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cha_adnilre
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there are moments when, even to the sober eye of REASON, the world of our sad humanity MUST assume the aspect of HELL.
Age: 22

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Location: philippines

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giving up on love

"these past few weeks
ive been confused
sometimes i wonder if
im better off alone.

you fall in love
then break your heart
you fall in love again
its never ending.

i guess im giving up on love
'cause it really kind of sucks!"

--well it is the lyrics of the song GIVING UP ON LOVE by THE ATARIS, i just posted it because i can relate to it right now..what's written on the song is what i feel,so 'twas a good song (for me).


welcome to the black parade!

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join The Black Parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I! don't! care!

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)

Do or die, you'll never make me (We'll carry on)
Because the world will never take my heart (We'll carry on)
Go and try, you'll never break me (We'll carry)
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)

[ by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE]
MCR,ROCKS!


four people you'll meet in life:


1st is yourself, 2nd is the one you love most, 3rd is the one who love you most and the 4th is the one you spend the rest of your life with...

sadly in real life, these 3 people usually is not the same person.

the one you love most,doesnt love you; the one who love you most, is never the one you love most; and the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love or the one who love you most...

s/he is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time... c",)


love express:


"after you stand try to sit. when you are tired just rest."

try to do this in love. dont insist if it is not for you. if you cant bear the pain ,try to quit. find somebody who will love you and if you cant find, try to wait. Love will last when you know how to do the opposite of what it asks.


one question

Science answers questions in life like why the sky is blue? how artifacts reveal history? venoms for cure?..
i have one question...

"why can't gravity make someone fall for me?"....


love

feeling in love is one special moment that would happen in our lives..
but we need to know that there is no perfect love...
and if we see the reality of being in love,sometimes we might end up to tears and sadness...
still,share your love to the person who is worth for...
for love is not perfect yet true and real...


fall deadly

when you fall from a deadly cliff you'll die...
when you fall from a high building you'll die...
but when you fall for someone that is not supposed to be yours...
you'll be alive,but it feels like dying....


fall in love with a friend

it's not bad to fall in love with a friend...just be sure of what you feel...and be ready to risk something...because,loving a friends is the most beautiful thing but,can be the most painful of all!

relationship

most relationships fall not because of the absence of love...Love's always present,it's just that...one loves too much,and the other loves too little...T-T

one-sided love

i wrote this from my own experience about having a one-side love....

some say that being in love is a wonderful feeling...some say that love gives you a reason to smile but it also gives you a million reasons to cry...

i have questions about love....

::what is the true meaning of love?
::why people fall in love?
::can science explain it?
::why those people who are in love have to suffer if the one they love leave them?
::why a person fall in love to another that doesnt love him back?
::why a person falls for another but he cant tell what he feels for that person he likes or love?

and more why's.....

in my recent experience..i fall from my friend whom i have known since 1st year college and were classmates up to now...its just happen that when were chatting and as i look at him straight to his eyes i just felt that i am beginning to like him,and it all starts there..

i cant tell him how i feel towards him because i value our friendship...and i know that he doesnt like me because were good friends...

everday goes by,i felt that i cant erase what i feel towards him,and its beginning to scare me,because if it doesnt end i was not be able to like somebody else...

i hate this feeling now,because it scares me a lot..i want to end what i feel towards him,but i cant..i cant share it to my friends becasue i dont want to ruin our friendship....and i know that he doesnt like me becasue i know what type of girls he likes...and he's the one who said that he cannot have a relationship with his girl friends,becasue he value the friendship so much...

about one-sided love..its hard,especially if you are friends....you cant say to him that you like him,and it tears you apart if you saw him with somebody else...

i dont know what to do...in able for me to forget what i feel for him...i just pray that someone will come and can make me forget him...T-T







i had a bad day

this day was a bad day to me..i had my last exam,but i guess im going to fail...my professor is so annoying..he made an exam that he didnt discuss..we have to dig deeper in our minds the answers to his questions..

grrrrrr..i hate him...


he's always like that....


i hope i could pass his subject so that i could graduate next year..

huhu..T-T




music is my life!

i always listen to music every day...i listen to different genre everyday,and it was fun coz i discover some new music and genre...
as of now i like listening to punk/rock and emo...theyre cool! i also like the songs from gavin degraw,teddy geiger,snowpatrol..and also the songs from the korean boy group dong bang shin ki (TVXQ!) and shinhwa..theyre cool..even if i dont understand their language...also club mixes are cool and awesome..i makes you feel like you are in the disco bar...hehe

hope some of you can share your fave artist or music...=)



my fave korean drama

this is my fave korean drama,its curently played here in our country but its going to end soon..
the story is a romantic comedy,thats why i like it..and the casts are good looking..and their chemistry at each other is a click..
i recommend you should watch it..its soo funny..
the title of the korean drama is "MY GIRL"..
the main casts are: lee dong wook as gong-chan/julian and lee da hae as yoo-rin/jasmine..

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high school musical

its a new disney's original movie that hit the US as well as here in Asia...
the story is good and the songs are beautiful...



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this article is about why im not okay

first and foremost,i want to say hi and hello to those people who are reading this article of mine..
actually im new here and i hope to find new friends here..>",


Hear me

this is actually a song from Kelly Clarkson..
the reason why i post this is because i like the lyrics it fits me..hehe
it tells exactly what i feel inside of me,im not kidding..hope you'll enjoy reading it.....

Hear me, hear me

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting

Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hoping my dreams bring you close to me
Are you listening

Hear me, I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down, find me
I'm lost inside the crowd, it's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Can you hear me

I used to be scared of letting someone in
But it gets so lonely, being on my own
No one to talk to
No one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening

Hear me, I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down, find me
I'm lost inside the crowd, it's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall but I try
I need someone to understand (can you hear me)
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby, I fought for all that I've got
Can you hear me

Hear me, I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down, find me
I'm lost inside the crowd, it's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you, to please
Hear me
Can you
Hear me
Can you hear me (oh, no)
Hear me


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who_am_i
1/5/2007 10:09:28 PM
love is power or is power something that you love?

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