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a prayer request!
Posted 1/4/2008 10:15:59 AM just wanted to ask yall for some prayers...i have to drive to syracuse today for brooklynns doctors appt. and it is snowing out...not a big deal, yet but the closer to syracuse we get the worse it normally gets so please keep us in your prayers for a safe trip there and back...and if need be that the girl who is going down with me, would be willing to stay the night there...thanks for your prayers!
a SCARY saturday night...
Posted 12/31/2007 9:57:11 AM So saturday night was a really bad night for me, at first i wasnt sure why but then it occurred to me, this past week i have been having a hard time with my husband being in iraq. then saturday night LindaK, JKrapture and i were watching ghost whisperer and the main story line was getting a man to know his real dad kinda thing. and that really touched me and gets to me because i dont know my real dad, have one pic his name and location. then thinking about him made me think of some of the things from my past. let me clear things up, his location is jail for raping and sexually abusing a minor then going after her dad to kill him. thats one of many girls. thinking about this brought back lots of memories for me, which is when i was talking to JKrapture and asked him, why he thought men hurt women. just so yall now where that came from. anyways, after about an hour of talking to JK and crying in my room, LindaK came up and we snuggled like we do every time i get upset or need my sis. Well last night it wasnt just a crying fest like it normally would be but i feel and im sure linda does too like we accomplished something last night. when i get really bad like i did last night, make a note that im an emotional wreck and cry a lot but when it comes to my whole past like that, i get thoughts of suicide. satruday night i wasnt just thoughts anymore and i think if linda wouldnt have come up when she did i would have hurt myself and would have attempted to end my life. not something ive really shared with anyone so feel special. anyways, when i was talking to linda about this she made me realize i really need to get help. i dont want brooklynn to grow up in life wondering why her mom did what she did, hating me for what i did and growing up with out a mom. and thats why, after many years of this i have finally seen the light and realize i need and i want help. just to clear things up, i dont think about suicide all the time its when things get real bad and when they do i make sure im with linda. but she had a good point last night, im hurting her and its emotionally draining on her as well, it hurts when you cant help someone you love and i dont want to hurt her anymore, i want to get help! well, thats my blog for the day i hope yall enjoyed it shared something i wouldnt share with just anyone...much love and God Bless!
STUCK IN THE CAR WASH!
Posted 12/27/2007 9:59:32 AM okay so yesterday i took brooklynn and her and i had a mommy daughter shopping day it was fun. as we were shopping one of my friends called and she needed help with something and told her id stop by on my home. well, i was at her house and a song came on i really liked so i decided to go to the car was down the street real quick so i could listen to it. well the car wash is done and it tells me to go forward, BUT the doors dont open yup yup im stuck in the car wash. what do i do, i call my sister LindaK nearly in tears freaking out and shes like why dont you call your dad he lives right up the road im like duh i call him and he comes to the rescue and opens the doors for me. yes there was an emergency exit button to push and i did push it and nothing happened the wire to open the door was un-done and my dad fixed it. idk how he got in but he did lol. anyways i just had to share my exciting lets get stuck in the car wash story with yall!
US SOLDIER ADOPTING IRAQI BOY
Posted 12/24/2007 8:49:01 AM http://news.aol.com/story/_a/gi-saves-iraqi-boy-in-long-shot-adoption/20071223160909990001?ncid=NWS00010000000001 just wondering how you guys felt about an american soldier adopting an iraqi kid. i know from what my husband tells me that he iraqi kids are the worst over there, they are walking bombs idk how thrilled iam for this guy to be bringing back an iraqi kid. i realize the kid is sick and all and that he is trying to give him a better life i dont disagree with that but there are tons of kids in the US with out a family who are sick like that as well, help those hmmmmm just not sure how i feel about what do you guys think!?
No More ANN...No MoreJ AMIE LYNN...All About BARNEY!
