meh

ok, so it's b een a while since i updated. my priority really is my myspace blog and my lj, not this one. whatever though. everything is ok. i just work a lot. one of those way too adult 8-5 kinds fo jobs. going to see chapelle tonight- i'm stoked! (0) Comments

Posted: 2/6/2007 5:19:33 PM

Meh

OK, so ripway says I get more stuff if i do one of these. Here I am doing it. but it has to be a real one... shucks. ok, well here is a real one about me: The Game: The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird/things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their comments and tell them to read yours. 1. I can't stand when my toes touch or rub together. toe socks are a wonderful solution to this problem. I am happiest when my toes are as far spread from one another as can be. It is like nails on a chalk board or forks shreicking accross a plate. 2. Just about everything has nostalgic value to me. I am a memory, person, picture, and item pack rat as a result. Don't get in my face and tell me to trash something or let something go. This is how I live my life, and it brings me happiness. You are bound to piss me off if you try to change this. My memories and experiences and the people in my life mean a lot to me. I never want to lose them or give them up. You never know what might happen, and these are things I cherish. My life is not complete without the memories I have and the people in it. 3. I don't think of myself as fitting a stereotype of any sort, or the typical girly classification, and I hope you don't either. Shopping for clothes is not a hobby of mine, I do not get my nails done, I do not go tanning, I do not make kissey faces at the mirror or in pictures with my friends, I do not sit aroudn eating chocolate, I do not flip out when someone I like talks to another girl, I do not like to get dressed up all slutty and go out and tease boys, I do not know how to do my hair, I do not get drunk and take my clothes off, I do not throw my boobs around, I do not like the color pink, I do not have dainty, graceful habits, i am not obsessed with kittens and hearts, i am not ever looking for someone to pamper me and shower me with gifts, I do not wear expensive jewlery or brand name clothes all the time, I do not flirt with boys I am uninterested in, my clothes do not fall off the moment I get drunk, I do not hook up with other's boyfriends, I do nto watch the OC, I do not carry a purse.... I do, however, wear sneakers, get a little dressed up once in a while, I do own one pink tank top, I do like blue and I do like stars, I do like ice cream, I do have a couple pairs of high heels (They're right next to my hooker commando boots), i do like to go to shooting ranges, I do like to wrestle, I do love playing video games like devil may cry or fable or soul calliber and especialyl mortal kombat, i do play a poor game of hackey sack, I love dogs especially Captain, I do eat a ton of food whenever possible and gorge myself on steak if its available, i bite my nails, i stress any time I have to dress up not knowing what to wear or how to go about it but I do enjoy it once all is said and done, I do love reading but not romance novels, I love dirty grungy camping... Are these things weird habits? 4. Ugggh, how many more of these do i need to think of? I am torn between being excited and being scared of growing up, and I have no direction in my life beyond graduating college. That is it, then I am scared and lost again. 5. I pretend that if I don't check my mail, my bills don't exist. Sometimes I even actually win this battle. 6. I do not know how to act on the rare occasion I get some male attention or get hit on while out. I have forgotten how to flirt. And I have lost the energy needed for this. I don't know how to react if a stranger buys me a drink. I am flattered, but I feel some kind of guilt and usually am uninterested in the person. I tend to pay for it myself anyhow. Honestly, I don't even know I am being hit on most of the time. I wonder why when I go out with friends, they can do these things and I can't. But then again, I am not looking for these things and they sometimes are. I am not interested in getting drunk and making out with guys. In fact, I have never gotten drunk and even just kissed a stranger. Which is fine with me. Now I am rambling.... just striving to get a 6th weird thing/habit in here... (1) Comments

Posted: 9/16/2006 1:18:35 PM