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You May Be a Bit Borderline... Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!What Personality Disorder Are You? (0) Comments

Posted: 3/20/2007 11:24:44 PM

Haaaaaaaahahaha!!! Thanks Meka Mwah!

Your Fortune Is Baseball got it all wrong — man with four balls cannot walk. The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator (0) Comments

Posted: 3/20/2007 11:09:59 PM

hello ppl

today was very interesting day i read this really great book from an author that i really didn't expect much from but it was a regular story filled drama and was very funny and entertaining while making a very big statement about life. the main point was that life is short and that we should really make it count while we still have it. love hard and don't give up on your dreams or waste precious time on trivial things that won't matter when your six feet under. something really weird has been going lately and i can't pick up on what it all means but i seem to be surrounded by death. my week started out with the eulogies as i told you before and then i found out about sarah, i had a dream someone died, and in the book i read the main character that i had spent the better part the past two-days getting know and love died a sudden violent death. I have been thinking that it all means one of two things either its a warning to me that i may be doing something terribly wrong in my life or someone close to me is going to die and honestly i am leaning towards the first one cause i don't think i could handle the ladder.... but i do think that i have not been making the most of my life, i just work and that's it and i am definately not working on fullfilling my dreams and when i think about that way, it makes me wonder if all i am working for is nothing but the next dollar and that's no way to live. on top of that i happen to not be doing anything worthwhile outside of working and i know that i haven't told half the people i love that i love them in days or even months some of them years...i am going to challenge my self to always be happy and do somethig everyday to make difference somewhere in someone's life in a positive way and i challenge you all to do the same. it doesn't take much you could simply say hi to a stranger or even smile without even saying a word and make that stranger's day. i know that i love my life but its time for me to live it like i do cause i have been taking such a precious gift for granted for far too long much love and of course plenty of (((hugs))) to you all (0) Comments

