i guess its been awhile Posted 5/13/2008 6:18:20 PM its amazing how much stuff changes theres this old saying the more things change the more they stay the same however i dont see that today. i took an extended break from bein online and everything is so diff i see my friend lists r like empty n i see major news like my old best friend is married funny thing is i dont think her n i spoke for the past 2 years who knows how the fuck we stopped talking but i guess thats neither here nor there my point is nothings the same i got a job awhile ago i hate it but i have no choice at the moment gotta keep it im moving this month to a piece of land like 10 miles from here im gonna b so happy to b out of this damn place! i dont drink hard alch anymore got a lil tired of the blackouts lol most i do now is drink beer once a week which seems to work out alot better hell i cant remember the last time i actually wrote anything so i have no clue where to start or where to end all i know is im bored n havin a cple beers mayb ill hit yahoo chat or something although i despise it im totally bored n no work tonight i usually go in there like once a month n have an awful time lol but hey if i drink fast mayb i wont notice it sucks so bad although thats probly wishful thinking (1) Comments

local drunk will show everyone Posted 7/30/2007 6:56:02 PM YOUNGSTOWN, OH—In response to the shit he knows everyone is saying about him, local resident Todd Stenerud, after a prolonged drinking session, announced his intention to show you and everyone else just minutes before closing time at a local bar Monday. Enlarge Image Stenerud denounces the "total bullshit" he has endured from people. "You people don't know [what] the fuck you're talking about," Stenerud announced from his stool at Dan's Pub. "You think I can't? Know what? I'll show you. I'll show everybody." Stenerud, who is frequently drunk, added that if those assembled were opposed to his announcement, they could kiss his "big red baboon ass." Although Stenerud did not specify what he intended to show, he addressed a number of issues in detail, including the lack of credit he is given "day in and day goddamn out," his endless payment of dues "day after day after day," and a general sentiment of not giving a fuck today or any other fucking day. "Look, there's me," Stenerud said, pointing out his reflection cast in the bar-length mirror. "That's the guy that's going to kick all of your asses." Bartender Hope Krzysch said that Stenerud, a regular patron, was served eight bottles of Miller Genuine Draft and six shots of Jim Beam in the four hours prior to making his remarks. In a statement typified by earnest, strongly worded proclamations, one of Stenerud's most impassioned comments was that the occasion marked the very first time that he had ever spoken the truth to anyone. "It's all clear to me now. I can see right through you sons of bitches. Too bad you're not me right now. That's just too fucking bad for you." The announcement was cut short when Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" played over the bar's jukebox, prompting Stenerud to remark, "I love this tune," close his eyes, and silently mouth the lyrics for the duration of the song. Patrons at the bar reflected on Stenerud's charges of shit-talking. "I don't know the guy," Web designer Steve Dreyfuss said. "But I hope he eventually shows everybody. I wish him well." Stenerud, known in the area for inebriated, forceful announcements, has in the past shown everyone his ability to lift a table over his head, remove a hard-boiled egg from a glass without touching the glass, and construct a tiny man from a paper match. Still, observers said it was unlikely that these actions were what Stenerud was determined to show Monday. Enlarge Image Stenerud attempts to convince patron Ed Sieves to start a rock band with him. Though he focused on showing everyone, Stenerud also demanded to know what the fuck everyone was laughing at. "You think that's funny?" he asked on one of the few occasions he rose to his feet. "I'll show you what's funny. Come on." After a series of alternatingly aggressive and inquisitive gestures, Stenerud nearly toppled to the ground, narrowly avoiding striking his head on a footrest. Semiregular Dan's Pub patron and die-cutter Ed Sieves tried to assure Stenerud that nobody was laughing, and, after a brief staredown, the walleyed Stenerud embraced Sieves in an emotional bear hug. "This guy's like a brother. He's a good fuckin' man," Stenerud said, attempting to lift Sieves off the ground. "You're the best friend a guy could have. No. No. No. No. I mean it. There's nobody I'd rather want to spend time with than all you fuckers. You guys. You guys. I fuckin'." Stenerud then asked, "Did you see me pick him up?" After two minutes of a silence described by witnesses as "sullen," Stenerud announced that he had one last fucking thing to tell the audience. "You'd think? Fuckin'. I want to go call my ex-wife," Stenerud said, apparently concluding the speech. Stenerud is expected to return to Dan's Pub on Friday, but it is unknown whether he will show anyone anything else at that time. (0) Comments

the most controversial blog ever Posted 6/29/2007 10:05:38 AM ok this is gonna b the most controversial blog ever this is a follow up to my take on the benoit situation by now uve all probly heard/read things about it n there's alot of different information out there and using my csi skills i figured this out. the ironic thing was i told diane on tuesday when i heard about benoits child's condition exactly what i felt happenned n she was like "u dont know that to b true" well after the latest info my suspicions were backed up in new information that came out i feel i do know what happened. everyone knows cops r idiots so i welcome the fayetteville police department to read this n use it as your official statement that ull make in a cple weeks reader discretion is advised chris n nancy's child had a disease called fragile x syndrome. i read an article yesterday that made me sick the title was "benoit n wife often argued over retarded son" i dont think u should speak that way about one of the deceased especially someone as innocent as he was im now going to post some random facts that ive seen noted in several articles n piece them all together n give u my take on how this all happenned n u can disagree all u want with my take on it but believe me