Posted 12/23/2007 9:34:21 PM just wanted to let yall know im so done and over ann coulter as well as jamie lynn spears...from now on, im NOT going to be responding or saying anything on here that will cause tension in our home...so this is it from now on lame-o blogs on barney... so is barney even still around do kids still watch barney should i start buying her barney stuff lol dude i didnt like barney at all growing up lol sorry just a change of topic lol
PC GUY...Look what I found!\
Posted 12/23/2007 8:47:38 AM so i just found an article where ann was "fired" from the national review...think one of the best lines which goes with what i believe pc guy said in one of CHK's blogs is this line... "What's Ann's take on all this? Well, she told the Washington Post yesterday that she loves it, because she's gotten lots of great publicity. That pretty much sums Ann up." hmmm so i suppose she isnt really worried about anyone but herself let me keep doing some research though not judging till i know! here is a link to the article http://users.rcn.com/skutsch/anticoulter/nrfiring.html
ANN COULTER...
Posted 12/23/2007 8:36:35 AM i need to do some research on ann coulter thats all i gotta say hmmm maybe ill go read one of her many many many many many books my brother in law has in his library before i sit here and judge her. but seriously theres gotta be some dirt on her somewhere out there she cant be perfect no one is and the idea ive gotten from her from my brother in law and others is that she is perfect and the best woman out there...hmmm gotta do some research.
JAMIE LYNN SPEARS...MY THOUGHTS!
Posted 12/21/2007 8:45:05 AM okay so rather then writting a comment to CHK's blog about britney and jamie lynn spears, i have decided to write my own blog. lets not look at jamie lynn as a public figure lets look at her as a human being. which oh my she is! lol. but would people be looking down on her like they are. people only see what the media wants to give them but the very first article i saw when i told JKrapture about this in it jamie lynn stated that what she did having pre-marital sex is wrong. she also said she realizes it wa a mistake. and trust me because of the huge life change now im sure she learned from it. i dont want to get into britney because i really dont like her and she in my definition of a slut is one. which brings me to another point, i would love to know what you guys consider a slut whats your definition of a slut? because i had a conversation the other night and we had two completly defintions of a slut. one definiton of a slut was someone who has pre-marital sex while the other defintion was someone who sleeps around with more then one guy. so anyways, basically im just trying to say that shes human we all make mistakes. as fof her being a role model as zoey 101. i agree she is a role model but in an article i read, someone did state that this is a good time for parents to talk to there children about sex. and i agree it is. its a good time for parents to talk to there kids and say hey look it can hapen to anyone kind of thing. idk i just think that we should leave her alone let her live her life. lets talk about what rehab center lindsay is in or who britney is marrying now those are the kind of celebrities that are already out there but leave this 16 year old girl who made a mistake alone. we all make mistakes and in our own way we are all public figures. we have kids who look up to us, we have people who watch us and talk about us and wait for us to mess up. we are all public figures. but thats my thought on the whole thing. and as for CHK bringing up money well, how about the people living in low income housing and just sitting at home not working on barely working to pay the bills because they are too lazy to work. we pay for there stuff too.jamie lynn wont be needing any of our money and im NOT saying by any means sex befor emarriage is okay because its nto im not saying that what jamie did was right but leave her alone she isnt hurting anyone shes not getting an abortion she is rasing this kid the best she can in her mothers louisanna home. as for what shes going to do with zoey 101. shes not sure yet, but she does want to leave the show so she can raise her child in a media free world. and as for teh dad i just read a buit about him just like jamie a good guy with a good head on his shoulders. 19 year odl guy from a small town in mississippi. class president on the honor roll, football player classmates said he was one of there favorites most veristile and the principal loved him. he went to a junior college in Liberty mississippi which is were he also played baseball adn football. as for talking to the media he doenst want to do it because he is afraid to say the wrong things or his words get twisted. ir information all came from his unlce whom he is very close with who is a pator. he, his uncle, also stated that the dad and jamie lynn want to get married but dotn want to rush into things because "its the right ting to do". so you can not tell me that these kids odont have good heads on there shoulders theyve made mistakes like we all have but you know what he wihtout sin cast eh first stone because i know we all make them.