Posted: 3/20/2007 9:34:33 PM

200 random questions

1. What was the last movie you saw in a theater? Norbit 2. Would you eat human flesh for money? No 3. Do you get enough exercise? No 4. Have you ever searched for your own name on Google? No 5. When you wake up, what is the first thing you think? What time is it? 6. What was the last compliment you received? I Have a beautiful voice 7. Touch or be touched? mmmm be touched 8. Do you believe in aliens? yes and no 9. What's your favorite band? Depends on my mood. 10. Have you ever been on a cruise? No. 11. Why do you admire people? Idk right now i don't 12. Last time you spent $100, and what for? Groceries 13. Do you like poetry? Yes. 14. Favorite city? Atlanta 15. Do you drink soda? only pepsi 16. Do you still use film for cameras? sometimes. 17. Do you study the Bible? No 18. What is your screen name? h8luvnu, taz08us, taz_08us 19. Who DID let the dogs out? ruff ruff ruff ruff 20. Do you hold grudges? yes, but i really try not to 21. Last time you saw your mom? 5 minutes ago 22. Do you get annoyed easily? yes 23. Would you date someone older than you? Yes 24. Where do you live? with my mom 25. Have you ever peed your pants after age 8? Yes...I have nothing more to say 26. Would you go skydiving? No 27. Do you like dancing? Yes 28. Collar popped or normal? Normal 29. Croutons or bacon bits? Bacon bit 30. Have you ever been expelled from school? No 31. Have you ever tackled someone? no 32. Where did you last go on vacation? Vegas 33. Do you like the band Radiohead? Who? 34. Favorite food? filet mignon 35. Do you pray? Yes 36. What is your dream job? to be a writer 37. Would you sell your soul to the Devil? no 38. What's your favorite drink? Hypnotic and pineapple juice 39. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? Yes 40. What is your favorite hair style? i don't hae one 41. Last kiss? what kind? 42. Do you believe in soul mates? Yes 43. Hot or cold? cold 44. Have you ever trusted in Jesus Christ as your savior? YES 45. Are you afraid of the dark? YES. 46. You're having a bad day. Who do you want to talk to? my bestfriend but she never answers te phone. 47. What is your favorite type of music? r&b. 48. Have you ever gone rock climbing? No 49. Snakes or rabbits? rabbits. 50. Have you ever been in love? unfortunately 51. What was your New Year's resolution? I didn't bother making any this year 52. If you had to get married now, who would you want to marry? Hiram. 53. Your crush's first name: Hiram 54. What was the last insult you GAVE? Ugly poopyface 56. Apple or Microsoft? Microsoft. 57. You are about to die. What do you do with your worldly possesions? Give them away 58. Last time you used the bathroom? Few hours ago. 59. Yoga or pilates? yoga 60. What is your biggest fear? Heights. 61. Do you have any piercings? Ears 62. What's your favorite movie? Menace II Society 63. Have you ever stolen something over $20? no 64. Yahoo or Google? Yahoo 65. Have you ever cut off a limb? no 66. Have you ever made a blood oath? No 67. Have you ever had a crush on the same sex? yes 68. Favorite type of sock? ankle. 69. Would you drop out of school or quit your job? Maybe 70. Would you date someone you met online? maybe. 71. Do you like your name? Yes 72. What's the most common name you know? brittany 73. What is the last thing you said to someone? Why are you so excited? 74. What's your favorite animal? don't have one. 75. Abercrombie or Hollister? Neither. 76. McDonalds or Burger King? Wendy’s 77. What is one thing that annoys you? Lies. 78. Have you ever gone a week without showering? No 79. Would you dress as the opposite sex? ummm mo. 80. Have you ever met a celebrity? yes. 81. Rhyme, free verse, or slant rhyme? free verse. 82. What's the longest car ride/road trip you've been on? 6 hours. 83. Is there happiness in slavery? No 84. Do you personally know any bums? no 85. Name one person you love, and why: my mommy...need i say more?? 86. Favorite type of shoe? tennis 87. Have you ever tried to bite a dentist? No 88. How many times a day do you go on Myspace? none 89. New York or California? cali baby!!! 90. Have you ever read an article about defeating MySpace addiction? No 91. 'Digged' or 'dug'? Dug 92. Have you ever written a song? yes 93. Would you live on another planet if it were possible? No. 94. Do you have a bad life? No 95. Why do you like the music you do? i just do 96. Orange juice or apple juice? Orange juice 97. Do you like dogs? no 98. Have you ever gone to a mall? Yes 99. Have you ever been arrested? No 100. How do you vent anger? Journaling. 101. Have you ever been surfing? No 102. Kleenex or Puffs? paper towel 103. What's your favorite color? orange 104. Where were you born? brotman hospital 105. Have you ever done yoga? No 106. Do you read much? Every day 107. Last text? to this guy telling him he was so typical 108. Watching or playing sports? depends on which sport 109. Do you believe that animals have souls? Yes 110. Do you know how to drive a car? Yes 111. Do you get along with your parents? yes 112. Say something annoying. Something annoying 113. What is your favorite male name? jayden 114. Have you ever been to a beach? Yes 115. Do you send chain letters very often? No. 116. Have you ever been on a roller coaster? yes 117. Do you wear deoderant? Of course. 118. Your first crush: I don't remember his name..but i was either in 1st grade or kindergarden 119. What is your favorite flavor in general? pink carnation 120. What are you wearing right now? pajamas 121. Do animals go to Heaven? sure why not 122. Good or evil? no comment 123. Are you ghetto? i can be 124. Have you ever failed a grade? No 125. Have you ever made out with just a friend? yes 126. Would you live in a different country? Yes 127. Would you go skinny dipping? yes. 128. Favorite country? idk 129. Do you like your neighbors? Why or why not? I don’t know my neighbors 130. Have you ever asked someone out? Yes 131. Do you like thunderstorms? no 132. Do you want to talk to anyone right now? 133. Who do you NOT want to meet? If I don’t yet know them, then I wouldn’t know if I want to meet them or not, would I? 134. What's your phone ringtone? vibrate 135. Have you ever been racist? No 136. Do you feel sad often? just right now 137. What would you NEVER change about the past? Any of the good things that I enjoyed or am proud of. 138. What do you think about homosexual marriage? To each their own 139. What size shoe do you wear? 7 ½ 140. What does your name mean? idk 141. What are you listening to right now? Shareefa 142. Do you want to go to college? not right now 143. Have you ever eaten sushi? no 144. Pancakes or waffles? Pancakes 145. What do you call those little plastic things on the ends of shoelaces? Plastic things on the ends of shoelaces 146. Do you sing? Not n e more 147. Do you drink alcohol? yes i need dome now 148. Lace or satin? satin 149. Hamburgers or cheeseburgers? Cheeseburgers. 150. Have you ever been hit on by the same sex? Yes 151. Have you ever yelled at a telemarketer? No 152. What is your favorite name? Arnita 153. Would you give me $5? No 154. What is your hair color? burgandy black and purple 155. Would you set yourself on fire? No. 156. Would you smoke? yes 157. Why are they called fingers if they don't fing? Wtf 158. Do you wear makeup? no 159. What kind of music do you hate? metal 160. How easily do you trust people? too easily 161. Have you ever smoked? yes. 162. Do you have any tattoos? no 163. What's your favorite song? Depends on my mood 164. Have you ever cried in public? Yes. 165. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes 166. Group or single dates? Single. 167. Have you ever gone to a private school? yes 168. Land or water? Land 169. Would you date someone younger than you? no 170. Rock or rap? Neither 171. Math or science? Science 172. What's your favorite store? don't have 1 173. Do you think you're attractive? Yes 174. Do you have a soul? Yes 175. How often do you visit your myspace/xanga/etc profile? don't have one 176. Do you memorize random facts? umm no. 177. Would you chug beer? No 178. Are you a vegetarian? No 179. How are you feeling right now? depressed. 180. Are you rude? Sometimes 181. Have you ever left the house naked? No. 182. If you could go to one place right now, it would be: to see him 183. Cappuccino or coffee? Cappucino. 184. Will the world end in fire or ice? We won’t be around to know, so I don’t suppose it matters.---i agree 185. Emily Dickinson or Walt Whitman? eh 186. Have you ever kissed someone? Yes 187. Favorite month? february 188. Do you have a boyfriend? No 189. Mom or Dad? mom 190. Have you ever been home schooled? No. 191. What is your eye color? brown 192. Emotional or physical pain? Neither, thank you. 193. Have you ever danced in public? Yes. 194. How much do you weigh? none of your business 195. Do you know any foreign languages? No 196. Do you consider yourself religious? More spiritual than religious 197. Would you have plastic surgery? No 198. Have you ever been abducted by aliens? Not to my knowledge 199. Do you find dead people interesting? No 200. What is something you wish you were better at? Everything (2) Comments

