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Is it real... Posted 11/12/2006 3:34:44 AM I never got how my peers, mind you I'm still a little wet behind the ears, just up and decided that they were "in love". How can you possibly be with someone for 2 months and just decide you love them? You dont even know them! I've been with my guy friend for almost 2 years and I'm still not even sure if I love him. I know I care for him a great deal...but I dont know about love. Is there a way to know? Or does everyone know something that I dont? (1) Comments

Well.... Posted 9/3/2006 10:59:56 PM Im in college now, and im enjoying it to the fullest. I love the freedom of it all and it's so exciting because I love meeting new people and learning new things. I know I look like a total freshmen walking around looking at everything but its all so new to me lol. I hope all goes well. I've made a few new friends and got in touch with some old ones and this is the first time in a long time that I have been completely in control of everything thats going on around me and it makes me so happy! Im loving being me right now. I think I might have a good cry..........lol sike. Not that emotional. Until next time loves. ♥Peace Out. (1) Comments

But he has a girlfriend... Posted 7/15/2006 3:08:24 AM Well...there is this extremely "nice guy" that I've known for a little while now who is falling for me. He threw me a party on my birthday and he does all these things for me. I hate for people to do things for me I’m a very independent person. I told him to stop but he won’t and I hate feeling like I’m taking advantage of people. I don’t even feel the same way about him as he does about me. I told him over and over how I feel and it doesn’t seem to matter to him. I feel like I should call his girlfriend who goes to another school in a different state and tell her how dishonest he is. I know exactly who she is and even went to school with her some years ago. I try to make it a point to mention her whenever he is around and he gets upset, oh well. Now that I’m legal lol I need to be smarter about everything that I am involved in. If this is not handled with care, it could potentially turn into something really ugly for all parties involved. ♥Me (0) Comments

Im leaving the nest... Posted 6/25/2006 1:10:24 AM Well....I start college tomorrow morning and I am very very excited. Im moving out from underneath the watchful eye of my mother. I just got a new job and everything is on the upside right now. I dont want to jump for joy to soon though because thats when your liable to get knocked down. Im so happy that everything is going the right way = my way. I think I'll treat myself for a job well done with a trip to Miami Beach!!! My 18th birthday is coming up in a few weeks and even though I'm not much of a party person I'm going to party like never before lol. That whole week will be a celebration! I've come a long way and my journeys not over yet!!! ♥Me (1) Comments

Well heres the thing...I'm Happy :) Posted 6/13/2006 6:30:33 PM Im starting new chapters in this book called my life and I'm actually excited about it and it feels good. Im semi happy right now and I'm loving it. I love change. This change is bringing new great things and opportunities to the forefront. Even though I'm leaving some of my lifelong friends behind, I'm glad for new ones. Those friends were getting a little stale to me lol. But anyway.......♥Me (2) Comments

Dreaming of a Better Place... Posted 6/10/2006 11:55:32 PM So I have graduated high school. But now what? Of course I'm going to college, but I'm only halfway sure of what I want to do with my life. I have this dream, but who doesn't and who knows if that will come true. I've been stuck in this sad mood for quite a while. Half way because everything that I knew to be my world has been torn apart and has changed so drastically. I've hurt a few people, which I'm sorry for, and I even allowed a few people to hurt me in huge ways. This is strange to me because I’m not emotional at all to be a Cancer and I don’t let that many people in to get a chance to hurt me. Now if you know me, I'm not one to wallow in bad times or sadness, but in the off chance that I do decide to let my mood overtake me, nobody notices because I'm putting on this show to keep everyone else laughing and happy. That show is one of my alter ego's, I call her Mya lol. She's everyone’s entertainment. She’s funny and outgoing blah blah blah. But there are so many different sides of me. I just wish I was in a totally different place and could start fresh with new people and new opportunities and be myself, but who the hell is that? But no, I'm stuck here, in Baltimore. Nobody makes it in Baltimore, that’s why I'm getting the hell out of here as fast as I can and never looking back. I'll miss a few, but not many. But until that day comes, I'll be right here, same place I've always been :( (0) Comments

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