Myspace Posted 5/1/2006 12:14:20 PM Hello this is groovyhotdog's friend posting for her as she asked me to do she told me to write: you can visit my myspace: katelynjohnson21 (3) Comments

Hello friends Posted 4/24/2006 11:28:02 AM Hello friends, my computer has started to block this site. i'm at the library. PLEASE do see me at gregjohnsonslux.iblog.com I'd love to hear from you there. thank you for befriending me. much love! Ciera (1) Comments

Tough Issues: Eating Disorders Posted 4/6/2006 10:06:41 AM Yesterday at Faith's church, Cas (the leader) talked about eating disorders and Cas said that it's not our bodies it's God's! We have not right to do that to our bodies. I had never thought about it that way. it's like, your going to starve or purge yourself so that you can look great on the outside? It's pretty selfish. God died for you and you cant make a sacrifice to except the way you are for him? That's very selfish. I'll try to remember all this when I have self doubts about how I look. God made me to look perfectly like me on the outside and like him on the inside. Just a thought that I thought I'd share! I hope it changed the way you think about having an eating disorder. (3) Comments

High School Posted 4/4/2006 10:48:59 AM Great news, my dad got a job at the school that I want to go to next year and so I'm going to get to go there! I'm so excited. The cool thing is that I dont know anyone there so I can start over and be who ever I want to be (the real me). I'm SOOOOOOOOOO excited about being a freshman. I've been waiting 14 yrs for this! :) (1) Comments

Northerners Posted 4/3/2006 3:52:44 PM all I have to say is northerners can be bio-tches. (3) Comments

This Weekend Posted 3/31/2006 9:45:27 AM Alright so I'm leaving for the weekend. I'm going to Floriga. Don't ask me why because I really don't know why. But it should be fun. I hope that I have lots of comments when I get back on Monday (or Tuesday) I love all of you, have a GREAT week end :) (3) Comments

B.S!!!!!!!!!!! Posted 3/29/2006 9:45:16 AM I'm sooooooooo Pissed! for some reason I was blocked from whatsyourclique.com. I didnt do anything. When I try to go there it's a blank white page that says "you have been blocked" There were ppl I was talking to on there and I dont have any other way to talk to them. GRRRRRRRRRR! I'm so pissed off! That's B.S.! (5) Comments

Chris Posted 3/28/2006 5:04:50 PM OK so I just went to dance and came back, I guess that we arent having it today cause no one was there and all the lights were out. I've been thinking about Chris alot. he was just so sweet on Sunday. I want to see him again. I know I will eventually but I dont know when. I should write a song. I havent done that in forever. I dont know why I dont do that any more. I'll post it if I write one. (2) Comments

Just Crap Posted 3/28/2006 9:49:32 AM "Hey, Hey" ( "I'm gay, not as in queerish" ) "But as in fish" "In the deep blue sea" "Just like you and me" -Slate "If this is love- How did we start?- If this is love- Why did you break my heart? What did I live for in the end? Why did you have to say we were just friends? I Loved you for who you were, But now I dont. It was NEVER love and I've stopped trying." "I'll wash these toilets for you." -Brooke Hogan (4) Comments

Just Stuff I Have to Say Posted 3/27/2006 8:11:06 AM Ok so you know that yesterday was GREAT. But there is more bad news. I wont get to see brenden again until late May on the retreat. I guess that gives me alot of time to plan. Maybe I should buy a whole new outfit. What about some cute Holister Capris and a little cute t-shirt and some really cute flip-flops. Sounds good right? I'm really excited about going to high school next year. I kinda calculated how long my hair should grow between now and when school starts. I should be long! :) happy happy me. I seriously need to dye it again cause I havent died it since early December. I look so retared. (2) Comments

Chris Posted 3/26/2006 6:50:38 PM Ok so our youth leader invited me to go hang out with the high school youth at the bolwing aly. and I started talking to my friends brother / my brother's friend (chris) and we were reallly cliquing. :) And be for we left he gave me a really big hug. I never realized he was so sweet. The problem is that I wouldnt ever date him b/c he is like 4 yrs older than me and (I dont know if he sill is but...) he used to be a big drug person. He got into some pretty bad stuff. And he just went shopping so he looked really cute. He used to not be cute at all because he had this hidiously long hair but he cut it all off and he looked absolutly presious today. P.S. have you ever heard a song that you hate ALOT and think that it is soooooooo gay and stupid yet you catch yourself singing it and listening to it all the time? (2) Comments

Good news and Bad news :) :( Posted 3/23/2006 11:25:25 AM So I have good news and bad news. The bad news is that Brenden wasnt there last night (but that is *dude's name) He is sick. And the good news is that my friend shelby will introduce me to Brenden. And that girl that I thought was his girlfriend is actually his neighbor. I talked to her i was like so where is your neighbor and shelby told her that i wanted to be introduced and she was like ooh! u think that he is cute and I said yes!!! but there is more bad news. No more meetings and the only thing we have left is our retreat and our confermation. Our retreat will last all day and thats good but I've got to stop being a slow poke and get a move on. (3) Comments

My DREAM man (literally) Posted 3/22/2006 11:26:35 AM So I had a dream about this guy last night. It was some sort of group thing and we had never met before he just sat down beside me and then he started tickling my knees and we started holding hands and stuff and he kept touching my leg and we kissed and it was magical, he was very flirty and I fell in love with him. I don’t know who it was because I can’t remember his face or any thing except that he had dark hair. I wonder if it’s that guy I like right now or a guy to come in the future, or if it was just a dream all around. I just can’t forget him. It was my soul mate. I love him. is it really possible to love someone who doesn’t exactly exist? I thought that I'd insert some random 6 #s in random places and my layout turned out cool hu? (3) Comments

