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Always in My Heart
Posted 1/23/2008 2:29:14 PM
'If tears could build a stairway
and memories a lane
I'd walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home again."
"Gone yet not forgotten,
although we are apart,
your spirit lives forever
in my heart."
Posted 1/23/2008 2:29:14 PM
and memories a lane
I'd walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home again."
"Gone yet not forgotten,
although we are apart,
your spirit lives forever
in my heart."
The Wall
Posted 1/16/2008 11:53:47 AM
Western Wailing Wall
A female CNN journalist heard about a very old Jewish man who had been going to the Western Wall to pray, twice a day, every day, for a long, long time. So she went to check it out.
She went to the Western Wall and there he was walking slowly up to the holy site. She watched him pray and after about 45 minutes, when he turned to leave, using a cane in a very slow fashion , she approached him for an interview.
'Pardon me Sir, I'm Rebecca Smith from CNN, What's your name?
'Maury Fishbein' he replied.
'Sir, how long have you been coming to the Western Wall and praying?'
'For about 60 years.' '60 years!
That's amazing! What do you pray for?'
'I pray for peace between the Christians, Jews and the Muslims. I pray for all the Wars and hatred to stop, I pray for all our children to grow up safely as responsible adults, and to love their fellow man.'
'How do you feel after doing this for 60 years?'
'Like I'm talking to a frickin' wall.'
Posted 1/16/2008 11:53:47 AM
Western Wailing Wall
A female CNN journalist heard about a very old Jewish man who had been going to the Western Wall to pray, twice a day, every day, for a long, long time. So she went to check it out.
She went to the Western Wall and there he was walking slowly up to the holy site. She watched him pray and after about 45 minutes, when he turned to leave, using a cane in a very slow fashion , she approached him for an interview.
'Pardon me Sir, I'm Rebecca Smith from CNN, What's your name?
'Maury Fishbein' he replied.
'Sir, how long have you been coming to the Western Wall and praying?'
'For about 60 years.' '60 years!
That's amazing! What do you pray for?'
'I pray for peace between the Christians, Jews and the Muslims. I pray for all the Wars and hatred to stop, I pray for all our children to grow up safely as responsible adults, and to love their fellow man.'
'How do you feel after doing this for 60 years?'
'Like I'm talking to a frickin' wall.'
Jimmy's Letter
Posted 1/9/2008 2:19:01 PM
You might have read this before but it is good to read it again and to know how much God loves us................
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, ' Mom , I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom ." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."
Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.
The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.
She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :
"Dear Mom , I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You" . I will always love you, Mom , even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? ;God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom , no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I' m sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I' m glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
(Let's see Satan stop this one. ) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves "When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."
Email this to people you know that might need hope.
Title: This is beautiful ! Try not to cry.
Send this to 10 people in 2 minutes and you will feel the Holy Spirit brightening your life in just an hour .
REMEMBER: When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.
Posted 1/9/2008 2:19:01 PM
You might have read this before but it is good to read it again and to know how much God loves us................
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, ' Mom , I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom ." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."
Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.
The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.
She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :
"Dear Mom , I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You" . I will always love you, Mom , even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? ;God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom , no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I' m sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I' m glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
(Let's see Satan stop this one. ) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves "When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."
Email this to people you know that might need hope.
Title: This is beautiful ! Try not to cry.
Send this to 10 people in 2 minutes and you will feel the Holy Spirit brightening your life in just an hour .
REMEMBER: When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.
... and GOD Bless Us Everyone.
Posted 12/19/2007 6:30:16 PM
It is that time of year when joyous tidings are given freely toward each other.
Some of us find it hard for various reasons to look forward to this time with joy.
BUT that does not prevent us from thinking good thoughts for others nor The World.
It is Christmas, a Religious Celebration for Christians everywhere.
Yet it has transcended The Christian Culture so that the World accepts the Glad Tidings of Good Cheer & Peace on Earth, Good Will To All.
Whether you be Christian, Islamic, Jewish, Hindu, Buddhist, Aboriginal, Pagan, Agnostic or Atheist.
Whether you celebrate Christmas or not, even if you say Bah Humbug to it all.
May this Season bring you Great Joy and may The New Year find You & Yours' in Good Health and Fine Spirits.
May it also provide you with a sense of wonder at the great gifts you have been given in life.
May you enjoy your family, friends & enemies for all the things that they have brought into your life from which you learn.
May GOD, by what ever name you call him, Grant you All that is Good in Life Now & Forever.
May you Live a Life that will be your epitaph long after you have gone from this mortal coil.
Finally as 'Tiny Tim' said: "... and GOD Bless Us Everyone."
Posted 12/19/2007 6:30:16 PM
It is that time of year when joyous tidings are given freely toward each other.
Some of us find it hard for various reasons to look forward to this time with joy.
BUT that does not prevent us from thinking good thoughts for others nor The World.
It is Christmas, a Religious Celebration for Christians everywhere.
Yet it has transcended The Christian Culture so that the World accepts the Glad Tidings of Good Cheer & Peace on Earth, Good Will To All.
Whether you be Christian, Islamic, Jewish, Hindu, Buddhist, Aboriginal, Pagan, Agnostic or Atheist.
Whether you celebrate Christmas or not, even if you say Bah Humbug to it all.
May this Season bring you Great Joy and may The New Year find You & Yours' in Good Health and Fine Spirits.
May it also provide you with a sense of wonder at the great gifts you have been given in life.
May you enjoy your family, friends & enemies for all the things that they have brought into your life from which you learn.
May GOD, by what ever name you call him, Grant you All that is Good in Life Now & Forever.
May you Live a Life that will be your epitaph long after you have gone from this mortal coil.
Finally as 'Tiny Tim' said: "... and GOD Bless Us Everyone."
LOVE
Posted 12/7/2007 1:10:36 PM
Throughout History Humankind has written about LOVE; in poems, stories, songs & plays.
Great thinkers & dreamers have told us about its downfalls & redemption.
