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Ello...my name is Kyle. I'm a writer, poet, and a photographer. OH I'm also just a random person lol. Just forewarning you. There really isn't much to say about me, other than I'm just Kyle. I hope to join the USMC after high school, and become a writer.
Age: 17
Age: 17
Gender: M
Location: Wyoming
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My Space: http://www.myspace.com/kylegeek
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"This Is a Call" by Thousand Foot Krutch
"This Is a Call" by Thousand Foot Krutch
Quote:
A *real* native is someone who is willing to die fighting for his country. There's nothing more to it. - Bill "The Butcher" Cutting
A *real* native is someone who is willing to die fighting for his country. There's nothing more to it. - Bill "The Butcher" Cutting
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Poetry of '08: Her Dying Wish
Posted 7/19/2008 2:30:24 AM
I don't know how many people still read my poems, but owell. I wanted to try something different for a change. I've been doing some reading lately on some killers and someone just intrigued me. I really don't know why...but he murdered one of this childhood friends. I don't know why and I didn't want to look to much into it. But I for some reason wrote a poem about it. I don't know how many people are going to enjoy this but I put it under MA rating. Just in case. And yes...i'm only 17. don't think otherwise from this poem. I'm probably not going to write another one like it.
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Her Dying Wish
Well here I am.
Isn't this what you wanted?
I'm out...I've come.
Isn't this just ironic?
You wanted me dead.
You wanted me gone.
But I'm not.
All I can do is laugh.
I had the courage to kill.
I had the bravery that you didn't.
Would I go back?
No.
Let me tell you a story my friend.
Back when we were young.
You remember those days?
They're sweet memories aren't they?
I kept my promise.
I told you I was going to be back.
Now here I am...aren't you happy?
Or are you just scared?
Oh yes I'm laughing like no other.
But I'm enjoying watching you scream.
DON'T RUN AWAY FROM ME!
SIT DOWN!
Now what should I start with?
Your beautiful lips...or your body?
Hmmm. Such choices.
You should have pulled that trigger.
You should have dropped me like a rock.
But now I have complete control.
And I wish you a good night.
Bang as the trigger is pulled.
She sits there bleeding from the head.
I can't believe I did that.
It feels so good.
I cannot stop.
I have to do it again.
I'm out there...waiting.
Can you find me?
Posted 7/19/2008 2:30:24 AM
I don't know how many people still read my poems, but owell. I wanted to try something different for a change. I've been doing some reading lately on some killers and someone just intrigued me. I really don't know why...but he murdered one of this childhood friends. I don't know why and I didn't want to look to much into it. But I for some reason wrote a poem about it. I don't know how many people are going to enjoy this but I put it under MA rating. Just in case. And yes...i'm only 17. don't think otherwise from this poem. I'm probably not going to write another one like it.
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Her Dying Wish
Well here I am.
Isn't this what you wanted?
I'm out...I've come.
Isn't this just ironic?
You wanted me dead.
You wanted me gone.
But I'm not.
All I can do is laugh.
I had the courage to kill.
I had the bravery that you didn't.
Would I go back?
No.
Let me tell you a story my friend.
Back when we were young.
You remember those days?
They're sweet memories aren't they?
I kept my promise.
I told you I was going to be back.
Now here I am...aren't you happy?
Or are you just scared?
Oh yes I'm laughing like no other.
But I'm enjoying watching you scream.
DON'T RUN AWAY FROM ME!
SIT DOWN!
Now what should I start with?
Your beautiful lips...or your body?
Hmmm. Such choices.
You should have pulled that trigger.
You should have dropped me like a rock.
But now I have complete control.
And I wish you a good night.
Bang as the trigger is pulled.
She sits there bleeding from the head.
I can't believe I did that.
It feels so good.
I cannot stop.
I have to do it again.
I'm out there...waiting.
Can you find me?
Poetry of '08: I Hurt You
Posted 7/17/2008 2:39:46 PM
I lost all control this time.
How did this happen?
I thought I had complete control.
I hurt you.
I didn't mean to.
Why did I do this?
I can't remember.
Please help me.
What happened that night?
Did I really do that?
Are you sure?
No...this can't be right.
I hurt you.
I didn't mean to.
Why did I do this?
I can't remember.
Please help me.
My friend please forgive me.
I can control this.
I have to...I must.
I can't believe this.
Please give me one more chance.
Posted 7/17/2008 2:39:46 PM
I lost all control this time.
How did this happen?
I thought I had complete control.
I hurt you.
I didn't mean to.
Why did I do this?
I can't remember.
Please help me.
What happened that night?
Did I really do that?
Are you sure?
No...this can't be right.
I hurt you.
I didn't mean to.
Why did I do this?
I can't remember.
Please help me.
My friend please forgive me.
I can control this.
I have to...I must.
I can't believe this.
Please give me one more chance.
Life: Memories '08
Posted 7/9/2008 1:50:14 PM
I made this video for my friends. It's nothing special but a slideshow but it still means alot. Most of my friends have seen it and want me to take photos for my next one so they can be in it. Everyone that has watched it so far though as cried. So I hope you enjoy it!
Posted 7/9/2008 1:50:14 PM
I made this video for my friends. It's nothing special but a slideshow but it still means alot. Most of my friends have seen it and want me to take photos for my next one so they can be in it. Everyone that has watched it so far though as cried. So I hope you enjoy it!
Poetry of '08: Fake
Posted 6/29/2008 10:56:44 PM
How is it like this?
Is your words even true?
Should I even care?
I hate thinking...question is why do I?
I thought you said you liked me?
Did you just think that?
Why would you do that?
Your such a fake.
I can't believe I fell for this.
Strike One...shame on you.
Strike Two...shame on me.
Strike Three...what a fake.