Posted: 3/18/2007 9:11:05 PM

just gibberish: Today

was ok i just did the usual sunday stuff: work my second job, run sum errands, ect. but i didn't feel like doing the laundry so i didn't....i'm actually feeling alil depressed i think its because for about the last month or so all i have done is work, work , work...i need to do something fun just for the hell of it...but its really hard when i don't have a car because i really don't like to borrow my moms for my own personal stuff but i am goin to say hell with all of that and something soon cause i need to know i am still alive....to hell with these bills!!!! but yeah so i'm goin to listen to music now and prolly fall asleep in my favorite rocking chair and when i wake up some family memeber will be tellin me to go to bed then shortly after that it will time start all over again from monday and i am determined to make this week exciting..each day i am doing to do a new random thing....tata ppl (((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 3/18/2007 8:33:30 PM

No words

Tonight has been very....not good...i just got back from cryingXinside's blog and I am waiting for the part well someone says...just kidding and laughs but since it was posted on the 20th of last month I guess that part is never coming...I didn't know her personally but it still saddens me. She was a really sweet person and I know I'm late but I am sure that she is in a much better place....RIP SARAH (((HUGS))) I started out this evening sitting in front of the pc at my moms desk and seeing eulogies of loved who have passed recently out on the desk. I looked at through them briefly pausing on a particular picture of them smiling and laughing and I tried to go back moment I shared with them and remember their essence....then I realized that what gets me through everyday is that I forget they are gone and I fought back tears and mourned over them again...briefly before placing the eulogies in a desk drawer and closing it once again forgetting that they are gone.... (0) Comments