Yet unless you have felt True Unconditional Love you have not experienced Life at all.
If you never get to give True Unconditional Love then you have not full filled your Full Potential in Life.
Yes we have all at one tome or another felt the pangs of unrequited love or
Gone through puppy love & felt the sadness.
But as some have stated before:
"... for Love is sufficient unto Love."
"Love means never having to say your sorry." but you should!
"Love hurts."
"Love for Love's sake."
I add:
"To have been Truly Loved is to Live, I have Lived."
Do not deny yourself the chance to Love or be Loved, "For it is truly better to have Loved & lost than never to have been Loved at all."
May All of you know Love in your Lives & be able to use My quote in your own lives.
And may The Season bring you Happiness & Good Memories to carry you through the Cold that is yet to come.
Merry Christmas
Posted 12/7/2007 1:10:36 PM
Throughout History Humankind has written about LOVE; in poems, stories, songs & plays.
Great thinkers & dreamers have told us about its downfalls & redemption.
Yet unless you have felt True Unconditional Love you have not experienced Life at all.
If you never get to give True Unconditional Love then you have not full filled your Full Potential in Life.
Yes we have all at one tome or another felt the pangs of unrequited love or
Gone through puppy love & felt the sadness.
But as some have stated before:
"... for Love is sufficient unto Love."
"Love means never having to say your sorry." but you should!
"Love hurts."
"Love for Love's sake."
I add:
"To have been Truly Loved is to Live, I have Lived."
Do not deny yourself the chance to Love or be Loved, "For it is truly better to have Loved & lost than never to have been Loved at all."
May All of you know Love in your Lives & be able to use My quote in your own lives.
And may The Season bring you Happiness & Good Memories to carry you through the Cold that is yet to come.
Merry Christmas
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: A Year Later & A Day Closer.
Posted 11/5/2007 4:48:30 PM
A year has passed since you left this world
A year has gone since you were called away
A year ago you saw The Light
You went to Love from The Highest Might.
I We miss you every day & miss your guiding light
I remember still being called that day to your bedside to say good-bye.
Taking your leave without a sigh.
I believe in GOD above
and most of All I believe in Love.
A year hass passed since then
A day closer is now what it is.
"To Be Truly Loved is to Live, I Have Lived!"
Posted 11/5/2007 4:48:30 PM
A year has passed since you left this world
A year has gone since you were called away
A year ago you saw The Light
You went to Love from The Highest Might.
I remember still being called that day to your bedside to say good-bye.
Taking your leave without a sigh.
I believe in GOD above
and most of All I believe in Love.
A year hass passed since then
A day closer is now what it is.
Hello Friend
Posted 9/3/2007 4:38:11 PM
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are. The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star.
Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel.
Somebody out here is Smiling. About Love that is so Real.
Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad. Have you been told that Your Blog is something they look forward to & is one of the first things they look up on the web each day?
For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine.
Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You? Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You.
I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!! So it is nice to have one to share things with, even if they are silly at times.
Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends.
Posted 9/3/2007 4:38:11 PM
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are. The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star.
Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel.
Somebody out here is Smiling. About Love that is so Real.
Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad. Have you been told that Your Blog is something they look forward to & is one of the first things they look up on the web each day?
For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine.
Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You? Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You.
I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!! So it is nice to have one to share things with, even if they are silly at times.
Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends.
Life's Loss
Posted 8/28/2007 11:24:12 AM
I was emailing a couple of net friends whose wives had died within a month or so of mine.
Grief is definitely a journey we must travel alone but share it with others who are on the same road.
Both of these gentlemen are at a loss over their lives sudden turn of events just like I am, yet they also are having the exact same experiences as I am.
The feeling of loneliness, loss and WTF.
we don't keep in contact much & like me they are not on the web as much as they use to be.
This is something I would not wish on my worse enemy
Anyways one has started to drink a bit while the other has met someone who he feels is moving a bit too fast. Both are hurting & I wish I could stop it for them but ...
Life is but a blink in GOD's eye yet if you hurt someone or procrastinate things until it's too late then your Life will seem like an endless time. I'd say a Living Hell but I'm sure that Hell is worse. To be deprived of your Loved Ones & GOD for Eternity would be true Hell.
Anyways I guess I should stop ranting & do something.
To All I wish LOVE, Happiness, & the knowledge of when you have it.
To be Truly Loved is to Live, I have Lived.
Posted 8/28/2007 11:24:12 AM
I was emailing a couple of net friends whose wives had died within a month or so of mine.
Grief is definitely a journey we must travel alone but share it with others who are on the same road.
Both of these gentlemen are at a loss over their lives sudden turn of events just like I am, yet they also are having the exact same experiences as I am.
The feeling of loneliness, loss and WTF.
we don't keep in contact much & like me they are not on the web as much as they use to be.
This is something I would not wish on my worse enemy
Anyways one has started to drink a bit while the other has met someone who he feels is moving a bit too fast. Both are hurting & I wish I could stop it for them but ...
Life is but a blink in GOD's eye yet if you hurt someone or procrastinate things until it's too late then your Life will seem like an endless time. I'd say a Living Hell but I'm sure that Hell is worse. To be deprived of your Loved Ones & GOD for Eternity would be true Hell.
Anyways I guess I should stop ranting & do something.
To All I wish LOVE, Happiness, & the knowledge of when you have it.
To be Truly Loved is to Live, I have Lived.
Just Thoughts
Posted 8/15/2007 1:57:24 PM
Well here it is another day & I have no idea what to do with it.
This being an old bachelor with no social life is crap.
Trouble is youth is wasted on youth & experience comes when you are too old to enjoy it when your heart has gone from you.
So I would like to pass this Life Lesson on to anyone wise enough to use it.
Live, Love, Laugh & Enjoy each & Every Precious moment you are allowed AND
Most Importantly Let Your LOVE ONES know that YOU LOVE THEM before it is too late & you too are alone with regrets.
Now on a more sombre note:
Have you had any fun lately? Sure hope so.