Hmmm...it took three days to end this.
Am I sad? Kinda...but should I...uh let's see no.
I shouldn't have fallen for such a fake.
Then why did I let my heart win?
Isn't that a good question?
What to do...what to say?
How do I put it this way?
Your such a fake.
I can't believe I fell for this.
Strike One...shame on you.
Strike Two...shame on me.
Strike Three...what a fake.
Posted 6/29/2008 10:56:44 PM
How is it like this?
Is your words even true?
Should I even care?
I hate thinking...question is why do I?
I thought you said you liked me?
Did you just think that?
Why would you do that?
Your such a fake.
I can't believe I fell for this.
Strike One...shame on you.
Strike Two...shame on me.
Strike Three...what a fake.
Hmmm...it took three days to end this.
Am I sad? Kinda...but should I...uh let's see no.
I shouldn't have fallen for such a fake.
Then why did I let my heart win?
Isn't that a good question?
What to do...what to say?
How do I put it this way?
Your such a fake.
I can't believe I fell for this.
Strike One...shame on you.
Strike Two...shame on me.
Strike Three...what a fake.
Poetry of '08: I Do It For You
Posted 6/12/2008 9:58:06 PM
I breathe in this dust and smoke.
This filthy air just isn't right.
I'm just a kid, I should be having fun.
I don't need this, but I have to do it.
I have to help my family.
We need the money.
My siblings look up to me.
I can't let them down.
I can't let them follow this path.
Why is it this way?
Why does it have to be so hard?
Can't I just live a happy life?
I want to know what it's like to ride a bike.
I want to know the feeling of love.
I need this. I want this. Why must it be so hard?!
Do you know why I do this?
Do you really want to know?
I do this because that's what life is.
I can't change it.
But if I want your future to be great,
then I must sweat blood.
Even though I can't have the life I want.
I'm determined to make sure you have yours.
Posted 6/12/2008 9:58:06 PM
I breathe in this dust and smoke.
This filthy air just isn't right.
I'm just a kid, I should be having fun.
I don't need this, but I have to do it.
I have to help my family.
We need the money.
My siblings look up to me.
I can't let them down.
I can't let them follow this path.
Why is it this way?
Why does it have to be so hard?
Can't I just live a happy life?
I want to know what it's like to ride a bike.
I want to know the feeling of love.
I need this. I want this. Why must it be so hard?!
Do you know why I do this?
Do you really want to know?
I do this because that's what life is.
I can't change it.
But if I want your future to be great,
then I must sweat blood.
Even though I can't have the life I want.
I'm determined to make sure you have yours.
Poetry of '08: Ending The Year
Posted 5/21/2008 7:23:05 PM
We've finally made it.
This year has come to its end.
Aren't you all happy?
Aren't you all excited?
Were steping away from another great year.
Were going on to another chapter in our lives.
Were are we all going to go from here?
Does anyone really know?
Time is closing.
We all need to answer these questions.
Do we know really how to?
The answer to that is in our hearts.
As we close this year with a bang.
We all smile and we see the joys.
Please enjoy and see you all later.
Posted 5/21/2008 7:23:05 PM
We've finally made it.
This year has come to its end.
Aren't you all happy?
Aren't you all excited?
Were steping away from another great year.
Were going on to another chapter in our lives.
Were are we all going to go from here?
Does anyone really know?
Time is closing.
We all need to answer these questions.
Do we know really how to?
The answer to that is in our hearts.
As we close this year with a bang.
We all smile and we see the joys.
Please enjoy and see you all later.
Poetry of '08: Untitled-23
Posted 5/20/2008 11:29:03 PM
Why does life have to be so hard?
Does it really have to be this way?
I ask so many questions...but no answers.
I hate this...I don't know what to do.
I thought this was it.
I thought I finally got it right.
Why do I keep believing these lies?
People please hear me now.
Listen to my words that I speak here.
Are you listening?
Can you all hear me now?
Ok check 1..2 check 1..2
This is my life.
I can't really explain it.
I don't really want to.
Yeah I know I screwed this up.
Yeah just like I always do.
Is there anything I can do about it?
Is there anyone out there that I can talk to?
Good questions aren't they.
So please tell me why...
Why does it have to end like this?
Posted 5/20/2008 11:29:03 PM
Why does life have to be so hard?
Does it really have to be this way?
I ask so many questions...but no answers.
I hate this...I don't know what to do.
I thought this was it.
I thought I finally got it right.
Why do I keep believing these lies?
People please hear me now.
Listen to my words that I speak here.
Are you listening?
Can you all hear me now?
Ok check 1..2 check 1..2
This is my life.
I can't really explain it.
I don't really want to.
Yeah I know I screwed this up.
Yeah just like I always do.
Is there anything I can do about it?
Is there anyone out there that I can talk to?
Good questions aren't they.
So please tell me why...
Why does it have to end like this?
Poetry of '08: Changing For You
Posted 5/2/2008 11:24:44 PM
Hey everyone it's been a really long time since I've been on here, or even written anything. So quick question....HOW HAS YOU ALL BEEN!? Ok but this is my newest poem, I wrote this for one of my friends that I care about so much. I also have realized when I was going though all my poems I have never written anything like this.
It's about a person who hasn't had a life so well before that (it really doesn't say that in the poem, but) what they find is someone who has changed it for them. They fall in love with that person, but they can't be with them because they fill guilty about their past. So in the end they want to change just so that they can feel the way they feel with this one person.
I hope you all enjoy reading this.
--Kyle
----The Crimson Poet
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Changing For You
As we walk...I smile.
As I look into your eyes I cry.
I touch your skin and smirk happily.
How do I know what to do from here?
You seem to understand me.
You seem to relate to me easily.
I don't know what to say.
I just want to stare at you forever.
