Rant Posted 10/11/2008 10:53:02 PM At this point in my life i'm pretty much lost in my own mind. So many things I wish to get accomplished, and so many goals that have been put to the side. I just feel that I'm in my own world where no one understands where i'm coming from or what i'm really about. I know what my passions are, but I think way too much about how other people will view me if I go towards them. It's time for me to put my foot down and say fuck it, i'm gonna follow my dreams and if you don't like it, tough shit. It's really unfortunate that anyone would even think of a person as inferior because they care more about their intellectual capacities and love more than clubbing every weekend and talkin smack. People say that since i speak proper, it takes away my "BLACKNESS". I say that that's a bunch of bullshit. God knows my heart and where I stand. I've come to the conclusion that I don't need anybody to approve of anything that i do. This is my life and I am gonna live it how I please. Just had to get these things off of my chest because they have been weighing on me since i moved to Florida. I'm trying to meet some new people in the area but haven't had much luck yet. Things will definitely start to look up though. I truly can't complain. I mean I have all of my passions here with me everyday of the week, so that keeps me sane in the hard time. I'm gonna come out of my expectations that people have on me and soar. (0) Comments

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