Take Care and Love Wisely.
Posted 8/15/2007 1:57:24 PM
Well here it is another day & I have no idea what to do with it.
This being an old bachelor with no social life is crap.
Trouble is youth is wasted on youth & experience comes when you are too old to enjoy it when your heart has gone from you.
So I would like to pass this Life Lesson on to anyone wise enough to use it.
Live, Love, Laugh & Enjoy each & Every Precious moment you are allowed AND
Most Importantly Let Your LOVE ONES know that YOU LOVE THEM before it is too late & you too are alone with regrets.
Now on a more sombre note:
Have you had any fun lately? Sure hope so.
Take Care and Love Wisely.
Good Night & Amen
Posted 8/9/2007 12:39:27 AM
Have you ever laid in bed at night thinking about your life & all the things you did, should have done, meant to do, or forgot to do?
Have you ever thought about all the things you regret, should have regretted, should have never even thought of least of all done?
Have you ever realised that life should have, would have, could have been better but for your existence?
How about; have you ever?
Well lately that is how I've been, what has it gained me? Not a single iota of happiness nor for that matter grief, all it has done is prevented me ...
So here I sit about to lay in bed & say my prayers hoping that GOD is still there.
Does life hold Choices? YES!
Do I care? NO!
Life without Love is like peeing in bed on a cold night, it might be warm but it sure is a bother.
Well all I have to add is ...
Good Night & Amen
Posted 8/9/2007 12:39:27 AM
Have you ever laid in bed at night thinking about your life & all the things you did, should have done, meant to do, or forgot to do?
Have you ever thought about all the things you regret, should have regretted, should have never even thought of least of all done?
Have you ever realised that life should have, would have, could have been better but for your existence?
How about; have you ever?
Well lately that is how I've been, what has it gained me? Not a single iota of happiness nor for that matter grief, all it has done is prevented me ...
So here I sit about to lay in bed & say my prayers hoping that GOD is still there.
Does life hold Choices? YES!
Do I care? NO!
Life without Love is like peeing in bed on a cold night, it might be warm but it sure is a bother.
Well all I have to add is ...
Good Night & Amen
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: Hate
Posted 7/7/2007 9:53:28 PM
Hate is a burden upon one's soul put there for The Delight of the Devil & The Sorrow of GOD. It neither prospers nor advances the giver nor the receiver.
Love is Light that brings Harmony & Joy to All those it touches and lightens the toils that the soul must endure in this world.
To Hate some one or some thing is to waste time that will never be regained and therefore deprives the hater of moments that they could have spent enjoying the time of their lives.
So make your Life a Hate Free Zone & watch your Spirit & Soul, Soar & Grow.
Posted 7/7/2007 9:53:28 PM
Hate is a burden upon one's soul put there for The Delight of the Devil & The Sorrow of GOD. It neither prospers nor advances the giver nor the receiver.
Love is Light that brings Harmony & Joy to All those it touches and lightens the toils that the soul must endure in this world.
To Hate some one or some thing is to waste time that will never be regained and therefore deprives the hater of moments that they could have spent enjoying the time of their lives.
So make your Life a Hate Free Zone & watch your Spirit & Soul, Soar & Grow.
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: My Pat on TV, sort of ...
Posted 6/23/2007 8:16:02 PM
The show Forensic Factors came on at 19:00 with the story of Rui Wen Pan who murdered & dissected his girlfriend Selina Shen in 1988, with whom he was obsessed. No proof could be shown that she was dead when he dissected her.
Pat was juror #1 of the second trial that was dismissed as a mistrial due to inappropriate jurors actions
Here is a quote from his appeal to The Canadian Supreme Court
The appellant P’s original trial on a charge of first degree murder resulted in a hung jury. A second trial was held, at the end of which the trial judge declared a mistrial. During the jury’s deliberations, juror #1 had sent a note to the trial judge, asking him to poll the jurors after the verdict was read out. Following the declaration of the mistrial, the 11 other jurors from the second trial wrote to the Attorney General to complain about the jury selection process, the conduct of juror #1 and the declaration of a mistrial. An investigation into the conduct of the jurors at the second trial was conducted by the Attorney General, but no charges were laid.
The first trial was hung 11-1 for guilty.
What had happen in the second was that originally it was a 7-5 for not guilty as the debates went on a few of them wanted to get home, the Foreman for her Hubby's party. So eventually all except Pat voted guilty, she said lets call the bailiff & say hung jury. No way were they going to allow a hippy looking, partially blind girl allow this to happen. Pat was c31 at the time. The 11 brow beat Pat so she said yep every time they pointed out why he was innocent (major for one woman was he was too cute to be guilty) so they told the bailiff that they had a verdict. Pat asked the bailiff if there was anything she could do & was told to send the judge a note which she did saying that she was coerced into saying he was not guilty or they'd never let her out of the room. She stated "I Believe the defendant to be guilty." The note was given to the judge & Pat fained innocence when asked why do you think we have not been brought into the room yet?
The judge addressed the lawyers (Barristers up here) on both sides & then called in the jury & told them about the note & stated it was a mistrial. The other 11 were given 5 mins. to get their gear & leave the bldg. while Pat was taken to another inside exit & sent home by cab at court expense.
At the time of the trial for the final week of deliberation I was away on business & of course Pat was on jury duty. So our apt. was dirty, my fault.
The 11 started putting Pat down as on medication (she was for anxiety), blind (in one eye), and not worthy of being a judge by the way she dressed & wore her hair, etc. This crap even appeared in books sympathetic to Pan.
The third jury found him guilty so lets review 24 guilty to 12 not guilty of which four caved in due to peer pressure to get home.
Pat always thought that she had accomplished nothing in this world to me this alone would have made her outstanding, to play others that thought they were smarter than her because she was a HS dropout & only a mother compared to them.
Mr Pan is eligible for parole in 2017 & at his conviction hearing he said my problems were because of women. One died & the other dum b itch pulled a dirty trick on me in the last trial.