Stare into your eyes, smile at your smile.
Everytime I touch you, I feel safe.
I want to be so much more.
I want to see so much more.
Can I change how I am for you?
Is it really possible?
If I change will I be able to keep staring?
If I change will I be able to keep smiling?
Please tell me...please help me.
So that I can stare and smile forever.
Posted 5/2/2008 11:24:44 PM
Hey everyone it's been a really long time since I've been on here, or even written anything. So quick question....HOW HAS YOU ALL BEEN!? Ok but this is my newest poem, I wrote this for one of my friends that I care about so much. I also have realized when I was going though all my poems I have never written anything like this.
It's about a person who hasn't had a life so well before that (it really doesn't say that in the poem, but) what they find is someone who has changed it for them. They fall in love with that person, but they can't be with them because they fill guilty about their past. So in the end they want to change just so that they can feel the way they feel with this one person.
I hope you all enjoy reading this.
--Kyle
----The Crimson Poet
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Changing For You
As we walk...I smile.
As I look into your eyes I cry.
I touch your skin and smirk happily.
How do I know what to do from here?
You seem to understand me.
You seem to relate to me easily.
I don't know what to say.
I just want to stare at you forever.
Stare into your eyes, smile at your smile.
Everytime I touch you, I feel safe.
I want to be so much more.
I want to see so much more.
Can I change how I am for you?
Is it really possible?
If I change will I be able to keep staring?
If I change will I be able to keep smiling?
Please tell me...please help me.
So that I can stare and smile forever.
Poetry of '08: 10 Years of Rushing Poetry! (Seriously)
Posted 4/13/2008 2:39:09 AM
Oh yes I have been writing poetry for 10 years now, under the name of Rushing Poetry now. I know that it's kinda weird because I've been on NewBlog for about three years now. I hope you all enjoy find this out. I will have new material coming soon! I promise! Well anyway I shall let you all get back to what you were doing. Peace Out
Kyle
Posted 4/13/2008 2:39:09 AM
Oh yes I have been writing poetry for 10 years now, under the name of Rushing Poetry now. I know that it's kinda weird because I've been on NewBlog for about three years now. I hope you all enjoy find this out. I will have new material coming soon! I promise! Well anyway I shall let you all get back to what you were doing. Peace Out
Kyle
Randomish: Randomish 4 April Fools
Posted 4/1/2008 8:07:49 PM
Ello everyone! I just wanted to get on here today and be random hehe :). So hmmm what should I do? What should I be random about? Now there is a good question lol. Ok I think I've got something here....no I used that last time (about I don't know how long ago). OH I know what I can use! It's called the April fool! Ok let me start with Bill (#_#) <--that's bill. #_# went to the super market ([^])<---that's the super market. Once inside the [^] he noticed that he was all alone. #_# didn't like being alone, he absoultely hated it. Now #_# thinks about someone that he enjoyed, he thought about Sally (&-&) <---that's Sally. and all of sudden &-& appeared. ok wait wait here I think i've lost you in this fool's joke. Ok let me just see if you've got then first: this is bill-->#_#, this is the supermarket-->[^], and this Sally-->&-&. are you still with me? ok...wait your shaking your head. i've lost you haven't i?! alright forget it, you...yeah you reading this have ruined my joke. DAMN YOU! lol Just Kidding Happy April Fools whoever you are reading this. HAHA i know your even more confused, but that's the joke lol.
love ya
Kyle
Posted 4/1/2008 8:07:49 PM
Ello everyone! I just wanted to get on here today and be random hehe :). So hmmm what should I do? What should I be random about? Now there is a good question lol. Ok I think I've got something here....no I used that last time (about I don't know how long ago). OH I know what I can use! It's called the April fool! Ok let me start with Bill (#_#) <--that's bill. #_# went to the super market ([^])<---that's the super market. Once inside the [^] he noticed that he was all alone. #_# didn't like being alone, he absoultely hated it. Now #_# thinks about someone that he enjoyed, he thought about Sally (&-&) <---that's Sally. and all of sudden &-& appeared. ok wait wait here I think i've lost you in this fool's joke. Ok let me just see if you've got then first: this is bill-->#_#, this is the supermarket-->[^], and this Sally-->&-&. are you still with me? ok...wait your shaking your head. i've lost you haven't i?! alright forget it, you...yeah you reading this have ruined my joke. DAMN YOU! lol Just Kidding Happy April Fools whoever you are reading this. HAHA i know your even more confused, but that's the joke lol.
love ya
Kyle
Poetry of '08: The End
Posted 4/1/2008 2:38:28 AM
Hey everyone! Kyle here again lol. It's been awhile since I've written something like this. I know, I know it's not a happy poem but sometimes we need sadness. I wrote this about how I use to feel in my life, how I once was. I'm not like this anymore I can assure you that, I finally got help thanks to some really great friends and thanks to my wonderful parents :D. But anyway I know that some of you aren't going to like this, but I hope you enjoy reading something fresh and new from me. Hope to write more soon!
Love Ya
Kyle
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The End
Why can't I speak?
Why can't I move?
I feel like I'm sufficating.
I need to breathe.
This can't be the end for me.
I don't know how I got here.
No! I must not let this end.
I try and move, but nothing.
I try and breathe, but nothing.
I keep trying, but nothing still.
I think it's finally ended.
I think it's finally done.
I don't know what happened.
Wasn't this perfect?
Wasn't this what I wanted?
I guess not.
So since I'm laying here dead.
I'm going to leave you all behind.
I didn't mean for this to happen.
I tried moving.
I tried breathing.
Nothing seemed to work out.
I'm sorry, but this was the end.