it makes sense and i wanna stress i in no way condone what chris did, theres no excuse 4 it im just givin an objectional opinion on how this all happened you may or may not have read this but there were needle marks in the childs arm the obvious conclusion most ppl draw is "they were tryin to roid him up" thats bs as noted earlier daniel had fragile x syndrome which is a de-abilitating disease that causes u to b severly undersized as well as to b "mentally retarded" i put parenthesis around that cause usually if someone says "mentally retarded" its suppose to b funny but believe me in this case its not n i wish i woulda known a better way to put it then to simply say "mentally retarded" they were giving him shots to try n help they werent trying to roid up the kid they were trying to put testosterone in him because he lacked it badly and with that disease thats a common thing to try i read a story yesterday that made me so sad it talked about how chris n nancy would argue over what to do with daniel. i guessed this was the case 2 days b4 it was reported so i wasnt surprised to see that nancy wanted chris home alot more than he was she didnt want him to quit wrestling all together but she wanted him home alot more which wasnt really a possibility saying she couldnt handle daniel alone. it later came out in 06 chris got 4 months off to b with his son and as of late chris would re arrange his flights to stop in atlanta for 4 or 5 hours at a time to spend time with his child which was all done out of pocket cause the company didnt pay 4 detours all the other wrestlers would b arriving at the next destination gettin checked into hotels n enjoying a cple hours of down time b4 the show and meanwhile chris was flying to atlanta just to spend a a few hours with his son and then flying to the show missing those few hours of downtime to himself. that doesnt at all sound to me like a monster it sounds like a loving father i give props to rob van damn 4 posting on his myspace a story about chris that didnt bury him or talk about what a monster he was cause he wasnt, he just snapped. rob took alot of heat for that post (before u ask yes its really rob van damns myspace the link was from his official website at robvandam.com) rob isnt under contract to any wrestling organation so he didnt have to say "company" things like those in the wwe r doin basically condeming chris. vince (the owner of wwe) was on nbcs today show yesterday n mentioned he wished chris wasnt a part of wwe i thought that was a horse shit thing to say cause chris was always one of the top guys n helped wrestling more than most ever will and 4 vince to just say i wish he wasnt affiliated with wwe is horse shit yea they r gettin some bad pub right now but that was an awful thing to say and im sry i defended wwe in my first post on this n im gonna pull that post because of those comments. basically vince is embarassed they did a 3 hour tribute to him on monday and looking back on it they coulda tried getting more information from the police b4 going on the air or they coulda put 2 n 2 together with the strange text messages chris had sent 2 ppl + the head of talent relations in the company heres my take on what happened and this is just my opinion but i figured this out 2 days b4 some of the information was public and i didnt know the information existed. again let me stress theres no excuse 4 what chris did this is just my opinion of what happenned in the tragedy and y chris stayed in the house 4 almost 2 full days with a dead body chris was home on friday needing to fly to texas either the same day or early the next day 4 an event then to stay there 4 the pay per view the next night. he went to his doctors office on friday and he signed autographs n took pictures with those in the waiting room who knew him and wanted them (i saw one of these photos posted online n it was surreal to see chris in that environment he looked happy) chris went home that night (remember this is just my opinion on what happenned but im pretty sure im correct) ok chris went home from the doctors office and he and nancy began arguing over daniel again chris felt like he was in a no win situation although wwe is now publicly saying "we give wrestlers time off anytime they ask" thats bullshit chris was under contract he was already wearing himself to thin with flyin to atlanta every chance he got n something in chris snapped i cant say whether there was a confrontation of a physical nature n that will never b public but something made chris snap mayb chris' mind just snapped and he killed nancy on friday i think chris realized what he had done because he put a bible next to her and i think he wasnt sure what to do next which explains the huge gap in the time frame for the next day chris wrestled with what to do next does he call authorities and spend the rest of his life in jail giving daniel to a foster family who may or may not know how to care 4 him or is there an alternative? if i had the choice between life in prison/possibly getting the needle after going through the legal process or killing myself i'd kill myself so chris knew what he was gonna do he knew he was killing himself but he didnt know what to do with daniel i truely believe in the frame of mind chris was in he decided that the best thing was to kill him so he didnt end up with ppl who didnt know how to deal with his condition that could potentially b cruel to the child chris made the wrong choice he killed daniel put a bible by him n texted some ppl in the wwe his physical address and info on where the dogs were (2 trained german shephards) so that authorities could get in n collect the bodies chris then went to his weight room n ended his life i know more info is gonna come out in the next few days/weeks but im confident in what i said happened n i suspected its what happened since tuesday but with the recent news stories i felt i could give my opinion with some basis of fact to support it chris wasnt a monster, i know it seems like it but something in his mind snapped and he did something unthinkable and then he thought the best thing to do was something even more unthinkable and unable to live with what he did chris benoit sent those messages to let ppl know where to find his family and ended his life i welcome all comments on this story whether its to agree or tell me im full of shit or whatever the case is all comments r welcome (0) Comments