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-KamUzTa
Member Since: 11/14/2006 5:46:15 AM
Last Seen: 5/6/2008 9:26:21 AM

About Me
i'm CARLO CANAS a student... an electrical engr. course.... 16 years old, im only a freshman (2006) im a music lover and music is my life..but hold on i like ROCK music but im not a ROCKERS i just love to express myself through ROCK MUSIC.. its my LIFE
Age: 18
Gender: M
Location: Valenzuela
MUSIC TYPE: tingin mo ano???
FRIENDSTER: Celebrate_pain@bloodmaker.com
MYSPACE: ceyj_18@yahoo.com
AIM: to eXpress myself to other from my poem..and to find the right love
FAMILY: the music
FAMILY: the music
WORLD BELONG: the EMO WORLD
LIKES: a simple one,...
HATE: an anti music people... all people with fake smile... all people wearing a mask just to keep there stupid identity
NAME OF MY BAND: ''free taste''
MY CHARACTER: im stupid....but not that stupid....
my personal blog: http://ceyj.blogs.friendster.com/im_sorry/
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Posted 2/14/2007 7:46:49 AM
How can I make you fall in love with me? When all of them are better than I ‘am And how can I say that I like you, If the only way is to fight them
I like you, but why? Why I spend my time thinking of you? And why I make myself fall in love with you this way? When I don’t know you after all…
How far will I wait for you too see me? When will be the time our heart will say hello to each other? When will I stop in crazy thinking like this? Will you help me, to stop thinking of you?
What can I do for you to like me? Just like the way I like you, Why can’t I fell anything from other except from you? What will I do for you to love me?
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Posted 2/4/2007 4:23:13 AM
I met you in unexpected time I like you in unreasonable reason I don’t know how it started I don’t know how far will it go through
In few minutes with you We enjoy in each other arms I can’t explain how it feels inside All I know is that I feel glad that time
Looking at your cold dark eyes I realize that I like you Starring at your soft red lips Finally I know I want you
We become one, In unforgettable place That I will always remember Once in a lifetime I have you
Once in my life you come And know, I will never leave you… Don’t ask me why I do, I will just answer how much you mean to me
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Posted 1/30/2007 6:22:41 AM
I was a person, Believe me I was a person, A normal person with feelings, With a nice peaceful life, But I sold it for nothing, I sold my life, and I sold myself, I no longer remained the innocent person with a smile on the face, As the time went on, The devil arose inside my soul, He occupied me, and my life, I became Fake, I became Cheap, I was left with nothing, I succeeded in one thing, Making an animal out of myself, Too bad I became the devil, But believe me, Once upon a time I was a person.
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Posted 1/25/2007 6:48:23 AM
Some people love shoes of certain kinds Some people love afternoons or the way the moon shines And they have their own reasons To feel the way they do That's why I ask myself, what is it with you?
Is there something wrong With the way I speak? You don't even see me When I pass you on the street I'll close my eyes and let it be Because I just can't see Why you love to hate me
Some people love weekends Beacause they can fool around Some people love thunderstorms Because of how the drops of rain fall down And they have their own reasons Whatever they may be That's why I think it's kind of funny That you don't have one for me
And it sucks to face the truth That I ain't got no reasons too Whenever asked the simple question Why I feel the way I do And I know it's stupid on my part to say that I love you Even though I know you hate me And you don't know why you do.
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Posted 1/23/2007 3:03:30 AM

That's right dammit! ! ! T_T

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Posted 1/23/2007 2:46:27 AM

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Posted 1/13/2007 6:44:50 AM
A long journey in 2006 comes to the end. Now, lets face the New Year with a new hope for peace, love, equality, and understanding and with so much emotional, I had lots to thanks for 2006. Like, thanks for all the girls acted like they cared. Thanks for my parents who always hold me down, who loves to criticized me, Thanks for always there to judge me, and putting a wall between my dreams and me, thanks for the people always there to kick me when I’m down, when I’m lost. Thanks 2006 for the people who love to estimate my ability. Thanks 2006 for the unfair year I ever had… The year 2006 for me is along nightmare. A dream turns to a nightmare. My parent enrolled me here in this prison, 2006 always use to exasperate me, making me frustrated, insecure, neurotic, and emotional in everything, making me feel that I’m out of place, like somehow I just don’t belong in this world that no one understand me, everyone keeps on pretending that they are deaf. So that when I asked help they can say that they don’t hear anything from me. No one checks me out if I’m all right, a thanks a lot for that. 2006 teach me a lesson. You know what is it? “LIFE’S UNFAIR”. Full of hurt, feeling of being lost, when your weak you’ll be left out in the dark, you’ll be kick by somebody else, when you are poor you’ll be insulted by everyone. It’s not supposed to be like this, I just want to feel contentment, happiness, and true love but 2006 doesn’t want me to feel it.’’ I’LL BE JUST FINE PRETENDING I’M NOT IM FAR FROM LONELINESS AND ITS ALL THAT I GOT’’