Posted 4/1/2008 2:38:28 AM
Hey everyone! Kyle here again lol. It's been awhile since I've written something like this. I know, I know it's not a happy poem but sometimes we need sadness. I wrote this about how I use to feel in my life, how I once was. I'm not like this anymore I can assure you that, I finally got help thanks to some really great friends and thanks to my wonderful parents :D. But anyway I know that some of you aren't going to like this, but I hope you enjoy reading something fresh and new from me. Hope to write more soon!
Love Ya
Kyle
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The End
Why can't I speak?
Why can't I move?
I feel like I'm sufficating.
I need to breathe.
This can't be the end for me.
I don't know how I got here.
No! I must not let this end.
I try and move, but nothing.
I try and breathe, but nothing.
I keep trying, but nothing still.
I think it's finally ended.
I think it's finally done.
I don't know what happened.
Wasn't this perfect?
Wasn't this what I wanted?
I guess not.
So since I'm laying here dead.
I'm going to leave you all behind.
I didn't mean for this to happen.
I tried moving.
I tried breathing.
Nothing seemed to work out.
I'm sorry, but this was the end.
Life: This is what I would like in my life.
Posted 3/29/2008 8:22:27 PM
Sigh...
i used to really want to be just an average person, making an average living...
...marry a regular girl who's not super pretty or super ugly have two kids, a girl and then a boy...
retire when my daughter got married and my son successfully became a business man...
...and then just spend the rest of my days relaxing, a carefree and leisurely retirement...
...dying of old age before my wife...
that's the life i wanted...
and yet i ended up exerting myself
...so unlike me...
even though i wanted to reach the end of my life like a regular guy...
... i had to go and get myself into this tiresome situation...
Posted 3/29/2008 8:22:27 PM
Sigh...
i used to really want to be just an average person, making an average living...
...marry a regular girl who's not super pretty or super ugly have two kids, a girl and then a boy...
retire when my daughter got married and my son successfully became a business man...
...and then just spend the rest of my days relaxing, a carefree and leisurely retirement...
...dying of old age before my wife...
that's the life i wanted...
and yet i ended up exerting myself
...so unlike me...
even though i wanted to reach the end of my life like a regular guy...
... i had to go and get myself into this tiresome situation...
Life: Pray [As My Witness]
Posted 3/29/2008 8:21:54 PM
Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed by thy name.
Thy kingdom come,
thy will be done on Earth--
as it is in heaven.
The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down
in green pastures.
Yea, though I walk through the valley
of the shadows of the death...
I will fear no evil...
for thou art with me.
Posted 3/29/2008 8:21:54 PM
Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed by thy name.
Thy kingdom come,
thy will be done on Earth--
as it is in heaven.
The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down
in green pastures.
Yea, though I walk through the valley
of the shadows of the death...
I will fear no evil...
for thou art with me.
Poetry of '08: I love you, I love you, I love you
Posted 3/27/2008 8:45:37 PM
What should I call this?
How should I name such a thing?
I can't really put this into words.
Hmm let me think here now.
Oh I know now!
I want to say I love you.
Just for you being you.
Being the thing that I care about.
Now to think about this I couldn't go wrong.
You and me doesn't happen to often.
It's hard to find someone like you.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
That's all I wanted to tell you.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
You are here in my heart,
and that will never change.
So I say...
I love you, I love you...I love you.
Don't change. Don't doubt. Just be.
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Hey everyone! Kyle here, it's been awhile since I've written anything like this I know. My life has changed a lot, no matter how you slice it. I'm seventeen and still living life to the fullest.
To the main point of this poem though, I wrote this for my gf Samantha. We will offically be going out 6 months on April 12th. I wrote this for her, and I'm hopeing she'll love it.
I hope you all love reading this one, as much as I did writing it.
-Kyle
Posted 3/27/2008 8:45:37 PM
What should I call this?
How should I name such a thing?
I can't really put this into words.
Hmm let me think here now.
Oh I know now!
I want to say I love you.
Just for you being you.
Being the thing that I care about.
Now to think about this I couldn't go wrong.
You and me doesn't happen to often.
It's hard to find someone like you.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
That's all I wanted to tell you.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
You are here in my heart,
and that will never change.
So I say...
I love you, I love you...I love you.
Don't change. Don't doubt. Just be.
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Hey everyone! Kyle here, it's been awhile since I've written anything like this I know. My life has changed a lot, no matter how you slice it. I'm seventeen and still living life to the fullest.
To the main point of this poem though, I wrote this for my gf Samantha. We will offically be going out 6 months on April 12th. I wrote this for her, and I'm hopeing she'll love it.
I hope you all love reading this one, as much as I did writing it.
-Kyle
Poetry of '08: Tell Me
Posted 3/13/2008 5:31:32 PM
It's been quite awhile since we last talked.
So many things have happened.
Some good, some bad.
How do I put this into words you'll understand?
How do I say I'm sorry for all the things I've done?
I'm not really sure how to say this.
I don't think I ever will.
I made a mistake, I know that.
I'll never know if I can ever go back on it.
Why won't you reply back?
Why aren't you telling me it's fine forget about it?
Everytime I come to this place I always ask that.
I think to myself that if I would've been more careful this wouldn't be.
I wouldn't be standing at your grave blaming myself.
I should have listened.
I know this now, but I wish I could go back.
So please just this once reply back to me.
I need to hear your voice.
Tell me it's fine, tell me it will be alright.
Posted 3/13/2008 5:31:32 PM
It's been quite awhile since we last talked.
So many things have happened.
Some good, some bad.
How do I put this into words you'll understand?
How do I say I'm sorry for all the things I've done?
I'm not really sure how to say this.
I don't think I ever will.
I made a mistake, I know that.
I'll never know if I can ever go back on it.
Why won't you reply back?
Why aren't you telling me it's fine forget about it?
Everytime I come to this place I always ask that.
