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Would I have felt, could I have known would have show me how much I was truly alone
Would I have felt, could I have known would have show me how much I was truly alone
-KamUzTa
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i'm CARLO CANAS a student... an electrical engr. course.... 16 years old, im only a freshman (2006) im a music lover and music is my life..but hold on i like ROCK music but im not a ROCKERS i just love to express myself through ROCK MUSIC.. its my LIFE
Age: 18
Gender: M
Location: Valenzuela

MUSIC TYPE: tingin mo ano???

FRIENDSTER: Celebrate_pain@bloodmaker.com

MYSPACE: ceyj_18@yahoo.com

AIM: to eXpress myself to other from my poem..and to find the right love

FAMILY: the music

FAMILY: the music

WORLD BELONG: the EMO WORLD

LIKES: a simple one,...

HATE: an anti music people... all people with fake smile... all people wearing a mask just to keep there stupid identity

NAME OF MY BAND: ''free taste''

MY CHARACTER: im stupid....but not that stupid....

my personal blog: http://ceyj.blogs.friendster.com/im_sorry/

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Posted 2/14/2007 7:46:49 AM
How can I make you fall in love with me?
When all of them are better than I ‘am
And how can I say that I like you,
If the only way is to fight them

I like you, but why?
Why I spend my time thinking of you?
And why I make myself fall in love with you this way?
When I don’t know you after all…

How far will I wait for you too see me?
When will be the time our heart will say hello to each other?
When will I stop in crazy thinking like this?
Will you help me, to stop thinking of you?

What can I do for you to like me?
Just like the way I like you,
Why can’t I fell anything from other except from you?
What will I do for you to love me?

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Posted 2/4/2007 4:23:13 AM
I met you in unexpected time
I like you in unreasonable reason
I don’t know how it started
I don’t know how far will it go through

In few minutes with you
We enjoy in each other arms
I can’t explain how it feels inside
All I know is that I feel glad that time

Looking at your cold dark eyes
I realize that I like you
Starring at your soft red lips
Finally I know I want you

We become one,
In unforgettable place
That I will always remember
Once in a lifetime I have you

Once in my life you come
And know, I will never leave you…
Don’t ask me why I do,
I will just answer how much you mean to me

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Posted 1/30/2007 6:22:41 AM
I was a person,
Believe me I was a person,
A normal person with feelings,
With a nice peaceful life,
But I sold it for nothing,
I sold my life, and I sold myself,
I no longer remained the innocent
person with a smile on the face,
As the time went on,
The devil arose inside my soul,
He occupied me, and my life,
I became Fake,
I became Cheap,
I was left with nothing,
I succeeded in one thing,
Making an animal out of myself,
Too bad I became the devil,
But believe me,
Once upon a time I was a person.

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Posted 1/25/2007 6:48:23 AM
Some people love shoes of certain kinds
Some people love afternoons or the way the moon shines
And they have their own reasons
To feel the way they do
That's why I ask myself, what is it with you?

Is there something wrong
With the way I speak?
You don't even see me
When I pass you on the street
I'll close my eyes and let it be
Because I just can't see
Why you love to hate me

Some people love weekends
Beacause they can fool around
Some people love thunderstorms
Because of how the drops of rain fall down
And they have their own reasons
Whatever they may be
That's why I think it's kind of funny
That you don't have one for me

And it sucks to face the truth
That I ain't got no reasons too
Whenever asked the simple question
Why I feel the way I do
And I know it's stupid on my part
to say that I love you
Even though I know you hate me
And you don't know why you do.

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Posted 1/23/2007 3:03:30 AM
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That's right dammit! ! ! T_T


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Posted 1/23/2007 2:46:27 AM


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Posted 1/13/2007 6:44:50 AM
A long journey in 2006 comes to the end. Now, lets face the New Year with a new hope for peace, love, equality, and understanding and with so much emotional, I had lots to thanks for 2006. Like, thanks for all the girls acted like they cared. Thanks for my parents who always hold me down, who loves to criticized me, Thanks for always there to judge me, and putting a wall between my dreams and me, thanks for the people always there to kick me when I’m down, when I’m lost. Thanks 2006 for the people who love to estimate my ability. Thanks 2006 for the unfair year I ever had…
The year 2006 for me is along nightmare. A dream turns to a nightmare. My parent enrolled me here in this prison, 2006 always use to exasperate me, making me frustrated, insecure, neurotic, and emotional in everything, making me feel that I’m out of place, like somehow I just don’t belong in this world that no one understand me, everyone keeps on pretending that they are deaf. So that when I asked help they can say that they don’t hear anything from me. No one checks me out if I’m all right, a thanks a lot for that.
2006 teach me a lesson. You know what is it? “LIFE’S UNFAIR”. Full of hurt, feeling of being lost, when your weak you’ll be left out in the dark, you’ll be kick by somebody else, when you are poor you’ll be insulted by everyone.
It’s not supposed to be like this, I just want to feel contentment, happiness, and true love but 2006 doesn’t want me to feel it.’’ I’LL BE JUST FINE PRETENDING I’M NOT IM FAR FROM LONELINESS AND ITS ALL THAT I GOT’’


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Posted 1/12/2007 4:14:28 AM
So what's the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have pass,
The weather's changed
Should I be sorry?
Could I be sorry?