Posted: 3/17/2007 10:40:59 PM

I'm BACK!!!...for now

Hey hey ppl well nothing really has been happening. I just go to work which due to recent lay offs has been boring as hell because I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I am still with my girlfriend and I do not talk to my ex anymore, well we aren't dating but we call one another to say hello once and a while. My two new nieces are great and beautiful. They are growing up so fast right before my eyes, its amazing and I just found out that one of that one of my oldest friends is pregnant as well. I am so happy; if all my friends keep up having babies like this I will never need any of my own, lol....but life is ok, I cannot honestly complain about anything. I hope that you all are well and have fantastically magnificent weekends... ...til next time (((HUGS))) (0) Comments

Posted: 3/17/2007 10:06:43 PM

just gibberish: nothing really

man....so as i predicted this web site has been blocked from my work...so i won't be able to post blogs as often.... thank you everyone for all your birthday wishes they made me smile....they meant more to me than you have known because i had a really rough day that day and when i got on that night and saw them all....it definately helped :)) well i got to go get ready for work....ttyl (((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 2/19/2007 9:35:13 AM

yay

today at 12:32pm est my bestfriend gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, Dayton Danielle. She weighs 7lbs 13oz....yay!!!! (1) Comments

Posted: 1/31/2007 3:01:19 PM

just gibberish: thank GOD for coffee

So at 4:30 this morning i'm all scrambling out of bed to turn off the alarm and i am most certainly not ready to get up because its been so long since i had get up that early. My girlfriend was all trying to cuddle as i am struggling to wake up and all i can grumble is coffee....i need coffee before rolling out of the bed. once i am up..i am up i take a long shower but i'm still a lil groggy as i greet my girlfriend with her usual shower of morining breath kisses before i get dressed. now getting dressed is usually the part that wakes me up because no matter how well i prepare myself the night before i always manage to have to run around the house like a chicken with my head cut off....this is my morning excersise, lol....so while i am doing this my girlfriend is making me coffee and i doctor it up with sugar and chocolate ice cream i taste it amd my morning is complete...by the time i have a few sips and run around some more gathering everything i need for the day i am wide awake....so that's a great start to my day i jog to car cuz its raining and i put on my driving music because thanks to my coffee i am fully functional and ready to go and now here i am after two cups of coffee during my hour drive to work i am alert and ready to go....only work is slow but i don't mind because that gives me lots of time to type to you..... GOOODMORNING EVERY1!!!!!!! I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE GREAT DAYS!!!!! (((HUGS))) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/31/2007 9:22:52 AM

my brain hurts

i just got out of a meeting about new things that will be coming up. it was alot of information to process but i was very interesting none the less so no i am back lonely and bored at my desk for two and a half more hours... overall today has gone well...nothing exciting but well...time didn't creep slowly by and i will be off soon. tomorrow will be a long day though because i have to be out my house at 5:45am at the lastest and then when i get off at 4 i have to change and we are going straight to the concert and idk what time i will get home it will probably be 12 or so so i will be really tired thursady...i feel it already well type to you all later(((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/30/2007 6:39:55 PM

Goodmorning

Its cold today and it definately looks like rain, i wish i was at home so that i get nice and cozy near the window to enjoy the rain and watch a good movie. but i am at work and will be all day... my best friend is going to have her labor induced tonight and will be making me aunt for the second time this year already...so now i have start planning a trip to ohio so that i can meet my niece. i love babies so i can't wait. i am so excited....tomorrow night my girlfriend and i will be at a india arie concert they are even serving dinner so i will have to be at work by 7 tomorrow so that i can get off and 4 which should give me plenty of time to get ready.... well i hope everyone has a wonderful day :)) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/30/2007 12:56:46 PM

well...

its about that time for me to start packing up n heading out it couldn't have come at a better a time because i am getting sleepy again....i hope all have wonderful evenings, rest well and i will type to you in the am ((((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/29/2007 8:54:38 PM

nothing really

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss...was soft and sweet 2. I am listening to...the clickity clacking of typing 3. I talk...way too much 4. I love...my noodle bop 5. My best friends are...Nia and Tiffany 6. My first real kiss...was gross and slimy...not what i was expecting 8. I hate it when people ask...me to sing 9. Love is...agony 10. Marriage is...not an option 11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...you light up my life 12. I'll always...see you when i close my eyes 13. I have a secret crush on...its not a secret 14. The last time I cried was because...i miss him so very much 15. My cell phone is...charging at the moment 16. When I wake up in the morning...i take a shower 17. Before I go to bed...i fall asleep on the couch 18. Right now I am thinking about...my new niece Maliah and how long her mom is taking to send me new pics 19. Babies are...blessings from God 20. I get on NB...to tell my story 21. Today I...went to work 22. Tonight I will...sleep 23. Tomorrow I will be...working 24. I really want to be...happy (1) Comments

