After that I felt like crap and I tried talking to you.
I know you didn't want to talk about it,
and I shouldn't have pushed you...I really shouldn't have.
I've tried avoiding the topic and I plan to for time to come.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
This isn't the best thing I've written in a long time,
but it's more of an apology then anything else.
Even though this doesn't sound the greatest.
I want to have...well I really don't know,
now that I've ruined everything.
I just don't know what to say.
But...
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
Posted 10/21/2007 8:35:06 PM
Around The World
I sit here laying in my bed thinking of you.
I think back on the past couple of days.
This is how it went...
Back on the first day I asked you out.
I never planned to do it,
but it's not like it mattered it wasn't a bad decision.
We had so much fun that night...
even though it wasn't all planned.
The next day I just kept thinking of you.
You told me something about you,
and it broke my heart because I understood.
When I tried to talk to you about it, that's when it went bad.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
After that I felt like crap and I tried talking to you.
I know you didn't want to talk about it,
and I shouldn't have pushed you...I really shouldn't have.
I've tried avoiding the topic and I plan to for time to come.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
This isn't the best thing I've written in a long time,
but it's more of an apology then anything else.
Even though this doesn't sound the greatest.
I want to have...well I really don't know,
now that I've ruined everything.
I just don't know what to say.
But...
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
Poetry of '07: Bluntly
Posted 10/18/2007 1:24:34 PM
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So many days go by
Worse and worse it gets
I try so many times to stop it
But it just never works out
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
Let me tell you now before it’s to late.
I thought I could let you in
I told you so many things
I thought I could trust you with them
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So goodbye because I don’t want or need you
Let me go, because I’m letting all our things go
I can’t write, I can’t speak….
So…
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
Posted 10/18/2007 1:24:34 PM
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So many days go by
Worse and worse it gets
I try so many times to stop it
But it just never works out
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
Let me tell you now before it’s to late.
I thought I could let you in
I told you so many things
I thought I could trust you with them
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So goodbye because I don’t want or need you
Let me go, because I’m letting all our things go
I can’t write, I can’t speak….
So…
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
Poetry of '07: Smile, Ending This, & My Second Chance 3 New Poems
Posted 10/13/2007 12:35:07 PM
Smile
Holding on to what I've believed in for so long.
I saw it get thrown in my face.
Why didn't see it coming? Why?
Oh wait I now understand, it's you.
The reason why I keep moving on in this world.
When you frown I just want to turn it around.
Even when you push me away.
I'm still here, being your friend.
Aren't you surprised?
Come on you know it's true.
That no matter what keeps happening..
I'm still here...
So many bad things have happened.
They keep happening,
but what the hell can you really do.
I mean...
Aren't you surprised?
Come on you know it's true.
That no matter what keeps happening..
I'm still here...
Hold on to what you have.
Keep loving so many things.
Just scream out in joy.
Or cry on my shoulder.
Because...
I'm still here...
Here waiting for you to smile.
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Ending This
So many fights keep happening.
Why did it turn out this way?
I thought I had control of this.
I’m causing so much of it,
I don’t mean to…but it just keeps happening.
I need to just get away.
Why can’t I? Why?
So many thoughts have gone though my mind.
Some I shouldn’t think about…I really shouldn’t.
I keep hurting myself just to cope with the pain.
Every time I see you, I get a glare.
I didn’t mean to do the things I did.
I don’t have a way to fix this.
This is the one thing that I can’t find an answer to.
All I need to do is just stand up and move on.
I don’t think I need you in my life.
So many problems keep happening.
That I think that it should end right here.
With me saying my goodbye now,
Before we get hurt even more.
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My Second Chance
Am I getting a second chance?
Why would you give me one?
I thought you hated me?
So many questions.
Isn't this what you wanted of me?
Didn't you want me to go away forever?
I thought that is what I was doing.
You keep coming back to me,
I don't know why you do.
It's really your choice,
but the day I said, “I hate you.”