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Posted 1/12/2007 4:14:28 AM
So what's the point in all of this? When you will never change The days have pass, The weather's changed Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry?
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I did it all, all for you Hoping you would see Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched Are we ready? Are we ready?
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But you, you think about yourself Only but yourself But what about...
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Un-lonely nights Romantic moments The love, the love What about them? Throw it all away
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You know me well, You know it's wrong Then what is it you feel? You hide behind those perfect smiles It won't fool me, cause you already did
I did it all, all for you Hoping you would see Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched Are we ready? Are we ready?
Pre-Chorus:
But you, you think about yourself Only but yourself But what about...
Chorus:
Un-lonely nights Romantic moments The love, the love What about them? Throw it all away
the perfect days the sweetest kisses the love, the love What about them Throw it all away
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So what's the point in all of this? When you will never change The days have pass, The weather's changed Should I be sorry? Should I be sorry?
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Posted 1/5/2007 4:38:48 AM
This article is all about the relationship between my family and me. October 10, 1990 my life has been started, I had given birth by my mother Carina S. Cañas, while my father is so excited to hear the news from my moms doctor. This statement doesn’t make any sense to my article; I just want readers to know how my life started and also to introduce the name of the parent who gave birth to a child name Carlo. It’s almost 17 years after I had given birth by my mother. “THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MY 2 BROTHERS’’ I’m the eldest among the 3 of us I’m Carlo. Next to me namely Camille Chris (December 14, 1992), and the youngest namely Carl Ivan (October 06, 2001) I spent hard time with Chris, while I enjoy spending time with my little brother Carl Ivan. “THE RELATIONSHIP BEYTWEENM MY PARENT” My mom occupation is a secretary in a Chinese business; my father is a driver and also a owner of a funeral service my mom act terrible when I or we do a mistakes, my mom always there to pull me down when I’m so near to reach my dreams. My mom is so selfish. What she think is right and what we think is wrong. My mom spent time to her work my dad too I like my father better than my mother but then I hate them, They’re making me Numb, thy always help me to become crazy they releasing the devil on me. I tried to talk to them but thing goes worst every time I tried too. They always estimate my ability, they always there to leave a wall between my dream and I. Did you think leaving with this kind of family would complete your life? Who want to be like this? Who want to be estimated? What the hell life wants me to feel?
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Posted 12/3/2006 12:28:58 AM

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Posted 11/23/2006 9:16:18 PM
She'vE OnCe SaiD ThAt sHe CaN'T LovE mE, I asKeD HeR Why, bUt sHe oNLy sAiD sOrRy ShE sAy'S iT aGaIn tHiS TiMe iT wAs SeriOusLy How I wIsH sHe waS onLy LyInG hOw I WiSh sHe onLy Do. I LiKe HeR,AnD sHe'S My LiFe bUt ShE'S OnLy KiLLinG mE, bY tHe Way ShE sAy NO!!! anD By ThE wAy She WaLK aWaY FrOm mE shE hAs NoT GiVen mE a cHanCe to Say how I tRUly CarE, ShE'LL onLy hAtE me MorE iF i Try To bE WitH her. i TrIeD To TaLk To hEr bUt sHe dOeSn'T wAnT tO I cAnT baReLy sTaNd ThIs.. GURL PLS LOVE ME!!!!!
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Posted 11/21/2006 11:39:56 PM
type cast she said its over and i dont stand a chance she said it honestly i wish that she lie her words said it all minus me, minus the actions any understanding i wish that she does and i dont take advantage and i dont have the guts she dropped me out and she's leaving me its the last time did i push too hard you didnt mean to make me cry but that ok who's wrong and understanding you'll never understand what you think and what i feell it doesnt make any sense
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Posted 11/20/2006 6:56:07 AM
im noT a ToY....
the suiside things....
im rejected,???
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Posted 11/20/2006 6:23:36 AM
I saw a falling star At the darkest night, I look at it and watch it fade away I close my eyes and think of u...
Before I open my eyes, I saw you, and hug me for a while... You whisper a line I can't forget "EVERYTHING GONNA BE ALRIGHT"
I Like the way it does, the pain inside fade away And its all because of you I thank you for that
I want to kiss your soft cold Lips, and Look deep into your dead eyes I want to embrace you, and feel you embracing me too
Tears fall again, and loneliness eat me I forgot to open my eyes before I saw you, before you hug and whisper to me, before I kiss you before...
I cried out loud and shout I barely forgot.. You already past away 1 month ago I guess I just miss you...
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Posted 11/18/2006 6:38:46 AM
Every one hate me, I know it... I hate them too, I don’t know why? All I know is that I hate them...
I’m alone, nobody loves me, nobody care about me, yah imp alone.. ^_^
Who the hell wants to be alone? Who wants to cry at night? Who wants to be sad? Who wants to be lonely?
I HATE THEM, I HATE YOU, I HATE HER/HIM I HATE EVERY ONE!!!!
I hate the way they smile, I hate the way they look, I hate when somebody laugh I hate how they love each other
why I hate them?? I don’t know I just want to hate them.... I hate all of you!!!!
in the coldest night, nobody there to hug me in the bloody day nobody there to help me in time of crisis no one is there in my darkest day no one is around.,
look what they done!!! Give them all my trust, give them every thing but when time came I need them... why cant I find them?
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