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Oh I've been gone to long
Posted 9/21/2007 10:13:38 PM
Just a little update before I hit the bed.
Work is so stressful now and days. Not so much that the jobs stressful just the people. We have this new girl who always calls out and if she shows up, she shows up a couple hours late. We have so many people that call out a couple hours before they're supposed to come in, and they give us bull shit reasons. So Tuesday and today I had to pull a 12 hour shift. Nice hours? yeh. Sweet paycheck? totally. Very exhausting though.
But other than that, things have been pretty good. my parents still don't have a job. meh. But I'm hanging in there.
I hope everybody's doing fine =D. I'll probably update tomorrow. I gotta get up at 6 so I'm off of here. night.
Posted 9/21/2007 10:13:38 PM
Just a little update before I hit the bed.
Work is so stressful now and days. Not so much that the jobs stressful just the people. We have this new girl who always calls out and if she shows up, she shows up a couple hours late. We have so many people that call out a couple hours before they're supposed to come in, and they give us bull shit reasons. So Tuesday and today I had to pull a 12 hour shift. Nice hours? yeh. Sweet paycheck? totally. Very exhausting though.
But other than that, things have been pretty good. my parents still don't have a job. meh. But I'm hanging in there.
I hope everybody's doing fine =D. I'll probably update tomorrow. I gotta get up at 6 so I'm off of here. night.
There goes my luck...
Posted 8/17/2007 4:36:44 PM
When my mom lost her job, it was hard but I knew things would get better especially since my stepfather was making over 50,000 a year. But now I think I'm officially crushed.
Then yesterday, my stepfather got fired because of his age. His company is merging with another company so they fired everybody over 50 because they have been there the longest and get paid the most. I just don't understand because he's been working there for 18 years. We plan on suing but by the time everything settled, he can just retire.
And I had my hopes up high just to watch them be broken. My stepfather found a car he was actually going to buy me, something my dad could never do for my but has no problem buying cars for my sisters. I've been saving up for the past year for a car, but with money situations being so tight, it hasn't been going as smoothly as I would like it too. Then this has to happen so there goes the one thing I actually wanted.
Posted 8/17/2007 4:36:44 PM
When my mom lost her job, it was hard but I knew things would get better especially since my stepfather was making over 50,000 a year. But now I think I'm officially crushed.
Then yesterday, my stepfather got fired because of his age. His company is merging with another company so they fired everybody over 50 because they have been there the longest and get paid the most. I just don't understand because he's been working there for 18 years. We plan on suing but by the time everything settled, he can just retire.
And I had my hopes up high just to watch them be broken. My stepfather found a car he was actually going to buy me, something my dad could never do for my but has no problem buying cars for my sisters. I've been saving up for the past year for a car, but with money situations being so tight, it hasn't been going as smoothly as I would like it too. Then this has to happen so there goes the one thing I actually wanted.
Out and About
Posted 8/7/2007 11:08:33 PM
First off, I want to thank everybody who wished me a happy birthday. I really appreciated it.
Devil Dog - I hope your wrist is doing better!
I had a good birthday. I told myself in the beginning of the day not to let anything get to me or I'll end up ruining my own birthday. I had to work but it was only 4 hours so it wasn't that bad. Everybody that was working, signed a birthday card for me and sung happy birthday to me when i got off. I stuck around for awhile because I was waiting for somebody to come in. Within that time I made plans with my co-workers to have a little birthday party. I never thought I'd hang out with them in a million years considering I've been working there for 3 months and this was the first time ever hanging out with them outside work.
Random comment - Mistletoe, I love the music you have on your blog. Every time I get on here, I always have to listen to your songs. And thanks so much for the birthday wishes.
But for the past few days and what not, I've been out and about. I think this is the longest time I've been home in about 2 weeks. And it sucks because I can't even sleep in my own bed =( There's something leaking from the attic and it's leaking through the ceiling into my room. So my whole room is soaked, my bed is soaked, mattress and everything. So it looks like tomorrow I'm leaving again to stay with some friends cause i can't take sleeping on a tile floor. Who knows when the leak will be fixed. My stepfather has been crawling around up there trying to find the leak so he can fix it, but so far no luck.