I think to myself that if I would've been more careful this wouldn't be.
I wouldn't be standing at your grave blaming myself.
I should have listened.
I know this now, but I wish I could go back.
So please just this once reply back to me.
I need to hear your voice.
Tell me it's fine, tell me it will be alright.
Poetry of '08: The Other Road
Posted 2/29/2008 12:10:28 AM
I sit here at two paths
One leads to my future
One leads to my past
I can't seem to choose which one to follow
If I choose my future,
I'll be going down the unknown.
If I pick my past,
I'll be going back to pain and sorrow.
Which should I choose?
Where should I go?
I can't seem to decide.
I don't want to go down the same road as my past,
but at the same time,
I don't want to see those images once again.
But wait...it might be different.
I might see happiness in my future.
I could see the warm smiles of people.
I would be able to feel love once again.
But taking chances isn't always right.
Taking chances could make things worse.
If I don't take this chance though,
I might never know what to do.
So I say this...
I'm gonna take another road.
Just to see where this might take me.
If it's good, then praise it.
If it's bad, then I will live with it.
This is the other road of life.
Posted 2/29/2008 12:10:28 AM
I sit here at two paths
One leads to my future
One leads to my past
I can't seem to choose which one to follow
If I choose my future,
I'll be going down the unknown.
If I pick my past,
I'll be going back to pain and sorrow.
Which should I choose?
Where should I go?
I can't seem to decide.
I don't want to go down the same road as my past,
but at the same time,
I don't want to see those images once again.
But wait...it might be different.
I might see happiness in my future.
I could see the warm smiles of people.
I would be able to feel love once again.
But taking chances isn't always right.
Taking chances could make things worse.
If I don't take this chance though,
I might never know what to do.
So I say this...
I'm gonna take another road.
Just to see where this might take me.
If it's good, then praise it.
If it's bad, then I will live with it.
This is the other road of life.
Poetry of '08: What did I do?!
Posted 2/25/2008 9:27:45 PM
I keep lookin back...I'm not sure why.
Can you tell me why?
Can you tell me how?
I shouldn't think like this.
I just seem confused.
Did I do this to myself? Or...to you?
Why can't I move?
Why can't I breathe?
I try so hard...but can't do anything right.
Should it be like this?
I have so many damn questions.
But they just keep turning on me.
I just can't seem to do anything right.
Why? Why? Why is it like this?
Was it me? Or...was it you?
Can't you speak?
Can't you tell me what I did wrong?
Tell me DAMN IT!
What did I do?!
Posted 2/25/2008 9:27:45 PM
I keep lookin back...I'm not sure why.
Can you tell me why?
Can you tell me how?
I shouldn't think like this.
I just seem confused.
Did I do this to myself? Or...to you?
Why can't I move?
Why can't I breathe?
I try so hard...but can't do anything right.
Should it be like this?
I have so many damn questions.
But they just keep turning on me.
I just can't seem to do anything right.
Why? Why? Why is it like this?
Was it me? Or...was it you?
Can't you speak?
Can't you tell me what I did wrong?
Tell me DAMN IT!
What did I do?!
Poetry of '08: The Failure
Posted 1/27/2008 8:23:08 PM
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I can't say sorry to all the people that I've hurt.
So many lives have been broken.
I punished myself for all the things I've done to you.
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I don't know what to say from here on out.
I mean there really isn't anything I can do about it now.
If I could go back I would change so many things.
I would've told that girl how I really felt to her face.
I would've lived with my best friends dating.
I wouldn't have protected all the people that I did.
But since I've already failed you.
I guess I have to live my life as the failure.
Posted 1/27/2008 8:23:08 PM
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I can't say sorry to all the people that I've hurt.
So many lives have been broken.
I punished myself for all the things I've done to you.
I'm the one that let you down.
I'm the person that couldn't impress you.
I failed you at friendship.
I don't know what to say from here on out.
I mean there really isn't anything I can do about it now.
If I could go back I would change so many things.
I would've told that girl how I really felt to her face.
I would've lived with my best friends dating.
I wouldn't have protected all the people that I did.
But since I've already failed you.
I guess I have to live my life as the failure.
Poetry of '08: Home (Far Away) [sry to make you wait]
Posted 1/16/2008 9:01:16 PM
Hey everyone, it's been awhile. I haven't been on for awhile or since I wrote that last poem. I'm reading though my comments and Nusaiba left me comments saying that I haven't been posting. Well sorry haven't had anytime, I've been in school most of the time so I haven't had time. Sorry. But I finally got a sec to put this one on here. So I hope you like it. Peace.
Kyle
P.S.
Thanks Nusaiba for commenting me though. I apprciate it.
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Home (Far Away)
Looking up at these stars.
I don't care what I'm looking at,
because it just doesn't bring me back to you.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be.
Please tell me why I've traveled so far?
Tell me how I keep getting farther away.
Going back there would be so sweet.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
People just aren't the same.
Take me there...back to the place,
where everything is just right.
Oh I want to be home.
Back to the place where I lived.
But I'm just to far away.
I want to run back to the place,
where I once walked down.
Back to the place where smiles are warm.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
But I'm going home.
Back to...home.
Posted 1/16/2008 9:01:16 PM
Hey everyone, it's been awhile. I haven't been on for awhile or since I wrote that last poem. I'm reading though my comments and Nusaiba left me comments saying that I haven't been posting. Well sorry haven't had anytime, I've been in school most of the time so I haven't had time. Sorry. But I finally got a sec to put this one on here. So I hope you like it. Peace.
Kyle
P.S.
Thanks Nusaiba for commenting me though. I apprciate it.
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Home (Far Away)
Looking up at these stars.
I don't care what I'm looking at,
because it just doesn't bring me back to you.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be.