What Should I Wear? You Choose! Posted 3/21/2006 1:03:46 PM Choice 1: Simple Just a solid colored shirt A)White B)Green C)Black with long blue tank underneath Choice 2: Nice A button up shirt with white cami underneath Choice 3: T-Shirt A)My red t-shirt from hawaii B)My "We're Waiting" shirt (navy) Also, Should I wear my hair straight or curly? (2) Comments

Oh no, I'm "Greging"! Posted 3/20/2006 7:23:49 PM I want to call Greg really bad. Even more than I want to be with this other guy. It's bad I know. I need help! I'm freating out. Plus I'm stressed about what school I'm going to next year and I'm starving cause we have no food. And Faith isnt having a birthday party this year, which I was really looking forward to. I got this poem idea from the movie: "10 things I hate about you" I hate the way you smile at me and make me think you care. I hate the way you make me feel, you'll always be there. I hate how you seem to act when you're with your allies. I hate the way you get away with all your alibis. I hate the way you lie to me and tell me that you'll call. I hate the way that I dont hate you not even a little bit not even at all. (3) Comments

Mystery Love Posted 3/19/2006 4:42:52 PM I think I love some one that I do not know. But if I do not know him, how can relations grow? If I don't even know his name, how can I call this love? I've never ever felt this way, he's from heaven above. (4) Comments

Mystery Man Posted 3/18/2006 5:47:16 PM Everyday I think about you. Sometimes I might cry. it's so hard to forget you. I cant figure out why. I wish I knew your name, wish I could hear your voice. When will I tell you? I have to make my choice. If I dont let you know, how you've made me feel. I will never get to know, If this feeling's real. (1) Comments

Holding Hands Posted 3/17/2006 11:36:51 AM Alright, last night was awesome! My plan didnt go through cause I was already last so I couldnt wait out side and he wasnt there when I walked in the Church eigther. But he came in later and sat right behind me. And that girl that I think is his grilfriend wasnt with him. Instead of a meeting we had a mass. Ok so I know that I havent gotten to talk to "dude" (I call guys that I like and I dont know their name, dude) yet but I totally got to hold his hand. There is a part in mass that we all hold hands and say the Lord's Prayer. and there was only someone on the right side of me so I turned around and we held hands! can you believe it? I felt love, I felt energy, I felt life. So while we were leaving we kept meeting eyes. I could tell that he wanted to say something. But we were both too scared to. You know what they say. You've gotta take baby steps hu? And the cool part is that the person I've started hanging out with at these meetings (we went to sunday school together in 6th grade)knows him. At the end she turned around to him and started talking to him. In my mind I was totally like: Arent you going to introduce us? I've got to be quicker on this cause we dont have very many meetings left. Here is a song I wrote about Greg one time but I was kinda feeling it about dude last night: Title: Come Back Again (v1) Today I'll have to let you go can't let you se me cry Today I might tell you why I smile everytime you pass me by. All the things you've never said keep running though my head. You're so unnforgetable, so unforgetable (chorus) I love you, thats what I want to here you say I need you, need you in every way. Sometimes I my wander stray But I always Yeah always Will always come back again, always comeback again. (v2) Tomorrow I wont see that face I wont see those beautiful eyes. Tomorrow I'll wake up so strange it may come to a surprice. Everyting I want to say never comes out the right way I wish things were more comfortable, get more comfortable (repeat chorus) Soft touches Wind blowing It's not the same without you knowing, My love is true, but only for you. And I cant let you got, not even tomorrow. (repeat chorus 2x) (2) Comments

No Luck! :( Posted 3/15/2006 8:04:36 PM So I tried to sit next to him but the space filled up fast. And I think that the girl he comes on with every day is his girlfriend. I know it's not his sister cause I kinda know the girl. She really pretty so Why wouldnt she be his girlfriend? (3) Comments

Lust Not Love Posted 3/14/2006 8:56:51 AM So Greg wasnt there last night. And I'm not going to be there tonight cause I've got to go to Hip Hop and Yoga. And he isnt going on Wed. But my plan is to get there early tomorrow and sit next to the cute guy and at least say hi. Maybe I'll even ask him what time it is. Greg is such a jerk I still cant figure out why I like him so much. I guess that when your 14 your heart is just filled with lust and not love. (1) Comments

Posted 3/11/2006 2:19:20 PM Today is a b-e-a utiful day. This morning I went to the mall and got a present for Faith for her birthday. I got her a candle and 3 braslets. Now I just got back from the Crate I walked home most of the way until my brother's friend's mom stopped me and asked if I needed a ride. I got some sun glasses and a braslet and really cute shirt. Well we have no water right now cuz my dad is trying to fix my shower. I figgin bode (bored) BYE BYE ADIOS TTFN TTYL (1) Comments

Hawtt guy in my house Posted 3/10/2006 3:54:49 PM So my dad has some friends over from where he teaches and there is a REALLY HAWTT guy out there. I think that I was smiling to much. He started talking about Europe then I started talking about how much I love Germany and he said that he went there and he loved it too. and how he has familly there. He looks 18 but I said he graduated collage a year ago. Man he is like really cute! Go to whatsyourclique.com for some reason some days it doesnt come up. But try any ways I got to go back out there with those ppl. (1) Comments

He Was There Posted 3/9/2006 3:24:53 PM So Greg came to the meeting last night but he ignored me the whole time. I wanted to just run up to him and have a big whole makeout moment with every one clapping and crying thinking that I was the sweetest thing ever. But thats not what happened. I didnt get to say a single thing to him. All next week we are required to go to the "Church Mission" meetings Thats my chance to say some thing. I have all week if anyone has Suggestions PLEASE let me know. My other site gregjohnsonslux.iblog.com that is the one that I update the most and has the most posts. Make sure not to put www. at the begining!!!! (2) Comments