Posted 8/7/2007 11:08:33 PM
First off, I want to thank everybody who wished me a happy birthday. I really appreciated it.
Devil Dog - I hope your wrist is doing better!
I had a good birthday. I told myself in the beginning of the day not to let anything get to me or I'll end up ruining my own birthday. I had to work but it was only 4 hours so it wasn't that bad. Everybody that was working, signed a birthday card for me and sung happy birthday to me when i got off. I stuck around for awhile because I was waiting for somebody to come in. Within that time I made plans with my co-workers to have a little birthday party. I never thought I'd hang out with them in a million years considering I've been working there for 3 months and this was the first time ever hanging out with them outside work.
Random comment - Mistletoe, I love the music you have on your blog. Every time I get on here, I always have to listen to your songs. And thanks so much for the birthday wishes.
But for the past few days and what not, I've been out and about. I think this is the longest time I've been home in about 2 weeks. And it sucks because I can't even sleep in my own bed =( There's something leaking from the attic and it's leaking through the ceiling into my room. So my whole room is soaked, my bed is soaked, mattress and everything. So it looks like tomorrow I'm leaving again to stay with some friends cause i can't take sleeping on a tile floor. Who knows when the leak will be fixed. My stepfather has been crawling around up there trying to find the leak so he can fix it, but so far no luck.
So yeh, it's been awhile
Posted 7/17/2007 12:53:32 AM
The past few days have been so-so I guess. The only thing that's keeping me sane is a good friend of mine.
I got my nose pierced Saturday. It's a pink stud and it's not that bad either. It was like an early birthday gift to myself.
I just saw the movie transformers and it was awesome. I'm not a big fan of action movies but I enjoyed this one.
I had a great day at work on Sunday, surprisingly. I got a huge compliment from the head manager another compliment from another manager. It was the first time I met Roseanna, so when we were all taking a break after the little rush she came up to me and asked me where I worked before and I asked how she knew I had a job before. She responded telling me there was no way that this could've been my first job cause I was working so hard. Then the head manager told me I was doing a spectacular job because I was multi-tasking, which is something most of my co-workers don't do. Then we started this new thing where we put up a poster board and if somebody does good one day their name gets put on a star and put on the board. The poster has been up since Monday of last week.. and my name was the first on there. It is kind of an accomplishment because I've been there for only 2 months, and the people that have been there for years are not even on that board yet.
And in about 7 hours I'm leaving for Cleveland... once again. Hopefully it'll be the last time I go there this summer. I'm tired of traveling. Especially to Ohio for no good reason. I still have yet to pack. I should probably get to that now.
Posted 7/17/2007 12:53:32 AM
The past few days have been so-so I guess. The only thing that's keeping me sane is a good friend of mine.
I got my nose pierced Saturday. It's a pink stud and it's not that bad either. It was like an early birthday gift to myself.
I just saw the movie transformers and it was awesome. I'm not a big fan of action movies but I enjoyed this one.
I had a great day at work on Sunday, surprisingly. I got a huge compliment from the head manager another compliment from another manager. It was the first time I met Roseanna, so when we were all taking a break after the little rush she came up to me and asked me where I worked before and I asked how she knew I had a job before. She responded telling me there was no way that this could've been my first job cause I was working so hard. Then the head manager told me I was doing a spectacular job because I was multi-tasking, which is something most of my co-workers don't do. Then we started this new thing where we put up a poster board and if somebody does good one day their name gets put on a star and put on the board. The poster has been up since Monday of last week.. and my name was the first on there. It is kind of an accomplishment because I've been there for only 2 months, and the people that have been there for years are not even on that board yet.
And in about 7 hours I'm leaving for Cleveland... once again. Hopefully it'll be the last time I go there this summer. I'm tired of traveling. Especially to Ohio for no good reason. I still have yet to pack. I should probably get to that now.
I guess you could call it that.
Posted 7/7/2007 4:06:01 PM
So I try to stay positive because well.. it could always be worse. But I just can't get this off my mind. It's like I feel her pain too.