Pat received a call from the police & crown attorney thanking her for helping to put Pan away. She just didn't like being degraded by people she trusted (a Toronto Star writer, who was upset because she wouldn't say what went on in deliberation which is against Cdn. Law & punishable by prison.)
So I of course am no longer covered by the law now that Pat is dead.
Bunny; I Love you & I'm Still Very Proud of You for this act.
Thanks for letting me post this.
Posted 6/23/2007 8:16:02 PM
The show Forensic Factors came on at 19:00 with the story of Rui Wen Pan who murdered & dissected his girlfriend Selina Shen in 1988, with whom he was obsessed. No proof could be shown that she was dead when he dissected her.
Pat was juror #1 of the second trial that was dismissed as a mistrial due to inappropriate jurors actions
Here is a quote from his appeal to The Canadian Supreme Court
The first trial was hung 11-1 for guilty.
What had happen in the second was that originally it was a 7-5 for not guilty as the debates went on a few of them wanted to get home, the Foreman for her Hubby's party. So eventually all except Pat voted guilty, she said lets call the bailiff & say hung jury. No way were they going to allow a hippy looking, partially blind girl allow this to happen. Pat was c31 at the time. The 11 brow beat Pat so she said yep every time they pointed out why he was innocent (major for one woman was he was too cute to be guilty) so they told the bailiff that they had a verdict. Pat asked the bailiff if there was anything she could do & was told to send the judge a note which she did saying that she was coerced into saying he was not guilty or they'd never let her out of the room. She stated "I Believe the defendant to be guilty." The note was given to the judge & Pat fained innocence when asked why do you think we have not been brought into the room yet?
The judge addressed the lawyers (Barristers up here) on both sides & then called in the jury & told them about the note & stated it was a mistrial. The other 11 were given 5 mins. to get their gear & leave the bldg. while Pat was taken to another inside exit & sent home by cab at court expense.
At the time of the trial for the final week of deliberation I was away on business & of course Pat was on jury duty. So our apt. was dirty, my fault.
The 11 started putting Pat down as on medication (she was for anxiety), blind (in one eye), and not worthy of being a judge by the way she dressed & wore her hair, etc. This crap even appeared in books sympathetic to Pan.
The third jury found him guilty so lets review 24 guilty to 12 not guilty of which four caved in due to peer pressure to get home.
Pat always thought that she had accomplished nothing in this world to me this alone would have made her outstanding, to play others that thought they were smarter than her because she was a HS dropout & only a mother compared to them.
Mr Pan is eligible for parole in 2017 & at his conviction hearing he said my problems were because of women. One died & the other dum b itch pulled a dirty trick on me in the last trial.
Pat received a call from the police & crown attorney thanking her for helping to put Pan away. She just didn't like being degraded by people she trusted (a Toronto Star writer, who was upset because she wouldn't say what went on in deliberation which is against Cdn. Law & punishable by prison.)
So I of course am no longer covered by the law now that Pat is dead.
Bunny; I Love you & I'm Still Very Proud of You for this act.
Thanks for letting me post this.
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: Early Summer Wishes
Posted 6/19/2007 10:28:19 PM
I just came in from walking my dog, it's 28C outside hot & humid ... finally Summer.
My wife Loved this time of year the most. Hot, Sunny days made her happy as she hated the cold.
Well it looks like we might have a good summer for a change and I hope that all here get to enjoy it & make lasting memories.
May the Sun keep you warm, a breeze give you comfort and a shade tree grant you shelter. May all your loves be as loving and caring as mine was and may you always know that you were loved.
Posted 6/19/2007 10:28:19 PM
I just came in from walking my dog, it's 28C outside hot & humid ... finally Summer.
My wife Loved this time of year the most. Hot, Sunny days made her happy as she hated the cold.
Well it looks like we might have a good summer for a change and I hope that all here get to enjoy it & make lasting memories.
May the Sun keep you warm, a breeze give you comfort and a shade tree grant you shelter. May all your loves be as loving and caring as mine was and may you always know that you were loved.
A Loving Kiss
Posted 6/17/2007 12:36:58 PM
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the man's face was severely burned.
The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body that the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from her buttocks.
The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter.
After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful beauty!
One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?"
"My darling," she replied, "I get all the thanks I need every time I see your mother kiss you on the cheek."
Posted 6/17/2007 12:36:58 PM
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the man's face was severely burned.
The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body that the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from her buttocks.
The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter.
After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful beauty!
One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?"
"My darling," she replied, "I get all the thanks I need every time I see your mother kiss you on the cheek."
To be 6 again
Posted 6/14/2007 10:00:38 AM
Well it looks like summer is hear the temps in the mid to high 20s, the sun is shining and it looks like we should all be out & about like when we were kids. So here's a little joke for all of you, enjoy.
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife turning back and forth, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. I'd like to be six again, she replied, still looking in the mirror.
On the morning of her birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day ! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster.... everything there was.
Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure !
Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingly asked, Well Dear, what was it like being six again ?
Her eyes slowly opened and her expression suddenly changed. I meant my Dress Size, you dumb ass!!
The moral of the story: Even when a man is listening, he is going to get it wrong.
Posted 6/14/2007 10:00:38 AM
Well it looks like summer is hear the temps in the mid to high 20s, the sun is shining and it looks like we should all be out & about like when we were kids. So here's a little joke for all of you, enjoy.
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife turning back and forth, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. I'd like to be six again, she replied, still looking in the mirror.
On the morning of her birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day ! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster.... everything there was.
Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure !
Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingly asked, Well Dear, what was it like being six again ?
Her eyes slowly opened and her expression suddenly changed. I meant my Dress Size, you dumb ass!!
The moral of the story: Even when a man is listening, he is going to get it wrong.
Lucky
Posted 6/13/2007 6:24:35 PM
That's what I am. I've a friend or two here, a beautiful daughter and family & friends in the area. Yes I lost my Heart & it hurts but so have others.