Posted: 1/29/2007 7:14:42 PM

3 more hours

my how time flies...but none the less i am ready to go anyways because i am cold. i am not as sleepy as i was i think that my blood sugar was low or something bcuz i ate some food and was much better...i really don't know that's just my wild guess...its a nice quiet day around here and i like that...i do wish i had a radio tho...i should have bought one by now but i guess i'm surviving without so it really doesn't matter.... (0) Comments

Posted: 1/29/2007 5:49:38 PM

thinking ramdomly

i'm sleepy bored and work is slow....i got into a little argument with my mom this morning and i don't think i will be speaking to her for a while...i have been enjoying myself more these days and i'm not going to let her bring me down...i actually want to move out...so after i get my car out te shop i am going to open a savings account and start paying her 2-4 hundred dollars a month to sleep on the floor an start looking for my own place...i decided that i don't want any children because i never want to be a her...i just want to live my life and be happy just being me.... omg i am soo tired and i don't why, if i weren't typing to you i would be falling asleep at my desk...oh i feel lots better health wise i started feelin better some on friday and 100% on saturday so my weekend went well...i think i am going to start goin to bed earlier or something because this is ridiculous...i still have like 6 more hours to work and i am barely keeping my eyes open... i still think about him everyday even when i am with her songs on the radio make me think of him watching tv makes me think of him damn near everything i do...i feel like i am lying to myself everyday that i walk around acting like i have forgotten about him and that things have changed but i've come too far to turn around and give up and just fall back into what we were like everything is alright so i will keep pushing forward and maybe what i feel will become less intense and maybe even forgettable...in time (0) Comments

Posted: 1/29/2007 3:23:59 PM

fridays are always good days

atleast i think they are supposed to be...and mines is going great so far..i figured out through reading and talking to my boss who i found out is also anemic....that plus the way my body reacted to hot chololate last night...that although my boil is painful i am more comfortable when i am warm so today i have kept my self bundled up and made sure that i have had hot tea and hot chocolate handy and i have been doing much better today i felt bad for a few hours before lunch but hot tea came to my aid and i am my normal bubbly self.... also through reading i learned a lot about my disease that my doctor did not tell me. also after talking to my boss who has also had boils (not to the extent that i have ofcourse)i realized that i have never had a doctor treat my anemia and skin disease together..my regular MD did say that the anemia makes me more prone to skin diseases but only treated the anemia and then my dermatologist only treated the boils...so i am going to start taking the ester C and slow fee(iron) until i can find and internal medicine MD to treat them both together....but for now hot drinks are keeping me warm and i feel tons better when i am warm....**smile** hope you all are enjoying your day and just in case i don't type to you have wonderful weekends as well (((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/26/2007 6:43:15 PM

i don't feel good

i'm not sick i just fel like i am...i have some wierd disease that is a from of acne, only i don't get pimples i get boils....they aren't typically huge and out in embarassing places nor do they usually last very long (as of the last 2 years...since they began to occur more frequently i have become a pro at identifying symtoms and gettin rid of them before they really attack; this one came out the blue and caught me off guard though)but they hurt like hell, give me a fever, lower my energy and make me feel like crap. It also seems to be paired with my anemia and can only attack when my body is not functioning at its best...so i have brought this all on myself by not eating the way i should, working myself to death and oh i stopped going to the doctor some months ago....i can tell you this, i am sooo ready to call my dermatologist and make an appointment but it just might not be so easy....because i only stopped going a few months ago because i don't want to miss time off work once a month...i haven't been hired on permanately yet and i really like and need this job :(( idk what i am going to do but the plan is to hold out a few more months before i begin my regular visits but if my health doesnt allow it i will see if i can change my schedule or something....but i really don't want to seem like a whiney cry baby (1) Comments

Posted: 1/25/2007 4:01:16 PM

just gibberish: :))