Please tell me why I've traveled so far?
Tell me how I keep getting farther away.
Going back there would be so sweet.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
People just aren't the same.
Take me there...back to the place,
where everything is just right.
Oh I want to be home.
Back to the place where I lived.
But I'm just to far away.
I want to run back to the place,
where I once walked down.
Back to the place where smiles are warm.
I want to go home.
To the place where you were there.
To my family that I care for so much.
Things just aren't what they use to be
But I'm going home.
Back to...home.
Poetry of '07: Forever [Last Poem of 2007]
Posted 12/28/2007 2:30:22 PM
Never again I guess.
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
One day I will be more than I am now.
I know that...that day is no time soon.
I love you with more than I'm use to.
The things that I've done,
the things that will happen.
Are just part of the long road.
Please don't get me wrong
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
So that this will last forever.
Please tell me what I can do better.
Tell me what I've done wrong.
Show me how to change my ways.
So that this can last forever.
So...
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
To make this last forever.
Posted 12/28/2007 2:30:22 PM
Never again I guess.
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
One day I will be more than I am now.
I know that...that day is no time soon.
I love you with more than I'm use to.
The things that I've done,
the things that will happen.
Are just part of the long road.
Please don't get me wrong
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
So that this will last forever.
Please tell me what I can do better.
Tell me what I've done wrong.
Show me how to change my ways.
So that this can last forever.
So...
Please don't get me wrong.
I want this to go on forever.
I just cannot find the words,
to say to you.
To make this last forever.
Poetry of '07: Dreams
Posted 12/13/2007 8:06:04 PM
Why must these dreams haunt me?
They just want to hurt me.
I've done so many bad things in my life.
I know this, why must they keep reminding me?
I hate this.
It hurts just to write this.
This just gets to me and I show so much emotion.
I hurt the ones around me, and I don't want to.
I sit here with a pencil in one hand.
I sit here with a broken hand in the other.
I put myself so much pain because of these.
I shouldn't let it get to me.
Then why do I?
These dreams just want to make my life miserable.
There is nothing I can do about this.
I guess I'm giving up.
I'm letting these stupid things take me.
I'm going to let them swallow me up.
So I guess this is the end really.
Nothing more to say, but so long and farewell.
Don't haunt me anymore.
For I have nothing more to defend myself with.
Just go away...that's all I ask from you.
Posted 12/13/2007 8:06:04 PM
Why must these dreams haunt me?
They just want to hurt me.
I've done so many bad things in my life.
I know this, why must they keep reminding me?
I hate this.
It hurts just to write this.
This just gets to me and I show so much emotion.
I hurt the ones around me, and I don't want to.
I sit here with a pencil in one hand.
I sit here with a broken hand in the other.
I put myself so much pain because of these.
I shouldn't let it get to me.
Then why do I?
These dreams just want to make my life miserable.
There is nothing I can do about this.
I guess I'm giving up.
I'm letting these stupid things take me.
I'm going to let them swallow me up.
So I guess this is the end really.
Nothing more to say, but so long and farewell.
Don't haunt me anymore.
For I have nothing more to defend myself with.
Just go away...that's all I ask from you.
Poetry of '07: Cry
Posted 12/9/2007 9:35:53 PM
We cry for so many reason.
Just that one little tear down our face.
Sometimes of joy, sometimes of sadness.
When it just happens to be sad.
It hurts like the first time over and over.
You feel like dying sometimes because of it.
You hold yourself back for so many reasons.
You ask yourself why!? Why it happened to you?
When it happens to be to joy it's wonderful.
You can cry for joy, just because your happy.
You cry for joy, because that one person made you smile.
Crying is a good and bad thing.
We do it to make us happy,
or to show other's were sad.
Why must we shed those tears?
Why is just the question we ask.
Posted 12/9/2007 9:35:53 PM
We cry for so many reason.
Just that one little tear down our face.
Sometimes of joy, sometimes of sadness.
When it just happens to be sad.
It hurts like the first time over and over.
You feel like dying sometimes because of it.
You hold yourself back for so many reasons.
You ask yourself why!? Why it happened to you?
When it happens to be to joy it's wonderful.
You can cry for joy, just because your happy.
You cry for joy, because that one person made you smile.
Crying is a good and bad thing.
We do it to make us happy,
or to show other's were sad.
Why must we shed those tears?
Why is just the question we ask.
Poetry of '07: Questions
Posted 11/24/2007 8:11:31 PM
So many hateful thought run though my head.
I thought you called me your friend?
You must be lying to me.
Why is it every time I stick up for you,
you turn your back on me?
Answer me these stupid little questions.
I know where this is going to lead me.
I know what road this is going down again.
This time I won't be on your side.
This time I won't protect you.
That's right I'm smiling.
I don't feel bad for these words.
I could care less if you never spoke to me again.
Because all I care about right now is
the truth from you.
So answer my questions...
Am I really your best friend?
Am I the person that I try to be for you?
Why don't you trust me?
These are my questions...
are you willing to answer them.
Posted 11/24/2007 8:11:31 PM
So many hateful thought run though my head.
I thought you called me your friend?
You must be lying to me.
Why is it every time I stick up for you,
you turn your back on me?
Answer me these stupid little questions.
I know where this is going to lead me.
I know what road this is going down again.
This time I won't be on your side.
This time I won't protect you.
That's right I'm smiling.
I don't feel bad for these words.
I could care less if you never spoke to me again.
Because all I care about right now is
the truth from you.
So answer my questions...
Am I really your best friend?
Am I the person that I try to be for you?
Why don't you trust me?
These are my questions...
are you willing to answer them.
Poetry of '07: Days & Nights
Posted 11/23/2007 9:11:12 PM
Look back at the days we once shared.
Weren't they so great?
So many days and nights go by.
