froila

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posted on 3/11/2007 4:54:31 PM in (1) Comments

something of a referred pain,

the physiologic manifestation of pain is chronic,

unconsciously disguising the emotional pain i'm repressing...

Intermittently present,

there were days i am on high,

yet still with episodic low,

wondrin' why things were...

In relapses and denial,

at first i thought i wasn't inflicted,

then thought i was cured of u,

futile in convincing myself, i would get by...

Insomniac with hallucination,

'coz, at nyt, when silence is the most deafening,

i still hear ur voice,

i had trouble sleeping,

warm milk and counting sheep won't help...

='(

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posted on 3/9/2007 5:22:00 AM in (1) Comments

...sometimes it's a disadvantage knowing so many things 'bout the human psyche. it makes you wonder 'bout ur own sanity. most times i'm bit too conscious of the defense mechanisms that i'm using so i can cope up with the things that i'm going through. the beautiful thing 'bout it is that, i get to guard where my thoughts lead me, it makes me aware of my limits, my boundaries, of how far i can endure certain things, before i cry out for help. most of my life, i stifle the urge to cry, to express how i feel, but now i realized, that it's okay, to feel very human...to feel weak, to bleed if need be. i have been through this certain episode in my life, and now i can finally say, that i've transcended another agony, i am finally over it. one moment, i felt the very thin line of not being able to, but i guess, there will be something...someone...to jolt us back to the present, and see how beautiful life is.

...the past?? what i have from them, are memories, some i choose to repress, some i choose to keep in the surface of my consciousness. the past, im thankful because it gave me the strength that i have now, and i get to know myself a little better than before.

thanks!

posted on 3/7/2007 5:06:18 PM in (0) Comments

thanks for the invites!!! a bit busy dis days, i'l post more blog and photos when i have more time. check out my friendster at http://www.friendster.com/29241059

Good day!!!!

"Musings of a person nearly gone to the edge."

posted on 3/5/2007 6:52:33 PM in (0) Comments

damn i can't sleep

coz the crickets are chirpin' loud

the same way my mind is thinkin' fast and loud....

...now there are fewer tears,

fewer hurts,

lesser insecurities,

i'm a little bit more certain,

i'm feelin' good bout myself wit the people 'round me,..

...yesterday, i needed to forget,

and now i don't wanna even remember,

i wanna turn my back and be as far, far as possible from

the things that would hurt...

...yesterday, im damn worrying 'bout someone,

damn afraid of him being gone,

and yet now, i worry 'bout the stupid,

chain message posted in my friendster bulletin,

why do they bother passing on such crap?!...

...threatening those who read it with bad luck,

damn,

but i REPOSTED it anyway, HAHAHA

...i know i'm far better off now,

finding several things to make me busy.

to make me forget.

i dunno if i'm fakin it,

what i know is, i like myself a lil better now...

...dan before

...dan yesterday,

'coz i have now and tomorrow,,,


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Member Since: 3/5/2007 6:43:32 PM
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...quite a friendly person. i am somebody who is trying to create my own unique niche in this world. what i love best is to express myself through writing, although very rarely ever knew that...

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