Hello everyone!!!! Happy Monday!!!!! My weekend was great it felt good to go out and have some fun, i forgot what it was like....that's really sad. So, from now on i promise not to let myself forget anymore because we all need to have some fun, right....well i think so. I don't feel all stressed and everything...so it seems today is goin really well and will be a good day. A great start to a great week! Well, I hope you all had wonderful weekends as well and also are getting your weeks started off well.....have a good day!!!!!! Oh...and Mika, utilize this time to get some rest hun (((hugs))) (((hugs))) for everyone!!!! (0) Comments

Posted: 1/22/2007 1:23:49 PM

just gibberish: HAPPY FRIDAY!!!

HAPPY FRIDAY PPO!!!!!! I hope that you all are having a wonderfully spectacular day!!!!! :)) (((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/19/2007 11:59:02 AM

HEY HEY PPO

hey all you crazy bloggers!!!! well for those of you that care today was a good day :)) but let me tell you what happened at target lastnight. first some backgroung info.... the bank that i bank with are really funny about me swiping my card too much. they will red flag and freeze my account, which i love because dispite the inconvience it tells me that they are on top of things. now said bank has given me like my fist credit card ever and i want to use it at target. i swear i must have gotten the dumbest cashier ever. at first everything was going so well until i left the store and realized he didn't activate my sister's tmobile minutes...so i go in and i tell him i don't think you activated this sir and all i want is for him to charge me for some minutes and be on my merry way.....but nooooo this guy wants to void my whole transaction which the products are already loaded in the car and try to add this item to my already paid through order. because he doesn't know what he is doing i put my card in the reader and whatever he is trying to do isn't working....now that he has finally called his manager my account is frozen. so i have to call the bank verify my identity and tell them what going on. my point in all this is that a simple procedure that should have taken no more that 5 minutes took me about 30..... it was frustratin and yes i was cussin everybody out (0) Comments

Posted: 1/18/2007 7:52:07 PM

Looked fun....

1. Where were you three hours ago? Sitting here at work 2. Who are you in love with? Hiram 3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? No 4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? My shirt my notepads my whole damn desk 5. When is the last time you went to the mall? About a month ago 6. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes 7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? Yup 8. When is the last time you drove out of town? Today 9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? No 10. Are you hot? Most definately!!! 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Water 12. What are you wearing right now? A black rocawear jacket, a black hoodie, a pink shirt, and jeans 13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? Let the car wash do it 14. Last food you ate? Tuna 15. Where were you last week at this time? right here 16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? not for myself 17. When is the last time you ran? yesterday to the car 18. What’s the last sporting event you watched? a football game last weekend 19. What is you favorite animal? the kitties 20. Your dream vacation? Hawaii 21. The last person’s house you were in? My aunt 22. Worst injury you ever had? A broken heart 23. Have you ever been in love? yes 24. Do you miss anyone right now? yes 25. Last play you saw? can't say i saw 1 26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? i don't have 1 27. What are your plans for tonight? Shopping 28. Who is the last person you sent a message or comment? mika 29. Next trip you are going to take? ohio 30. Ever go to camp? no 31. Were you an honor roll student in school? yes until high school 32. What do you want to know about the future? nothing...surprise me 33. Are wearing any perfume or cologne? no 34. Are you due sometime this year for your doctor’s visit? hmmmmm....am i going is the real question 35. Where is your best friend? I have two one is in ohio the other los angeles 36. How is your best friend? One is getting ready to have a baby and the other is new happy mommy 37. Do you have a tan? No 38. What are you listening to right now? The clickitty clacking of typing 39. Do you collect anything? Anything TAZ 40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know? Galeen 41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? A few months ago 42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? Pretty much all the time 43. What does your last text message say? New aim message 44. Do you like hot sauce? OH yes 45. Last time you took a shower? This mornin 46. Do you need to do laundry? Not yet 47. What is your heritage? That is confidential information 48. Are you someone’s best friend? Yes 49. Are you rich? Not by a long shot 50. What were you doing at 12am last night? Sleeping (0) Comments

Posted: 1/17/2007 8:45:23 PM

HIIIII Guys!!!