My mom lost her job, causing me to lose my typing job. The boss fired everybody there and hired a whole new crew because they'd work for less.
My mom is so depressed about her job she doesn't want to get another job.
There's so much more responsibility coming to me now. I might have to start helping her out money-wise. Which I don't mind helping.. It's just not something I'm used to. I'm used to supporting myself with food and clothes. And now I might have to start paying for food for everybody, and some bills.
And none of my friends understand what I'm going through. Cause most of them are all living off their parents or support just themselves.
Wow I don't know how I'm going to survive when I have my own family lol.
Posted 7/7/2007 4:06:01 PM
So I try to stay positive because well.. it could always be worse. But I just can't get this off my mind. It's like I feel her pain too.
My mom lost her job, causing me to lose my typing job. The boss fired everybody there and hired a whole new crew because they'd work for less.
My mom is so depressed about her job she doesn't want to get another job.
There's so much more responsibility coming to me now. I might have to start helping her out money-wise. Which I don't mind helping.. It's just not something I'm used to. I'm used to supporting myself with food and clothes. And now I might have to start paying for food for everybody, and some bills.
And none of my friends understand what I'm going through. Cause most of them are all living off their parents or support just themselves.
Wow I don't know how I'm going to survive when I have my own family lol.
Diamond
Posted 7/1/2007 6:59:22 PM
In my neighborhood you'd be surprised at the animals you'd find here. Every winter we have a beautiful orange fox come to our neighborhood and leave prints in our snow. Last year a female and baby deer we're in our front yard while the male was in the back yard keeping an eye on them. But I got to say, the one I love seeing the most are the bunnies. It's hard because I live in a circle and 4 out of the 5 houses have cats. So our bunnies in this neighborhood don't last long. One night I found one just as it was a baby in my yard, I didn't think she'd last long living here but I took a picture of her anyway. And because of the reflection of the flash, her eye looked like a pink diamond so I named her diamond.
My mom picked me up from a friend's house today to tell me she had news about my bunny (Yes, I claim it even though it's wild lol). The first that came out of my mouth was "Did a cat eat her?" (Yeh I know, way to be negative here). She said "No. She had babies". Diamond had 5 babies and as soon as I got home I found them laying in our garden, all cuddled up and everything. Diamond was in the yard too, so I went in and got her something to eat.
I know dork-ish but it made me happy. I'll try to post pictures later.
Posted 7/1/2007 6:59:22 PM
In my neighborhood you'd be surprised at the animals you'd find here. Every winter we have a beautiful orange fox come to our neighborhood and leave prints in our snow. Last year a female and baby deer we're in our front yard while the male was in the back yard keeping an eye on them. But I got to say, the one I love seeing the most are the bunnies. It's hard because I live in a circle and 4 out of the 5 houses have cats. So our bunnies in this neighborhood don't last long. One night I found one just as it was a baby in my yard, I didn't think she'd last long living here but I took a picture of her anyway. And because of the reflection of the flash, her eye looked like a pink diamond so I named her diamond.
My mom picked me up from a friend's house today to tell me she had news about my bunny (Yes, I claim it even though it's wild lol). The first that came out of my mouth was "Did a cat eat her?" (Yeh I know, way to be negative here). She said "No. She had babies". Diamond had 5 babies and as soon as I got home I found them laying in our garden, all cuddled up and everything. Diamond was in the yard too, so I went in and got her something to eat.
I know dork-ish but it made me happy. I'll try to post pictures later.
The Truth Is..
Posted 6/28/2007 11:34:27 AM
I was throwing away some old stuff and I came across a "poem" I wrote over a year ago.. To bad the other half of the "poem" is missing hah.
The truth is...
I'm loud,
I yell when I sing.
The truth is...
I think of others before myself,
But now the tables have turned and that makes me selfish, right?
The truth is...
I cut,
Just to feel like I'm getting high.
The truth is...
I drink till I black out,
So I'll be able to sleep.
The truth is...
I'm an instigator,
I'll argue with you just to see how much you can put up with.