Verse:

I did it all,
all for you
Hoping you would see
Your eyes are dull,
your hands are clenched
Are we ready?
Are we ready?

Pre-Chorus:

But you,
you think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about...

Chorus:

Un-lonely nights
Romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away

Verse:

You know me well,
You know it's wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It won't fool me,
cause you already did


I did it all,
all for you
Hoping you would see
Your eyes are dull,
your hands are clenched
Are we ready?
Are we ready?

Pre-Chorus:


But you,
you think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about...

Chorus:

Un-lonely nights
Romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away

the perfect days
the sweetest kisses
the love, the love
What about them
Throw it all away

Outro:

So what's the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have pass,
The weather's changed
Should I be sorry?
Should I be sorry?

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Posted 1/5/2007 4:38:48 AM
This article is all about the relationship between my family and me. October 10, 1990 my life has been started, I had given birth by my mother Carina S. Cañas, while my father is so excited to hear the news from my moms doctor. This statement doesn’t make any sense to my article; I just want readers to know how my life started and also to introduce the name of the parent who gave birth to a child name Carlo. It’s almost 17 years after I had given birth by my mother.
“THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MY 2 BROTHERS’’
I’m the eldest among the 3 of us I’m Carlo. Next to me namely Camille Chris (December 14, 1992), and the youngest namely Carl Ivan (October 06, 2001)
I spent hard time with Chris, while I enjoy spending time with my little brother Carl Ivan.
“THE RELATIONSHIP BEYTWEENM MY PARENT”
My mom occupation is a secretary in a Chinese business; my father is a driver and also a owner of a funeral service my mom act terrible when I or we do a mistakes, my mom always there to pull me down when I’m so near to reach my dreams. My mom is so selfish. What she think is right and what we think is wrong. My mom spent time to her work my dad too I like my father better than my mother but then I hate them,
They’re making me Numb, thy always help me to become crazy they releasing the devil on me. I tried to talk to them but thing goes worst every time I tried too. They always estimate my ability, they always there to leave a wall between my dream and I.
Did you think leaving with this kind of family would complete your life? Who want to be like this? Who want to be estimated? What the hell life wants me to feel?



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Posted 12/3/2006 12:28:58 AM
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Posted 11/23/2006 9:16:18 PM
She'vE OnCe SaiD
ThAt sHe CaN'T LovE mE,
I asKeD HeR Why,
bUt sHe oNLy sAiD sOrRy

ShE sAy'S iT aGaIn
tHiS TiMe iT wAs SeriOusLy
How I wIsH sHe waS onLy LyInG
hOw I WiSh sHe onLy Do.

I LiKe HeR,AnD sHe'S My LiFe
bUt ShE'S OnLy KiLLinG mE,
bY tHe Way ShE sAy NO!!!
anD By ThE wAy She WaLK aWaY FrOm mE

shE hAs NoT GiVen mE a cHanCe
to Say how I tRUly CarE,
ShE'LL onLy hAtE me MorE
iF i Try To bE WitH her.

i TrIeD To TaLk To hEr
bUt sHe dOeSn'T wAnT tO
I cAnT baReLy sTaNd ThIs..
GURL PLS LOVE ME!!!!!

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Posted 11/21/2006 11:39:56 PM
type cast

she said its over
and i dont stand a chance
she said it honestly
i wish that she lie

her words said it all
minus me, minus the actions
any understanding
i wish that she does

and i dont take advantage
and i dont have the guts
she dropped me out
and she's leaving me

its the last time did i push too hard
you didnt mean to make me cry but that ok who's wrong
and understanding you'll never understand
what you think and what i feell it doesnt make any sense



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Posted 11/20/2006 6:56:07 AM


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im noT a ToY....

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im rejected,???

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Posted 11/20/2006 6:23:36 AM
I saw a falling star
At the darkest night,
I look at it and watch it fade away
I close my eyes and think of u...


Before I open my eyes,
I saw you, and hug me for a while...
You whisper a line I can't forget
"EVERYTHING GONNA BE ALRIGHT"


I Like the way it does,
the pain inside fade away
And its all because of you
I thank you for that


I want to kiss your soft cold Lips,
and Look deep into your dead eyes
I want to embrace you,
and feel you embracing me too


Tears fall again, and loneliness eat me
I forgot to open my eyes before I saw you,
before you hug and whisper to me,
before I kiss you before...


I cried out loud and shout
I barely forgot..
You already past away 1 month ago
I guess I just miss you...




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Posted 11/18/2006 6:38:46 AM
Every one hate me, I know it...
I hate them too,
I don’t know why?
All I know is that I hate them...


I’m alone,
nobody loves me,
nobody care about me,
yah imp alone.. ^_^


Who the hell wants to be alone?
Who wants to cry at night?
Who wants to be sad?
Who wants to be lonely?


I HATE THEM,
I HATE YOU,
I HATE HER/HIM
I HATE EVERY ONE!!!!


I hate the way they smile,
I hate the way they look,
I hate when somebody laugh
I hate how they love each other


why I hate them??
I don’t know
I just want to hate them....
I hate all of you!!!!


in the coldest night, nobody there to hug me
in the bloody day nobody there to help me
in time of crisis no one is there
in my darkest day no one is around.,


look what they done!!!
Give them all my trust, give them every thing
but when time came I need them...
why cant I find them?




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