Power of Attorney at Borders! LOL!
Posted 12/15/2007 9:50:24 AM okay so you will never believe where i was asked for my power of attorney...so linda brooke and i were shopping ALLLLLL day yesterday we left at like 1 and got home around 1030-1045 long day anyways we were at the mall and mind you i have used my debit card well, robs debit card sooo many times before at the mall and it was never a big deal. they would ask for my id and see his name on it, my name and my face and it would be all good. so as i bought somehting at steve and berrys no problem, as i paid for brookes pic with santa, no problem as i go to pay for my book i was getting for brooke at borders the lady says is your husband here i go no hes in iraq...she said then that she needed to see my husband and that he says its okay i use his card or a power of attorney mind you i was buying a bible for a friends daughter and a book for brooklynn my total was like $14! i was like are you freaking seriouse i have never been asked for my husband or power of attorney before, i cant find my debit card and have been using his here since before he deployed! and shes all like im sorry i need to see it. i was like whatever and i left. so the book i wanted to buy for brooke was a book called , Twas a Soldiers Night Before Christmas! and i really wanted it having my power of attorney in the car, i went and got it and bought my books and talked to a manager who said everyone should be asking for it or seeing my hubby everyone in there store as well as all the other stores. i was like who the heck would have though i needed my power of attorney in the mall lol. so then we went to old navy and i was like should i bring in my power of attorny i was even returining something lol. same with target lol it was just crazy i cant believe i was asked for my power of attorney at borders lol didnt even need it at clark hall yetserday lol! so theres my highlight of my day yesterday lol! love and miss you all tons much love and God Bless Jane!
Baby+Mommy+Coughing=No Sleep...PRAYER REQUEST
Posted 12/9/2007 9:22:02 PM okay so i have a prayer request, i need yall to pray for me and my daughter because well, we have had a cough for the last nearly 2 weeks on thursday it will be 2 weeks. we are feeling fine and have no fevers or anything just coughing and its crazyness. with us sharing a room since we live with my sister, when i cough i wake her and when she coughs she wakes me so not much sleep for us...just please keep us in your prayers thanks!
Blue Ball
Posted 12/9/2007 9:16:01 PM okay so since my sister grew up in PA and has some really crazy names of towns around the area where she used to live i decided to list some of them for you just to give yall a good laugh to either go to sleep with or wake up to...here goes... Blue Ball, PA Intercourse, PA Virginville, PA Paradise, PA Bird in Hand, PA Bareville, PA so if i forgot any ill add them later but for now that should give yall a few good laughs lol...
IF I WERE PERVERTED!
Posted 12/9/2007 9:02:44 AM so yesterday i said something pretty funny which brought me the idea to do a lil something, everytime i say a cute or funny something to my daughter i will post it on here, it will be sort of a mothers quote kinda thing lol...so here is what i said yesterady which jesse, my sister and i thought was pretty funny... my daughter, Brooklynn was crawling around on the floor with her snowman thats about half her size and all of a sudden shes lying on top of him, thats when i said, " If I were perverted id say she was humping her snowman." yeah i thought it was pretty funny lol! Keep an eye out for my next blog titled Blue Ball!
How Do I...
Posted 12/7/2007 11:30:08 PM so can anyone tell me how i can change the background on my page besides the layouts they have on here...jesse is busy right now with finals its easy on myspace not so much here...so if someone could help me id appreciate it thanks much love and God Bless!
So Today...