The truth is...
I'm scared,
I leave situations before I'm left.
The truth is...
I say things I don't mean,
Just so you'll stay with me.
Posted 6/28/2007 11:34:27 AM
I was throwing away some old stuff and I came across a "poem" I wrote over a year ago.. To bad the other half of the "poem" is missing hah.
The truth is...
I'm loud,
I yell when I sing.
The truth is...
I think of others before myself,
But now the tables have turned and that makes me selfish, right?
The truth is...
I cut,
Just to feel like I'm getting high.
The truth is...
I drink till I black out,
So I'll be able to sleep.
The truth is...
I'm an instigator,
I'll argue with you just to see how much you can put up with.
The truth is...
I'm scared,
I leave situations before I'm left.
The truth is...
I say things I don't mean,
Just so you'll stay with me.
Been back in town for 2 days.. but just got home.
Posted 6/26/2007 6:32:43 PM
I got so mad this morning. Not pissed off man just like "ugh" mad.. if thats even a mad.. These past 2 weeks Ive been getting up at 7, so today I was able to finally sleep in. For some reason I woke up at 9. How rude is that?
So I was gone in Florida for a week and then straight from there to Ohio and now I'm back. I enjoyed it, I wish I could've stayed longer because then perhaps I wouldn't be so vdnjkg now. Not only may I be losing one job, I may be out of both jobs. One job, they've screwed me over twice already and they're now cutting my hours back and I'm pretty fed up with them. They're only working me one day a week and their excuse is cause i just got back from vacation. The other job is just going downhill. Nobody's working this week so I'm assuming next week everybody's going to get laid off. So now I'm on the look out for another job. I may be getting a babysitting job soon but I'm not to keen on babysitting at the moment. But hey money's money. Or I may be a cashier at the commissary. It's a nice job considering they start people off at $12 an hour. I know a lot of the big boss' there and they've been wanting me to work there for awhile so i think I'll be happy there.
I'll probably blog more. I'm just real exhausted at the moment and still have to unpack.
Posted 6/26/2007 6:32:43 PM
I got so mad this morning. Not pissed off man just like "ugh" mad.. if thats even a mad.. These past 2 weeks Ive been getting up at 7, so today I was able to finally sleep in. For some reason I woke up at 9. How rude is that?
So I was gone in Florida for a week and then straight from there to Ohio and now I'm back. I enjoyed it, I wish I could've stayed longer because then perhaps I wouldn't be so vdnjkg now. Not only may I be losing one job, I may be out of both jobs. One job, they've screwed me over twice already and they're now cutting my hours back and I'm pretty fed up with them. They're only working me one day a week and their excuse is cause i just got back from vacation. The other job is just going downhill. Nobody's working this week so I'm assuming next week everybody's going to get laid off. So now I'm on the look out for another job. I may be getting a babysitting job soon but I'm not to keen on babysitting at the moment. But hey money's money. Or I may be a cashier at the commissary. It's a nice job considering they start people off at $12 an hour. I know a lot of the big boss' there and they've been wanting me to work there for awhile so i think I'll be happy there.
I'll probably blog more. I'm just real exhausted at the moment and still have to unpack.
My sisters vs. my brothers
Posted 1/22/2007 6:14:49 PM
Having 5 sisters isn't all that great. I, for one, am sick of them.
The oldest sister is 33.. or somewhere in the 30's. She's a mother of 4 boys and thinks she knows the secrets of motherhood. One night infront of my friend, I asked if we could leave my house to go to her house. And she gets involved and says "No, now where do you really want to go?". Like I had anywhere else to go.
The second daugher is 31. She's one of those CSI peoples, she works in Miami so I only see her but every holiday. I don't have much of a problem with her mainly 'cause I don't speak or see her often.
The third one is turning 18 going on 35. She thinks she's sooooo much older than I am. She constantly calls me just to see what I'm doing and when I tell her, she goes off on me. Tells me not to go have sex, not to drink, and I always respond telling her "Oh yes, I'm going to get fucked up and have sex with Holly tonight, mother." She's horrible even when she's 6-8 hours away.
