Death VS. Life

I Wrote this March 22,2007 Someone asked me today, do you think death is painful like life? This is what I had to say. From the day we were born we're dying, so YES death is very painful because we suffer death everyday. We have YET to experience life. Life is a choice! Death is a choice! We all get the chance to choose. If we choose life, it doesn't mean things will be easy or that the pain of death will subside. It only means, that the flesh will continue to die and in that we will still experience the pain, but our soul is full of life and jumps for love an joy within, an for every pain felt moment the life of our soul comes to our rescue to shed light and gives us a dilutent to ease the pain. You all my be wondering so just let me say, Jesus Christ is that dilutents name. For HE paid the price of death on Calvary that day. For all to see and read how much HE loves you and me. If you choose death then our soul dies to, and in that we have chosen to experience the pains of death to it's fullest strength while in the flesh, here on earth. Then when it's time for our flesh to lay an rot to move no more, our soul goes to deaths door. Where it snatches you in, to remind and torcher you of your every sin. Then that my dear is a pain way more painful and beyond words to explain. But you my dear chose to live in Hell with all that excruciating pain. Written by ME, Bubbles (SMJ) (0) Comments

Posted: 11/29/2007 11:40:54 AM

Our Weddin Vows!

These are the vowes that My X and I wrote to one another on our weddin day. Isn't it funny how we pour our hearts, mind and soul into someone new and then when things get rough or tough we just don't care any more! Why is that? To Me from Him: Today, the first day of the rest of our lives together, I make these promises to you. I promises to put you first in my life next to God above. I promises to make sure that you know each and every day the meaning of my true love and are able to feel its presence in our home. I promises you that I will respect, support and honor you throughout our life. We both know that marriage is not always easy but I promise to work diligently with you until any problem we have is solved and I promise never to run away from any issue we have. I promise you that we will continually seek out God's will in our lives and that with God we will raise our children in a strong Christian home. I promise to laugh, cry and love with you the rest of our lives. I promise to be a husband you can count on anytime from this day forth. Most important of all, I promise you all of my love and my one hundred percent commitment to this marriage. I am bound by these promises to you forever. I thank God above each and every day for you. In a million years I would never have been able to find the kind of love we have without his guiding hand leading me to you. His loving hands cradle our marriage. I love you and will until death causes us to part. My Promises to Him: My promises to You I am very thankful that God has a blessed me with you, God has finally given me the opportunity to find you. Honey, you are my everything, God has made my dreams come true with you. I promise to never stray from you nor leave you behind, I will always walk with you our marriage side by side. I promise to remain committed and faithful to you for the rest of my life, and you as well will hear the words I Love You frist thing in the mornings and the last thing of the each night. I promise to never run and hide from any problems we may have from time to time. As long as we communicate express our feelings and thoughts. The problem that we may have had, then doesn't seem so bad. For there is nothing that you and I can't work out, cause that is what loving someone is all about. I promise to treat you with the up most respect in our lives together, We may not all ways think alike or act out on the situations in the same way, but I promise to always keep an open mind to the options of suggestions you may say. Honey, what I am trying to say is this, my love for you will never die, it will only grow stronger each new day. A love like the one you and I share, is hard to find and I wouldn't want to do anything for it to slip away. I Love You! Now after reading all that you probley think WOW! What a LOVE those two must have shared. Well Words can say alot BUT action tells the truth. When things get rough in life we get lazy and don't wanna try, scared to fight for our right of a you and a I. In lack of doin this, makes the love you once shared feel empty and bare and begans to play tricks on ones heart and mind, then we become blind and before we know it to much time has past to fix the mistakes or to communitcate and then the love you once share finds its self dead and bare. Why is this that? Well I think it's this, When we first meet and like what we hear and see, then our hearts skip a few beats, the Love AUTO pilot jumps in the seat and takes over and we go along for the ride in the adventure of the new you and I. BUT!!! Once AUTO pilot is thru then Manual pilot kicks in and this is were most of us don't know where to began. We get so use to things being done for us and it spoils us and makes us selfish lazy brats they know what to do or has to be done, BUT HECK you might as well get the GUN, cause they would rather run. CAuse they KNOW there is WORK to be done. WORK you say? WHAT NO more time for PLAY? Don't freak me out in talkin this way, I liked the way it was yesterday. Can't we stay back in the day? No and NO and NO and Get over it! Today it requires WORK, So don't get stuck and in that crazy relationship RUT, 4 wheel on out get crazy with it that's what LOVE is all about. All I have to say is this Don't Talk about it Be about it. MAY GOD BLESS you in all His WAYs, Bubblin :) (2) Comments

Posted: 1/16/2007 10:13:30 PM

YOU!!!!!

