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Yup Posted 3/10/2007 3:25:58 AM I planned on doing something good for me. So i finally did i went out and found a great girl who is JUST interested in me. She has beautiful brown eyes and gorgeous brown hair. Being without her now seems so unfair. I wish every moment i could have her by my side. Whatever my plans are or what they will be she is sure to ride. I don't look at her like she is just another girl to go through. I see her as a piece of perfection and ask what else i can do. When i'm with her i smile and gaze into her eyes. Not caring about that thing between her thighs. I plan to see me with her on our wedding night. Doing something we both waited for and it feels so right. Close my eyes tight and end up with a smile by the end of the night. Waking up in the morning and loving the sight. Love can make you do things you normally wouldn't do. Like even with morning breath i'll still kiss you. I'll put the seat down on the toilet just to make sure you don't fall in it, because you know that in the morning you might not notice it. This is the way i feel about my girl and there is nowhere to go but up. So if you ask me if i love her i simply say YUP. (1) Comments

Hide Posted 2/10/2007 6:29:45 PM Its hard to just run away and hide, when you fears are always by your side. How do you escape the horrible haunting fears, why when you think of this are your eyes filled with tears? I can't take this anymore no more hiding. I'm going to be myself i'll do all the deciding. I can stand on my own i don't need you. So now i'm hear alone and i don't know what to do. Now i have never expressed my emotions like this. I no longer cry at night i clinch my fists. I can't go through this hateful world alone. With no one to say I Love You on the other end of the phone. I'll do my best and thats all i'll say. I'll give up when my heart can't love anymore, but trust me its not today. "Love is easy, Losing it is whats hard." (0) Comments

To my Grandmother. Posted 2/4/2007 10:08:24 PM I Still Feel You I still feel when I here the song, you know the one, the one they played that day. The day you left I miss you so much I want you to be here with me but you can’t. Your far away and I won’t be able to see you for along time. I cry at night when I think about you I feel I can’t live if your not here, and it hurts when people mention your name. The pain builds everyday and its begging for me to let this out. So I’m here telling you how I feel, begging you to come home, and I know its not your fault. I just want you to come back, but you can’t because you up there and I’m here. I miss you grandma and I hope to see you soon......I’ll talk to you again tomorrow. I love you.............Amen. (0) Comments

Racism! Posted 2/4/2007 9:44:10 PM Do you think racism still lives? I know it does its like a bridge the never gives. Everyone walks across it sometime in their life. It ran in to me calling me a nigger and holding a knife. Its name was billy a dirty redneck for the south. Whose every word disrespected black people every time he opened his mouth.I was the only one who ever stood up to him and now there is a permanent scar in my side. Till this day i say it was worth it cause now he is on a 15 year hell ride. Living in a cell crying ang asking why. While a grown man is touching him and rubbing his thigh. Who is laughing now not me i still feel the pain of racism everyday. I wish there was something to do to change people's way. I hate writing about stuff like this it makes people sad, but its the only thing thats on my mind and it hurts so bad. I thought this would one day end as did Dr. Martin Luther King. But everytime i think its gone i see the same thing. Cops killing a another black man,and people trying to get rid of another mexican. They need to be exposed for the things that they did. Tell people to relay this message to their kid. I believe bad people are not born they are made. Please lets this message be heard there is more to people than thier skin shade. I love everyone even people who have did me wrong. I just wish we could all get along. Thank You for reading this and God Bless. -Young Faith- (0) Comments

Why are they doing this? Posted 2/2/2007 3:50:08 PM They say they want us to do our best in everything. They want to exceed highly in anything. So why do they try to hold us so much. Its unfair to make us prepare then cut us off and such. My partner cried when they made us stop our dance. Dance is not just something you do for fun its our life, and even if you don't understand give it a chance. You can see emotion love or hate. Dance can sometimes change a persons fate. They don't want diversity in the school or a change. Well i demand change i am tired of racism everyday and yes it is in range. I'm not scared anymore and i'll prove it. I'm old enough to begin to fix it. It hurts to know people are trying to stop what i do for comfort. We are causing no problems, my life is beginning to twist and contort. Hate is running through my mind and all i can think about is pain. Showering down on my face like acid rain. Melting away my life and molding me to something i'm not. I will take this into my own hands. I will not be takin away in two silver wrist bands. Violence is not the way and i know i can hurt them in a worse way. My words are like a million fists crushing them day by day. I start now be moving these hateful thought onto this screen. When i'm done this will be one of the greatests movements ever seen. -Young Faith- (0) Comments

Questions and Answers Posted 12/28/2006 1:07:12 AM Now these poems are my real feelings and stuff thats on my mind. I also do poems about thing that people ask me to do. So if you want me to write about any topic leave a comment under any of these poems, and at the end of you comment tell me the topic. I really do appreciate feedback and i would like to see some other types of writing. I love to read others feelings and use their feelings to help me with my writing. Agian i write for you guys and to release my feelings, and i take every comment to heart. So thank you and God Bless. -Faith- (0) Comments

This Feeling Posted 12/28/2006 12:58:22 AM This feeling runs through my body every time we touch ,and no matter what the feeling is never to much. I grab your hand and I look you in the eyes, knowing I just got done thinking about whats between those thighs. Ill sing to you with the greatest passion and love. Thanking god for sending you to me from above. You have to be an angel to make me feel the way you do. Nothing in my life makes me as happy as you. I love the way that you touch me when you feel me needing you. Its makes it even better when you look at me and say baby I love you. Your eyes are enough to calm me down. They are one of the ways you create a smile form a frown. You lips are as soft as satin, and when we kiss there are more fireworks than you could imagine. Close your eyes and feel the energy we share. Me do anything to harm this relationship I wouldnt dare. I dream about you constantly, and Ill wait for you eagerly. This is how I feel about you and the final words I write are........... I love you. (0) Comments