soooooo how's everyone tonight?? i am doing okay i am this close ~picture the index and thumb finger about two centimeters away from each other~ from gettingmy new phone!!! yay!!! that makes me happy, my mom's new-but-not-so-new boyfriend sent me the money so hopefully will get next week sometime. other than that today is just a regular old day. my moms car is fixd...for good this time and i am going out this weekend to do something fun and then i will relax....but as far as tonight, when i get off work in an hour i will deposit some money in the bank and go to the store i need a lil food and some more soap....yay, right...lol but for now i am still at work (boooooo!!!!) and i am definately ready to go, i got my jacket on and all things packed up for a quick exit... (0) Comments

Posted: 1/17/2007 7:49:00 PM

just gibberish: HMMMMM

my day is getting better..... (0) Comments

Posted: 1/16/2007 6:41:27 PM

hey

well i only got a few minutes before i am off so i just wanted to stop by and say hello you out there in bloggers land......have a great evening you all!!!!! (((hugs))) (1) Comments

Posted: 1/15/2007 8:54:44 PM

just gibberish: i gotta pee!!!!

no really i do but i don't feel like going to the bathroom....lol i know, how lazy is that right....well to rationalize, my break is in a few minutes so just might as well go then....now i don't seem so lazy now do i? lol i am soo bored.... hey sorry i haven't been bloggin to anyone that acutally misses my random bluntness and life stories but i have just been having some me time and thinking about stuff and trying to not think about my situation..... ooh oooh oooh time to go pee!!! n take my break tooo!!!! (1) Comments

Posted: 1/12/2007 7:12:19 PM

just gibberish: blah blah blah

i haven't been having a good week not terrible and tramatic just not good. i need to find something out hopefully tonight but i will be able to give u all more information after the weekend or sometime during.... (0) Comments

Posted: 1/12/2007 12:18:24 PM

yessssss

so i am doing much better i found a radio to listen and my mind is now at ease my headache has been gone for a while and i found some ppl in my building to conversate with for the 20 minutes prior to finding the radio....yay!!!! i love music so i will be doing much better now!!! (((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/5/2007 7:47:48 PM

grrrr

i am suffering from a headache and its kiling me and i think the fact that i can't wait to get off work is nothelping me...i am bored with no1 to talk to and ready to leave this place. whats the point in waiting all week for friday to get here if i am just goin to waste the day at work.....once again....grrrrrr-that's me makin my angry face..... guys i wish there was a way to make the time go by just a little bit faster....hmmm, maybe if i look at it like this: "just ont more hour til break, then after break only and hour and half left"....there things don't seem so bad... hold on i got a call.... ok i'm back, and i feel little better but my headache is still killing me. it still boring here too...noo one is here my office is practially empty and my friend moved to a different desk closer to her team....tdoay sucks. i just want to go home, i think i am sleepy or something because i get irritable when i am sleepy. i wish i could take a nap but i don't think they would pay me for that, lol....man, this is why i am always shopping because i get bored at work and next thing you know i'm reaching for my credit card....haha oh no wait, i mean grrrrrr see what a mess i am, yes i am sleepy becasue thats the only time i act this wierd... anyways, i'm with that subject. for now, i guess...but yea i called my mom and she was acting all funny. i don't why ususally she always something good to say or atleast some encouraging words and that's why i called her you know....but she was being a real pessimist..i don't know why and when i told her she wasn't being herself she told me to call her later..i wasn't being rude or anything....something must have happened with her boyfriend...that or either i was interrupting their conversation by calling her in the first place..i don't know but i don't care either because that is not my problem...but it was something to talk about for awhile.....so i guess i have killed some time...i am going to go try to play a game without getting n trouble...ttyl...and you what else, before i go, i am not going back to correct and spelling or grammer errors so just deal with it ppl!!!!!! ok i am leaving now....**slams the door** (((hugs))) (0) Comments

Posted: 1/5/2007 6:25:34 PM

rants: **sigh**

so i have left me cell phone at home today...this is not good because it is very slow at my job and i need my phone to keep me sane!!! well maybe i will just talk to my co-workers but there is only on that i actually care to entertain a conversation with and we mostly talk when we are not at work soooo yeah i will be bored today....sigh....or maybe i'll just write more blogs (0) Comments

Posted: 1/5/2007 12:03:43 PM