Then of course, there's me.
My younger sister is 12. She's going through that stage where she thinks she knows everything, believes she can go up against anybody, and can speak to you the way she feels that she can. She wasn't young to remember this but she was old enough to know I was gone for a couple weeks when I was only but 13 years old and kicked out in winter, while there was snow on the ground, with nothing but a tank top and light pajama pants for acting just like her. But even I wasn't THAT bad. I could clean up after myself and take care of myself even if I had nothing, she can't even pick up her room to save her life.
Then there's the babygirl. Only 7 years old. She adores me. But she's horrible at takeing care of herself. Just like the 12 year old, she can't pick up after herself. She's so caught up in things such as the computer, tv or that nintedo ds thing. I didn't even know what a computer was when I was 7. I played soccer to keep myself occupied. I hear everyday to leave my sisters with examples on how to take care of themselves. But I don't know how to do that when I'm doing everything and they still can't get it through their head.
Now my brothers, I can deal with them. One of them is like 28-29. He's had a rough past. He's from Korea and his birth mother used to beat him and finally kicked him out on those streets when he was like 10. He's technically my cousin, but he was adopted and flown out here to America to live a better life. He knows not to take things for granted and he keeps his distance with us but he still comes over every now and then just to check up on all of us.
Then there's the 27 year old one. He's my best friend. He's gone through things I'm going through and he always makes me believe things will get better. Whenever I need a night alone, he's the first one to open up his house for me.
My baby brother would've been 10 in June. He passed away at birth by chokeing on his blood while being wrapped around the cord. Everyday i think what would life be like if he were still here.
I wish I had more brothers. Then maybe, I'd complain about my brothers more than my sisters.
Posted 1/22/2007 6:14:49 PM
Having 5 sisters isn't all that great. I, for one, am sick of them.
The oldest sister is 33.. or somewhere in the 30's. She's a mother of 4 boys and thinks she knows the secrets of motherhood. One night infront of my friend, I asked if we could leave my house to go to her house. And she gets involved and says "No, now where do you really want to go?". Like I had anywhere else to go.
The second daugher is 31. She's one of those CSI peoples, she works in Miami so I only see her but every holiday. I don't have much of a problem with her mainly 'cause I don't speak or see her often.
The third one is turning 18 going on 35. She thinks she's sooooo much older than I am. She constantly calls me just to see what I'm doing and when I tell her, she goes off on me. Tells me not to go have sex, not to drink, and I always respond telling her "Oh yes, I'm going to get fucked up and have sex with Holly tonight, mother." She's horrible even when she's 6-8 hours away.
Then of course, there's me.
My younger sister is 12. She's going through that stage where she thinks she knows everything, believes she can go up against anybody, and can speak to you the way she feels that she can. She wasn't young to remember this but she was old enough to know I was gone for a couple weeks when I was only but 13 years old and kicked out in winter, while there was snow on the ground, with nothing but a tank top and light pajama pants for acting just like her. But even I wasn't THAT bad. I could clean up after myself and take care of myself even if I had nothing, she can't even pick up her room to save her life.
Then there's the babygirl. Only 7 years old. She adores me. But she's horrible at takeing care of herself. Just like the 12 year old, she can't pick up after herself. She's so caught up in things such as the computer, tv or that nintedo ds thing. I didn't even know what a computer was when I was 7. I played soccer to keep myself occupied. I hear everyday to leave my sisters with examples on how to take care of themselves. But I don't know how to do that when I'm doing everything and they still can't get it through their head.
Now my brothers, I can deal with them. One of them is like 28-29. He's had a rough past. He's from Korea and his birth mother used to beat him and finally kicked him out on those streets when he was like 10. He's technically my cousin, but he was adopted and flown out here to America to live a better life. He knows not to take things for granted and he keeps his distance with us but he still comes over every now and then just to check up on all of us.
Then there's the 27 year old one. He's my best friend. He's gone through things I'm going through and he always makes me believe things will get better. Whenever I need a night alone, he's the first one to open up his house for me.