Posted 12/7/2007 11:15:21 PM was a very eventful day i suppose not as eventful as Gary's day but definetly eventful. so didn't get much sleep since my daughter is sick well, not sick but coughing a lot and so am i. so we get up after not really sleeping. we go to the clinic to put in for her meds. then we go say hi to grandma as we wait for her meds. anyways, we get her meds and then i head home to get my daughters sleep over stuff for her to stay at her other grandmas. and i though to myself well, since i wont have brooklynn tonight why not go skiing since tonight was the opening night for the season. i try to find my gloves and they are no where to be found im like ahhh this is crazyness i need my gloves oh there they were in a box in my closet duh! so then i look for my ski pants which mind you im not even sure if they fit since ive had the baby and ive moved so it was a big deal to look for them. i searched our house up and down twice, no ski pants so then i go to my husbands grandmas house were we have some stuff stored and tear those boxes apart...no ski pants so im like nearly in tears beacuse i couldnt find them i really wanted to go. and finally here comes my mother in law with a par of carrhart overall pants my husband had when he was younger...mind you they were about 10 sizes to big so i took my belt wrapped it around my belly holding them up and threw my john deere hoodie over them...i get home and show my sister and she starts laughing i asked her if it was ghetto or redneck and she definetly said its more redneck i thought it was a ghetto redneck lol anyways, it was just really funny. but yeah anyways that was totally my day oh and did i mention my snowboarding boots managed to break well, so i thought they did and i asked someone to help me fix them and hey what do you know i was just having a blonde moment anyways, im off to find my sissy now to watch tv with me hope yall have a good night much love and God Bless!
Thanks
Posted 12/7/2007 10:33:09 AM hmmm so if there is one thing i have learned today is that people are fairly nice on here thanks all for making me feel so welcomed!
My MYSPACE Contest Site
Posted 12/6/2007 11:03:31 PM so i have a myspace which im sure many of yall do as well, but i just wanted to get word out about my contest site...its called Beautiful Little Ones and you enter your child or children or in some themes such as the tattoo them even yourself in a contest. people then vote on whichever pic they like the best and the winner is announced after 5 days...so what do yot think go add my site and let me know what you think...the direct link to it is... www.myspace.com/beautifullittleones.com hope you add me and have fun in the contests!
Hmmm...
Posted 12/6/2007 9:31:57 PM okay so im not really sure what i should write about in here but i figure ill start off by letting yall know a little about myself... my name is jane, im 22 years old and an army brat. i got married nearly 3 years ago to an amazing man named robert and we have a beautiful little girl named brooklynn who is 7 months old. my husband is deployed to iraq right now for the second time and im living with my sister here at fort drum, ny. her son which many of you know is jkrapture or jesse. im loving my life right now because being a stay at home mom is by far the best thing ever. so anyways thats my first blog i suppose i hope to get more into it one of these days hopeful soon lol...much love and God Bless! |
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Bunny 12/26/2007 8:20:52 AM Thanks, I figure we would find lotus and saved around mid April or May. With how big that snowball is, it will take that long to melt. lol Jkrapture 12/24/2007 11:41:28 AM You know he must of done it before we talked to him because he went right to bed afterwards, never touched the internet. He deleted it before he came into the living room. Mistletoe 12/23/2007 5:19:31 PM Greetings. :o) How was your weekend? Busy i bet...I want to wish you and your family a very merry christmas. :o) I'll say a prayer for your hubby..it must be tough to be "there" during the holidays... angelordevil_hannah 12/22/2007 7:50:29 AM Hi. Yeah, but still, her getting pregnant at 16 in the first place makes her almost as bad as Britney. Mistletoe 12/18/2007 10:55:45 AM Hellow! Having a nice day? Hope so. I'm still waiting the snow to arrive... :o/ What about you? Are you gonna have a White or Brown Xmas? Mistletoe 12/16/2007 8:43:33 AM Hey there. :o) I hope your weekend was a good one and that you and Brooklynn are feeling better? Let's hope this new week will be a good one. :o) Mistletoe 12/10/2007 12:57:31 PM No need to thank me. I wish you two are already feeling better. :o) bpasdaddy2 12/7/2007 2:56:36 PM hey there welcome, hopefully you're not as wacky as your nephew lol. brooklynn sure is a cutie. Mistletoe 12/7/2007 4:12:08 AM Hi there. :o) Welcome to Newblog, have fun while blogging. -Misty- Jkrapture 12/6/2007 9:52:32 PM Cool you call it journaling... Please login to post a comment. |
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