So I think I'll try to post a bit more, clean up my friends list (some no longer here) and see what happens.
Now anyone interested in a used guy with no future to speak of? :lol:
I hope that All of You may find somebody & a sunny day in which to make memories that will last you a lifetime. A winter's day in which to snuggle up by a warm fire & remember all the good times and enough marshmallows for your cocoa to bring a smile to your face.
Start the violins, now if I can only figure out how to add music to this page. LOL
TC Everyone!
Posted 6/13/2007 6:24:35 PM
That's what I am. I've a friend or two here, a beautiful daughter and family & friends in the area. Yes I lost my Heart & it hurts but so have others.
So I think I'll try to post a bit more, clean up my friends list (some no longer here) and see what happens.
Now anyone interested in a used guy with no future to speak of? :lol:
I hope that All of You may find somebody & a sunny day in which to make memories that will last you a lifetime. A winter's day in which to snuggle up by a warm fire & remember all the good times and enough marshmallows for your cocoa to bring a smile to your face.
Start the violins, now if I can only figure out how to add music to this page. LOL
TC Everyone!
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: Here I sit
Posted 5/28/2007 3:14:45 AM
Here I sit alone with no one to talk to
Half a whole that can never be again
Missing my Heart & Soul
A moment she was here then never to be again.
Life, if this is what it is, forever changed
Seasons change but remain frozen
Little joys come & go
But ...
Pleasantries are shared with those you meet
Hello, Good Day meaningless things said
And as the song sings in your head
You wonder what becomes of the dead.
Days turn to nights & time has no rhyme
You can only hope that it is shorter than it is
So here I sit in the middle of the night
Alone again with no hope in sight.
Posted 5/28/2007 3:14:45 AM
Here I sit alone with no one to talk to
Half a whole that can never be again
Missing my Heart & Soul
A moment she was here then never to be again.
Life, if this is what it is, forever changed
Seasons change but remain frozen
Little joys come & go
But ...
Pleasantries are shared with those you meet
Hello, Good Day meaningless things said
And as the song sings in your head
You wonder what becomes of the dead.
Days turn to nights & time has no rhyme
You can only hope that it is shorter than it is
So here I sit in the middle of the night
Alone again with no hope in sight.
My brother Ron
Posted 5/9/2007 12:01:49 AM
He died tonight at 21:00h he would have been 80 in August.
He was a Scout Cub Master for over 40yrs. and I had recently gained even greater respect for him as his wife had died 23yrs. ago. Only GOD knows how he managed to keep going.
Anyways You Are Loved Ronnie, say Hi to everyone for me & give both our Pats a kiss.
Posted 5/9/2007 12:01:49 AM
He died tonight at 21:00h he would have been 80 in August.
He was a Scout Cub Master for over 40yrs. and I had recently gained even greater respect for him as his wife had died 23yrs. ago. Only GOD knows how he managed to keep going.
Anyways You Are Loved Ronnie, say Hi to everyone for me & give both our Pats a kiss.
Unhappy thoughts this day
Posted 5/4/2007 6:42:20 PM
This is not a happy tome so if you are feeling down or blue or whatever please don't read it.
6 months ago to-day I took the Love of my life to the hospital as she was bringing up blood, no I do not mean red flecked phlem but blood like you see when you open a vein.
The day before had been her birthday & as I had her in the ER the day B4 for the same thing we didn't celebrate as we figured we do it in a few days when she felt better.
Well they kept her in and said she couldn't have anything to drink not even crushed ice. I stayed as my sweet bunny was terrified of hospitals & being blind she would lose track of time.
Her back was hot but I said nothing as they checked her temp every so often. She kept asking for Ice but I said no and left the room as she became argumentative about the ice & the nurse was upset. I said i'll leave for now & she replied "Go I'll stay here & die so you won't have to worry." I know she didn't mean it & was just freightened & afraid.
I came back after 15 mins. & she was dozing so I sat in the chair and she started talking to me again so I said sweety I'll go home to our daughter & you go to sleep & rest. She said okay as I left the room I said: "I Love You." She replied "Thank-you."
The next morning we received a call to get our asses to the hospital, which we did. They were moving her down to ICU as she had a heart attack sometime during the night they wanted to finally scope her to see why she was bleeding.
When they took her down to ICU, I asked that a priest give her the last rights as she was RC. I know she was concious & neither I nor our daughter was there when he did it so I picture my poor bunny looking side to side for us with a little girl's fear in her eyes wondering where I was. They put her into a coma to help they said but she had another heart attack.
Well as some here know my precious love was shutting down and on Nov. 7th I had them turn off the breathing machine and sat with her until shortly after her last breath.
I don't go a day without missing her, regreting all the things that I did that caused her pain. Regreting not staying that night so I could have called the nurses for her. Regret not being there for the last rights & most of all regret not having her here to enjoy the new spring & the coming good weather.
I beleive that we will meet again, I have to if I must go on. I also beleive because she taught me about Love & about thimgs of LOve she never lied.
Two on line friends lost their Lady Loves within the month also suddenly in a sense & I know that they too are feeling this deep lost that we would not wish on the worst of our enemies.
I write this not for pity but to let out this pain I feel to-day and to let those of you fortunate to have your Loves know to not take anything or time for granted.
It's old hat to tell you to always say "I Love You." every chance you get and to never let anger make you forget that you do love. If you do you might realise that you could have said it one more time than you did.
As I said I beleive we will meet again, until then my Love ...
Posted 5/4/2007 6:42:20 PM
This is not a happy tome so if you are feeling down or blue or whatever please don't read it.
6 months ago to-day I took the Love of my life to the hospital as she was bringing up blood, no I do not mean red flecked phlem but blood like you see when you open a vein.
The day before had been her birthday & as I had her in the ER the day B4 for the same thing we didn't celebrate as we figured we do it in a few days when she felt better.
Well they kept her in and said she couldn't have anything to drink not even crushed ice. I stayed as my sweet bunny was terrified of hospitals & being blind she would lose track of time.