Something On My Heart Posted 12/28/2006 12:55:43 AM This is something every important to me, because my cousin was killed by a drunk driver so if you would comment great, but even if you don't just listen to the message realize the situation thank you. -Faith- This pain is killing my brain and a calm state is hard to maintain. I clinch my fist as we start to talk. Wanting to throw the phone and just start to walk, but i don't i sit there and listen to this girl speak, and i'm about twenty words over my peak. At this moment i'm shaking with hate so i scream why has god cursed me with this horrible fate. I never wanted it to end like this but it did. Even after this girl almost had my kid. I can't take this anymore so i hang up and get in my car, and head to my friends house which we call the "bar". I do some things to clam me down but no matter what i do i still end up with a frown. I leave the house in a drunken rage, like i'm late and i have to be on stage. As i'm driving i can't focus because i'm drunk, and a few moments later you here kerplunk. Like i hit a deer, but know its worse than my deepest fear. As i see another car start to skid....... i yell stop! Sir i hit this kid.........silence and we call the cops they look and the kid grab his wallet and call his pops. Now just because i got drunk over an arguement with my wife. I killed a kid and i'm serving Twenty-Five to life. (0) Comments

Pure Pain Posted 12/28/2006 12:52:56 AM You've never seen pain expressed like this. At night instead of cry i clinch my fists. The pain is unbareable and i can't take it anymore. Been here for hours no answers so i'm out the door. I can't stand these people trying to say it will be ok. Because it might not what you think we're promised another day? Thats foolish and you need a reality check. People die everyday and i never cared until i found out she was on deck. I won't let this happen i can't let you go. I'll never be able to because you'll never know. The rage is killing me its burning like fire, and this pain is fueling it like its a desire. I can't let you leave i need you here to protect me. Thats why now i'm praying to God that you can't leave me. To mant people have left and never cared. Know you might be leaving and i'm scared. I love you grandma please don't leave. Please God make her hear me...I awaken and see her with my own two eyes, but wait something is strannge about the suprise. That not her i scream, and i wake up sweating from the dream. Or should i say nightmare, My chick wakes up and rubs her hand threw my hair. She comforts me but these dreams will never do. I pray everyday the these dreams were real don't you? (Your not promised tomorrow and niether is anyone else. So live life to the fullest each day.) (0) Comments

Why Me Posted 12/28/2006 12:49:01 AM Why is it you ecpect nothing but perfection from me. Don't turn away i'm asking you why me. I need to know, i want to know. Please tell me i'll do anything i'll go anywhere you want me to go. Please i beg you i'm young but i bet i could understand. Why am i to be by myself with no support to help me stand. Why am i able to feel so deep, and love so hard. Why must i everytime pull the ace card. I want answer, why is it so diffucult for you to tell me. Maybe its because....you are me..so i'm asking me...why do i expect to much of me. I look no further for the answer its so clear. The reason i expect so much is because of my fear. My fear of losing the spotlight and people not remembering my name. Ruining my childhood claim to fame. I will not live under fear anymore. I'm taking my chance with something i adore. Its also something i love, and i am gonna make it if thats my fate from above. So i tell you now i'll entertain till i die!!! I'll never look back again and never ask why. (so i tell you this and i'm gone....Don't follow your dreams, chase them and you will live on.) (0) Comments

To You Posted 12/28/2006 12:43:42 AM I am writting this poem for you, and i thought this would be a good thing to do. I usually am unhappy when i write, but today i smile. Because i am thinking of you, and you are worth while. Some men think that if you express yourself it makes you weak, but when i express myself i feel i am at my highest peak. I think i am at this peak because of you, and this is why i write this for you. I heard you think your un-attractive and i'm here to tell you that is far from true. I'm not going to lie from what i heard i would be lucky to be with you. You deserve the better things in life and a man that respects you. Not only for your physical appearence but all of you. A man that has you number one on his speed dial. You know i heard its the little things that can make you smile. I'll tell you what... you are pefect from what i know. Now you tell me how far your willing to go. Its our last year in Fairmont High School. I really don't want it to end with me feeling like a fool. So i am hoping you are seeing that i want to get to know you...and i'm not going to say your name, but this poem i wrote for you. My favorite quote is "don't follow your dream, chase it" and i love my dream because you and I make it. Melvin Robinson A.K.A **Young Sir** (0) Comments

Today Posted 12/28/2006 12:38:40 AM If today were my last day on earth i would not be happy with what i have done. I mean yeah i used my talents and yeah it was mostly fun. But i am alone and its been this way for a while. Its been months that i have been wearing this fake smile. I know yeah i love dancing and singing but they can't hold me. I want something more something that can protect and hold me. Someone i can express my feelings to and them do the same. A person who only cares about me and not my money and fame. I have passion i've been told this many times from people watching me dance. Now they see this now all i want is a chance. A chance to share my passion with someone i love. A girl who has a smile that lights up the room and her eyes as soft as a dove. Now today would be the worst day to end on..Why? Because i just told Chelsey who i had a crush on. So I bet your wondering who this girl could be? Well wait till the next poem and see, because right now that is between Chelsey and Me. (I would really like it if some people would Subscribe to my blogs. I will keep you updated as much as possible. And leave comments please. These are just my feeling written thank you and God Bless. *Young Sir* (1) Comments

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