Is the day that your heart died.
Oh yes I do still care for you,
and I still love you like I did.
I hurt you and I know I did.
I shouldn't have said the things I did.
You shouldn't give me this new chance.
But it's really your choice.
If your going to give me this second chance.
I'm going to cherish it.
Never break your heart again.
Posted 10/13/2007 12:35:07 PM
Smile
Holding on to what I've believed in for so long.
I saw it get thrown in my face.
Why didn't see it coming? Why?
Oh wait I now understand, it's you.
The reason why I keep moving on in this world.
When you frown I just want to turn it around.
Even when you push me away.
I'm still here, being your friend.
Aren't you surprised?
Come on you know it's true.
That no matter what keeps happening..
I'm still here...
So many bad things have happened.
They keep happening,
but what the hell can you really do.
I mean...
Aren't you surprised?
Come on you know it's true.
That no matter what keeps happening..
I'm still here...
Hold on to what you have.
Keep loving so many things.
Just scream out in joy.
Or cry on my shoulder.
Because...
I'm still here...
Here waiting for you to smile.
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Ending This
So many fights keep happening.
Why did it turn out this way?
I thought I had control of this.
I’m causing so much of it,
I don’t mean to…but it just keeps happening.
I need to just get away.
Why can’t I? Why?
So many thoughts have gone though my mind.
Some I shouldn’t think about…I really shouldn’t.
I keep hurting myself just to cope with the pain.
Every time I see you, I get a glare.
I didn’t mean to do the things I did.
I don’t have a way to fix this.
This is the one thing that I can’t find an answer to.
All I need to do is just stand up and move on.
I don’t think I need you in my life.
So many problems keep happening.
That I think that it should end right here.
With me saying my goodbye now,
Before we get hurt even more.
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My Second Chance
Am I getting a second chance?
Why would you give me one?
I thought you hated me?
So many questions.
Isn't this what you wanted of me?
Didn't you want me to go away forever?
I thought that is what I was doing.
You keep coming back to me,
I don't know why you do.
It's really your choice,
but the day I said, “I hate you.”
Is the day that your heart died.
Oh yes I do still care for you,
and I still love you like I did.
I hurt you and I know I did.
I shouldn't have said the things I did.
You shouldn't give me this new chance.
But it's really your choice.
If your going to give me this second chance.
I'm going to cherish it.
Never break your heart again.
Randomish: My Favorite Three Days Grace Lyrics
Posted 9/23/2007 11:45:31 PM
Nothing to special just some of my favorite songs by one of my favorite bands. They explain a lot in my life, but not all of it. But I hope you all like reading some of these lyrics by Three Days Grace.
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: Three Days Grace
Song: I Hate Everything About You
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 3 min. 51 sec.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: Three Days Grace
Song: Home
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 4 min. 21 sec.
I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
I’m better off alone
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: Three Days Grace
Song: Drown
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 3 min. 28 sec.
Good morning day
Sorry I’m not there
But all my favourite friends
Vanished in the air
It’s hard to fly when you can’t even run
Once I had the world, but now I’ve got no one
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I drown….drown
Good morning day
Sorry you’re not here
All those times before
We’re never this unclear
It’s hard to walk when you can’t even crawl
Once I had this world, but now I’ve lost it all
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing
Drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing
Drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
(Save myself before I drown, save myself before I drown, save myself before I drown)
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: One X
Song: On My Own
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 3 min. 05 sec.
I walk alone
Think of home
Memories of long ago
No one knows I lost my soul long ago
Lied too much
She said that she's had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough
Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
I need to run far away
Can't go back to that place
Like she told me
I'm just a big disgrace
Lied too much
She said that she's had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough
Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
So now I'm standing here alone
I'm learning how to live life on my own
Lied too much
I think that I've had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough
I'm standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
So now I'm standing here alone
I'm learning how to live life on my own
Forget about the past I'll never know
Forget about the one I left at home
Posted 9/23/2007 11:45:31 PM
Nothing to special just some of my favorite songs by one of my favorite bands. They explain a lot in my life, but not all of it. But I hope you all like reading some of these lyrics by Three Days Grace.
