Living in a World of Peace

I crave to live in a World of Peace, A World without conflict, fear or Hatred World as I have seen in my dreams. I just can’t keep it all inside any more, I must say what is needed to be said. I know I haven’t done anything yet, Although I will keep going until I do. When the World trembles from fear, I will fly past that of any wings could carry. Not bothering to notice if they have fallen. I will keep moving forward until Peace, Unspeakable pain or sadness will not stop me. I will never say I can not laugh and smile, Never allowing myself to hate anyone ever. I will someday live in a World of Peace. ©MJL2008 (1) Comments

Posted: 4/27/2008 4:51:17 AM

Passionately Yours

As I saw her walk towards me, I knew it was meant to be. This is not at all what I had expected for my eyes to glee. As I saw that smile and smirk which she made so lovingly. It took me by trance and just completely overwhelmed me. I could see at the beginning, this was all woman for me to see. She held nothing back and allowed for me to know her truly. I watched with awe for which I was overcome so completely. Her hair, eyes, and everything else was for my heart the key. Attempt to seem calm and strife, for her I felt so passionately. I heard her words tell me slow, but I felt the beats suddenly. She reminded me to slow down, for I will wait for her endlessly. (2) Comments

Posted: 1/26/2008 5:50:43 AM

A New Year

The past five and a half years has been a real rollercoaster for me. The past year (2007) has been the biggest challenge for me most of all. I have always kept my head up and made steady movement forward even after some of life's biggest and most difficult challenges of all. I know there has been a time where I just pulled away from the world and kept those hardships to myself without voicing any signs of struggle. I knew that I had to succeed in my life's struggles in order to fulfill my duties to make the difference that the world sorely needs. I have dealt with both physical and mental pain that I did not know how I would be able to endure. I have always been strong in outlasting the test that are put upon us by life, but even the mightiest sometimes need a helping hand from a friend or loved one, there to pull you from the darkness into the light were we can see ourselves for who we truly are. That's when I think that I realized that yes, even though I have made it a long ways by myself, I would not have been able to shine if not for those in my life that care so much. I can never give up on life no matter how hard the struggle, but I do realize there are those in my life that I can not, will not life without. As some of you may know, I was excited about this up coming holidays and was keeping my cheer focused on making it the best of all the past years. I had taken the fact that I was working to heart knowing that I was doing something to help others, so that they might be safe and be able to enjoy their special time with friends and family. This is when the biggest hardship of all was weighted down on my shoulders. I cried for the first time in a very long time. I felt like there could not be a reason for this tragic news that was given to me on the eve of our most celebrated occasion. I quickly went through the normal what if, could have and should have, as I guess we all do when we feel quilt for not doing enough to be there as much as we feel the need to be. I quickly had great support from the most wonderful people in the world. I had those that I was concerned in letting down, standing right beside me, offering their deepest and most honest friendship and love. I must admit that if not for those that supported me through this extreme heartache of loosing the most influence of my life, the one that I tried to example myself after, the one who no matter how difficult things had become was always there for me, my Father. It was a very, very difficult time for my Mother and the rest of my family. I felt crushed at first as I did when my Brother was killed many years ago. My Father was the one who stood strong than, so I knew that for my family, I must this time as I could only do as I believed he would have done. I did stand strong through most of it and did so without the slightest decline in being the pillar for my family. I knew the support that I had standing ready to catch me if needed, which was all that I needed to strive forward and be the man that would have made my Father proud. I am for that reason not going to ponder upon the If's in life and realize that we must enjoy what we have in the short time we have here. I will continue to be the Example that my Father has set for me and make the most ultimate strive to make a difference in this world. I refuse to set back and say, someone should do something. I refuse to give up on life and on those in this world of ours. This is what will allow me to finally pass when my time is due, the fact that I gave my all and that I had friends and family there beside me, keeping me true. I am indeed wishing and hoping the New Year brings everyone more enjoyable times, but as before I will take life as it is given and continue forward. This is the highest goal that we have been given, for this to all I pray and promise to do. (3) Comments

Posted: 1/4/2008 12:21:36 PM

Darkness to Light

Into the darkness of the night, I begin to yearn, crave for the light. I fear the unknown as the darkness sets in, And now my fears are clear as my tremors begin. I know that it is me that I fear most, Not the darkness that has been my host. I only have now allowed myself to see, That which is really and truly me. Now the light begins to shine though, As my eyes have opened to see what is true. The darkness now has turned to day, As I have learned to know myself along the way. UI (3) Comments

Posted: 1/4/2008 2:14:17 AM