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Leona16
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hey well my names Monica, im 16 years old i go to parkwood an im currently looking for a job i wanted this site so that i could come here an kinda express myself if need be. well add me an we can talk thx.

Age: 17

Gender: F

Location: North Carolina


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hey everybody well i kno i havent been on for a while but i always come back of course! this website lets me vent and i feel like yall care and if not at least i think so in my head lol. but anyways but ex bf and i are ok at the moment we have had some awful fights but thats b/c we r both hurt of course but i think we r gonna be ok with being friends and he still asked me to prom and w/it being his senior prom i cant turn him down... but anyways alots has happend my whole life seemed to be crashing down and as i look back now i dont really kno where i found the strength i guess it all came from god and finding my inner strenght?! but i dont regret my past and idk whats in store for me but i kno god has a plan for my life and im just trying to let it all work out... but schools ok at the moment, i got a parking space finally!!, its pretty far back but oh well it beats the bus!! also im tryin to get a 2nd job at the brusters in indian trail so hopefully that will work out cus i need the money for my class ring, cell phone, insurance, prom, spring break, and im in major need for summer clothes lol but oh well it will all work out and ima try not to worry! well i hope you all are doing wonderful and im sry if this has been a bore but thks for reading

Update on me

hey guys and girls well just a lil update on me... my twin brother moved to wv to be with my biological family but hes doing great and hes gonna train for his GED. My boyfriend and I broke up on tuesday of this past week and it was the hardest thing ever i was really depressed and he hurt me more than i can even discribe. but we r ok now we r just friends but ive met a guy named josh, we are just friends but he works with me and hes fantastic! he makes me smile and laugh and forget about all the horrible things in life. but i did get a job at Panera Bread in indian trail and i started the new semester at school and its pretty good so far. but umm thats about it i hope everyone is doing well.

hey!!!

SUP~!!!!!!!! leave me some messages ppl!!!

Yeterday and Today...

well yesterday was my bf's 18th birthday i woke up at 4:30 in order to get ready then i went to his house an filled his car with balloons an wrote on his backan side windows lol. then i went inside an his mom woke him up. then he went to the bathroom an i snuck in his room an when he come bac i had a cupcake with a lit candle an u can imagine his reaction to seeing me suddenly appear in his room lol! so we laid down for a while an then he got ready an we went to school an i HAD painted the rock but SOMEBODY painted over it an i was soooo mad! but anyways later that evening i took him to the cheesecake factory!

My point is yesterday was wonderful an we had such a nice time but now its raining an i dont have school an my bf came over but he had to leave to work. so now im sitting at home BORED TO DEATH!!! an theres nothing to do! grr.... lol

well i hope your all having a better, funner day...


Todays Story

well lifes kinda hectic around here..

you see i am an adopted twin an my twin is a boy an he has behavioral problems. hes been in boot camps an wilderness camps.. sure it helps at first but then it wears off.

he just came home from the last camp 3 months ago after beeing there for about 9 months. and hes been ok with the occasional normal issuse until today sadly.

We have been pretty close since he started being sent away i guess cuz we learned to appreciate each other. we have been through alot together an i love him very much but sometimes he is uncontrolable an acts horid! i hate to say it but its true an it happens

Life gets pretty miserable around here an i thought maybe it would be different now hes had help but i guess i was wrong... i come home from school to find the house a mess, parents yelling an crying, my brother screaming, an i am struggling to make everyone happy an live my own life without causing more trouble...

but life goes on an things will get better i have faith in that an ill take away knowlegde an experience from my daily struggles with god anything is possible an there is a reason for everything an thats how i kno ill be ok an everything will somehow get better. i hope u all count ur blessings no matter how rough life may seem...


Thoughts of me

well things have been pretty good lately, however that doesnt mean i dont have problems there. I have been struggling with my friends ashley an amanda for about 6 months or so. We all used to be really good friends an hung out an had fun, but last semester an this year its like i no longer exsist. Im not sure whats up or w/e but its like they are trying to be in some popularity contest an only hang out with certain ppl. I really miss them though, mainly ashley however because we were best friends. I could go on forever but ill wrap it up my point is that whenever i do talk to them they blame it all on me an try an make me feel bad when i really wish we could just be friends again but something just wont let us....

But on the other hand im making new friends an reconnecting with old ones. like my friend morgan that ive known since the 1st grade. also i have the best boyfriend in the entire world an i can tell how much he loves me by the things he does an says an i feel completely comfortable with him. the best part is we have been dating for almost a year an i feel no sexual pressure at all... i mean sure we kiss an stuff but im still a virgin an plan to stay one an its great having a boyfriend who is your best friend.

Then of course theres my friend amanda harrell. i met her last year she was new at our school an i was first to befriend her. now we r tight an shes so amazing i love her soo much shes always there for me an we always have fun together...

Well thats long enuff for one day i hope this inspires you an you all take time to see how lucky you are....






I'm super excited about my bday tomarrow!!


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gradkick1
1/14/2007 8:22:13 PM
hi whats up!!!


Janis
12/12/2006 7:56:53 PM
Hope you have a nice day tomorrow. if you were in Ca. you would be looking at a 2 week break from school.

zyren_christian08
12/11/2006 6:53:09 AM
me??? from valenzuela city, philippines..

have a nice day!!!
^_^


SOLEI
12/10/2006 10:59:31 AM
Good Morning
How R U today?


zyren_christian08
12/8/2006 4:00:39 AM
im fine! how about you?

zyren_christian08
12/7/2006 6:37:45 AM
hey! tnx 4 accepting me to 1 of ur friendz

gradkick1
12/5/2006 6:17:05 AM
have a great day


gradkick1
12/2/2006 6:23:31 AM
im mike! how are you


ILUV_JEN
11/25/2006 10:02:39 PM
im fine thanks you hows your day

ILUV_JEN
11/23/2006 2:24:16 AM
im fine! you how are you?

Janis
11/22/2006 7:57:43 PM
Scorpios rule lots of B-Days.To you have a happy holiday.

ILUV_JEN
11/22/2006 8:16:42 AM
hi!

kam47j
10/28/2006 3:39:31 AM
hi leona if you want to contact me this is my E.mail Address:kam47j@gmail.com
i will be glad for joining bye.

TRUE_HUMAN
10/26/2006 9:04:49 AM
hey Monica.WAs up?

TRUE_HUMAN
10/24/2006 5:42:36 AM
hey Monica.Why don't u do a good deed?
How?

Just be my friend.

imnpink
10/17/2006 4:05:26 AM
Welcome to being 16 and a day. Almost 17 now you know!

BrooklynFrank
10/16/2006 8:27:51 PM
np. hope you'll read the story i'm writing on my blog. start from the bottom if u do.

BrooklynFrank
10/16/2006 7:19:01 PM
hola, and happy bday!

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