Her back was hot but I said nothing as they checked her temp every so often. She kept asking for Ice but I said no and left the room as she became argumentative about the ice & the nurse was upset. I said i'll leave for now & she replied "Go I'll stay here & die so you won't have to worry." I know she didn't mean it & was just freightened & afraid.
I came back after 15 mins. & she was dozing so I sat in the chair and she started talking to me again so I said sweety I'll go home to our daughter & you go to sleep & rest. She said okay as I left the room I said: "I Love You." She replied "Thank-you."
The next morning we received a call to get our asses to the hospital, which we did. They were moving her down to ICU as she had a heart attack sometime during the night they wanted to finally scope her to see why she was bleeding.
When they took her down to ICU, I asked that a priest give her the last rights as she was RC. I know she was concious & neither I nor our daughter was there when he did it so I picture my poor bunny looking side to side for us with a little girl's fear in her eyes wondering where I was. They put her into a coma to help they said but she had another heart attack.
Well as some here know my precious love was shutting down and on Nov. 7th I had them turn off the breathing machine and sat with her until shortly after her last breath.
I don't go a day without missing her, regreting all the things that I did that caused her pain. Regreting not staying that night so I could have called the nurses for her. Regret not being there for the last rights & most of all regret not having her here to enjoy the new spring & the coming good weather.
I beleive that we will meet again, I have to if I must go on. I also beleive because she taught me about Love & about thimgs of LOve she never lied.
Two on line friends lost their Lady Loves within the month also suddenly in a sense & I know that they too are feeling this deep lost that we would not wish on the worst of our enemies.
I write this not for pity but to let out this pain I feel to-day and to let those of you fortunate to have your Loves know to not take anything or time for granted.
It's old hat to tell you to always say "I Love You." every chance you get and to never let anger make you forget that you do love. If you do you might realise that you could have said it one more time than you did.
As I said I beleive we will meet again, until then my Love ...
Silly moi.© pcp 2006: Burns my arse
Posted 5/3/2007 5:21:47 PM
Things that burn my arse are:
A flame this high (yes I know it's an old one)
People who are two faced
Friends who aren't
No sex
Not having the Love of your life to talk to.
Snobs
People who cannot take the time of day to say Hello
Not hearing from friends you email because you worry about them hell even a bug off would acknowledge that they're still alive
& everything else that burns my arse.
Posted 5/3/2007 5:21:47 PM
Things that burn my arse are:
A flame this high (yes I know it's an old one)
People who are two faced
Friends who aren't
No sex
Not having the Love of your life to talk to.
Snobs
People who cannot take the time of day to say Hello
Not hearing from friends you email because you worry about them hell even a bug off would acknowledge that they're still alive
& everything else that burns my arse.
The Brick
Posted 4/20/2007 4:01:19 PM
The Brick!!! Read It.
Read this today and don't delete it if you are too busy!! You'll see.
THE BRICK
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against
a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop....." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's my brother, "he said "He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up."
Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me."
Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. "Thank you and may God bless you," the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home.
It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: "Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!"
God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.
Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning
Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!
Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow,sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
Read this line very slowly and let it sink in....
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it, not necessarily the way you want nor expect but you will get through it & with Faith you Will win.
Remember All Prayers Are Answered it's just that Sometimes The Answer Is No!
Posted 4/20/2007 4:01:19 PM
The Brick!!! Read It.
Read this today and don't delete it if you are too busy!! You'll see.
THE BRICK
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against
a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop....." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's my brother, "he said "He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up."
Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me."
Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. "Thank you and may God bless you," the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home.
It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: "Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!"
God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.
Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning
Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!
Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow,sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
Read this line very slowly and let it sink in....
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it, not necessarily the way you want nor expect but you will get through it & with Faith you Will win.
Remember All Prayers Are Answered it's just that Sometimes The Answer Is No!
A Celtic Prayer
Posted 3/12/2007 11:12:31 PM
A Celtic Prayer <<< click to hear it.
St. Patrick's Day is this weekend and this is given to all of you here as a thank-you from us for your many kind thoughts & prayers. Pat's Mom was Irish & I know they both are singing Irish Lullabye together as they did when Mom was alive.
(You might recognise the voice as Monica from Touch by An Angel.)
I will say no more as the prayer says it all.
Thank-you All & GOD Bless!
Peace Love;
Samantha & philip
Posted 3/12/2007 11:12:31 PM
A Celtic Prayer <<< click to hear it.
St. Patrick's Day is this weekend and this is given to all of you here as a thank-you from us for your many kind thoughts & prayers. Pat's Mom was Irish & I know they both are singing Irish Lullabye together as they did when Mom was alive.
(You might recognise the voice as Monica from Touch by An Angel.)
I will say no more as the prayer says it all.
Thank-you All & GOD Bless!
Peace Love;
Samantha & philip
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: Without You ...
Posted 2/18/2007 3:18:17 PM
It's been sometime since We said Good-bye
I find that I still cry
My thoughts of you bring the tears
Life without you contains more than fear
I wish that we had more time
I wish that you had never died
GOD had angels enough
Where all I had was Your Sweet Love
Life without you is like the Song
Only now does it sound strong
"More than the words I long to say ...
More than you'll ever know, my arms long to hold You so ..."
Each new day I greet as I know it brings me closer to you my heart & soul
Life with out you is a living hell
I'm tired of drinking from life's well
I continue for our "little one"
Looking forward to the day my life is done
I regret all the hurt I caused I enjoy hearing your voice yell
I call your name when ever I can
I wish you'd call mine as well
I know you didn't want to leave
Without You there is no me!
Posted 2/18/2007 3:18:17 PM
It's been sometime since We said Good-bye
I find that I still cry
My thoughts of you bring the tears
Life without you contains more than fear
I wish that we had more time
I wish that you had never died
GOD had angels enough
Where all I had was Your Sweet Love
Life without you is like the Song
Only now does it sound strong
"More than the words I long to say ...