My baby brother would've been 10 in June. He passed away at birth by chokeing on his blood while being wrapped around the cord. Everyday i think what would life be like if he were still here.
I wish I had more brothers. Then maybe, I'd complain about my brothers more than my sisters.
FeedBack
Mistletoe
8/4/2007 6:18:34 PM
Hi! Happy Birthday! :o)
May this day be the bestest ever so far! :o)
GeorgiaBlues
7/20/2007 9:31:51 AM
GeorgiaBlues
7/18/2007 10:32:57 AM
a bit of a cloud over my heart, but other than that.... GREAT! How bout yourself?
GeorgiaBlues
7/12/2007 12:21:25 PM
I'm pleased that I sent a smile to you.... hope your week is going good!
avarietyshop1
5/23/2007 7:09:29 PM
i seee yellow duckies before not purple one.
LLCOOLWSR
4/17/2007 9:32:27 AM
Welcome!
soss_bond_007
3/29/2007 7:48:01 PM
how r u my dear friend?
hope u r ok...take care..bye
soss_bond_007
2/25/2007 7:46:45 PM
Hi dear, how r u today.?
Hope well.... Thanks for your advice.........
Take care.
Bye
soss_bond_007
2/22/2007 7:46:05 PM
hi dear how r u?
hope u doing well............ take care. bye
soss_bond_007
2/20/2007 8:19:27 PM
I'm fine. How r u?
Hope well....................Take care.
Bye
soss_bond_007
2/19/2007 7:41:46 PM
hello to you....
mildred
2/17/2007 11:06:43 PM
thank u 4 accepting me ha!
Lazybones
1/11/2007 10:27:49 PM
ya having friends who murder other friends would make me feel a little unsafe too
Lazybones
1/11/2007 7:10:08 PM
that bad huh? well, you know what they say... The first days are the hardest days. I bet by the time you finish high school you'll have made enough friends to make you consider sticking around ;)
Lazybones
1/10/2007 3:06:09 PM
so what are you gonna do after high school then?
ILUV_JEN
12/20/2006 10:03:32 PM
hi
Lazybones
12/20/2006 5:05:17 PM
from maryland to ohio.. good luck with that ;)
8/4/2007 6:18:34 PM
Hi! Happy Birthday! :o)
May this day be the bestest ever so far! :o)
GeorgiaBlues
7/20/2007 9:31:51 AM
GeorgiaBlues
7/18/2007 10:32:57 AM
a bit of a cloud over my heart, but other than that.... GREAT! How bout yourself?
GeorgiaBlues
7/12/2007 12:21:25 PM
I'm pleased that I sent a smile to you.... hope your week is going good!
avarietyshop1
5/23/2007 7:09:29 PM
i seee yellow duckies before not purple one.
LLCOOLWSR
4/17/2007 9:32:27 AM
Welcome!
soss_bond_007
3/29/2007 7:48:01 PM
how r u my dear friend?
hope u r ok...take care..bye
soss_bond_007
2/25/2007 7:46:45 PM
Hi dear, how r u today.?
Hope well.... Thanks for your advice.........
Take care.
Bye
soss_bond_007
2/22/2007 7:46:05 PM
hi dear how r u?
hope u doing well............ take care. bye
soss_bond_007
2/20/2007 8:19:27 PM
I'm fine. How r u?
Hope well....................Take care.
Bye
soss_bond_007
2/19/2007 7:41:46 PM
hello to you....
mildred
2/17/2007 11:06:43 PM
thank u 4 accepting me ha!
Lazybones
1/11/2007 10:27:49 PM
ya having friends who murder other friends would make me feel a little unsafe too
Lazybones
1/11/2007 7:10:08 PM
that bad huh? well, you know what they say... The first days are the hardest days. I bet by the time you finish high school you'll have made enough friends to make you consider sticking around ;)
Lazybones
1/10/2007 3:06:09 PM
so what are you gonna do after high school then?
ILUV_JEN
12/20/2006 10:03:32 PM
hi
Lazybones
12/20/2006 5:05:17 PM
from maryland to ohio.. good luck with that ;)
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