YOU Came,left, and ignored Apeared to acknowledge the ones you had to and completely abandoned the one that makes you feel guilty for what you've done and was not concived by you. YOU think not being apart of that ones life will make things easier for you. Why make things harder then what they are? She thought she wanted you as a father and thought that you could still love her as your daughter. But boy was she wrong. She doesn't want to hate you, but yet she doesn't want to love you. She just wants to forgive you so she can move on and be freed from the pain caused by YOU! Written BY HER--> MY oldest Daughter of 16, I love you baby, your great! God's Happy Blessings and HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE! BubblinOver (2) Comments

Posted: 12/24/2006 10:57:05 AM

Until there was You!

UNTIL THERE WAS YOU! There was no hope until there was you. You have brighten my life and gave me something to look forward too. Even though are eyes have never met, I feel a conection with you, that I can not ever forget. When the day falls and the night over powers the sky. I see visions of you and me dancing in my mind. I look on to the stars for our future date and hoping that destiny has sent you to me and that your my fate. I know that we were together once, but by a great force, we were thrust to oppisite ends of the earth, only to find each other again one day. But this is a mere test of our strength, and is stronger than any other. Only until we are together will I be truely whole. Just like sweetness and purity of the rose, my feelings for you will never die. So You my Love I wait for there to be a You and I. Mr.Destiny I wait for you! God Blessings and Happiness. BubblinOver**~~ (0) Comments

Posted: 12/21/2006 8:51:13 AM

Remember

Remember The I's: Category: Dreams and the Supernatural Remember The I's: I told you so, I told you I would, I never gave up, I made it, I didn't always want to, I had tough times, I didn't get through it with out God, I had many tears that were shead, I felt like quiting, I wasn't always on the happy side, I chose to fight, I tied a knot at the End of my rope and HELD on TIGHT while waiting on the LORD, I wasn't always postive, I chose NOT to stay in the negitive, I knew when to pull and press harder, I knew that I knew that I knew, I took the DARE, I dreamed this when I was small and NEW it was BIG and knew it would come, I lost my dream a time or two, I found it, I did it, I love it, I loved HIM like there was NO TOMMROW, I trusted NO matter what I saw, I had FAITH and I excersied it! I LOVE YOU GOD THANK YOU LORD FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE. In Jesus Name AMEN! God's BubblinOver Gurl! (0) Comments

