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www.RockShowConnect.com Posted 2/8/2007 3:10:01 PM I am in the process of creating a website, Rockshowconnect.com, which will be for any bands to list information on thier shows or any other events. For the time being, the site will offer reviews on shows, concerts, bands and other useful information. (0) Comments

It Ain't No Fun (If The Homie's Can't Have None) Posted 1/24/2007 11:15:52 AM So yeah, I've decided to not go to the Air Force.. HAHA I am just looking for full time work now. I have also decided that relationships aren't good, its only a crutch because you can't handle being alone in the world. I couldn't seam to break up with my ex, mainly because I would want to have sex and that was the easiest way to go, thats right she is easy! haha..I don't know what else to say. I Love spanking robot monkeys from outer space. (0) Comments

My mind is Made up. Im going! Posted 12/11/2006 10:43:36 AM I've finally come to the conclusion that the Air force is exactly what I need in life. I have been studying for the ASVAB and on my practice exam I scored a 71, and I believe the minimum to get in is a 36 or 40. So I can for sure get in, and I would like to persue a career as a Pharmacist, which will take around 6 years to complete, I'm going to try and stay in the air force for 20 years, which will give me plenty of time to acheive the degree I want. I have also been working out, getting in shape so I may survive in boot camp. I feel great, I'm eating better and I've finally found someone I want to do in life. If i don't go down this route, I will be living in my moms garage, paying her 200 bucks a month and working at somehwere Like Ralphs or Starbucks or something, getting no where and drinking everyday. I've actually stopped drinking since I have decided to enlist. yay! I am planning on going to boot camp in March, right after my 20th birthday. Wish Me Luck! (1) Comments

Does Anyone else think people on this site are boring? Posted 12/8/2006 1:35:58 PM Is all you people do is look at anime and post pictures you didn't make of Asian women? Whats the reason? Why is it so great? (2) Comments

I'm sick of Arguing with a Wall Posted 12/6/2006 10:40:54 AM Women, women, women. why must relationships be so confusing? I have come a long way in my journey, learning about women and relationships in general. I had my heart set on falling madly in love and having children with the most amazing woman I could imagine. So one day I found her. She flipped my world upside down, I was head over hills. I would do anything I needed to, to ensure our future would be perfect together. That relationship ended quick and harsh, as I should had seen coming, but like everyone should know, Love is Blind. If your in love you don't care about anything but that one person and doing what ever you need to do to make them happy. As my world spiraled down into a black hole, I started using more drugs and drinking more for quite some time. I then realized it was alright, and got over her and moved on. Soon after that, I had a few sexual encounters, not real relationships. I realized that wasn't right for me either. After all of this happened, I fell in love one more time, after I thought I had control on it. This time with a girl who was addicted to meth. That lasted shorter than my first relationship, only because she lied because of her addictions. Saying she was going to quit, then not talking to me and all of that bullshit. I really do hate meth. it drives you away from people you love. I've tried it a few times, and I never liked it. My dad has been doing it for the last 30 years, and I couldnt stand becoming anything like him, So I need to try hard to not become that, because its in my blood. Anyway, back to my love life. I then moved from the South Bay in Los Angeles, To Downtown LA. I met a new girl. One that was half black half mexican. We started dating last year and are still going. The only thing is, I'm not truly happy, I've been madly in love before, and this is not that feeling. But for some reason, it is lasting longer. Because of my lack of feeling, I don't get attached, I don't get hurt, and it lasts longer. It's wierd how this works. I know I could never marry this girl, but I continue with her. Just a comforting I suppose. Im pretty sure once I leave Job Corps, I will end the relationship, especially since I am joining the air force, I will have no contact with her. I am just so confused about everything in life right now. Women, Jobs, Drugs, Drinking, Cigarettes, Working out, going into Debt. I am just running from my problems. In order for me to become a real man, I need to face all my fears. Which is what the air force is about, it will just give me some guidelines. I won't go to an interview because I'm scared, I've never done it before. But if someone makes me, then I have no choice. The air force is going to be the father I never had, Pushing me to become a man, making me go out and do things, teaching me how to be tough and disiplined. Which is something I have lacked for my whole life. I'm just hoping my life goes smooth, wish me luck. -Daniel J. Dotter (0) Comments

Out of Reach Posted 12/6/2006 10:36:53 AM My emotions awake, Feeling all sorrow, Can't wait to see, what happens tommorow. I see your face, Don't know what to do, All I wish, is to be with you. The beauty you posess, Takes over my soul, Can't help it, I lose all control, I slip into another world, A state of mind I can't define, Just want you to be mine. I see your face, its very clear, I see your eyes, I see your tears, Forget your problems, Forget your sighs, Forget the people, forget the lies, Forget the past, its time to break free, Just as long as you run with me. Lets run to the desert, Lets run to the snow, Let's go to a place that nobody knows, We'll look at the stars, we'll look at the moon, I hope you find your feelings soon. Just close your eyes and grab my hand, I hope you then, will understand. -Daniel J. Dotter- 2004 (0) Comments

Money Posted 12/6/2006 10:31:07 AM Debt around my head, pull the blanket over my head, for I don't want to see the bill, I had to have just one last thrill. The time was great, Guess it was fate, for me to spend, just one more dollar, so I can act like a white colar. (0) Comments

Air Force VS. A Job In LA Posted 12/5/2006 1:17:20 PM I am currently deciding on joining the United States Air force, or getting a job and living in Los Angeles. There are positive and negative things on both parts when I am deciding which of the two I should do. If I join the air force, I will be required to stay for 4 years, which really doesn't bother me, although I'm not sure if I will like it or not, So commiting 4 years is a risk I might need to take. It has many benefits that it might be worth it, I mean money, work experience, benefits, Education, getting in shape, having self discipline and best of all, traveling for free. As where if I stay in LA, I will most likely end up an alcholic like my father, which i really want to get away from. I'm not even 21 and I drink every weekend, and would drink more but I cannot do so being in Los Angeles Job Corps. I really don't know what to do, If I stay in LA I will end up in a shit hole job, drinking all the time, not going to college. If I join the air force, I could stil face the same path, although it would make me do things, instead of me being lazy and doing nothing. But then again, I know myself well enough to know that I take free rides and don't like working very hard, so I think of the air force as another free ride, although it would force be to be more strict about how I live. And then of course, I tell my sister I made up my mind and that Im going to join the Air Force, and she tell's me I shouldnt do it, that I am having a pesimistic view on my life, and I don't believe in myself, which is true. If I had a better view on getting a good job, working out, going to College and so forth, I would be much happier. I don't know anymore. I guess I will figure things out. This is not my only problem in life, Which really isn't that bad of a problem, just me being confused. I still have Women issues, but I will save that for another day. (0) Comments

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General Comments ardensmom Posted 12/11/2006 3:42:05 PM I'm very happy for you and wish you luck in achieving your dreams raya Posted 12/11/2006 9:18:04 AM hi! welcome to the blog.. Please login to post a comment.