Just because someone doesn't jump up and down with joy because you've turned up doesn't mean you need to cause drama.
Just because you weren't immeadiately greeted with open arms, doesn't mean you should create drama.
Just because the world doesn't go the way you want it to, doesn't mean it's time for you to create drama.
Please remember that other people have issues to, and YOU creating DRAMA means they have to waste their precious energy on cleaning up YOUR mess.
Just because someone holds an opinion that is different to yours, does NOT mean that they are wrong...they just think differently. It is what makes us unique.
I am incredibly tired right now. The thyroidism still isn't under control,I've had to nurse the babies and myself through a very nasty bout of colds and sickness. On the plus side, Dan and I have decided we are going to move away from where we are now. It's a good decision to make,even though I'm petrified.I know it's good for us to make a fresh start.Too many bad things have happened for both of us and being somewhere new,able to create new memories for ourselves and the girls...that would be amazing. It's just the change,you know? I'm very comfortable where I am living.It gives me permission to complain without having to do an awful lot about it. But things started to really change for us when I made the decision to have a different pregnancy and birth with Meg. Since then,since I have shown that kind of determination to change things for myself,Dan has grabbed that by the horns and wants more from me. He wants to live in a better place, a bigger place and somewhere that will not pose so much negativity onto us. He wants us to be able to do whatever makes us a better family (including having more children lol) The problem is,the emotional energy I used up getting what I wanted with Meg...well,it pretty much drained me. I know she is nearly 7 months old and most mothers are back on their feet now,but I just havent had it in me. There is too much wrong with me. Now I'm just making up excuses.I know I am. I hid behind the children as a reason not to move. I hid behind schools and friends and family in order not to have to make the decision to move. But we are moving. We dont know when,and thats ok. It gives us time to decorate the house so that it is in reasonable condition as per our current housing agreement. Ye Gods though,I'm very tired. Excrutiatingly so. The whole core of my being wants to sleep,hibernate even,until it's all over and done with. Perhaps when it is all over and done with,I will get my wish...
I have so much i need to get done this week!I'm gonna make a list here and then check them off as I've done them! :D
1)Pay my cataolgue bill 2)Pay water rates 3)Make appointment at the blood clinic for next week 4)Trim the hedges 5)Repair fencing 6)Remember to send an E-card to my friend this week,it's her birthday on Saturday! 7)Write up household budget.
Doesn't seem like a lot really.I could get one thing done every day this week and still have time to do all the regular stuff! YAY!
im back
magicalmysterytour
Posted 11/26/2008 11:35:47 AM
hey hi. I know you don't have thanksgiving but happy day anyway
timeless
Posted 11/25/2008 3:35:14 PM Holidays Thanksgiving Comments And Graphics magicalmysterytour
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Posted 11/21/2008 12:42:27 PM
happy Friday
cheric
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Posted 11/17/2008 10:23:22 AM
hi how are you/?
flappertball
Posted 11/16/2008 12:50:58 AM
Hi EmmyL! Thanks for the wishes. How are you doing lately?
magicalmysterytour
Posted 11/15/2008 12:07:13 PM
hi happy Saturday. Are you on Yahoo messenger? if so please join me
timeless
Posted 11/14/2008 11:42:47 AM glitter-graphics.com NusiJoan
Posted 11/13/2008 9:56:37 PM
Soo cute :)I love kids but Im not as good as i would like to be with them but my best friend she so good at it there isnt a child alive that wouldnt love her No its my cousin with the three kids and they do have there hands full.
Meaghan
Posted 11/13/2008 9:37:08 PM
Yeah thanks for asking. I have a new blog if you want to visit and comment. http://zebracakes.blogsome.com
Meaghan
Posted 11/13/2008 9:35:49 PM
Thanks Yeah I did (: Thanks a bunch for asking.
NusiJoan
Posted 11/13/2008 10:54:49 AM
I FINISHED!!! *dancing around all crazy and what not* Im so happy no more exams i can finally read again (i had no time to do so before). How many babies are there exactly my cousin has 3 kids under three!
xdhampirxangelx
Posted 11/13/2008 12:31:19 AM
Thanks again! =D
within
Posted 11/12/2008 10:00:25 PM
thamks for the beautiful greetings!
magicalmysterytour
Posted 11/12/2008 11:56:16 AM
happy day NusiJoan
Posted 11/12/2008 11:39:13 AM
YES, It did go pretty darn well sy though i think i messed up in translation its only one question, Tomorrow is my last one Social Studies I like the subject but its kind of hard. Thanks for asking. How was your day?