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ChEllC
REAL EYES, REALIZE, REAL LIES.
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when i was in grade school, THEY TOLD ME TO WRITE DOWN WHAT I WANTED TO BE WHEN I GREW UP. I WROTE DOWN HAPPY. THEY TOLD ME I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THE ASSIGNMENT. I TOLD THEM THEY didn't understand life.

Age: 15

Gender: F

Location: Sherwood Park =(


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* N e v e r * S a y * I * L o v e * Y o u *
* I f * Y o u * D o n ' t * R e a l l y * C a r e *
* N e v e r * T a l k * A b o u t * F e e l i n g s *
* I f * T h e y * A r e n ' t * R e a l l y * T h e r e *
* N e v e r * H o l d * M y * H a n d *
* I f * Y o u r * G o i n g * T o * B r e a k * M y * H e a r t *
* N e v e r * S a y * Y o u * A r e * G o i n g * T o *
* I f * Y o u * D o n t * P l a n * T o * S t a r t *
* N e v e r * L o o k * I n t o * M y * E y e s *
* I f * A l l * Y o u * D o * I s * L i e *
* N e v e r * S a y * H e l l o *
* I f * Y o u * R e a l l y * M e a n * G o o d * B y e *
* I f * Y o u * R e a l l y * M e a n * F o r e v e r *
* T h e n * S a y * Y o u ' l l * A l w a y s * T r y
* N e v e r * S a y * F o r e v e r *
* C a u s e * F o r e v e r * M a k e s * M e * C r y*


=)

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we all want that hollywood romance.
with the perfect ` -- prince charming.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

He's just a boy who doesn't know what's in front of him.
& she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

how do you leave the past behind
when it keeps finding ways to your heart?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

i don't think i could ever say goodbye to you,
i can't imagine my life without you,
even if we're not together
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Watching two people falling out of love; is like watching a car
crash in slow motion
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

and to be honest - i hope she breaks
your heart like you broke mine
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I know I don't have the prettiest face for you to look at,
or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I promise that
I do have the biggest heart to love you with
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Who's really in love with you? The popular girl who says she loves
you so much or the average girl who watched you from day one &
would do anything to be with you?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Jealousy is what makes a bitch talk
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

She's the basic teenage girl -
her hair never goes the way she wants it to -
her room can't stay clean for more than a day -
& there's this one boy she's absolutely crazy about


Ahhh

ok well lets see
i HATE all the teachers and people in my school
my mom wont move me
So someone is gonna get hurt wont be me!!!


I Love this site people give great advice and i thank you people!

Ok so hear is how it is..
this is the truth..
my mom and everyone els in my family that i can think off thinks iv gained alot of weight.
im 14 i weight about 158.
i dont look that big but i guess i am =(


So anyways me myself and i, am trying to lose
weight.
i want me and mainly my mom to be happy.
And so far for the last two days iv did really good at eating good.
but today i gave in i kinda ate 1 cookie..
And then i had 5 more cuz they were sooooo good
=(
K but hear is where i need the help!
i need tip
Good habit tips
And good exerzice (cant spell that) Tips:
1 tip i have is dont eat after 6

Anymore tips will be very helpful
and i will be verry greatful of you =)


FOREVER


I will love you tomorrow
I will love you in a week
I will love you in a month
I will love you in half a year
I will love you in a year
I will love you in 10 years
I will love you when Your hair turns to grey
and you get old.
Even if then you still dont no.


FOREVER


I will love you tomorrow
I will love you in a week
I will love you in a month
I will love you in half a year
I will love you in a year
I will love you in 10 years
I will love you when Your hair turns to grey
and you get old.
Even if then you still dont no.


Suicide

Suicide is a way of telling God
"You can't fire me
i quit!"


LieZ

I see the angels,
ill lead them to your door
theres no escape now
no mercy no more
No remorse cause i still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

you took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
i wish they'd turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize,
it was all just a lie.




suicide

....A Locked door,
A rusty razor,
A towel stained with red,
A folded note on the floor,
A broken mirror,
A young girl layes dead
Their emotions in a tangle,
The room begins to swirl,
She was mommys perfect angel
And daddys little girl.


give in-give up-or give it all you got

When there is something you want
Fight for it. Dont give up no matter
how hopeless it seems,Even when you lost
hope, Cause years from now your gonna look back
and wish you gave that thing just one more shot.
Remember the biggest things in life dont come
EASY!


=)

Its sad when people you Know become
People you knew.
When you can walk right past someone
like they were never a big part of your
life.
How you use to be able to talk for hours
and now you can barely even look at them....


=)

Its sad when people you Know become
People you knew.
When you can walk right past someone
like they were never a big part of your
life.
How you use to be able to talk for hours
and now you can barely even look at them....


=( sick

Im still sick =(

=|

-- If I touch a burning candle I can feel the pain
If you cut me with a knife it's still the same
And I know her heart is beating
And I know that I am dead
Yet the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
For it seems that I still have a tear to shed


My Friend has canser

If it spreds up or down she is dead.=(

=@

This fire baby it will burn us both alive hold your breath. Am I poetic enough for you? Becuz Im pathetic enough for you.

Soo HAPPY

I kinda no what im getting from my brother =)
WEB CAM =D


=) Christmas

Ohhhh Christmas is coming
And i cant wait...
I got my mommy the best present EVER!
I got 2 jobs so i could get it for her!