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: Three Days Grace
Song: I Hate Everything About You
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 3 min. 51 sec.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: Three Days Grace
Song: Home
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 4 min. 21 sec.
I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
I’m better off alone
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: Three Days Grace
Song: Drown
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 3 min. 28 sec.
Good morning day
Sorry I’m not there
But all my favourite friends
Vanished in the air
It’s hard to fly when you can’t even run
Once I had the world, but now I’ve got no one
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I drown….drown
Good morning day
Sorry you’re not here
All those times before
We’re never this unclear
It’s hard to walk when you can’t even crawl
Once I had this world, but now I’ve lost it all
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing
Drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing
Drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
(Save myself before I drown, save myself before I drown, save myself before I drown)
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Band: Three Days Grace
Album: One X
Song: On My Own
Written By: Adam Gontier
Run Time: 3 min. 05 sec.
I walk alone
Think of home
Memories of long ago
No one knows I lost my soul long ago
Lied too much
She said that she's had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough
Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
I need to run far away
Can't go back to that place
Like she told me
I'm just a big disgrace
Lied too much
She said that she's had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough
Standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
So now I'm standing here alone
I'm learning how to live life on my own
Lied too much
I think that I've had enough
Am I too much
She said that she's had enough
I'm standing on my own
Remembering the one I left at home
Forget about the life I used to know
Forget about the one I left at home
So now I'm standing here alone
I'm learning how to live life on my own
Forget about the past I'll never know
Forget about the one I left at home
Poetry of '07: Back To Bone
Posted 9/23/2007 11:32:40 PM
Just been thinking a lot lately about things I really shouldn't.
The question is why am I thinking these thoughts.
I thought you knew what I was talking about at first.
No matter how hard I tried to stay away I kept coming back.
You sit there and criticize me on everything I do.
That isn't right, no matter how you look at it.
I want to know what it's like to do that to you,
I mean you do it to me all the time.
I need to take this out of my skin.
Rip out all the feelings that I once thought.
Turn everything back to the bone.
I want to celebrate since you don't need me.
I mean you have it all figured out don't you.
You sit there and criticize me for Christ sake.
So I think it's time for me to move along now.
Rip out all the feelings that I once had...
and turn everything back to bone.
Posted 9/23/2007 11:32:40 PM
Just been thinking a lot lately about things I really shouldn't.
The question is why am I thinking these thoughts.
I thought you knew what I was talking about at first.
No matter how hard I tried to stay away I kept coming back.
You sit there and criticize me on everything I do.
That isn't right, no matter how you look at it.
I want to know what it's like to do that to you,
I mean you do it to me all the time.
I need to take this out of my skin.
Rip out all the feelings that I once thought.
Turn everything back to the bone.
I want to celebrate since you don't need me.
I mean you have it all figured out don't you.
You sit there and criticize me for Christ sake.
So I think it's time for me to move along now.
Rip out all the feelings that I once had...
and turn everything back to bone.
Life: Something I Sent To My So Called, "Friends".
