LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK so as ive got all this free tyme on my hands as ima off work due to aving my tonsils removed...yes....OUCH..and i cant go out incase i get caught by my boss i fought i wud ryt another....wait for it....wait for it....yes yet another blog...lol hmmmmmm so ppls gunna ask u a question now have u ever been in love or in love atm and it actually makes u feel phyiscially sick??and u cant fink of nowt else but this person the first fing wen you wake up in the morning and the last fing b4 you go to bed at nyt...day in day out ??......Well How do you know you're in love den?? .......Is it wen u cant b away frm da person longer den a couple of hours before u start missing dem?? .......Is it wen u feel a slight twang of jealousy wen u see someone else talking to dat person?? .......Is it wen u cant go through da day without finkin of dem every moment?? ........Hmmm well I thought dat love was supposed 2 be da most beautiful thing in the world, but i cant help thinking, dat its the biggest punishment you could ever have, when its all gone wrong. I have never felt this way about any other person, and will i ever about any other,i doubt it no... or will things work out??i doubt dat agen Da fing is Love is a funny old fing.........sumtymes it hits you full-on in the face and you know dat ur in love.......... Other tymes it creeps up on u,n before u know wit...... you have fallen for some1......... Sometymes love builds from friendship..............and dont i just no wit, and I fink dat dats the worse kinda love as wen you tell the person ow u feel and da person denies their love 4 you fings get fucked and then you cant even be friends nemre!!!!!!...then you fink y did i open my fuckin mouth and just leave it as friends??...but i have to go n ruin fings as alwayz Y is it dat it seems to be my destiny n my fate to fall in love with sum1 who dont want me...hmmmm ow does dat old saying go??......its better to have loved and lost then to never loved at all?? not so sure if thats true to be fair because all i no is......I fell in love with the most beautiful person in the world(well in my eyes)and now my heart is a wreck, a complete n utter fucking wreck. I have lost da one love that i found all them months ago, and now all i do is cry and be miserable, lyke i am just a sad little pathetic excuse of a human. I am so hurt and heartbroken i av bin sooo very patient, and i cant get over dem,how sad,very sad lol. For da hole eight months dey have done nowt but fuck with my emotions,and play fucked up head games, cause dey knows how i feel about dem, so dey knows dey can treat me anyway dey please, and i just let dem rip me apart piece by piece.....AGEN!!!!!.. But i cant help it cuz i get sucked into it..its lyke wen we speak we just gel together lyke bacon and ketchup...i mean u wuddnt eat a bacon sandwich wifout ne ketchup on it wud cha???...no cuz thats just plain stupid!!!!!!...So ima sorta lyke the bacon wif no ketchup on atm...You see i aint being big headed now lol i swear but i get asked out quite alot,dat sounded big headed bt i aint ...but i dont want dem...none of dem,there all fake,love dem selfs,pricks etc etc and dnt make me smile and laugh the way this person does and i have never met ne1 dat i can have deep coversations with or told ne1 anyfink i have told this person who i trust wif my lyfe i av never met anyone simply lyke dem ...i want my down to earth tomato ketchup!!!! BuT......mayb there is only one person capable of loving me as i want to be loved....end dats me...as i cant hurt myself!!!!....Emotional pain is very difficult..its gunna take sum tyme BUT Tis Tyme to let go n let dis person b happy,i have been selfish in my ways i suppose i can be happy for dem to see them happy!!!!!! Dere are things u notice in dis lyfe n fings u dont. Wen u notice n acknowledge da important things in lyfe u enrich it. Wen u notice n acknowledge da un-important things in dis lyfe it proves u pay attention. Wen u do neither wat R U???? Fanks for readin xxxxxxx MWAH xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (3) Comments

Posted: 7/31/2006 9:46:28 AM

qeshmi
9/29/2008 10:22:17 AM
hi

magicalmysterytour
5/1/2008 11:18:25 AM
happy birthday

carallel
7/21/2007 9:07:25 AM
hope you find happiness

Babau
11/21/2006 6:15:46 PM
Who can read all this letter? UK is Ucranian? You're the nice on...!

luiz
9/18/2006 2:15:17 PM


romeouk
8/10/2006 5:44:49 AM
HI THERE, WE WELCOME YOU, I AM A PHARMACIST IN LlOYDS.

Glory
8/7/2006 2:17:13 PM
Just stopping in to say hi. Hope all is well. How is your throat?

tomraper
8/2/2006 8:36:05 AM
Where abouts in Brum? I went to uni there a few years back - lived in Edgebaston and even Perry Barr (oh er). Is the Q Club still open - then scene of many a party back in the day. T

jmcvuk
8/1/2006 8:15:47 PM
hi, cool music, welcome, make friends, enjoy. :-)

shawn
7/31/2006 7:53:17 PM
hi,good morning!

shawn
7/30/2006 11:49:55 PM
hi,welcome to new blog!

Glory
7/30/2006 8:02:34 PM
Hi there, and welcome to New Blog. It's a great place to be. Pharmacy assistant, hu? That's cool.

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