=( sick



=)

whatyouseeiswhatyouget
B E Y O U R S E L F W I T H O U T R E G R E T


Angery

Holding anger is a poison.

It eats you from inside.

We think that hating is a weapon

that attacks the person who harmed us.

But hatred is a curved blade.

And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.


Forgeting Him /3

Forget Him

Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
his warm embrace
Forget the love you once Knew
Remember he has someone new
Forget him when they play your song
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you once were
Remember he has chosen her
Forget how you memorized his walk
Forget the way he use to talk
Forget the things he use to say
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh forget his grin
Forget the dimples on his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he's with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moves,Its past
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember he is gone forever


Help?

Ok so hear it is
I need to lose weight
But...
i need some help some tips on how to
Ideas needed
=D



=)

give in, give up or give it all you got.

About me !

I put an X By things that are true

I am shorter than 5'4.X
I think I'm uglyX
I have many scars.X
I tan easily.X
I wish my hair was a different color
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance X
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.X
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.IX
more than 2 piercings X
I have piercings in places besides my ears.X
I have freckles.
I've sworn at my parents.X
I've run away from home.X
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.X
I've had children.
I've lost a child.
I'm in school.X
I have a job.X
I've fallen asleep at work/school.X
I almost always do my homework.X
I've missed a week or more of school.X
I've been on the Honour Roll.
I failed more than 1 class last year.X
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.X
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.X
Disney movies still make me cry.X
I've peed from laughing.X
I've snorted while laughing.X
I've laughed so hard I've cried.X
I've glued my hand to something.X
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.X
I've had my pants rip in public.X
I was born with a disease/impairment.X
I've gotten stitches.X
I've "fractured" a bone.X
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I've had surgery.X
I've had chicken pox.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.X
I've been to Canada.X
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagara Falls.X
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've gotten lost in my city.X
I've seen a shooting star.X
I've wished on a shooting star.X
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.X
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.X
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.X
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've been an abuse victim.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle. X
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.X
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.X
I've met someone in person from the internet.X
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.X
I've seen the northern lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.X
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.X
I've ridden in a taxi.X
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.X
I've been snowboarding.X
I miss someone right now.X
I have a fear of commitment.
I have a fear of abandonment.X
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've hugged a stranger.X
I have kissed a stranger.X
I've accidentally flashed someone.
I've purposefully flashed someone.
I've slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex.But it was a tentX
I've slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex.Sleep overX
I've bitten someone.
I've been bitten.
I've kissed a member of the same sex
I've kissed a member of the same sex on the lips.
I've made out with a member of the same sex.
I've had fooled around with a member of the same sex.
I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
I've slept with a co-worker.
I've made out in an elevator.

I am a terrible liar.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.X
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.X
I've snuck out of my house.X
I have lied to my parents about where I am.X
I am keeping a secret from the world.Mwhaha X
I've cheated while playing a game.X
I've cheated on a test. X
I've ran a red light.
I've been suspended from school.X
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.X
I've consumed alcohol.X
I regularly drink.X
I've passed out from drinking.X
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.X
I smoke.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.X
I'm a stoner.
Ive done weed.X
I've snorted cocaine.
I've eaten shrooms.
I've popped E.
I've inhaled nitrous.
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.X
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.X
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.X
I take anti-depressants.
I'm anorexic or bulimic.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.X
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I've woken up crying.
I've cried myself to sleep.X
I see a therapist.
I've seen a therapist.
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.X
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.X
I've written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.X
I own an iPod or MP3 player.X
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.X
I own something from Hot Topic.X
I own something from Pac Sun.X
I collect comic books.
I own something from The Gap.X
I own something I got on e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
In general, I don't like people.X
I'm a feminist.
I'm very outgoing.X
I listen to political music.
I'm religious.
I'm against homosexual marriage.
My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it." to some extent.
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.X
I watch the news.
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.X
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I have "x"s in my screen name.X
I like being neat.
I love spam.
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.X
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.X
I would wear pajamas to school.X
I know how to shoot a gun.X
I am in love with love.
I eat fast food weekly.X
I believe in ghosts.X
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.X
I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.X
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.X
I am really ticklishX
I love white chocolate.X
I bite my nails.
I play video games.X
I'm good at remembering names
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life X


to bad

to bad i cant drop out of skool till im 16

I HATE IT

i hate school And i hate gym its sooo stupid and i dont need it >.>

.

I HEAR THEM WHISPERIN' I SEE THEY GOT THEY EYES WIDE LIKE SHE BACK AGAIN,
they tryna act surprised why. when you ever thought that this chick was just
gonna give it up? man I keep 'em sick, they like ' it just can't be,
why can't I keep it up, ' well simple bitch, you just can't be me. give her
ttwo seconds to blow your mind. five plus five - yeah she a dime.
YOU AIIN'T THE ONLY FELLA CHASIN' HER SO STEP UP YOUR GAME & START IMPRESSIN HER
she may be young, but she ain`t dumb. she got some tricks - but she ain`t one.


help

umm ok i no this weird
but i dont no how to reply to people??


FeedBack
angelordevil_hannah
1/13/2008 9:58:14 AM
Why, thanks! I'm glad you like it. Your profile is totally awesome!!!!!

imthelady
12/3/2007 8:20:33 PM
been there. done that. paying for it now.....

nickelpickel
12/3/2007 9:25:55 AM
poor spelling bad grammmer, you could do better I'm sure

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