Posted 9/23/2007 11:25:12 PM
Sent To: All
From: KRR
Subject: To Anyone Who Wants To Read Something Truthful
Offical Sent Date: September 19, 2007
Hi everyone um yeah most of you I know, know me. Since school started so many things have gone wrong not just in my life but in the attitudes of others as well. But let me tell you why I'm so pissed off, ok first when school started I protected someone that I cared for and I thought I was doing the right thing, but guess what I was wrong apparently. Ok now that, that is all squared away let me put something though everyone's thin heads your all to pathetic and you think that you're to good for someone else or what ever. No I know most of you might not know me or hell you might not even like me, well then fuck you, because I don't give a damn anymore. Freshmen this year are the most stuck up in the world, they think that they rule the school when every chance one of them stops in front of me they get a little shove and it's not friendly. I can be a nice person but you know what I don't see the point in it anymore. If you want to get in my way get in my way I don't care anymore I'll fight back now. So here let me go on another subject now, love lives screw them, I've tried over the past summer and you know what every girl that I've asked or tried to get to know are all stuck up and they don't give a person a chance. They all complain that they aren't treated right, well tough luck that's life get use to it guys and girls alike. If something is going to happen let it happen don't just do it just to do it. So any questions yet? Yeah I know most of you aren't going to like me anymore, well you know what that's fine because no matter what I do I'll always do it wrong so what I'm doing now is creating more enemies then friends. I'd rather have people who I don't care for or don't like try to stab me in the back then have a friend do it. So I guess yeah that's it, just leave me alone for what ever reason. The people that know I'm talking to them suck it up and hate me, I don't care. For the people that are reading this and know what I'm saying and still want to be my friend or already know that you've done nothing wrong then that's fine, you know that I'm always there for you and you know that I can trust you more then a lot of others.
Thank you for Reading I hope you got something out of this.
-Kyle
Posted 9/23/2007 11:25:12 PM
Sent To: All
From: KRR
Subject: To Anyone Who Wants To Read Something Truthful
Offical Sent Date: September 19, 2007
Hi everyone um yeah most of you I know, know me. Since school started so many things have gone wrong not just in my life but in the attitudes of others as well. But let me tell you why I'm so pissed off, ok first when school started I protected someone that I cared for and I thought I was doing the right thing, but guess what I was wrong apparently. Ok now that, that is all squared away let me put something though everyone's thin heads your all to pathetic and you think that you're to good for someone else or what ever. No I know most of you might not know me or hell you might not even like me, well then fuck you, because I don't give a damn anymore. Freshmen this year are the most stuck up in the world, they think that they rule the school when every chance one of them stops in front of me they get a little shove and it's not friendly. I can be a nice person but you know what I don't see the point in it anymore. If you want to get in my way get in my way I don't care anymore I'll fight back now. So here let me go on another subject now, love lives screw them, I've tried over the past summer and you know what every girl that I've asked or tried to get to know are all stuck up and they don't give a person a chance. They all complain that they aren't treated right, well tough luck that's life get use to it guys and girls alike. If something is going to happen let it happen don't just do it just to do it. So any questions yet? Yeah I know most of you aren't going to like me anymore, well you know what that's fine because no matter what I do I'll always do it wrong so what I'm doing now is creating more enemies then friends. I'd rather have people who I don't care for or don't like try to stab me in the back then have a friend do it. So I guess yeah that's it, just leave me alone for what ever reason. The people that know I'm talking to them suck it up and hate me, I don't care. For the people that are reading this and know what I'm saying and still want to be my friend or already know that you've done nothing wrong then that's fine, you know that I'm always there for you and you know that I can trust you more then a lot of others.
Thank you for Reading I hope you got something out of this.
-Kyle
Poetry of '07: You & I
Posted 9/22/2007 1:33:11 PM
It's been such a long time.
I really don't know how to explain things anymore.
We've grown up so much from then.
So many things have run though our heads,
things that we both can't explain.
I'm always looking at you smiling,
while your always smiling right back at me.
Things anymore are just more than these words can explain.
The only people that understand are you and I.
As I sit here writing all this down,
I keep looking back and I smile.
I'm so glad that we are more now,
then what we started out.
Because now without you in my life,
I don't know what I would do.
Posted 9/22/2007 1:33:11 PM
It's been such a long time.
I really don't know how to explain things anymore.
We've grown up so much from then.
So many things have run though our heads,
things that we both can't explain.
I'm always looking at you smiling,
while your always smiling right back at me.
Things anymore are just more than these words can explain.
The only people that understand are you and I.
As I sit here writing all this down,
I keep looking back and I smile.
