poem lng poh Posted 2/13/2007 5:16:42 AM MY REQUEST OF LOVE Before, it was my heart that held the truth to be known But now it's hard because its been torn Not knowing what to do, or which way to go... Wishing that someone had the directions, or could show Show me....how to move on, how to let go, or how to not care... Because I ask myself if he's not here, are you going to be there?? You never know what it's like totally on your own... Something I hope you never have to be shown. Wanting only to love, and be loved, one more time Knowing that's what it's going to take to show me "it will all be fine" One small little word that means so much Is keeping me from feeling another man's touch.. That one word restrains me It won't set me free,it won't let me be.... It runs thru my body like my blood, flowing and non-stop... All it takes is one small, lethal, antidotal drop. Then you can't let go, and you feel like it's not ever going to be right Feeling like you can't let go, wanting to but scared. Wanting to feel another, taste another, smell another, is it fair?? All because of one small 4 letter word, one small drop thats so lethal. Knowing with it, your relationship will prolong Is it right, to hold onto another, blind of all others out there??? Thinking that they couldn't really ever care Not as much as he did, not that they'd ever know. But damn! should I let them all go?? This one small 4 letter word has a grip so tight I think I finally have met my challenging fight. One question...if I win, will I really be better off in the end?? Will my heart truly totally mend?? Is it worth the fight, to fight a word so small I have no choice it has me backed into a brick wall.... So what do I do,I can't ignore it...or let it be.... So now the only answer I have is to ask it to, "PLEASE SET ME FREE"... Losen your grip on my heart,and let me move on so I can once again see That I truly can love again and not have to hurt. I can pick my beaten, heartless, body up out of this dirt... Continue on this journey in life, Make some man a wife.... But after and only after YOU SET ME FREE!!!! (0) Comments

poem lng poh Posted 2/11/2007 4:01:24 AM try to hide I write down on paper, things I can't say... All my thoughts that are locked away... There's a key that leads to my heart... Hidden thoughts that are in the dark... I get so hurt, deep down inside... That's why these things I try to hide... But if I open up and let you in... Would my feelings be hurt again? Please believe these things I say... Out of all my thoughts that are locked away... Here is this key, I give it to you... It opens the door that blocks your view... Now take the key and look inside... and bring out these things I try to hide... (0) Comments

poem lng p0h Posted 2/9/2007 6:22:33 AM Before I Leave Please don't crumple up this paper I need to tell you how I feel, This is hard for me to do But somehow this is real. I miss holding your hands And looking deeply into your brown eyes, Looking at your sweet smile Makes me wanna fall into the sky. Remember we both dreamt about having Kids together and naming them after us? We would sing them off to sleep By a simple soft hush. Once I leave, I may never Get to see you once more, I've cherished all our memories Although it's in the past as before. So before I leave And move far away, I promise you I'll think of you always... (0) Comments