More than you'll ever know, my arms long to hold You so ..."
Each new day I greet as I know it brings me closer to you my heart & soul
Life with out you is a living hell
I'm tired of drinking from life's well
I continue for our "little one"
Looking forward to the day my life is done
I regret all the hurt I caused I enjoy hearing your voice yell
I call your name when ever I can
I wish you'd call mine as well
I know you didn't want to leave
Without You there is no me!
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: May GOD Bless!
Posted 2/18/2007 3:01:18 PM
May GOD Bless All His people everywhere
(they are those who do No Harm especially In HIS Name)
May GOD Bless Those who His Blessings share with those they meet anywhere
May GOD Bless Them that prey for Others
May GOD Bless them that Love One Another
May GOD Bless the poor & the weak
May GOD Bless those who safely keep
May GOD Bless You & Yours
May GOD Continue to Open up doors
May GOD Bless All we Love
May WE See them in Heaven above
May GOD Bless ...
Posted 2/18/2007 3:01:18 PM
May GOD Bless All His people everywhere
(they are those who do No Harm especially In HIS Name)
May GOD Bless Those who His Blessings share with those they meet anywhere
May GOD Bless Them that prey for Others
May GOD Bless them that Love One Another
May GOD Bless the poor & the weak
May GOD Bless those who safely keep
May GOD Bless You & Yours
May GOD Continue to Open up doors
May GOD Bless All we Love
May WE See them in Heaven above
May GOD Bless ...
Ramblings of a Deviant Mind ©: Have you noticed?
Posted 2/7/2007 3:55:16 PM
Well it seems that life does continue beyond death,
We might not want it to but it sure does any way.
Sooo here goes ...
Have you ever noticed that people look at you strangely if you sneeze in public, using a kleenex of course, but have no qualms about sneezing on their hands & then wanting to shake your's.
That some women get upset if you offer them your seat but give you dirty looks if you don't.
Doctor's charge you if you miss your appointment but don't bother to apologize if they miss/cancell/are late for your's.
Guys want sex from every girl they meet but expect their girl friend/wife to be a virgin.
Blogs are the diaries of to-day but every one can read them.
Public display of genitals is not even discussed if a woman does it but if a guy did it he'd be in jail.
Everyone wants Freedom but at other peoples exspence.
That candy is dandy but it sure won't get you as far as it use to.
This was a waste of reading time but I had to post something.
Posted 2/7/2007 3:55:16 PM
Well it seems that life does continue beyond death,
We might not want it to but it sure does any way.
Sooo here goes ...
Have you ever noticed that people look at you strangely if you sneeze in public, using a kleenex of course, but have no qualms about sneezing on their hands & then wanting to shake your's.
That some women get upset if you offer them your seat but give you dirty looks if you don't.
Doctor's charge you if you miss your appointment but don't bother to apologize if they miss/cancell/are late for your's.
Guys want sex from every girl they meet but expect their girl friend/wife to be a virgin.
Blogs are the diaries of to-day but every one can read them.
Public display of genitals is not even discussed if a woman does it but if a guy did it he'd be in jail.
Everyone wants Freedom but at other peoples exspence.
That candy is dandy but it sure won't get you as far as it use to.
This was a waste of reading time but I had to post something.
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: I Am Here!
Posted 12/8/2006 11:47:24 PM
I am here I did not leave,
It's for My Body that you do grieve.
I am here hear my voice,
It's in The breeze I loved the most.
I am here My Love Remains,
Feel it when you mention My Name.
I am here Inside You Now
My Memory will Show you how.
I am here Our Love You see,
Can not by Death beaten be.
You Love Me and wish Me Here,
Yet You know that I now belong There.
We shall meet again of this You Know,
For did Not GOD Promise it so?
My Love for You Will Survive,
As Long as You Are Still Alive.
When it is time for you to come
You will find me waiting in Love,
To Take You Home to GOD Above!
Posted 12/8/2006 11:47:24 PM
I am here I did not leave,
It's for My Body that you do grieve.
I am here hear my voice,
It's in The breeze I loved the most.
I am here My Love Remains,
Feel it when you mention My Name.
I am here Inside You Now
My Memory will Show you how.
I am here Our Love You see,
Can not by Death beaten be.
You Love Me and wish Me Here,
Yet You know that I now belong There.
We shall meet again of this You Know,
For did Not GOD Promise it so?
My Love for You Will Survive,
As Long as You Are Still Alive.
When it is time for you to come
You will find me waiting in Love,
To Take You Home to GOD Above!
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: Yesterday
Posted 12/7/2006 5:55:15 PM
Yesterday I had The World but did not know it.
Yesterday I had a Love but was too busy to enjoy it.
Yesterday I had a wife who was what I prayed for.
Yesterday I forgot to Kiss Her.
Yesterday I lost my Love Now I miss Her.
Yesterday is dead and gone Now I mourn it.
Yesterday I lost The World Now I know it.
Yesterday.
Do Not Waste Your Here & Now
for Yesterday Is Dead & Gone
Never to Return
Regrets Lost are Regrets Lived Forever.
Posted 12/7/2006 5:55:15 PM
Yesterday I had The World but did not know it.
Yesterday I had a Love but was too busy to enjoy it.
Yesterday I had a wife who was what I prayed for.
Yesterday I forgot to Kiss Her.
Yesterday I lost my Love Now I miss Her.
Yesterday is dead and gone Now I mourn it.
Yesterday I lost The World Now I know it.
Yesterday.
Do Not Waste Your Here & Now
for Yesterday Is Dead & Gone
Never to Return
Regrets Lost are Regrets Lived Forever.
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: Dear GOD
Posted 11/19/2006 9:46:10 PM
Dear GOD;
It's me again, I know that you are tired of my wailing but I just want you to know how angry you have made me toward you. I know you forgive me and you know that I love you but the pain of loss is too much.