I'm so glad that we are more now,
then what we started out.
Because now without you in my life,
I don't know what I would do.
Poetry of '07: Last Words
Posted 8/2/2007 11:55:28 PM
Hey everyone long time no see. Just thought I would stop in and say hi and post a new poem. this one is pretty dark and I have to say I do like it. It's pretty much about a person that has been hurt so much that it takes him to the edge, and he is finally dead by the end and it's all because of his love. I know some of you are use to my good poems of love and all that but I needed a change I hope you like it and if you don't, well I'll have other's coming that you'll like hopefully.
Thanks For Reading.
Kyle
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Last Words
I hate trying to write so many things down on this paper.
You just won’t get out of my mind I drives me crazy.
I keep falling so far away from all these things,
it feels as if the darkness around me keeps consuming me.
Once again feathers surround me and they keep cutting me.
As I stand here chained to this post bleeding,
I see that your right there watching me in so much pain.
How can you stand it?
I guess that my thoughts about you were wrong.
I’ve had so many bad judgments in the past before,
Why do I keep going though the same old things.
As the chain around my body tightens…
I just keep seeing you in my mind and I really don’t know why.
As I look up I see you still standing right there not doing anything.
I feel faint now, I’ve lost so much blood in my body.
I can’t stand it anymore, you could have done something about it,
but now I know just what you are…
My last drop of blood is gone.
I thought I had enough time to tell you,
but I guess that my time has come to an end.
These are my last words.
Good b-bye……
Posted 8/2/2007 11:55:28 PM
Hey everyone long time no see. Just thought I would stop in and say hi and post a new poem. this one is pretty dark and I have to say I do like it. It's pretty much about a person that has been hurt so much that it takes him to the edge, and he is finally dead by the end and it's all because of his love. I know some of you are use to my good poems of love and all that but I needed a change I hope you like it and if you don't, well I'll have other's coming that you'll like hopefully.
Thanks For Reading.
Kyle
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Last Words
I hate trying to write so many things down on this paper.
You just won’t get out of my mind I drives me crazy.
I keep falling so far away from all these things,
it feels as if the darkness around me keeps consuming me.
Once again feathers surround me and they keep cutting me.
As I stand here chained to this post bleeding,
I see that your right there watching me in so much pain.
How can you stand it?
I guess that my thoughts about you were wrong.
I’ve had so many bad judgments in the past before,
Why do I keep going though the same old things.
As the chain around my body tightens…
I just keep seeing you in my mind and I really don’t know why.
As I look up I see you still standing right there not doing anything.
I feel faint now, I’ve lost so much blood in my body.
I can’t stand it anymore, you could have done something about it,
but now I know just what you are…
My last drop of blood is gone.
I thought I had enough time to tell you,
but I guess that my time has come to an end.
These are my last words.
Good b-bye……
Poetry of '07: Do You Know How It Feels?
Posted 7/22/2007 9:17:26 PM
Do you know how it feels?
You put all the pens and needles into my veins.
I hate all the things you did to me.
My life changed so quickly.
I hate you I really do.
Do you know how it feels?
When you know that this is so fucking wrong.
You did this not me.
Do you know how it feels?
When someone you truly loves rips it all out.
How about when I fight back and win.
Well do you? do you...?
Posted 7/22/2007 9:17:26 PM
Do you know how it feels?
You put all the pens and needles into my veins.
I hate all the things you did to me.
My life changed so quickly.
I hate you I really do.
Do you know how it feels?
When you know that this is so fucking wrong.
You did this not me.
Do you know how it feels?
When someone you truly loves rips it all out.
How about when I fight back and win.
Well do you? do you...?
FeedBack
Mistletoe
2/23/2008 1:35:33 PM
Happy Birthday, Kyle! :o) I hope this day is the bestest day ever! Have fun. :o)
Nusaiba
1/13/2008 11:01:04 AM
You haven't written yet!