So many years have pasted.
I don't want to forget,
all the memories that we shared.
As the wind touches my face.
I think about they times we shared.
So many hot summer days,
and cold winter nights,
that we shared as friend.
Things just can't be the way they once were.
I want to feel the way we once did.
But those days have gone.
As I look back on all the photos.
All those days and nights.
I wouldn't turn my back on any of them.
Because they hold a place to next to my heart.
As you still do, that will never change.
Posted 11/23/2007 9:11:12 PM
Look back at the days we once shared.
Weren't they so great?
So many days and nights go by.
So many years have pasted.
I don't want to forget,
all the memories that we shared.
As the wind touches my face.
I think about they times we shared.
So many hot summer days,
and cold winter nights,
that we shared as friend.
Things just can't be the way they once were.
I want to feel the way we once did.
But those days have gone.
As I look back on all the photos.
All those days and nights.
I wouldn't turn my back on any of them.
Because they hold a place to next to my heart.
As you still do, that will never change.
Poetry of '07: What Am I Saying?
Posted 11/11/2007 1:11:03 AM
So many times I want to say the right things.
I don't think I always do.
No matter how many times I try, I end up failing.
Wait does it matter to you?
You've given me this chance like no other.
I'm glad you have, because I don't know any other.
So here I am writing this down.
No cares in the world.
I don't know how to express how I feel about you,
I could just say it but I have no will to do so.
I want to tell you so bad.
Why can't I just say it!?
This is just a way to say,
well I really don't know what I'm saying.
Posted 11/11/2007 1:11:03 AM
So many times I want to say the right things.
I don't think I always do.
No matter how many times I try, I end up failing.
Wait does it matter to you?
You've given me this chance like no other.
I'm glad you have, because I don't know any other.
So here I am writing this down.
No cares in the world.
I don't know how to express how I feel about you,
I could just say it but I have no will to do so.
I want to tell you so bad.
Why can't I just say it!?
This is just a way to say,
well I really don't know what I'm saying.
Poetry of '07: My Farewell
Posted 11/6/2007 10:16:10 PM
I'm not wanted around here.
I tried protecting you, but I failed.
I was told, just to leave you alone,
but I chose not to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
It seems as though you don't want me here.
I tried helping you when you needed me,
but you just didn't want to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
So where do we go from here?
Do I just accept it?
If you want me to,
I guess I'm going to have to say my farewell.
Posted 11/6/2007 10:16:10 PM
I'm not wanted around here.
I tried protecting you, but I failed.
I was told, just to leave you alone,
but I chose not to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
It seems as though you don't want me here.
I tried helping you when you needed me,
but you just didn't want to listen.
So I'm saying my farewell.
To all the fun times we once had.
To you and I bein' friends.
So where do we go from here?
Do I just accept it?
If you want me to,
I guess I'm going to have to say my farewell.
Randomish: A Joke
Posted 10/28/2007 9:43:17 PM
So, you got a Green Beret, a Navy SEAL and a sister from Brooklyn. The General hands
each of them a gun and says, "Your spouse is seated next door in a room in a chair. In order to pass this test, you must go inside and kill them." Immediately the Green Beret says, "No sir, I could never kill my wife. I just can't do it." The General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes. Take your wife and go on home." Navy Seal then heads in. Five minutes later, comes out, tears strolling down his face. "I tried, I tried, I tried, I just can't do it, she looks so beautiful in the chair, I can't do it." General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes." Finally, sister from Brooklyn strolls in with a swagger. Shots rang out, there's banging, there's screaming, it's going crazy! Suddenly, everything goes silent. The General says, "Well, what the hell happened inside?" The sister from Brooklyn screams back, "The damn gun had blanks in it, so I had to beat him to death with my bare hands."
Posted 10/28/2007 9:43:17 PM
So, you got a Green Beret, a Navy SEAL and a sister from Brooklyn. The General hands
each of them a gun and says, "Your spouse is seated next door in a room in a chair. In order to pass this test, you must go inside and kill them." Immediately the Green Beret says, "No sir, I could never kill my wife. I just can't do it." The General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes. Take your wife and go on home." Navy Seal then heads in. Five minutes later, comes out, tears strolling down his face. "I tried, I tried, I tried, I just can't do it, she looks so beautiful in the chair, I can't do it." General looks at him and says, "You know what? You ain't got what it takes." Finally, sister from Brooklyn strolls in with a swagger. Shots rang out, there's banging, there's screaming, it's going crazy! Suddenly, everything goes silent. The General says, "Well, what the hell happened inside?" The sister from Brooklyn screams back, "The damn gun had blanks in it, so I had to beat him to death with my bare hands."
Poetry of '07: Around The World
Posted 10/21/2007 8:35:06 PM
Around The World
I sit here laying in my bed thinking of you.
I think back on the past couple of days.
This is how it went...
Back on the first day I asked you out.
I never planned to do it,
but it's not like it mattered it wasn't a bad decision.
We had so much fun that night...
even though it wasn't all planned.
The next day I just kept thinking of you.
You told me something about you,
and it broke my heart because I understood.
When I tried to talk to you about it, that's when it went bad.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
After that I felt like crap and I tried talking to you.
I know you didn't want to talk about it,
and I shouldn't have pushed you...I really shouldn't have.
I've tried avoiding the topic and I plan to for time to come.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
This isn't the best thing I've written in a long time,
but it's more of an apology then anything else.
Even though this doesn't sound the greatest.
I want to have...well I really don't know,
now that I've ruined everything.
I just don't know what to say.
But...
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
Posted 10/21/2007 8:35:06 PM
Around The World
I sit here laying in my bed thinking of you.
I think back on the past couple of days.
This is how it went...
Back on the first day I asked you out.