It is so unfair that you get to see her, hold her, and look into her beautiful eyes sparkling with love and I don't. Our daughter who was looking toward growing under her mother's love is now denied it and for no real reason. We need her more than you do.
I am angry and I have doubts and fears and most of all true sorrow, yet I still believe. I have to for if there is nothing but nothing then it is a waste to have hope. My faith isn't too strong but I still have it and I just want you to know that although I love you, I am so angry with you.
Please keep her happy for me and grant that our daughter is safe and has a life with plenty of friends to look out for her.
I ask this knowing that my last hopes and prayers were ignored.
Tell Bunny I miss her and let her know that I love her as much as a mustard seed.
That I cry for her every day and wish she was here with me. I know that I am not the only person in this moment and I wish that none of us have to be but we are and it hurts.
Posted 11/19/2006 9:46:10 PM
Dear GOD;
It's me again, I know that you are tired of my wailing but I just want you to know how angry you have made me toward you. I know you forgive me and you know that I love you but the pain of loss is too much.
It is so unfair that you get to see her, hold her, and look into her beautiful eyes sparkling with love and I don't. Our daughter who was looking toward growing under her mother's love is now denied it and for no real reason. We need her more than you do.
I am angry and I have doubts and fears and most of all true sorrow, yet I still believe. I have to for if there is nothing but nothing then it is a waste to have hope. My faith isn't too strong but I still have it and I just want you to know that although I love you, I am so angry with you.
Please keep her happy for me and grant that our daughter is safe and has a life with plenty of friends to look out for her.
I ask this knowing that my last hopes and prayers were ignored.
Tell Bunny I miss her and let her know that I love her as much as a mustard seed.
That I cry for her every day and wish she was here with me. I know that I am not the only person in this moment and I wish that none of us have to be but we are and it hurts.
Good-bye
Posted 11/13/2006 10:17:49 AM
I am going to say good-bye to all of you here for now, as you can imagine my heart just isn't in it anymore & I have to make financial adjustments. I won't say it is forever as nothing really is& I might return someday. For now I just don't feel like posting. I will always think of you & keep all of you in my prayers & ask that you do the same for me.
TC!
Posted 11/13/2006 10:17:49 AM
I am going to say good-bye to all of you here for now, as you can imagine my heart just isn't in it anymore & I have to make financial adjustments. I won't say it is forever as nothing really is& I might return someday. For now I just don't feel like posting. I will always think of you & keep all of you in my prayers & ask that you do the same for me.
TC!
Just Thoughts ©2006 pcp: Pat
Posted 11/7/2006 7:49:14 PM
You Were A Dream, You Were An Angel, You Were A Woman.
You took My hand when told not to and made a place for me in your heart.
You gave Love to All you met You just Stayed Until It Was Time for You to go.
Now Bunny you are not here so that I can hear you laugh nor hate myself for causing your tears.
You left me a version of you so that I must stay so I'll stay until it's time for me to go.
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My wife of 34 years 2 mos. & 5 days passed away to-day at the age of 54 years + 4 days after her birthday. I knew her 36yrs. & 11 mos. we met when she was 17 & I going on 21. I made her happy & proud but mostly sad.
The Best Wish that I could ever give anyone is this:
"May you find someone to Love you as she Loved me and may you be smarter than me and love them in the same manner."
Patricia Marie Ann Elizabeth Bélanger Porter
Born November 3rd. 1952 - Died November 7th. 2006.
Loved and Missed by Husband & Daughter.
The World is Lesser for this.
Posted 11/7/2006 7:49:14 PM
You Were A Dream, You Were An Angel, You Were A Woman.
You took My hand when told not to and made a place for me in your heart.
You gave Love to All you met You just Stayed Until It Was Time for You to go.
Now Bunny you are not here so that I can hear you laugh nor hate myself for causing your tears.
You left me a version of you so that I must stay so I'll stay until it's time for me to go.
---------------------------------------------------
My wife of 34 years 2 mos. & 5 days passed away to-day at the age of 54 years + 4 days after her birthday. I knew her 36yrs. & 11 mos. we met when she was 17 & I going on 21. I made her happy & proud but mostly sad.
The Best Wish that I could ever give anyone is this:
"May you find someone to Love you as she Loved me and may you be smarter than me and love them in the same manner."
Patricia Marie Ann Elizabeth Bélanger Porter
Born November 3rd. 1952 - Died November 7th. 2006.
Loved and Missed by Husband & Daughter.
The World is Lesser for this.
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brianwb2277
8/24/2008 7:11:11 PM
I spent the weekend in Edmonton almost bought a great PC at the fle market for 150 bucks gonna go back there nest week. gonna send you another FR. Hey did Sundin go to NYR
brianwb2277
8/20/2008 1:25:00 PM
I did leave you one but you canceled it so I figured you were ticked I left NP I am more at home here. how you doing ? watching the olympics
brianwb2277
8/13/2008 1:40:50 PM
how ya doing ? I left you a FR
brianwb2277
8/11/2008 7:02:46 PM
I changed the screen resolution. I also deleted some of my blogs that had pix that did the trick. you missed an awesome opening ceremony Angledust
brianwb2277
8/11/2008 9:38:19 AM
hey bro good ta see ya here welcome home gotta invite ya back you been watching the olympics
8/24/2008 7:11:11 PM
I spent the weekend in Edmonton almost bought a great PC at the fle market for 150 bucks gonna go back there nest week. gonna send you another FR. Hey did Sundin go to NYR
brianwb2277
8/20/2008 1:25:00 PM
I did leave you one but you canceled it so I figured you were ticked I left NP I am more at home here. how you doing ? watching the olympics
brianwb2277
8/13/2008 1:40:50 PM
how ya doing ? I left you a FR
brianwb2277
8/11/2008 7:02:46 PM
I changed the screen resolution. I also deleted some of my blogs that had pix that did the trick. you missed an awesome opening ceremony Angledust
brianwb2277
8/11/2008 9:38:19 AM
hey bro good ta see ya here welcome home gotta invite ya back you been watching the olympics
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