Posted: 12/19/2006 12:26:53 PM

Only God

"ONLY GOD KNOW'S" Current mood: Spirit Lead Category: Spirit Lead Life What do you do when your Spouse come's home and say's? I don't love you any more! I have no feeling's for you! My heart is cold toward you, I hate coming home to you! I am very angery, bitter and mad at you! I can't do this anymore! I am done he say's, I am done, were through! That was alot to take in, it was like a brick just smacked me up side my face and I was numb, shocked, hurt, broken. That's it I was broken. God has to break us sometime's so we remember who's in charge. God also remind's us to lean on Him. God love's His children, and He doesn't want to see them hurt. Nothing come's to you with out going through God frist. He has allowed this season to come upon our marriage, my husband, our girls, our family's, friend's and me. It effect's everyone around us. Whether it's good or bad, happy or sad. What would you do, if you were in my shoes? What would Jesus do? What would God want us to do? I CHOOSE TO STAND! What good is the Holy Spirit, if we don't listen? God Sent him here to be our comforter, and to help guide us in His ways. I want God's Will in my life, my marriage, my home, our children, my husband, in EVERYTHING. God say's by His Son's blood we are saved, forgiven and our sin is thrown into the sea of forgetfulness. All we have to do is confess with our mouth's and it will be done, in the name of Jesus. "I CHOOSE TO FORGIVE AND FORGET, NO MATTER WHAT" I am praying those thing's that are not, as though they are, in the name of Jesus! I have a FIGHT IN ME and a SHOUT OF PRAISE!!!! I WILL FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT!!!! For Satan is a liar and I rebuke him in Jesus name. Satan loses, and We have the VICTORY, in our Lord. "ONLY GOD KNOW'S" Here I sit, day after day. Waiting to see what My God has to say. Talking and Praying and Crying some to, My heart is not bitter, for the word's weren't of You. You Lord are love NOT hate, and sometime's it's hard to wait! O' Lord, you hear me when I call, and down to my knees I fall. O'Lord, you give me strength each new day, even though you seem miles away. Your really NOT, and Lord Your all I got. What a life lesson this will be, I am proud you pick me. I will Stand at my best and let You O'Lord do the rest. For the fight is NOT mine, it is yours. Although I may not see, I am still clinging to Thee. For this ride is rough, but I choose to be tough. I long to see what My God has for me. (note to the reader's I am NOT done with my feeling and emotions that I have been going thru....I will finsh this later, God Bless Bubblin's lil Space....) Since all this was written alot as accured! I decided in August to just let Him go. In doing that I was released and freed from him indeed. I am very thankful that I had to learn this life lesson. NO matter the pain and hurt it caused me and my girls it was well worth the learning. Even tho there were many tears shed, and as each tear fell it was a reminder that I wasn't dead. I thank you God for letting me truely see the ALL that You can be. You were there for me through thick and thin, You were FAITHFUL, true, kind and most of all LOVE! A BIG THANK YOU goes to the ONE ABOVE! LOVE you Lord! Thanks for the GREATness you placed with in, and for the LIGHT so I can be fisher of men! LOVE to All that reads, and GOD's Blessings to you, **~BubblinOver~** (0) Comments

Posted: 12/19/2006 12:23:29 PM

Look Deep

"LooK DeEp iNtO mY eYe'S" Look Deep into my Eyes! Can you see it? Can you see the Window? Look! It's there. There beyond the brown sparklin pools, deep inside the blacken middle's. There it lyes, the window's to my Soul. Come closer, a little closer, I don't want you missin out. If you look hard enough you will find what this Happy Gurl is ALL about. Take a peek inside! I dare you to take a chance and try. No need to run and hide, seek and you will find, what it take's to steal this Heart of mine. If you are true indeed, then my Heart will see. If you choose to take the dare, I will be sure to meet you there. If you can't be Honest, Loyal,and Kind. Then YOU my Dear, Don't Deserve what I have to offer and You sure Don't Deserve this Heart of mine. God's Blessing to you! (0) Comments

Posted: 12/19/2006 12:19:47 PM

Something to Learn

Something for Everyone to learn Belive me if I get married again, I know what you got to have in place to make it work right (GOD). AND What I will do to make it last the rest of my life. This Author is Awesome in GOD's Eyes! Thank You Lord for thinking of me that way. (0) Comments

Posted: 12/19/2006 12:18:13 PM

God's Gift of Bubbles

"GOD Givin Gift of Bubbles" I have been givin The Gift of Bubbles. It's true just ask me and see what I say. I have been given The GOD gift of Bubbles! I am EXCITED to announce that I am bubblin over in 2006, and Glory and Praise is the LORD'S. God is----------> MY BUBBLE MAKER WITHIN ME! God Supplie's the subtance within me to produce these expanding bubbles that burst and show on the outside. God is so GREAT! I am so Thankful and Greatful and I can't wait to SHARE this awesomeness within with My GOD Sent Man! BRING IT ON LORD, I LOVE YOU LORD THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO FOR ME AND FOR MY GIRLS. (0) Comments

Posted: 12/19/2006 12:17:17 PM

I wish!

I wish I could tell you what is on my mind. I wish I could tell you just how I feel inside. I can't explain it, it's hard to define. You got your problems and I've got mine. I wish you were here with me now, oh how I wish you were here with me now. I wish you were holding me real tight, I wish I was the one you think of at night. I see you with her and my heart turns cold, I love you so much that I can't let you know. Every morning, noon and at night it's her that you hold tight. I wish you were here with me now, oh how I wish you were here with me now. I wish you were holding me real tight, I wish I was the one you think of at night. I guess all good things must come to an end, so I'll sit here and wonder how things should or could have been. So here's good bye to you and I. No matter how much I wish you to be here, My love for you will never die. BubblinOver~` (1) Comments

Posted: 12/15/2006 8:44:26 PM