Nusaiba
1/12/2008 10:51:50 AM
Its been a long time since you wrote, why dont you write anymore? I like your posts.
Nusaiba
1/2/2008 5:48:38 AM
Welcome to 2008!
Nusaiba
11/24/2007 7:24:23 AM
i like the picture of tyson u have there. i never knew he can look so good!:)
jamieiez81
3/2/2007 8:00:31 AM
have a great weekend
shawn
2/2/2007 11:49:22 PM
have a great weekend
kamea
1/10/2007 4:33:24 AM
I totally forgot – Happy New Year!!!
Noel
12/23/2006 6:49:03 PM
May this year's christmas eve be a truly holy night! Let us anticipate a joyous celebration for the birth of Our Lord, Jesus on Christmas Day.
silver-dew-drop
11/24/2006 6:44:24 PM
Thanks for your comment. Ya not been around much. Uni & life keeping me insanely busy! But isn't that always the way? haha
ILUV_JEN
11/19/2006 3:51:38 AM
hello can you be my friends
Lazybones
11/18/2006 11:47:11 PM
here's some advice:
Good writers borrow from the work of better writers.
Great writers steal
;)
woit
11/10/2006 6:35:20 AM
hello....
fairy136
11/8/2006 6:14:39 PM
Your very welcome Have a wonderful evening.
fairy136
11/6/2006 5:47:25 PM
I like your poetry very nice!
shawn
10/17/2006 7:03:47 PM
hi,morning.hope you have a nice day
Bunny
10/13/2006 10:06:36 AM
Hi come join our chat room, click on the button in my bio.
shawn
10/10/2006 5:38:19 AM
Just stopped to say hello:)
shawn
10/5/2006 7:43:38 PM
hi,morning.how are you today?
silver-dew-drop
9/22/2006 3:24:34 PM
Hi and thanks! Yes there will be more poems to come :) Glad you liked it!
2/23/2008 1:35:33 PM
Happy Birthday, Kyle! :o) I hope this day is the bestest day ever! Have fun. :o)
Nusaiba
1/13/2008 11:01:04 AM
You haven't written yet!
Nusaiba
1/12/2008 10:51:50 AM
Its been a long time since you wrote, why dont you write anymore? I like your posts.
Nusaiba
1/2/2008 5:48:38 AM
Welcome to 2008!
Nusaiba
11/24/2007 7:24:23 AM
i like the picture of tyson u have there. i never knew he can look so good!:)
jamieiez81
3/2/2007 8:00:31 AM
have a great weekend
shawn
2/2/2007 11:49:22 PM
have a great weekend
kamea
1/10/2007 4:33:24 AM
I totally forgot – Happy New Year!!!
Noel
12/23/2006 6:49:03 PM
May this year's christmas eve be a truly holy night! Let us anticipate a joyous celebration for the birth of Our Lord, Jesus on Christmas Day.
silver-dew-drop
11/24/2006 6:44:24 PM
Thanks for your comment. Ya not been around much. Uni & life keeping me insanely busy! But isn't that always the way? haha
ILUV_JEN
11/19/2006 3:51:38 AM
hello can you be my friends
Lazybones
11/18/2006 11:47:11 PM
here's some advice:
Good writers borrow from the work of better writers.
Great writers steal
;)
woit
11/10/2006 6:35:20 AM
hello....
fairy136
11/8/2006 6:14:39 PM
Your very welcome Have a wonderful evening.
fairy136
11/6/2006 5:47:25 PM
I like your poetry very nice!
shawn
10/17/2006 7:03:47 PM
hi,morning.hope you have a nice day
Bunny
10/13/2006 10:06:36 AM
Hi come join our chat room, click on the button in my bio.
shawn
10/10/2006 5:38:19 AM
Just stopped to say hello:)
shawn
10/5/2006 7:43:38 PM
hi,morning.how are you today?
silver-dew-drop
9/22/2006 3:24:34 PM
Hi and thanks! Yes there will be more poems to come :) Glad you liked it!
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