I never planned to do it,
but it's not like it mattered it wasn't a bad decision.
We had so much fun that night...
even though it wasn't all planned.
The next day I just kept thinking of you.
You told me something about you,
and it broke my heart because I understood.
When I tried to talk to you about it, that's when it went bad.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
After that I felt like crap and I tried talking to you.
I know you didn't want to talk about it,
and I shouldn't have pushed you...I really shouldn't have.
I've tried avoiding the topic and I plan to for time to come.
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
This isn't the best thing I've written in a long time,
but it's more of an apology then anything else.
Even though this doesn't sound the greatest.
I want to have...well I really don't know,
now that I've ruined everything.
I just don't know what to say.
But...
Even though everything has gone wrong,
I want to make it up to you...
Even if it makes me go all around the world...
Poetry of '07: Bluntly
Posted 10/18/2007 1:24:34 PM
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So many days go by
Worse and worse it gets
I try so many times to stop it
But it just never works out
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
Let me tell you now before it’s to late.
I thought I could let you in
I told you so many things
I thought I could trust you with them
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So goodbye because I don’t want or need you
Let me go, because I’m letting all our things go
I can’t write, I can’t speak….
So…
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
Posted 10/18/2007 1:24:34 PM
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So many days go by
Worse and worse it gets
I try so many times to stop it
But it just never works out
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
Let me tell you now before it’s to late.
I thought I could let you in
I told you so many things
I thought I could trust you with them
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
So goodbye because I don’t want or need you
Let me go, because I’m letting all our things go
I can’t write, I can’t speak….
So…
Let me put it bluntly for you.
I hate you, I don’t know why I let you in.
FeedBack
Nusaiba
8/11/2008 6:07:09 AM
The Crimson Poet? I should get a name myself.
Mistletoe
2/23/2008 1:35:33 PM
Happy Birthday, Kyle! :o) I hope this day is the bestest day ever! Have fun. :o)
Nusaiba
1/13/2008 11:01:04 AM
You haven't written yet!
Nusaiba
1/12/2008 10:51:50 AM
Its been a long time since you wrote, why dont you write anymore? I like your posts.
Nusaiba
1/2/2008 5:48:38 AM
Welcome to 2008!
Nusaiba
11/24/2007 7:24:23 AM
i like the picture of tyson u have there. i never knew he can look so good!:)
jamieiez81
3/2/2007 8:00:31 AM
have a great weekend
shawn
2/2/2007 11:49:22 PM
have a great weekend
kamea
1/10/2007 4:33:24 AM
I totally forgot – Happy New Year!!!
Noel
12/23/2006 6:49:03 PM
May this year's christmas eve be a truly holy night! Let us anticipate a joyous celebration for the birth of Our Lord, Jesus on Christmas Day.
silver-dew-drop
11/24/2006 6:44:24 PM
Thanks for your comment. Ya not been around much. Uni & life keeping me insanely busy! But isn't that always the way? haha
ILUV_JEN
11/19/2006 3:51:38 AM
hello can you be my friends
Lazybones
11/18/2006 11:47:11 PM
here's some advice:
Good writers borrow from the work of better writers.
Great writers steal
;)
woit
11/10/2006 6:35:20 AM
hello....
fairy136
11/8/2006 6:14:39 PM
Your very welcome Have a wonderful evening.
fairy136
11/6/2006 5:47:25 PM
I like your poetry very nice!
shawn
10/17/2006 7:03:47 PM
hi,morning.hope you have a nice day
Bunny
10/13/2006 10:06:36 AM
Hi come join our chat room, click on the button in my bio.
shawn
10/10/2006 5:38:19 AM
Just stopped to say hello:)
shawn
10/5/2006 7:43:38 PM
hi,morning.how are you today?
8/11/2008 6:07:09 AM
The Crimson Poet? I should get a name myself.
Mistletoe
2/23/2008 1:35:33 PM
Happy Birthday, Kyle! :o) I hope this day is the bestest day ever! Have fun. :o)
Nusaiba
1/13/2008 11:01:04 AM
You haven't written yet!
Nusaiba
1/12/2008 10:51:50 AM
Its been a long time since you wrote, why dont you write anymore? I like your posts.
Nusaiba
1/2/2008 5:48:38 AM
Welcome to 2008!
Nusaiba
11/24/2007 7:24:23 AM
i like the picture of tyson u have there. i never knew he can look so good!:)
jamieiez81
3/2/2007 8:00:31 AM
have a great weekend
shawn
2/2/2007 11:49:22 PM
have a great weekend
kamea
1/10/2007 4:33:24 AM
I totally forgot – Happy New Year!!!
Noel
12/23/2006 6:49:03 PM
May this year's christmas eve be a truly holy night! Let us anticipate a joyous celebration for the birth of Our Lord, Jesus on Christmas Day.
silver-dew-drop
11/24/2006 6:44:24 PM
Thanks for your comment. Ya not been around much. Uni & life keeping me insanely busy! But isn't that always the way? haha
ILUV_JEN
11/19/2006 3:51:38 AM
hello can you be my friends
Lazybones
11/18/2006 11:47:11 PM
here's some advice:
Good writers borrow from the work of better writers.
Great writers steal
;)
woit
11/10/2006 6:35:20 AM
hello....
fairy136
11/8/2006 6:14:39 PM
Your very welcome Have a wonderful evening.
fairy136
11/6/2006 5:47:25 PM
I like your poetry very nice!
shawn
10/17/2006 7:03:47 PM
hi,morning.hope you have a nice day
Bunny
10/13/2006 10:06:36 AM
Hi come join our chat room, click on the button in my bio.
shawn
10/10/2006 5:38:19 AM
Just stopped to say hello:)
shawn
10/5/2006 7:43:38 PM
hi,morning.how are you today?
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